THIS………….is my happiness

After another week of trying to reinvent myself – attempting to do some crafts – or playing the piano – even making up a new tune – only to be left with this sense of absolute boredom and then depression as I thought “done it – need new”.  I hate this feeling.  I deeply deeply cannot withstand feeling this any longer.

So I thought – what is my vision of happiness.  This came through me – easily – and I share and ask you to join in with me and do the same – then collectively we can bring in our individual visions of what we TRULY WANT for ourselves – quickly and easily.

Now would be good.  Right absolutely NOW.

My eyes gather tears as I write this.  It is a vision that creates a longing so deep and so powerful that nothing other than what I see can soothe the longing.  I can smell the air as I typed this.  I can see and hear the ocean.  I feel the power of our magestic house I have seen for so long – sitting there – waiting for us.  I can feel the dirt on the road and hear the rustle of the pine needle branches softly dancing with the wind.  I can SEE it.  I can frigging see it SO EASILY.  Say “HOME” and all of this immediately and instantly comes to me – right there – so close.  SO DAMN CLOSE.  I’ve been seeing it for almost 20 years – each detail growing as the years here have passed.  I have pictures of the house and property here and there that I look at regularly.  I have phrases and words throughout the house – intentions – all that I look at and regulary.

This right here – THIS is it.

i want to sleep – i want to get up when i feel like it – i want to have easy meal prep – i want to look outside at the sunshine and know my beach is just a 5 minute walk.  i want to see my 5 acres pine forest around my property.  i want to soak in my huge tub or go for a walk on the beach then come back and soak in my outdoor mineral pool – all natural, build into the rocks on the property.  then i want to pick fruit off of one of my many fruit trees and bushes.  then use my hoverboard and go into town – check out some local music at the one club – maybe get a meal at the one mom and pop type restaurant i’ve seen.  hang with real people – real friends – invite them all back to our place – kids too – and have an outdoor firepit and watch the amazing night skies – the REAL universe – and smile as i watch my girl show her friends her horse – the kids laughing with one another – and give my nod of approval when they ask if they can take the horses to the beach for a beautiful summer stroll.

THAT is my happiness.

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator. View all posts by Victoria1111