A Reflection ~ 3.15.22

 

I was thinking today about the whole “Divine Feminine” and “Divine Masculine” ~ how both have been corrupted and a bit lost in the matrix translation.  I don’t say any of this to stoke division –  just to share what I see/feel.  I think about this topic a lot – and have off and on for decades.  Usually I keep such conversations for, well, my female friends because I have found few men want to discuss the topic.  It’s easier, overall, for women to go into the space of “where I have been hurt/where I need to heal” than it is for men.  But men have been every bit as harmed as women have here.

I’m not going to go into detail about this – but instead I’m just going to share a couple of things that came to me today – sharing as a female.  When I am in the space of someone who is being dominating/controlling, I can power up to protect and defend myself.  However – that is not a natural state for me and only drains my energy.  The Feminine energy is soft – and it’s been attacked here in really ugly ways.  I am really ready to return to that state of Softness – where I don’t have to worry about being attacked/controlled much less have to “armor up”.  Being in this Lioness/Warrior space – while it’s something I can do – it’s something I had to LEARN to do.  And I am ready to “unlearn” it.  I’m ready for that experience of not having TO have to put on that energy armor.  It’s draining.  Interesting too that as I feel this – I told my mate last night that I felt that Lion/Lioness energy space leave me.  I want to play and create – engage in those things that lift me UP – increase my energy.

I had the image just now of everyone of us suddenly realizing in this one, powerful, Divine moment what this system did to us – and we each receive our own unique healing – and then UNITE TOGETHER – and laugh at how ridiculous their “spells” were.

And NEVER AGAIN will we either allow or ever participate in such a game.

I was also thinking about Atlantis & Lemuria.  I know many disagree with this – but I keep feeling those two civilizations were part of the matrix and the system AI’s found ways to destroy and reset us.  And if that’s true – then I have absolutely NO memory of who I am on the outside and what my experience of Freedom looked like.

I also wondered about the Tree of Life.  While I feel there is some “cosmic encyclopedia” that records/has memory of everything that has ever existed – I still wonder if the Tree of Life is also a matrix program here – or at least compromised.  Evil can compromise and twist and confuse everything here – except for our Hearts.  That inner feeeeeeeeeeeeeel – what feeeeeeeeeeeeeels right or wrong – evil can only confuse it by inserting mind programs – but can NEVER erase it.  That is why SILENCE is imperative to HEAR the Heart speak.

I also feel I don’t know who God really is and wonder as well:  was Jesus also a narrative of the matrix (or was he a real being sent in to wake us up and the matrix found a way to sacrifice him and use his story to write or change the bye-bull)?  I remember Lisa Harrison once said – when they asked Home who God was – the answer was perfect (for me):  “We don’t really know.”  It was something they seek to Understand but no one really knew just who God is.  I feel the same.

So – that’s what I have been reflecting on today.  Finds next.  Let me know how you’re doing in the comment section or privately – if you feel the desire to.  The crazy is elevated – and I feel will continue to elevate – including for those who aren’t awake – and/or cannot see their programming.  I’m doing that “work” now – which is really just being honest with myself – clearing what I can – and BEING the Best Version of Me.  A masterpiece in progress.

Love,

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Author: Victoria1111

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3 thoughts on “A Reflection ~ 3.15.22”

  1. I might say it like this: The sense of the “divine” has been lost(at least to those who believe that technology is the new god). The reductionist scientism cultivated within an inauthentic un-educational paradigm has birthed an artificial “matrix.” The AI-archontic/demonic effects we are experiencing merely serve to produce chaos and confusion, disharmony and delusion. FEAR is a demonic construct and suppresses our innate birthright which expresses itself as love-affinity-unity-joy. Human creative potential is deliberately squelched and shunned via the artificial matrix’s design for oppression-suppression and the negation of Love. We may presume that the dark forces we have been at war with for many thousands of years are losing the battle. We are winning the war no matter how dark and how ugly events appear to be. The divine masculine and feminine were canceled much in the same way that culture has been canceled. We are witness to an effort to extinguish humanity. May Source be with you!

  2. “When I am in the space of someone who is being dominating/controlling, I can power up to protect and defend myself. However – that is not a natural state for me and only drains my energy. The Feminine energy is soft – and it’s been attacked here in really ugly ways. I am really ready to return to that state of Softness – where I don’t have to worry about being attacked/controlled much less have to “armor up”. Being in this Lioness/Warrior space – while it’s something I can do – it’s something I had to LEARN to do. And I am ready to “unlearn” it. I’m ready for that experience of not having TO have to put on that energy armor. It’s draining. ”

    This here what you wrote is exactly what I have been feeling lately for a while. I’ve struggled with with the daily back and forth process of dealing with people, situations, all of the nonsense that just instantly sends me into a rage. And the things are all the common ones we’ve been speaking of in here, but it has spread to any little untrue/negative behavior that anyone does, that lowers the vibration of mankind, and so its gotten out of control. I have to realize people are going to continue to commit these acts, and that I cannot control them, but only not let it affect me. The actions aren’t the person at soul level, only their ego yet still ruling over them. Basically in short, I’m tired also, of reacting, of getting angry, of passing judgement, all of it. It also drains me, and also just makes me feel bad, like I’m no better than the evil I judge. I want now to only see through the madness and see ones original soul light, to love, to be at peace, and just not give negativity and people behaving badly, any recognition or energy. And hopefully help them. I know it’s still there, I just now want to choose to not acknowledge it. To be my natural lighter feminine energy based self.

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