Who isn’t struggling now? Who isn’t getting hammered and nailed with unwanted thoughts and behaviors, targeting and attacks? Many are giving up on this plan – and some are giving up on the idea that we’re getting out.
Me? I struggle with them but I remain focused on WHAT I WANT and trusting in what I HAVE SEEN for years – decades. I. Will. Never. Give. Up.
I’m also feeling very parched in experiencing Love – and feeling it. I am hungry for it. Thirsty. Craving what once was. It’s a survival thirst and longing.
I struggle in thinking I am losing my mind. Struggle to be HEARD. Struggle to be SEEN. Struggle to get the support I need seek and deserve.
In short: In spite of my never giving up – I have reached the limit in my ability to sustain my current experience the way it is – in a way that is healthy for me.
This sums up exactly what I feel and am thinking now:
Can someone truly in the know explain to me – to us – wtf is actually going on?
I am seeing many saying they cannot walk this Trump/cue plan any longer – the sacrifice, the losses, the struggles have been too much. I agree. I’m not seeing benevolence at this point. The only way I could ever be fully behind such an operation is logistics only – as in it was that awful here, that infiltrated and that complex to undo it – and us and liberate us all. Simply telling others to trust and have faith and be patient is not helpful now. I would rather have silence than words like that. We don’t need words. Those crying out for help need ACTION. And my heart is screaming for comfort while my mind screams NOOOOOOOOOOO to all that is interfering with that comfort.
Many put their faith in God. Jesus. They claim this is happening on God’s time. Really? We are separate from that energy? I thought that spark/energy was in each of us – therefore isn’t is US calling forth the end too?
It’s complex as hell now.
It’s ugly out there.
And it’s damn time we all command it to end NOW.
Collectively….
With ALL THAT WE HAVE AND ARE.
Seriously – it is g.d. time.
Love,
Victoria
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YES. Faith can only take us so far. We need to SEE. And it’s high time we did. Much love and right there with you! 💕🙏🏻
I was once where you are now and since you asked for help, here’s the answer: God has nothing to do with this planet or Universe. The Ego (or the Devil if you wish) rules it. So there is no Plan. It’s just a story within a story within a story…
That would leave us fucked wouldn’t it?
Except that we aren’t here neither. We are in a dream of separation. We think we separated from God but that is impossible. It’s a hallucination, a trick of the senses. We’ve created a Universe of fear, destruction, death, suffering, hate,… with our Ego mind.
You’re watching a movie and reacting to dream figures.
Yet the Holy Spirit is gently waking us up from the dream if only we ask for help and accept we can’t get out ourselves. Never. That’s the ego’s plan: we are guilty and need to suffer.
BTW: If you still think you can get out on your own on willpower (the Ego) then delete this comment because it’s of no avail whatsoever.
What you see in the world is not coming at you it’s coming from you. Not that you’re doing it, the one crazy Ego Mind invented it. Our eyes are projectors. Hence you are never a victim since you’re the dreamer of the dream. It’s all based on unconscious guilt for having left God/Love/Source, which never happened. We’re all dreaming a dream of separation.
Row, row, row your boat…
That’s what Jesus came to show us: God is eternal, perfect and unconditional love and has nothing to do with this Universe. He doesn’t even know of it because He is all there is and we are merely dreaming of separation. Do you see or know your daughter’s dreams?
Besides that we already woke up and are back with Source, all of this is already over, we’re just reviewing it.
That’s why you have a deep longing for Home. That memory is still in your mind because it’s the only thing that’s real! Love is all there is. The Holy Spirit aka your Higher Self, which is in your mind, will guide you Home. Just like Dorothy listened to the Good Witch, got Home and realized she was dreaming all along.
Why didn’t the Witch tell her that before? She wouldn’t have believed it.
All we need to do to get out of the dream is ask the Holy Spirit to guide us. A simple “help” will do.
Beware of the ego though it will sense it has been unmasked and will put up a fierce fight since it is based on fear the opposite of love and sees its grounds of existence vanish. A useless fight by the way since the Holy Spirit is perfect.
For further info please do read The Disappearance of the Universe.
It answered all my questions and much more.
Many blessings and may you live a happy dream. ♡
if it were that simple – many of us would have already awakened from this dream. i have been asking my higher self for help to wake up for some time – and i regularly ask for help in my intentions/prayers. i often tell myself “this is a dream – it isn’t real – wake up”. definitely feeling that more than ever now (how fake it is – the illusion – but i also know this isn’t just ME doing this – something else outside – attached – evil – which speaks to us as you said through that part of our mind it attached itself to – something i also regularly have intentioned to detach). i resisted the idea of an outside force (evil intentions) holding our consciousness hostage for a long time because i wanted to know and remember again that i was the one driving this experience – no one else – until i was guided to see things differently. thank you for sharing – i will look into the book. i know – within – that i will see the full truth once i’m back where i belong.
wondering – do you ask for help to wake up? i would think you do so given all you shared. and that being the case – what you still doing hanging around here? get yourself out then reach inside this place and help those of us intending the same! 🙂
It is simple indeed but not easy. 😉
We are releasing eons of guilt over an illusory separation and that doesn’t happen overnight but the outcome is certain.
Ascension is personal and no one can come to save you. No one needs to be saved since we’re not here and we’re dreaming. Once in a while a Master ascends and shows us the way Home. That’s all he or she can do.
With your tenacity and perseverance Victoria you will succeed too yet it is necessary to look at the world from a different perspective: it’s not real, only love is. Hence you stop reacting to the movie on your screen and go inside to find your way Home.
You see your brothers and sisters as One, since we never separated from Source, which is what you know deep down inside too and perhaps why this blog was named love in action.
That being said, do read the book. Not because I ask you of course but simply because it brings an end to suffering. It trains the mind to think differently, just like NEO trained his.
It speaks of Jesus but has nothing to do with religion, quite the contrary in fact, you’ll find it to be a self-study course.
It’s you against you, the paradox that drives us all. Oh no wait that’s a line from Burning Heart by Survivor. 😁
Take care and warm regards. ♡
yes we are in a dream world – something the enemy created – and is being held accountable for. i am not battling myself – i have been in battle w/the enemy attached to me (us). all of the horrors here – you really believe we do this to ourselves? think of the children – the trafficking – the organ and blood harvesting. that is their ego doing it to themselves? absolute rubbish – and i spent years trying to believe that narrative – but it never aligned – because it’s a total lie – created by the new age religion to keep the real enemy hidden. remember – these invisible parasites hijacked our consciousness. so yes while we are saving ourselves (for only “we” can answer the wake up call our Subconscious sends out) – and yet we are also having outside help. we ain’t doing this alone! the ascension narrative is a matrix program. i see myself as waking up from the dream like Neo and getting out (and even NEO had help). 🙂 we each have our POV – i respect yours is a bit different (w/the same end result).
This has nothing to do with New Age since there is no Universe. 😁
We agree to disagree. Peace out! ✌🏻