A plethora of thoughts…………

 

Woke up – first thing to deal with – a bug and some odd fuzz like objects.

First social media post – bring in the full moon vibes.

Look out the window as I began to wash dishes – masked person in car – who I see drive by often (this person was originally wearing it under his chin – then I noticed it went to ON his chin and today it’s totally covering his breathing apparatus’).

No.

No and

NO.

Anyone wearing those dayem things are either stewpid or not human – either way – there are no more excuses.  They are complicit in keeping this cr@p going.

And the media still being allowed to push this when we are trying to have an Awakening of Truth?  Those allowing this?

Complicit.

I also “got” (as in synched up within) the whole “we are a hybridized species”.  I have had that opinion for years but today it fully aligned up.  Now what we DO with that compromise is what matters – and obviously it makes it a challenge here to heal trauma and remain in our hearts (w/their reptilian brain that seems to search for trauma – grabs it – says “insert and stick here”.  And if we are allegedly evolved from primates according to their narrative – why not call it the primate brain?  You know?  Never did find anyone in the “field” able to answer that other than to say well reptilian implies old to which I would say but according to your version of evolution we should have “outgrown” that part of us – I mean when I walk around no where in my mind am I looking for those dayem sabertooth tigers…………UGH).  These very vessels they placed us in are NOT NATURAL and interfere with our ability to be Free and Real and Well and Loving.

Seeing snake worship too.  O M G.

Seeing people suffering greatly asking what they’re doing wrong and what lesson to be learned even though the answer is so obvious – they are in a situation surrounded by people who aren’t real (awake, human, no difference anymore to me) and as such are being abused – neglected.

Let me repeat:  There are NO lessons to be learned in this place.  If ANYONE needs a lesson it’s those who messed this place up to begin with.  

ANY experience that is hijacked – ANY experience that has a captor and a prisoner has NO LESSONS much less ADVANCEMENT or a PURE DIVINE experience of Freedom to offer.  Real Creation = FREEDOM.  P E R I O D.

All we can do is our best to SEE and pay attention to that nudge/voice within – a flashlight in this darkness.

And as far as snake worship and karma and doing full moon circles – it is all their agenda and their creations we give energy to.  That is why I don’t participate in ANY of it.  I remain focused within to remember ME and Who I Am and WAS before the war.

I say all this as one who used to participate in all of it.  I was a new age junkie for years before I finally realized 1) their law of attraction crap wasn’t working for me and 2) I paid attention to that inner part of me that said “not finished yet keep going” in terms of wanting to understand the truth of this reality.  That included walking away from groups I belonged to.

It’s ok to walk away from it all.  It feels lonely (see above).  I went back and forth – not wanting to give up those practices – but I see them as addictions now – ANYTHING to make me feel better even though the lift was temporary and did nothing to bring in that freedom I have sought since I could hold a thought.

I would rather have NOTHING but myself and my own inner goods though.  It’s lonely at times – very lonely.  But it’s honestly all I have now.  And btw – we can do our own energetic intentions any time we want.  No calendar necessary.  No guilt.  Unconditional Love, I feel, for ourselves, is the only “requirement”.

That’s all I have for today.

Love,

V.

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