I’ve been going over narratives and theories on what’s actually happening to our bodies, why this journey has not yet ended/switched, etc.
As far as our bodies – I keep reading how we’re upgrading our DNA. I look at this challenge in a couple of different ways. One – this is war – a battle for our Consciousness – for our Soul – and the enemy is (more or less) invisible – but still felt. And that hurts these bodies and makes us feel wiped out and uncomfortable to varying degrees now and then. Just last night – I suddenly felt like something was pinching a part of my leg and within seconds, my mate commented how he suddenly had intense pain in his leg. Coincidence? I think not. My pov – incoming attack. That’s just one of countless experiences of course.
I also view us as literally detaching from this energetic prison – and we will feel that in our bodies as well. We’ve been so used to this frequency – even though it feels utterly unnatural. Detaching from it and, what I feel is a slow acclimation into what IS natural and organic – that’s gonna create some issues in these current physical vessels. Logically speaking, it would create some detox symptoms and those feel like sheot. Included in this is the sudden need to sleep and NOW.
Then there is the plethora of theories and ideas on why this is taking so long. I personally give them no attention – other than the one that says this is war and we are in a complex matrix simulation so getting out takes time. Period. It has nothing to do with ME having to wait for YOU to get your sheot together or YOU having to wait for ME to do the same. I also don’t align with the thought that this is playing out exactly as we are creating it to be and as such we have to play it allllllllllll out.
If that is the case – then it’s coming from some other part of me that is absolutely completely out of alignment with the me here now. I don’t have any desire to see people lining up to inject poisons into their body that in turn shed onto myself and my family. I don’t have any part of me that wanted to see my daughter lose friends and activities. I didn’t want to see my mate’s health decline (and he sure as hell didn’t either intend that). I didn’t want to end up isolated in self protection/preservation mode. I could give more examples but that’s the gist of it.
Now – IF this is happening so that I will be as detached from this place as possible to make the entry into the NEW easier – then yeah – that makes sense – and it’s f’ing worked. I. Am. FINISHED with this place.
But I ain’t enjoying it. lol
Not really (lol)………
But humor is one of the things I do have that helps keep me going ~ aside from caring for my girl and doing this all with my mate. That and the occasional convo I have with like-minded ones and cute memes. Other than that I repeat:
I. Am. FINISHED with this place.
Love,
Victoria