Energy Update ~ And A Lovely Message

 

editor’s note:  no joke on the “soles of our feet being pounded on”.  have had that experience often lately.  i realized these strange body symptoms began about 2 years ago.  my “awakening” (questioning, etc.) began 25. ready to fly!  speaking of last night i traveled ~ to london.  yuck.  that was a brief stop before i left (took care of some personal business).  then i was in my home, the members of journey in my living room ~ playing some music w/them.  woke up to “who’s crying now” going through my mind/heart……  enjoy this beautiful message below.  the words resonating deeply, giving me that “yes” feeling in my heart.  that’s what we’re after/uncovering/remembering……

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For weeks, I and others I’ve talked to, have had the feeling of the soles of our feet being pounded on. Which i sense were a lot of upgrading, on root/ material/ survival/ finacial topics.

Now, I’m having strong tingles of energy at the soles of my feet. It just started. It feels like strong waves of tingles coming over my feet. I interpret this as the “filling in” phase. Guides had told me before, that first we go thru a phase of “emptying out the old energy”, like removing old files. Then we go thru a phase of filling ourselves up with new light. I feel that the second part has just begun for me. It followed right after I had the mental/ emotional/ spiritual feelings that I know who I am, I know what I want, and where I stand. After 2 months of fuzziness, followed by 4-5 days of feeling very chilled out. Then on to feeling clarity today. As soon as the clarity began, the tingles in my feet began shortly after. I am also having lots of ringing in my ears staring since earlier this evening. I haven’t had ear ringing in a while. It’s supposed to be about us tuning up in frequency.

I want to mention that ive learned that not every answer to life is about raising our frequency. There are myths about becoming higher in our vibration that make us think we need to be at a certain place to make it to new earth, which is not true. Also that, we should always try to strive to be super high vibe. It’s not always the go-to answer; and I say this bc we also came here for the human experience. We had to feel low vibe to an extent, if we were going to allow ourselves the experience of being in the matrix. It’s experience, that we can carry with us in our souls even after we leave earth. Also.. It’s good to sometimes let ourselves feel low vibe for a bit, instead of trying to make ourselves raise our vibe immediately after a dip. Why? Bc we need to sometimes experience what wants to be seen/ heard/ acknowledged, within. We can slowly take a walk around our inner meadow, slowly seeing and observing what’s there. Versus shooting ourselves back up to a high vibe the moment we dio in vibration.

Also one more thing to add here. We are in deeply transitional times. That means the dark and/or old, energy, is doing a lashback to the Light. In many cases, our heavier feelings are not really ours (or, the intensity of our heavy feelings can be made worse by the dark energies that are on their way out, which don’t have to do with us.. We Really Must cut ourselves some slack for not feeling, thinking, and acting, “perfectly.” Once the duality constructs of the matrix are removed (at the Event)… that’s when we will see how much we really do shine, when we don’t have a billion opposing forces on us, anymore. We will also see and say, damn, I did so good for how much I had going against me. When we see ourselves from behind* the veils, that’s when we see ourselves as we truly are. It’s not from an egoic place, but from a wholistic view. As humans, we have this underlying tendency that makes us feel we are (constantly, consistently) doing something “wrong”. That’s a human interpration of one’s path. It’s part of the earth “game” so to speak, to never feel like we are quite good enough. If you feel like you’re doing things “wrong”… then it’s definitely a viewpoint from within* the matrix*. Outside the matrix/ veils, we see how amazingly we have indeed been doing. Not in some broad general way. But in highly specific, overwhelmingly evident, ways 🦄🐩🦄🐩

Sourced from here.

Are #backyardbrawl, VOP, & Lewis Arthur Legit?

 

editor’s note:  a good analysis…the statement issued by Sawyer’s organization makes NO sense.  listen to his own words below.  indeed i am in alignment w/this conclusion: “Sawyer emphasizes that they conducted a one hour and fifty eight minute investigation of the site. I’m no Inspector Clouseau but for a potential crime scene of that nature I would expect a proper investigation to take DAYS not under 2 hours.”

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thelightreports (64) in backyardbrawl •  54 minutes ago

Apparently Craig Sawyer of https://vets4childrescue.org no longer thinks the VOP operation/evidence is legitimate

First listen to Craig Sawyer being interviewed just days ago on the Hagman report…….

Some Sawyer quotes from the interview………

‘Getting their hair dyed dark colors’- (I suspect that perhaps children who are blonde or red haired could be having their hair died to look like a central American or Mexican child making them fit in easier for their traffickers. .

‘there was a group of trees that looked like rape trees’ – ‘in Africa we don’t see these rape trees’

In the interview Sawyers appears to be highly critical of TPD response or lack thereof- ‘We need to look at who’s running TPD (Tucson Police Dep.) and what’s going on there’.

