So – before I “got stuff” – I pushed past that heavy weight of frustration and anger that just wanted to lash out – went back to Center/My Heart – made amends – then went into the bathroom. In the shower portal I had some things come to me (new friends: my friend Sister D gave me the term “shower portal” a few years ago as that is a space in which I “get stuff” – nothing magical about it – I don’t do anything but wash and stand in there and enjoy my quiet space and stuff comes to me).
Today what came to me was one of the reasons – if not the reason – why I am feeling so disconnected lately – so detached and cut off – is because I am – from the matrix. It is possible this reality has had the ability to plug in a variety of programs including some that seemed to work for us – felt “good” – but really weren’t.
If we are truly getting out – if we are indeed coming back to the totality of who we are that means anything not OF that space of Original Us is gonna go.
At first I didn’t like this – I felt a moment of strong fear – but then I felt within that sense of Calm. GO WITHIN. That quiet never wavering space of Center is where I get my Power (not fully restored here – yet – but it’s all I’ve got for now).
I have also been having this nudge off and on the past week or two to be where I am now and not so focused on going back in time to remember, well, Home. It is possible it was all destroyed in the original hijack. I may have to start over again. I know – heavy stuff – but it doesn’t bring up fear for me. I just want to know the Truth – I can handle it now (feeling more the ability now TO handle) – and if I have to start over again in a new space in which I have never been to – so be it. What matters (most) is WHO I AM NOW. And I know I CAN “handle” the truth – whatever that may be.
This is all just “stuff” that came for me – and I am passing it along in case it may resonate with one or some of you. As always, please share your thoughts. Together we are strong(er). Love, V.
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I have been searching for this puzzle piece for a couple of weeks now….Blue box is the Key….They have the blue box(es)….
I never did fully understand the Conways – wondered how Kelly could be married to him. I also had a few moments where I thought “she kinda looks like a man.” Wouldn’t surprise me if he’s a she and she’s a he. eye roll…
https://anonup.com/upload/videos/2021/02/JAPCSWZFJ7P5GLXuZrAW_14_e949b37218f345892ec5de2c149734ae_video_original.mov
Some days it is impossible to find anything pure here (except for one another):
Tweets from Dan Scavino, Kayleigh McEnany and Trump War Room ALL WITHIN A 15 MINUTE TIMEFRAME.
-Scavino timestamp 17:48 military time.
Q Drop 1748 = Something BIG is about to drop.
-Kayleigh timestamp 18:02 military time.
Q Drop 1802 = Something BIG is about to drop.
-Trump War Room timestamp 17:47 military time.
Q Drop 1747 = Something BIG is about to drop.
Notice the exact same message? 🤯
Coincidence?
Naaah.
SOMETHING BIG *IS* ABOUT TO DROP! 😉
*MAJOR DT COMS:
“NEWS unlocks MAP.
MAP provides KEY.
KEY spreads TRUTH.
TRUTH shines LIGHT.
LIGHT saves HUMANITY.”
– Q