How do we think our way out of a situation? Strategize. Logic.
Pause. Go quiet.
I’m doing it all. I don’t like much where my mind is going but since I don’t see “out there” changing for the good – this is coming down to survival of the fittest.
Unless I am able to find the right $$ producing situation for me – and there are restrictions applied to that that are non-negotiable for health reasons – we ain’t gonna make it here much longer in that regard. We won’t be able to go forward for long just in getting my spouse the ability to use this doctor to help him. Supplements are long and costly. Medical testing at $500-$600/a pop – most not covered by insurance (still trying to get final answers on that). Every visit to this doctor is out of pocket (already getting weary from telling others no he does not take insurance for obvious reasons). The clinic has membership options – requiring a monthly fee – which is the most affordable way to go – but you commit to 1 year and unless a financial miracle breaks through or hey the plan kicks in for us and at the very least prices return to the 1950’s level – we just don’t know what we’re going to do.
I’d really love for someone to just do a fundraiser for us. I don’t have the ability to do that atm for obvious and varying reasons.
Oh yes – I hear some asking – some who have asked – there is plenty of financial abilities within his family. PLENTY. But they won’t help. Last time his health was on the quick decline 10 years ago, after we plowed through almost $10k of our own savings, we did the fundraiser. Not one person in his family would distribute flyers (much less donate). That was when I emotionally checked out from those people. For my mate though – that was harder to do. Can’t get gold out of cold concrete.
We need gold.
Or silver.
Be wonderful if silver value skyrocketed to where it belongs – we’d be just fine then – at least for awhile.
I’m at a loss. My eyes twitching again. Having bowel issues. Anxiety and panic. Doing all the protocols….Powering up. Strong mind……those aren’t working other than getting me out of bed and giving me just enough energy to do the basics around here. Nope – the one thing that keeps showing up here for myself, my mate and yeah so many of us (and those WITH don’t want to discuss it – my experience): what solves this is money.
Cold. Hard. Cash.
It would be a LOT easier now if we didn’t have to worry about the transmitting issue. Now that we have validation from an actual awake medical professional right here in our area – yeah – we HAVE to be very cautious and alert to this. So it isn’t like I can just go get a normal out there job now without great risk to myself and my family and I am NOT about to f’ing do that. And I will say this: it is the f’ing graphene oxide and whatever else these IDIOTS put into themselves that is behind the amping up of my mate’s health issues. Think it’s a coincidence he began to decline again 6 months after these poison darts rolled out? Nope. Even I have lost weight without trying and in fact something I haven’t shared, I have had to add extra protein to my diet to try and put back on the extra weight. I’m still working on it – and from what I have heard we are not the only ones whose bodies have changed in the past year – either plumped up or shrunk. Graphene f’ing oxide people. Not ascension crap new agers like to spout.
I just can’t wrap my mind around any of this now. I lost it last night – again. I’m trying not to but everyone has a limit and I have absolutely without any hesitation know I have reached mine. So has he.
It is truly time for THIS. F’ing N O W!
or for this to happen HERE – do what these folks in Brazil are doing:
Waiting ~ and “time” ~ is NOT a luxury some can afford now.
V.
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