i hope this message provides some comfort for anyone in need….
early this morning – once again at around 5:00am – i woke up – wide awake. my heart felt very heavy. i got up to warm up my buddies (hand made socks stuffed with rice i heat up and apply on my body). i snuggled back into bed with them – feeling like a small child. i cried some – even whimpered. i knew i had tears to release – i’ve been carrying them for a few days now w/o release. the longing for home and family was very strong. i lay there trying to remember my experience before i got trapped here. i focused on remembering family – and friends (mostly family). nothing came through.
i then began asking questions. is this really going to happen? am i longing for something that is just empty fantasy? i was at a low point and stated my perception that i felt they could show themselves now – quite safely – in some way inside of this realm. i said if this was true, i needed some sign that i could see. not hear. not feel. but SEE.
i drifted off to sleep for a few more hours. when i woke up i had forgotten about the experience (the request) – even though my heart was still heavy – just not as overwhelming as it had been.
dishes got washed. breakfast made. as i sat at the table with my child, quietly eating, i glanced outside. in the skies was a sideways “V” shaped cloud. very odd. i frowned – which made my child want to know what i was looking at. as she looked outside she saw it and said “wow mom that’s weird.” so i grabbed my camera and took a couple of pictures. what was also interesting is it was the only cloud of its kind – the rest were the big white fluffy kind. and also interesting – it faded quickly.
as i took a picture i remembered my request from earlier in the morning. i felt an inner little push and heard “is this a big enough sign for you?”
below are the pictures i took. a message from home? i don’t know for certain – but if my feelings continue to guide me towards what is truth, then i would say yes.
i am also including a picture of a rainbow which is what greeted us first thing this morning and a song title capture. i had heard that song off and on for a year or so and never felt called to see the title – until today.
love,
“V”ictoria lol
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Thank you for your support!
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I’ve been having episodes of crying, out of nowhere, attached to nothing. Very unusual. The tears just happened. Not due to allergies or anything. Just a general sadness.
Cool, sis. 😘😘😘
Cool, sis. 😘😘😘