Reflecting and a few finds ~ 8.17.23

 

I saw the most beautiful post shared by a mama of a young child.  She shared the pain with her words of the lifelong feeling of not receiving the love she needed.  She shared the words of solicitation/advice she had received over the years – to get over it, grow up, move on – none of these words of course is effective.  So now – her healing – has slowly transpired as she gives her little one the love she didn’t receive herself.  And she remembers to tend to her own needs.  That is what a loving parent does – shows the child the importance of self care while providing the same for the child.

I loved these words best:  “I’m never surprised by how much a child wants and loves their mother.”  Absolutely.  Sometimes it’s a challenge to step up to that plate – sometimes I just can’t do it – but it has never. once. surprised. me.

I’ve been told over the years I coddle my girl too much –  or am too protective (throw her to the wolves – see if she sinks or swims) – co-slept/nursed “too long” – every one of those words stings and at times sparks a rage in me – but I have remained true to my heart which tells me when my child needs something from me whether it be my words my time or silence or a hug or just basic help – it is my purpose to give those moments to her.  That is how we heal this “lack of mama love” by giving to our children what we didn’t receive.  Children are children.  They aren’t little adults.  It’s insulting to my senses and heart when I see/hear these words.

So…..I’m far from perfect – my healing is a work-in-progress.  I have fallen and gotten back up again.  It is true – if we are conscientious parents – we heal as we raise our children.  The opportunity is always there.  Those little people trigger us – bringing up all of our sheot for sure.  Sometimes I am not aware of this – but then – seeing the words today of this beautiful mama – I see and remember.

Love is all there is – indeed all that matters.  As she said:  “I’ve come to just accept this as the most basic and vital of human needs. To be fed, loved, accepted, nourished, held, embraced, comforted and on and on.”

Absolutely perfectly stated.

It is long past time for us to return to that space – that “timeline”.  I’ve had enough f’ing trauma and pain.  Today I had something happened that brought up a wound/trauma from when I was 10.  Just one little otherwise insignificant happening had me right back there – in tears – lots of tears too.  But I took it – used it for healing instead of saying “ef this matrix for poking me”.  I released pain and tears that I had kept bottled up for decades.

There was an interesting program on talk radio – elders of many tribes coming together with a statement – saying we are in the last hour of our experience here – and to let go of everything and everyone.  And given what I’m seeing being shared – I agree.

Here are a few finds.

Love,

Victoria

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as i said – suddenly in japan………..simulation……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

so can’t we use the same rhetoric “they” threw at us w/the patriot act?  if you ain’t got nothing to hide, you ain’t got nothing to fear………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

yeah – suddenly “elon” is in  Japan today………saw that (btw at 5pm EST there are 343 up)………..

 

 

 

 

I think this is the [P]……….from the 17 posts…..

 

https://www.marketwatch.com/story/mortgage-rates-could-hit-8-economists-say-citing-a-worrying-sign-not-seen-since-the-great-recession-edf2b4a4?mod=home-page

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/how-far-west-are-brics

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/hunter-biden-ccd-call-between-then-vp-joe-and-former-ukraine-president

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/woke-hawaiian-official-stalled-release-revered-water-until-it-was-too-late-save-maui

 

 

Powder Keg Europe: Poland, Lithuania and Latvia To Shut NATO Borders With Belarus – Increasingly Militarized Poland Says Lukashenko Will Try To Disrupt Its Elections

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.