So I was going to share this but decided not to as I feel I’ve been too whiney lately and others have been telling me the same (heads up as I have said b4 – I am who I am and if you care, ask what I need. Hold space. But telling me to suck it up and stop whining? Yeah, that doesn’t work for me because I’m human with a heart and feelings. I ain’t a robot. And if you actually follow my work you know I bounce back. And to be honest, if you can’t handle “me”, there’s the door. But I digress….). But last night when I went to bed, I had a one-way conversation with the Universe about how f’ing done I was which included my saying my heart was breaking over this reality my girl is forced to be a part of with the whole mask crap and dumb ass parents around here not allowing my girl to play with their children she’s known for years and how she has lost almost two years of her life…and how not one f’ing family member much less anyone else has really shown concern for how hard this has been on her….. and I cannot get her interested in the one activity she once loved but was cancelled because again of the dumb asses around here who let themselves be lulled into a state of bat sheot stupid and DAMN I was done screaming out to the Universe to Source to END THIS SHEOT SO MY GIRL CAN HAVE HER CHILDHOOD BACK! Certainly we can SPEED THIS UP. Or SHOW US – PRESENT US that new house we have been looking for for g.d. ALL YEAR. You know – knock and a door opens. Seek and ye shall find. NOT WORKING FOR SOME DAMN REASON.
And I said some other things.
Now……….I know that when I have these volcano type purge moments SOMETHING is about to happen to shift it out. And yet – I am also f’ing quite done with just feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling better. I. NEED. NEW.
Most I know through this page – those with whom I speak to the most – feel the same. So enough of these shifts and lifts. BRING IN THE NEW WORLD.
Out with the old.
IN WITH THE NEW.
Here is a snippet and a link to the CAT’S latest. Pretty damn validating.
Love, V.
U4
Uh oh. FYI, ~AM is having one of his “I’ve had enough of this!” days, talking loudly to spirits and AAs and ETs and Spirit. He always has these episodes right before something happens. CATs are buckled. CATs are always buckled.
💕 Much love, and I relate 💯. You are NOT whiny, by the way, for having AND expressing your human needs – what you are is courageous, authentic, and REAL. And that is a beautiful thing! 😇✨ It is something an NPC can never be and never do – so they try and shut down our authentic expression with toxic positivity, guilt or shame, until we conform. Because how dare we make THEM uncomfortable by having and (gasp!) SHOWING real, actual feelings. Oh no! The horror! 😱🤦🏻♀️🤮 Good grief, am I ever done with masking (emotionally and physically!) and constantly dimming my Light for THEM, when they can’t be bothered to even show empathy for ME. Bring on the Division already – like you said, we need the NEW, and we need it NOW.