Today was – difficult.
V e r y difficult – to find center/peace.
The weather has been uncooperative. Cold, clouds and rain. I’m already wearing my winter coat and hat – at times my gloves. We’re usually 60’s and sun – cool am’s and warm pm’s.
Today I was feeling how disconnected I feel from God/Source – especially in recent weeks – then thought perhaps that sense – here at least – was just another program (that has been turned down or off) and that what I have felt for some time now is actually true: they totally disconnected us from our Source and all we have here is one another and whatever we can reach and find within.
I checked in with a former friend’s social media page to see if there was any inkling of awakening. Nope. Still yelling at people to take the jab – even though a fully jabbed family member was recently diagnosed w/the “virus” – but that wasn’t due to the jab – that’s because of those declining the poke.
And we’re still in the same physical space. Again, why?
W H Y?
We are supposed to unite. Again, how?
H O W?
One of you shared with me the challenge to feel joy. REAL PURE JOY. How even in childhood it felt tainted. Brought tears to my eyes as I reflected. I feel the same. And all I can come up with is because this is their frequency and their creation and we don’t belong in it.
As my mate just said – he’s a character in this game here and he doesn’t want to play it anymore and doesn’t want to be IN this game anymore.
Absolutely. This sense of “being squeezed” now is intense. Next step – pop up and out. GET. US. OUT. I thought I would find more peace in being here at the end – turns out – I ain’t. lol At least not atm. Tag line of the day in this house (courtesy of the male lion): We don’t need the show we need the GO!
Here are some finds.
Love,
V.
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Android version…..
“My butt’s been wiped” – 🤡Joe Biden, the greatest thinker of all times:
😂 🤣 😆 🐸 😂 🤣 😆 🐸 😂 🤣 😆 🐸 😂 🤣 😆 🐸 😂 🤣 😆 🐸
🔴Elderly Woman Jailed for Breaking Hospital’s COVID Rules by Refusing to Leave Her Ailing Daughter’s Bedside
READ: http://w-j.co/s/35bef
Ditto that sentiment….
https://resistthemainstream.org/watch-mom-who-survived-maoist-china-issues-warning-about-doj-school-board-tactics-toward-parents/?utm_source=gab
I heard American Airlines joined in too…..
Amtrak Train Crews Allegedly Joins The Walkout Started By Air Traffic Controllers And Southwest Pilots – MSM Ignores The Walkout
Wow….sometimes I need to see something like this to remind me to keep. going. always. Humbling and inspiring.
https://t.me/JamesOKeefeIII/1324
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I don’t remember where I read this, but someone made the comment that we are going through a collective “Passion Play”. At this point we are Jesus on the cross shouting out to God: “why have you forsaken me?” Of course that was not the case. HE had greater plans in mind to show humans what triumph over death looked like. I really don’t feel that the Creator of Life wants his creations to be sheep or robots, but even He can’t get around the Law of Free Will. That is why those who inform others of the truth are more important than ever! You are part of the many who give people the choice to see the truth and wake up out of their “Sleeping Beauty” slumber, surrounded by thorns. I for one appreciate all of your sharings, and want to thank you for everything you do. The Hero will be resurrected gloriously!
:::sniff::: thank you carolin. i deeply appreciate that and you sharing. and yes it does feel like we are at that point of being up on that cross wondering where Creator/God is. i don’t know exactly what to think about this – but i feeeeeel if Creator sees us suffering in this controlled experience – well, send a pulse of pure Source God energy to set us free – return us to that Perfect Connection again.
“Pop up and out. Get us OUT.” I think this may be a confirmation for me. Got up and the first thing on my YouTube feed was a tiger momma giving birth to twins. How she has to lick the first one to get it to breathe so it will survive before she can even birth the second one – who was ready, and came out literally kicking and screaming. Made me think of east and west, awake and asleep. We’re beyond ready but the other is not. And just that correlation with birth – being squeezed, feeling disconnected, everything feels dark and painful and we just need OUT already – feels like where we are right now. At the gates, ready to go, just waiting to get OUT. Feeling like we’re going to explode if we don’t.
This morning, I am seriously struggling. I meant to get up and go fight with the system by going in person to the capital to try to find an actual human to help with unemployment, and I absolutely CAN’T. After weeks of pushing and running back and forth and almost no good sleep, my body is screaming NO. No more. Migraine and what felt like a fracture in my right foot that had me hobbling yesterday, making it almost impossible to drive, is now sending stabbing pains up my leg. I know the right foot is about “moving forward” so that was interesting. I’ve also somehow blown out the vein in my right hand, like I’ve hit it (which I don’t recall doing) and it’s hurting. Right hand, action, reaching. Hmm. I guess it is what it is. Just really, really ready for this to be DONE. With you on not needing the show, just the GO!
i’m sorry your body is hurting you and you’re having those issues – on the right side too. hmmm…. doesn’t it seem like we’re just being called to REST until? at least atm. chill. wait it out. blah blah lol