So today was indeed one of those days to talk about the energies. Something came in today and impacted all members of the house. I already mentioned the energy this morning was irritating and I woke up shaking (anxiety). Later in the day, the anxiety lifted and all I/We felt was inner shaking. It felt like my cells were vibrating at an intense speed, which lead to feeling almost over-heated. I also had an intense amount of energy, which I channeled by doing some work outside. My mate had the exact same experience. Our girl remarked at how shaky she felt inside – but she did not feel extra warm. Her cells are far more “youthful” than her parents.
Around 5pm the energy left – leaving me with a sore, achy body and feeling physically depleted. By 6pm, we all crashed hard. It was a quiet dinner with all of us remarking how sleepy we were. I crawled into bed around 7pm and fell asleep for a couple of hours.
I saw a couple of people on twitter talk of how they have been having experiences where they feel they are leaving their bodies. More prep work? I’m almost embarrassed to talk about this process now – embarrassed because I have been speaking of this transition for over 4 years and shared the ongoing physical experiences I have had and I’m quite done with hearing about “the energies” and suddenly feeling the need to sleep NOW at 7pm (it’s always at 7pm w/me). Is this body going with or is there a Me outside in which to merge? Or is the only thing that’s going to change is this “new world” c u e speaks of and I “live forever” (ala George Magazine 2/97) because I have had access to those med beds?
I really don’t know. I just don’t know. I would like to know to prepare myself. I would like to be able to get some glimpses of what’s coming so I can best prepare and plan my life – not just now but for the future. I’ve been asking – commanding – at times demanding such information/feels for a couple of weeks now. I’ve asked for “intel from Home”.
NOTHING has come to me. (is there a lull in the Force, luke?)
So at this moment I’m sitting on the fence – needing a little respite from the insanity. My mate began to read headlines to me today (oh god my least favorite behavior) and I put up my hand and did my “STOP” look/motion. So for now I may dive back into some movie watching. I’m also reading The Bridge to Terabithia. I know it’s a sad book – but I am feeling the need to cry (and recapture the spirit of my youth) as there was also an energetic heaviness in my heart area today and last night I had an ungodly amount of heartburn which even for me and my tummy sensitivities is very rare. Perhaps I will find and watch the movie as well. The focus – atm – is to go within.
Love,
V.
Thank you for this confirmation, also very much felt. 🙏🏽💞 All of it.
Hi Victoria
I just wanted to offer you some support in these extremely trying times. I too am feeling the frustration and wondering when the hell this show is going to get started in earnest. I keep reading that it is happening now and I agree to a point as I feel all the waves coming in and the physicl effects but I also feel the increasing pain, despair and desperation also. Are these poor souls to suffer interminably to the point of breaking before we see some actual physical action and progress to bring these evil bastards down?
THIS HAS GONE ON LONG ENOUGH IF YOU ARE LISTENING. WE HAVE DONE OUR BITS, IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO DO YOURS, POWERS THAT BE!
Like you I have been talking about this for a long time and I have now stopped as I am getting nothing back now from the people I send information too and quite frankly I am at the point now where they can get on with it themselves. I had a conversation last week with family about everything that had been happening lately and I was quite excited about this conversation taking place as it was the first time I had seen any of them in a while and I had been sending them lots of good and informative info, much like what you do in your daily reports, and I got nothing but apathy and almost derision back. I said to each of them, “did you actually look at or read any of the info I sent you? if you can’t be bothered to take an hour out of your day and lift your heads up from your smartphones and the shopping websites you are looking at all day to find out what is actually going on and what is being done to your lives and childrens lives and have the cheek to sit here dismissing what i am telling you then you can actually just fuck off. Don’t expect any help from me when the time comes, for it surely will”. I got nothing back of any value, not even a counter argument so I am now of the opinion that they can all wire in and get on with it. I have done everything I can to awaken them from their slumber and if they still refuse to see even in the face of the onslaught we are now facing and the imminent national lockdown again then they can fuck right off. Sorry for my language but the gloves are off for me now.
I am sick and tired of this crap and would be quite happy to be beamed up at any point now in the immediacy. I keep my focus as much as I can and try stay positive and away from all the negativity and moronic zombie vibes but having to sit through Teams meetings with work and dealing with empty shells and complete and utter cretins on a daily basis my patience is wearing thin and frankly, I have done the work for 20 years and continue to do it so I think we are entitled to get a pass to the front of the queue. Seems reasonable to me don’t you think? I have a couple of good friends who feel the same and we are collectively trying our best in our respected circles but the only support we get is from each other so I am going to just concentrate on them from now on.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that your work is valued and appreciated by me at least and I have sent you a small donation. I can’t afford much at the moment as I am down on my wages with all this but I feel it appropriate to pay for your service. I would encourage others reading to do the same. We are all in this together and should help the ones who do public work for their efforts financially as appropriate to your circumstances. Think of it like buying a newspaper everyday, or a coffee or something. You wouldn’t expect that for free now would you.
Thanks again, sorry for the rant.
I do believe we will get there eventually and it will probably be when we least expect it so just hang on and go inward as you say, power up those shields and make the coloured light within you glow all the brighter by whatever means works for you. 🙂
This evil will be destroyed, even if it takes my last breath to do it, for such a thing cannot be allowed to exist!!!!
Cheers
B Boru
Sending you much love and prayers! Thank you for all that you do!