Hello from the Future. lol (we don’t turn our clocks back)
So…..I had an experience last night – much more than just a dream. I felt I was outside – observing things play out. I saw swirls of white all around as well as Donald Trump’s face – mostly his side profile. I sensed things happening quickly – like REALLY quickly. Energy was all around. It was intense but not at all overwhelming. And I just observed it all. Then it faded away and I don’t remember if I woke up or continued on sleeping. I just felt like I wasn’t “here” but somewhere else watching.
I sensed that perhaps part of this was this speeding up – snowball effect – I have been sensing would happen for months now (and wondering my GOD will it EVER finally go POOF as I sense??!!). Sister D is sensing the splitting of the worlds at a very intense level now and got chills sharing that. I read of a dream someone had where they saw blue lights copying this realm. My intial thought was so those not yet awake and going in their earth-like version until they DO awake will still see this reality play out – just a better version of it. The one sharing the dream had the same sense. What’s interesting is MrMbb333 and another channel have been reporting blue lights around the realm recently. So hmmm…..
I see this process we are in – this splitting process – as back and forth. Back and forth. Each time we go through that process, more of our “crap” gets filtered out (certainly comes up for release). We remember more as we release (at least we step more into our REAL selves more). And as this happens, those invisible f’ers who attached themselves to our trauma energies, they get removed – at least pulled further away – which is why we feel these build-ups and then release. At least that’s how I am seeing/sensing it now. What do I really know FOR CERTAIN. Until….
So………apparently many of us have felt that over-powering anger the last several days. I know I have. As I think I shared here recently, I felt like my mind was going to crack – mentally just not feeling like I could take it anymore. I’ve been easily triggered – and yet I also part of that as me just knowing who I am – but the rest are old wounds – abandonment, betrayal, etc. This entire EXPERIENCE here is one of betrayal for deception always leads to betrayal at some point. Over and over again.
Waking up is painful as fuch. Even if you already sensed deep within something was off about this place – realizing that pretty much everything here has been one giant lie – and that it isn’t YOU or ME creating this but others outside of us – many of them hidden (and non-human) – and knowing what they have done – especially to the children – is f’ing traumatizing. TRUE creating is fully transparent – nothing hidden – so when I read we are co-creating this evil I call it out as the b.s. it is. It’s the same as having a group of kids gather and trash a house. Are the neighbors a mile away responsible? Heck no. All we have been able to do is follow those inner “this ain’t right” prompts to seek the truth of who we are, where we are and who created this mess – and take a stand against it however we can. And even when we have had to go along with it to survive (the whole pay-to-live) – that still does not make us responsible for the initial hijack and systems put into place to keep us in slumberland and enslaved. Those who intentionally sold out – those who KNEW (and shown) who were here and what they did and still agreed to sign away all that is good in them in order to have success – THOSE hold the bulk of the responsibility for this mess. Love doesn’t punish the POW’s. E V E R. As I say – speaking as a mama – if you make a mess, clean it up but don’t blame others who weren’t involved.
So….that lowest common denominator has reached a level I didn’t think would be necessary – but apparently it had to be this way to reach as many people as possible. Again – that is what Love would do – even though it grates on my nerves and kinda does this to me now:
And speaking of, it is rest time again.
Let me know how you’re all doing and if any of this aligns.
Love, as always,
Victoria
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Currently going cold turkey on the hopium. Don’t have anything positive to add except that all is an illusion, and we will all depart from this dimension. Blessings and may the awakening quicken in the Now with the greatest of haste!
shalom
i hear you! blessings of comfort to you.
Amen, brother. I am tired of the carrot dangling, as you mentioned V. I just wish to show love and support to my brethren and hope this ascension or split or whatever the eff just get a move on already. But also, I can’t attach to the hope porn any more.
how much excrutiating must we take, really?
we’re all pretty much there at that same space.