Each day – the thought grows louder – the energy within me, stronger – that says “I. Cannot. Believe. I. Am. Here.” What am I doing here? What are ANY of us doing here – those of us awake? What are we waiting for? Nothing makes sense. Nothing feels right. People still lining up to take more of the poison – they are in a completely and emphasize COMPLETELY different reality than I am – we are. I saw some local talk last night and had one of those O M G get me OUT OF HERE’s………….They want more jabs. They want every one of us to get them – as many as it takes. They want us all masked up too. They are “losing patience” for those who don’t mask up or do it “properly”. One said her empathy was about tapped out (to which I thought well that is one of them side effects).
Seriously?
They can’t be human.
They can’t be one of us.
I don’t know what they are. But they want more juice and they expect everyone to do the same.
Mate went out in the world today – got exposed – again.
Fennel seed tea is always plentiful here now. We all drink it. Daily.
GET. US. OUT. OF. HERE.
Had a convo w/Sister D today – who is feeling the same. All of us exhausted by 7/8pm. Sleeping in fits. Waking up feeling like no real rest took place. And all wondering when does this end. Where are we. WHY are we here.
Twilight zone doesn’t cut it. This is something way beyond Orwell – I feel it.
She asked me – who are you following now?
No one. Just myself. I read other people’s stuff – obviously – but I follow no one but myself. Feeling that is a growing collective experience. THAT is where our power is – where our truth is found – where the flow brings it all to us.
What little of it that is able to get here to what little of US is actually here.
Antarctica still feels important – still nudging at me.
Found an MB video that showed the exact colors in that dream I had this week where I was looking at 2 windows. And I mean EXACT – same pattern and everything. Pretty odd. I have yet to figure it out.
That’s all I have atm. Off to watch Anne with an E with my girl. Distraction has become as important as water and healthy foods now. As always – let me know how you’re doing – and if you want to have more “private” convos – check out my telegram channel.
Love, Peace, Truth & Comfort to you all ~ (and a big burst of freedom too)…
Victoria
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Shared from the telegram group…………Interesting – as I said I would like to see more…….
well that was quick………..(eye roll)……..
https://www.theepochtimes.com/la-port-sees-huge-drop-in-exports_4164325.html
But they want another EUA…………HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE eyeroll……….if you’re a parent who has put this sheot in your kids – STOP! Just S T O P. Do your f’ing duty as a parent and RESEARCH………Those who need to listen – won’t……….
I see this and think (obviously): WH are in control?? This is utter b.s. And given our military is being purged atm due to this nonsense – making us weaker – yeah – part of the plan. Continuous back and forth doesn’t lead to any conclusion – unless there is some SUDDENLY IS HAPPENED moment (positive).
BREAKING: 6th Circuit Court Upholds Joe Biden’s OSHA Vaccine Mandate
This was so funny to me (obviously until he got kicked off – good on him! we need more people doing just this!):
United Airlines Removed Passenger from Flight After Wearing “Thong” as a Face Mask (VIDEO)
Yeah – again – another “casualty” of this insane nonsense…I’m telling ya’ll: it feels like evil is simply playing a round of sick chess w/each other…….The only divine/good are we humans who are saying NO and fighting back. Perhaps there are 3 timelines……?
Gum, eh?
Univ of Penn Scientists Discover New Gum Which Reduces COVID Transmission by 95%
https://www.anonymousnews.org/2021/12/15/antifa-anschlag-auf-moschee-in-leipzig-eine-false-flag/
One lone voice of Truth in a sea of dolts……
KY woman calls Biden a pedophile, shouts “where’s the children?” pic.twitter.com/rPkce2OdcL
— Jewish Deplorable (@TrumpJew2) December 15, 2021
Notice it’s all young Male or Females in sports? dropping like flies?#vaccines#DelBigtree#highwire#Pfizer#NEWS#HeartAttacks#fauci#ArrestFauci#CrimesAgainstHumanity
Eyes open:
https://www.organicconsumers.org/news/who-owns-world-blackrock-and-vanguard
Ok…..Antarctica as I said has been on my mind recently and yesterday the flow was really delivering. I am really trying to remember and get those answers to my questions: Where am I? What happened? When am I? Is there another piece of me someplace else in a statis? So I see this:
I see the two sections – east and west. Is this an indication of the east/west narrative? Maybe? Maybe not. Who knows – I’m just digging in some bunny holes here. I was drawn to the east section – naturally – and notice “Terre Adelie”……….Hmmm…..In the early 90’s I wrote a song – had NO CLUE where I got the title: Adeleah………..(i recorded a snippet tonight and have linked it below)…….At the time, it felt like another part of me was calling me at the time to wake up and see myself – see a part of who I really am. Even though the name was foreign/unfamiliar, I knew the song was for me and about me.
So I decided to look up Terre Adelie. French occupied territory. As I shared earlier, the one dream I had a year or so ago where I took myself/traveled to Antarctica – and was up on a hill looking down on a large mountain – hollowed out – guarded by some small gray alien being. I knew I had to get inside – I knew that’s where I was. And I tried and yadda yadda – was unable to. So looking at Terre Adelie on a map, I see this island: Mont Ross. A stratovolcano. 6,070 ft. Last active during the Pleistoscene era. That had me ponder there could be something inside of that “volcano” because we Kknow “they” use inactive volcano’s in which to hide – build their bases. However it is a mountain people have climbed – seems the last time was in the 70’s. So I explored some more (north) and see another mountain – very large (perhaps a cluster) – and google has fuzzed it out. Naturally. lol On a whim for fun I gematria’d Mont Ross and see Reconfigure DNA. Also g’d Terre Adelie: Homecoming. Coming Home.
So who really knows. I let it go. For now. It’s just something I continue to explore and will share whatever I feel called to.
btw – as i played this – i began to open up my heart (as what happens when I play – esp. my own material). i called upon my biggest self – help me remember. help me remember. help me remember. i glanced up at the clock next to me – 11:11.
I got asked today: if I could know it all – right now (the answers to my questions) could I handle it? At this point, I feel I am ready. I hesitate a bit but yes – I feel I could handle it. With help nearby. Chocolate. Tissues. Comfy bed. etc. etc. The very fact that I ask the question says that I Am Ready.
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Your song on the piano is very touching. I like it !