Sawyer without question leaves listeners/viewers with the impression that at the time of this interview he did indeed believe that this was an authentic human trafficking, sexual assault ‘camp’

Sawyer now seems to be backing away from the assertion that the site/evidence was authentic and seems to be emphasizing the ‘false claims’ made but doesn’t clarify exactly who it was that made these false claims- was it Lewis Arthur himself? Other member(s) of VOP? Or possibly someone outside the organization running a sabotage operation?

Sawyer’s position now, which seems to somewhat contradict his position during the Hagman interview above, is that the Tucson police were responsive and thorough and did indeed conduct an investigation…………

Sawyer emphasizes that they conducted a one hour and fifty eight minute investigation of the site. I’m no Inspector Clouseau but for a potential crime scene of that nature I would expect a proper investigation to take DAYS not under 2 hours.

Here’s Sawyers most recent and final response…….

Lewis Arthur’s most recent update…….

 

Discern for yourselves- look within.

Sourced from here.

 

Statement by Vets for Child Rescue re: Tucson Camp

 

editor’s note:  hmmm…..i don’t know how much i am “believing” this statement….we can trust the police departments?  esp. in tucson – w/the mayor being a rothschild?  i found this info about craig sawyer (founder of vets 4 child rescue):  “Craig Sawyer, AKA “Sawman,” grew up near Houston, TX and got his tactical start in the U.S. Marine Corps. He quickly transitioned to the U.S. Navy to pursue high-level Special Operations as a U.S. Navy SEAL. As an Operator at SEAL Team One, Craig gained critical combat experience in Desert Shield and Desert Storm resulting in decoration for “Heroic Service”. After serving in the Navy, Craig signed on as one of the “Original 33” Federal Air Marshals, who were in place prior to the 9/11 attacks against the U.S. From there, Craig began contracting in the various combat zones, running tactical teams and protecting high-level U.S. Dignitaries like U.S. Senators Hilary Clinton and John McCain, U.S. Secretary of Defense, Donald Rumsfeld, U.S. Ambassador John Negroponte, and many more.

During a previous appearance on April 10, 2017, “Sawman” shared with Helmer and his listeners how he feels his entire life and military training has been a “dress rehearsal,” preparing him for what may be his most important mission to date, “helping save our kids with Veterans For Child Rescue.”‘

and i found this info on lewis arthur (of VOP):  

actors actors everywhere….feels like that show – to tell the truth….will the REAL human please stand up….

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Today’s Reflections on Energies and Experiences ~ 6/9/18

 

Last night as we went to sleep, I noticed the Schumanski spiking (i went to bed upon seeing that long, end to end spike).  Crawling into bed, I was quickly in a nice deep slumber when our child woke me up.  I guided her back to bed, then crawled back in.  Suddenly I was quite awake.  And hurting.  Hips, right hip in particular.  Back.  Bottoms of feet.  So I began to rub myself, which then disturbed my mate who asked what was going on.

“I hurt,” I said.

“Me too suddenly.  My right hip especially,” he said.

There you go.  The past 24 to 48 hours he and I are on this wave length where we are finishing each other’s sentences like never before and experiencing the same body symptoms, down to a “t” at times.  Recently it was a sudden sharp stabbing pain in the hips for both of us, on separate occasions, while driving the car.  A first.  I took care of that with my “dark begone” tools.

So last night….after rubbing my body, I relaxed some only to have that jolt of energy go through me, leaving me shaking all over.

Allow for it, I guided.  And also given my state of Being lately, I said “ONLY if this is for my benefit and best purpose.”  I have made it clear in recent days, hours, if I am still going through this, still here this time next year or for any years that follow, I will shut it all down.  I am not consenting to this any longer unless I see positive results from it.  At this point, I am having this experience that it just feels old and without (much) purpose.  Good to go, is our phrase around here.

So after I grounded all of this energy, I was suddenly ravishingly hungry.

Great, I thought.  3am and I am still up and needing to eat.

So I crawl out of bed, go the refrig, ask myself what I want – cheese and chocolate and some fruit.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]

My staple “ascension” foods as I call them.  I remember being comforted and humored in reading those are also Michelle Walling’s go-to foods as well.

So I helped myself to a slice of cheese and my homemade chocolate (it is so easy to make – if it weren’t I wouldn’t do it – seriously within a few minutes you have chocolate – well melted that is – put it in the freezer for 2 hours and there you go – anyone wanting the recipe just let me know).  Chugged some orange sports drink (didn’t feel like cutting up an orange and I was thirsty) then headed back to bed where I fell into a deep sleep.

Mate told me this morning he as well was suddenly hungry last night at the same time, but he opted to go to sleep.

Today my bones hurt – esp. in my back.  I have returned to having this experience where it feels something wants to grow out of my mid to upper back.  I want to expand there.  The best way I can describe the sensation.

So…..the question still on my mind is what if we are still in this dimension, this experience, next year.  I need to know this.  If I am going to be in this experience for the long haul, plans must be created to move and live elsewhere as this area doesn’t cut it with me any longer and the frustration w/that grows.  I went for a long walk last night – ventured off in a new way – and still had the same experience – i am done seeing and feeling the same “out there”.

