Upgrading and Transition In Process

 

Excuse me while I kiss the sky…

WOW!

Do.  I.  Feel.  AMAZING.

Something happened last night.  After I faced a couple of deep old fears yesterday, whereby I actually placed the parts of me afraid in front of me and had a loving but also firm conversation, which lead to tears and releasing, I felt a calmness overcome me.

Then….  late last night around 11:30pm I felt something go through me.  It landed (for lack of a better term) in my cranial area.  I then felt woozy/dizzy, stopped what I was doing and just let it be.

“Wow,” I said to my mate, who was in the next room.  “Something just went through me and I am feeling like a Jimmy Hendrix song.”  (Purple Haze to be exact)

“Me too,” he said back.

“No way, really?  Are you just trying to assuage me or did you just feel something pulse through you?” I asked.

He insisted he had the same experience – the energy sensation then the sudden dizzy sensation.

Ok then.

So I head to my social media page and share the experience, where upon I received confirmation publicly and privately that we weren’t alone.  In fact, the experience was global.

Last night as I lay in bed, I went into my quiet/meditative state.  I was in one of those very nice spaces where literally no thoughts were running through my mind.  The monkey chatter was silent.  Suddenly I felt energy move within my heart and my goddess I felt my heart chakra expand HUGELY.  I smiled and relished the bliss and love I was feeling.

It has, more or less, remained there.

My brain is now fully accepting something really is happening to me as she keeps saying those words.

Something really is happening.

I am transitioning.

Returning to the Wholeness of ME.

Part of it is happening on its own ~ often after I consciously process and release what doesn’t align with me or as I now say ~ what did not come with me.

Is it Original Me?  Does it benefit Me?  No?

Then it must be energetically detached from the old system program, blessed and released.

Physically, I have more energy today.  My appetite is RAVENOUS ~ after days of wanting little to eat.

Thirst is off the charts.  I chugged the water out of my water bottle while at the store like I was in late stage pregnancy.  I let out a large sigh and wish I had brought more.  I actually absentmindedly looked around the car for more, thinking I could just manifest more ~ a part of me deep within frustrated that program is not online.

Yet.

Onwards we go.

An hour ago or so, I checked my social media feed and the first to pop up was another awesome message from Amanda Lorence who described, once again, exactly what I am experiencing.  The HUGE upgrades last night for WayShowers.  The intense thirst.  The heart expansions.  I was going to share her post instead of mind, but then I remembered ~ we are ALL our own experts and teachers in this experience.  It is ok if I share my own experiences.  They are every bit as valid.  And teachable.

Yes, the confidence grows ~ from within.

Today I am celebrating the growing trust within that I Can Trust Myself….and I can Trust Love.

I have had several experiences where I felt Love for All that date back 11 years, last year having the most.

I do not need to fear the experience.

I do not need to hide from it.

I have spent a life time (likely plural) doing that.

I can Trust.

My heart let me know that last night as she expanded to let more of “that” in.

Yeah.  That.

I will take more of That.

Much love to you all~

Victoria

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Thank you for reading, sharing, supporting.  Thank you for sharing your own experiences.  I continue to love hearing (and learning from) ya’all.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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