Some Finds. And where’s the sugar???

 

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I own that I emotionally eat sometimes.  Sweet things.  Not a lot – just a bite or two – but it’s enough to satisfy that inner overwhelm DONE I continue to feel.  It’s like I work through that state – like I did today where I channeled that energy into angry/intense cleaning of the house, which included washing the windows and raking up a bunch of those obnoxious fungus clumps that grow around here after the rains.  (wtf exactly is in our rain?)  Last night, after a bitch crap of a day, I had HAD IT.  H A D IT.  I met a friend at a local coffee place and left with a huge ‘ole slice of carrot cake – homemade on site which has now been consumed over the last 12 hours, bit by bit.

And I am needing more.  lol

Here is the cycle I have been forced to endure – yes – forced. to. endure. – I do my thing to get back into my body, then it happens and need I say what “it” is?  I don’t think so.  If those who don’t get it want to know, send me a message and I will gladly share the “it” with you.  After the “it” happens I have to get back INTO my body again.  And THAT is the process that is most aggravating the hell out of me now.  It’s seriously like cleaning up your yard and someone keeps dumping their trash on it so you clean it up again (only in my situation it’s FAR more personal) and no matter what you do or say the cycle continues until you are left with screaming at the top of your lungs WON’T SOMEONE PLEASE F’ING HELP ME OUT HERE??!!!

It’s Just So WRONG.

The exhaustion is getting to me.  I’m quite mentally burned out doing this intention stuff, so I say Universe you know what I desire.  Tune into the frequencies of those desires, ignore the frustration and respond immediately.  Thank you.  Seriously.  The mind holds the words, but the body holds the FEEEEELS and when those FEEEEEELS are active and alive and align with the thoughts that’s when the magic happens, and the Universe is frigging supposed to respond.

The idea that I am getting more of the same because I am frustrated – UNDERSTANDABLY – and dealing with systemic b.s. toxic behaviors – is more matrix b.s. when I see my “when I am finally able to be in my body and centered” feeeeeeeeeeeeels aren’t doing much – are not as “powerful”.

Something very f’d up about this reality.

I know I am not alone in some of  how I am feeling and experiencing this realm.  Seeing others say they just want to sleep now.  They are **thiiiiiis** close to a breakdown.

D I T T O.

But on I go because I never. give. up.

Am I even supposed to be creating new things here?  I mean WTF?  How many places do I have to apply to?  How many places do I have to share my work and seek others to help me with promotion.

So now I also tell myself and the Universe:  GOD PAYS ME.

I am paid BY GOD.

The Universe PAYS me.

Since we’re all connected – I am you and you are Me and so in some cosmic way I am paying MYSELF.

So, I made the decision I am clearly UNDERPAYING myself.  😂

And that has ended.  Because if there’s one thing I have finally found absolute solid knowing and peace in is my WORTH.

Now if someone can change the cost of food and housing for me that’d be really good.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Thank you for helping me keep this site going by donating and sharing.

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Victoria

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We could use a massive blast of miraculous frequencies – at least something to make it EASIER TO create them:

Time Magazine, Fall 2024 – JESUS Special Edition, Who He Was. Who He Is.

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Born ready:

Time travel.  Flux capacitor.  24 end time.  Interesting this is dropped after Elon’s drop yesterday with the song “Time To Say Goodbye” – AI turning back into Human.

 

As I say I keep going but I cannot shake that deeeeeeeeeep weeeeeeeeee inner feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that still tells me I am waiting on something in order TO:

 

 

So allegedly – Elon wants to buy MSNBC and J. Rogan was asking to take the place of R. Maddow.  Funny funny, ha ha, yes, but there are so many small citizen journalists (hint hint AHEM) who have dedicated so much to the Awakening who deserve to be put into such positions.  Seriously.  We know that likely EM and JR aren’t the original people.  Why on earth give them more power?  It feeeeeeeeeeeeels like what we see is just more of the same only with a different bloodline in charge.  Or it could also be these two players are part of the other side showing us their moves.  Who knows.  I just want the g.d. masks off and ALL deception gone KAPOOF.

 

Someone replied WE are the programmers.  If that’s true, at least in my experience, I would have seen the end of pay to live, poverty, disease, etc.  I’ve been pushing MY VISIONS for almost 30 years – sharing them with the world, unknowingly for much of that time “deprogramming” or changing the matrix program.  Something else is still at play – I know it.  Could be simply as much as since we’re all tuned into the same conscious field – we’re literally waiting on others to wake up and “get it” and join in with a new way of being.  God it sucks here!  lol  Seriously…………..

 

 

 

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This is big:

 

This. Is. Horrible.

 

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Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.