What comes to mind – how many more have to die unnecessarily and/or suffer because of pure evil? How much longer are we going to say “well we can make up for this lost year” (which we CAN’T)? How much longer are we going to trust that all of this evil has a real ending? These sick, evil, hypocritical parasites keep creating death and suffering. Whatever “fate” has in store for them – so be it – as long as it is our version of karma that they all feel triple fold.
Last night I felt my mind was cracking from the stress. I am feeling it again today. Tears released provided temporary relief. My right eye has been twitching off and on for 24 hours. I don’t have answers for anyone atm – not myself – not even for my child. And as a parent – the emotions that come up with that is something no parent should ever go through. This entire experience is just beyond my comprehension now for how bizarre, horrid and absolutely foreign it is to me. The days of “looking at the ‘bright’ side” have run dry in such effectiveness – certainly when undergoing days such as today….and yesterday….last weekend…..the previous monday and tuesday…. Love, V.