Brief Update ~ 5/6/18

 

Something has come in and hit this vessel majorly.  I was feeling quite good overall ~ then I took a shower and heard “mission accomplished”.  I had entered the shower hungry and yet getting out I realized I was no longer needing food.  I decided to eat anyway.

Wow.  Wrong decision.  My body seems to be rejecting what I put into it.  I was then suddenly in pain all over ~ the achy “ascension flu” type experience ~ nothing new but it wasn’t too long ago I had this experience.

Putting heat on my body.  Portable massager on the muscles.  Letting myself release via chanting.  Some personal stuff that is “eating” at me ~ an old issue ~ and I know I am compromising myself in order to give to my daughter.  Just a temporary situation ~ as in an hour ~ but I know it is something I would so rather NOT do.  Not out of fear ~ just a knowing of not wanting to put myself in a particular situation.  It is not healthy for me.

Wow.

Being around anyone who doesn’t know me or support me in Who I Am brings up the experience of inner repulsion ~ especially when the individual has been abusive.  So yes, I am compromising myself.

Being a parent while awakening is a huge challenge at times.  Interacting with old 3D paradigms ~ just a challenge that at times leaves me just blank.

Time for a new approach which I am flushing out as it is simply something I cannot engage in without saying something ~ doing something different.

For now, I am nurturing myself.  Seeking inner wisdom to make a shift in this situation/issue.

Love thyself ~ always ~ the highest greatest wisdom of all.

Wishing you all well~

Victoria

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

4 thoughts on “Brief Update ~ 5/6/18”

  1. Hi
    Your body is changing and doesn’t like solid food. I am taking only smoothy and water and nothing else for last few years. Organic, Raw, fruits and vegetables and nuts have the highest vibration. Liquid diet is best to prepare our bodies for ascension.
    good luck

    1. yes i have been doing more smoothies – lots of fruits (veggies don’t align w/me as they once did). i have seen on new earth – with our new forms – fruit is the staple food.

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