I want to go here and rest and heal until I can face the demands of the matrix again…
Still fighting this depression – and decided to just myself feel as I need to feel. Angry over knowing I really have no rights – all while the protestors are screaming they are losing their rights. WHEN HAVE WE EVER HAD THEM? You know? WHEN? When have we ever have the right to live freely, the right to eat, the right to health, the right to have access to EVERYTHING that is available, the right to free speech (censorship is still ongoing), the right to be safe, the right to be free from harm and abuse?
W H E N?
Yeah…
My mind and brain are S P E N T. I’m not sleeping – again. I can’t seem to shake this virus no matter what I throw at it (manufactured – last time I dealt with this was about 5 or 6 years ago and had the same lingering cough). I need someone showing up here who is strong and capable and HELPING ME. Do my laundry. Cook me some meals. Get in the car with me and help me face this stupid phobic trauma inside my mind/body. Find me someone who will promote my work. Rub my feet. Help me fill out forms for SSI or send me someone who knows how to – someone I can talk to (my counselor is of absolute no help in this area – beat that horse enough times w/her).
This is what I need. I mean let’s be honest – how many of you are in the position to get to work? To rebuild? Seriously – I really want to know at this stage in your life – today – unless you get some healing and relief – are you in the position to get to work? Because I sure as hell am not.
For now – no matter what movement is happening and no matter what snails pace of change seems to be occurring – until it positively impacts my life and the lives of those i care about – it doesn’t really mean anything and is to scrutinized like hell as we’ve had little moments of OOOH THIS IS IT for FAR TOO DAMN LONG. This plan as I continue to say could have been done SO MUCH DIFFERENT – contingency plans in place to ensure no one became homeless or died (while allowing things to play out). And what about the victims of s. assault crimes? Seeing their perps in masks – STILL. If this isn’t a slap in their beautiful innocent faces, I don’t know what is.
So for now – a giant smack of shame on whoever created and is operating this plan. Could have been done better – different. And oh yeah – I WANT MY MONEY BACK.
N O W!
Sorry I can’t be more “up” lately and haven’t been communicative or supportive atm. I need to fill up the tank again.
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V.
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I actually woke up thinking about this this morning – thinking “this is all going so slow. What happened?”
Ok…………..we’ll see…………”Donald Trump doesn’t make empty promises.”
Rep. Anna Paulina Luna is also set to lead the newly established Task Force on the Declassification of Federal Secrets, a groundbreaking effort to bring long-hidden government files into the public eye. The task force will focus on unveiling critical documents related to:
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9/11 Attacks
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Jeffrey Epstein and His Network
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JFK Assassination
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Sen. Robert F. Kennedy Assassination
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Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Assassination
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COVID-19 Origins and Government Response
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UFOs and Unexplained Aerial Phenomena
The President of the United States says he intends to visit Fort Knox to inspect the nation’s gold reserves.
Wow.
“Those who own the gold make the rules.”
Remember that.
— Gold Telegraph ⚡ (@GoldTelegraph_) February 21, 2025
BREAKING: CIA is reportedly planning its largest mass firing since 1977. pic.twitter.com/a5rMouvRYJ
— Leading Report (@LeadingReport) February 20, 2025
BREAKING: U.S. JUDGE RULES TRUMP ADMINISTRATION CAN CONTINUE MASS FIRINGS OF FEDERAL WORKERS
— Insider Paper (@TheInsiderPaper) February 20, 2025
A big hack. Don’t know why people continue to invest in crypto……….I still get dismissed when I say Trump tweeted several years ago he didn’t trust crypto currencies – and instead supported Silver. All of this is so over my head. I got one of those wallets and trust me – it is a HUGE PITA just to set them up – the steps. To me, benevolent is easy – evil is complicated.
JUST IN: Bybit founder says "we've experienced massive withdrawals" since the $1.4 billion $ETH hack. pic.twitter.com/OjeD8A7edV
— Watcher.Guru (@WatcherGuru) February 21, 2025
JUST IN: 🇰🇵 North Korea's Lazarus Group responsible for $1.5 billion cryptocurrency hack. pic.twitter.com/ONIpgImDcU
— BRICS News (@BRICSinfo) February 21, 2025
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