Some Finds……

 

 

i had some synchs today – kinda forgot them though………..matrix 3d kept sucking me in from the dryer issue to a fire a few blocks from here that blew a lot of smoke our way (which was put out quickly by neighbors – a group of people including myself ran in the direction of the smoke)…..traumatizing bringing back the memories of 2020……….and then the usual challenges we each face here now……doc wrote back – expressed his concern said nothing about the program treatment plan – flying solo w/it which in his own words requires a lot of monitoring……WHO IS REAL HERE?!…it’s like i’ve reached a place where mentally i absolutely authentically cannot take in anymore………i go into what is called dorsal vegal shutdown – and i have no one around me to help guide me out – which is what my healer said i absolutely need to create………..i kinda laugh at that concept – in a rather sarcastic tone…..my once social circle around here went poof…..and my mate?  yeah – he wouldn’t know what to do – he isn’t good with handling the anxieties of others – esp. now…….and we know how men are – want to fix things……well meaning – but still – fixers…..and i don’t need fixing – just soothed/guided back to center………..anyway as i told my healer – i’ve always just done this sort of work alone……….she looked at me and got tears in her eyes – and i mean serious tears – put her hand on her heart the whole deal – which touched me deeply but also surprised and confused the part of me that is simply used to dealing with panic/anxiety alone…….i don’t know – for me it’s just normal – for my experience here………which is probably why at times i am over-the-top in trying to help my girl with her own struggles……dealing with panic situations alone is quite the lonely feeling – ok – it’s awful.  it’s just awful.

let’s see – the synchs – i know i had them…….think think THINK girl….

oh yes – a song – grateful dead – touch of gray played for me today.  i was alone – sang it and danced – went inside to start dinner and that’s when we noticed large billows of smoke filling the street.  shortly after that – the dryer.  so yeah – get in a nice space and the matrix sometimes finds a way to nail you.  i’ll move past this – always do but now?  yeah now – i’m numb – temporarily waving a white flag.  jesus, i need a reprieve from sheot.

here are a few finds.  still feeling a lull…….love, v.

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oh they “target” all right…..

 

5’s are all. over. me. today…………

 

Trump’s Truth Social Media Firm Files $3.78 Billion Defamation Lawsuit Against The Washington Post

 

Speaker McCarthy Says FBI Is Ready to Turn Over Damning Document Alleging Criminal Bribery Scheme Involving Joe Biden – Then FBI Tells Him to Pound Sand

 

yeah – shared this a few days ago…………

Retired Colonel Exposes “Larger Plan To Back Currency With Gold” Ahead of 81 Nations Meeting In Russia (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

today’s quakes (147 in the last 24 hours)

 

 

SAN TAROT………….ok now i am remembering one of the synchs from today – when i got out of bed today i thought of these two parts of myself – the lion/warrior and the innocent child – felt the innocent child coming in to merge – a return of Me Space you could say………….brought grateful tears and calm energy………..for awhile……….then stuff happened………kindred spirit – so needed………..prefer in person Universe.  t/y!

Pisces – Your task

 

KP – have some 6’s on the chart

 

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Author: Victoria1111

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