A weird reflection ~ 1.28.22

 

I am one part this:

And one part I NEED A HUG DO YOU NEED ONE BECAUSE I WANT TO GIVE OUT HUGS LIKE NOW AND GET ONE BACK!!

Out and about – people are zombies.  Saw a near-miss car accident – idiot running a stop sign – oncoming car had to slam on brakes to avoid a t-bone.  Probably wearing a mask.  Seeing them EVERYWHERE now.  My gawd.  The stewpidity – it’s worn on me.  My patience/kindness program is malfunctioning.  Maybe that’s a good thing.  I don’t know.  Inside a store to get some supplies as the ones I ordered aren’t due to arrive for at least a week (which doesn’t match what their website said originally).  Anyway seeing the signs “the co v i d jab protects you against all variants” and “face masks required as of august 2021 mandate” (which is a f’ing lie as the original 2020 b.s. was never reauthorized)……..O M G…………I just stood there shaking my head asking to be projected OUTTA THIS HELL HOLE that I don’t consent to participating in – not with these programmed brain dead O2 deprived idiots.  My compassion and energy is best shared with the children being forced to comply with the agenda because their parents are dolts – and towards those who share my perspective.

Seriously – everyone else?  F ’em.  They aren’t doing me any favors and so that destroys their virtuous crap dialogue “I am doing this for the all.”

They are not.

Been reading some claim they broke free from the matrix.  lol  Really?  Then why the bleep did ya come back?  And why aren’t you showing us all how to do the same?  I remember in my earlier years in the new age movement some would claim “you will have to forgive me (for their aloofness) – I’m in 5D”.  I remember at the time I would try to get into that 5D space – but then finally came to realize these people were just flakes no matter what “space” they resided.  Being grounded can happen anywhere – it’s about being REAL with what’s going on within thyself and on the outside.

And sometimes we gotta escape/distract from the outside – and even inside – but really really the outside these days.  Distractions incoming when all other forms of self comfort fail to be created or sometimes, felt.  A bit ago I snuggled into my mate and we just held one another – both of us saying “enough is enough” – at this point continuining this “thing” is creating more harm than good.  At least that’s how it feels today.

Feeling everyone’s kinda in their own space atm – own bubble – while I’m needing to connect and talk and give out and receive some hugs.  My experience here seems to work out that way.  Probably a personal matrix glitch.  When I’m feeling the need for comfort or connection – people disappear.  When I have no need for it – people flock to me.

Nothing here makes sense to my heart or mind.

Moving on……….

Feeling the betrayal stuff coming up.  My only real thought on that was to own we are all doing our best (well most are – I can only find leniency/patience in the “well it’s their program” narrative for so long and at this point as I said – that ability in me is short-circuiting)…….Self love – all starts with us – and then we share and create this beautiful love comfort bubble that spreads and spreads.  And keeps going until we burst and bust outta here and break down the entire matrix energy of ugh.  That was a very nice vision I had that popped outta my mind and heart space earlier today.

‘Tis all I got.

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Love,

Victoria

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