I want NEW.

I could feel the trees wanting to talk with me.  I was not interested.  One tree began to say their purpose was to offer pacification while we humans were existing in this realm.  I said thank you – but your job is done.  I am no longer ok with anything that is pacifying.

I want NEW.  NOW.

‘Tis my right.  Your right.

Deep breath……….so making plans and calling forth the new place/small community that fits me now while still in this realm.  If that is doable, so be it.  I am ready.

Here is something interesting.  I began noticing the skies look different – as in a new different – the past oh, 2, maybe 3 weeks.  A different color.  The blue is different.  Then this morning on a private social media group on The Event I belong to, I read this:  “Has anyone noticed the sky? There is white energy coming thru…!!! Therefore!! The sky is not its usual blue. It is instead, perriwinkle. Yes. It is perriwinkle.”  This person also went on to say they experienced white energy in their bedroom and around their body the past 2 mornings.

So……………

There you have it.

Much love,

Victoria

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Flat Earth…The Dome and Liquid Space in the new Hennessy Commercial !

 

editor’s note:  not a drinker but love this commercial (not that new – a couple of years old).  i deeply feeeeeeeeeeeel this best describes the reality of this realm…  if in doubt research auguste piccard…  i notice those who use the term “flat earth psyop” are often those who are almost hysterical about their position, and usually abusive.  one truther group i belong to has a “ban” on the topic…  so much for truth seeking, right?  

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Published on Apr 21, 2016

NASA’s Van Allen Probes Find Human-Made Bubble Shrouding Earth

 

editor’s note:  pseudo-science covering up the concept that others w/high tech created a low frequency “bubble” (aka the matrix dome/grid/net)….instead let’s just say it was a human made bubble that is useful to us all……such b.s.  this one’s getting filed in the “fake news” category….

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Published on May 17, 2017

 

WATERGATE WAS PEDOGATE

 

 

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The Watergate break-in was strictly based on one thing – the pedophile records that were being kept at the Democratic National Headquarters.

– Det. James Rothstein, NYPD, Retired

In October 2016, I presented at a Trauma and Dissociation conference in Seattle, USA. Following my talk, one attendee approached me in the hotel lobby where my fellow presenters sat at their merchandise stalls. “All this!” she shouted while sweeping her arm across the sideshow alley of over-priced books, stickers and fridge magnets, “All this – is shitYou have the real stuff! Where’s your book?!” Tears welled in her eyes. “Write a book! Please write a book!”

Yes, I have the real stuff. I’m not some arrogant academic pretending to understand what it’s like to be a victim of the most heinous crimes. I lived it. I spent my developmental years trapped in a mind control labyrinth. I then spent my adult years navigating a way out. I eventually achieved what few victims have, true integration. I may therefore declare with authority what does and does not work.

I prefer the term ‘victim’ to ‘survivor’ because the latter implies my ordeal is over. My ordeal will likely never end. As Dr Reina Michaelson warned, “Fiona, I think this is a life sentence.” I serve a life sentence for crimes committed against me, with the full knowledge and blessing of the Australian government. I am constantly harassed by police, paid agitators, pedophile payroll academics and journalists, DID sleeper cells, perpetrator relatives, fake victims, fake advocates, professional social media trolls, and retired intelligence community thugs hired to do the dirty work of the VIP pedophiles who dare not overtly attack me since that would attract media attention to their role in the international child trafficking operation.

Recovery from extreme abuse begins with realising the true nature and extent of international child trafficking. In 2015, a certain journalist wrote favourable articles about me concerning my Sydney press conference. I subsequently phoned and asked him to investigate and publish my full story. If only one mainstream journalist published my testimony against Antony Kidman, I reasoned, it would blow the international child trafficking network wide open. During this call, he relayed a conversation he once had with “a couple of spooks” who told him that all senior politicians are pedophiles because that is how they are controlled. He asked me if that was my story.

“That’s exactly right. That’s consistent with my experience,” I tried to contain my excitement. “The mainstream media has long documented the CIA’s involvement in drugs and weapons trafficking, right?”

He agreed, noting there had just been another story about that in the mainstream press.

“Well then, is it so hard to imagine they are also involved in trafficking children – which is far more lucrative than guns and drugs? ASIO and the CIA work together to traffic children between Australia and America. They’re the ones who trafficked me.”

The journalist promised to consider my request, bearing in mind he had a young family and publishing my story would surely place them at risk. But he never got back to me. A short time later, he suddenly developed a rare and aggressive form of cancer. I called him, expressed my condolences, and we chatted for a bit. At the end of the conversation, I mentioned I was considering writing a book. I asked him to clarify and elaborate on what he told me of his encounter with the “spooks”.

“I never said that,” he bluntly asserted.

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