I need this to be IT as in the END of all of “their” doings because I cannot take my experience here anymore. I absolutely cannot. Lack of sleep. Anger. Frustration. CANNOT TAKE THE ATTACKS. My personal struggle with anxiety and panic and mental fatigue. From where I live to just having to tug like hell on my dresser because it is clearly broken beyond repair now (can only repair these things so many times) to the rugs I have had to trim back because they are all shot and unraveling – every one of them – to my bath towel that is starting to unravel – they all are – and when I tried to buy a new set and put on a payment plan I was denied because I already have too much debt/too many payment plans – and my bed – omg I need a new mattress – and my girl needs a bigger bed – and a book case.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Talk about all coming crashing down at once now – these things saying, “i need” and me saying I CANNOT AFFORD IT AT THE MOMENT!
I JUST NEED LIFE AFFORDABLE AGAIN! And for SOMETHING to click for me that I’ve applied to, pursued. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! W T H?!?!?!?! For my GAWD on EVERYTHING now – mentally I am collapsing – the leak in my car is held off by waterproof f’ing tape. I know it could be worse – because I know others have it worse – but that way of thinking has ALWAYS felt so dismissive. And I also KNOW IT COULD BE BETTER and I am the type to ask why the cup is only half full and what needs to be done to fill it up and for me it’s MONEY.
So KP – drop the damn list – and get the $$ LIBERATION started! Because this long-time truther/citizen journalist/mama is absolutely DONE waiting. White flag waved – do not know what else to do anymore to help myself or change my experience. End of the line D O N E!!!
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Now the real work begins. I do not expect the transition to be ‘biz as usual'(and an easy task). We are all being called to live in greater integrity with intention and word. As long as we all stand together for a world that works for everyone, and eschew the benefits of “being in The Club”–we truly stand a very real chance of transforming the darkest epoch of the human chapter for the last 4,000 years. The end of the Kali Yuga cycle is accelerating.