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Listening – truly listening – and hearing – and meeting someone where they are goes a long way: Checking in and some finds including that dang anomaly is back yet again ~ ~ 5.27.24

 

 

 

Today I spent some time sleuthing – for housing opportunities.  I’m always open to and calling in and holding that space in my heart that there are GOOD people out there who are prosperous and who are motivated by KINDNESS instead of money.  Even after all this time of searching and looking – I still believe that.  I know it.  It’s something I hold in my heart.  I say the words to others who say otherwise.  So….. Universe – time to comply.

Until that moment shows up, it is as it is and I am where I am/we are where we are.  In the search today I typed in the current affordability number – for my entire state I found 3 that aligns with our income and needs.

T H R E E.

And none were livable homes but instead storage units or spaces in which to place your home.

I look at people I know who have had help getting where they are.  I have seen it myself – in the end we rescue ourselves, but no one makes it alone.  No. One.

Some seem to forget that.

My circle that is changing – the more I stand firm in my boundaries – the more I say with full authority:  this is what I need (and that I’m a package deal here – I have a child – if you see me you see her too.  And vice versa too.  No deals on that one).  Those who respect me – truly care – have heard – have listened.

Those are the keepers.  💖

Moving on………..trauma.

Oooh boy, is that a loaded word.  A lot of talk about it – most don’t know what the frig they are talking about when they do – including the “experts”.

Currently, I am looking at the spaces in my body – what is going on when I feel stuck – frozen – what thoughts are showing up.  I’m telling myself all sorts of phrases – statements.  Then something will happen – something to trigger something still stored in my body – and the flooding happens usually leading to frozen.

That is the nature of working through trauma.

I don’t like it – I wish it were easier – quicker indeed – but that’s how “they” designed these bodies.  I went the “cognitive approach” when I first faced a big phobia.  I faced that fear – but only using my mind – slowly bit by bit – while completely ignoring my body.  BIG MISTAKE.  But the woman I was seeing at the time told me this was the way out of the phobia/fear/trauma response.

W R O N G.

So I faced that fear – every day – for a few months – growing more comfortable and stronger overtime.

I was convinced the fear was gone from my mind – gone from my entire body/experience.

W R O N G.

One day, while in a similar visual situation only in a different geographical area AND a different time of day, the panic came in suddenly and in full force.  B I G emotions leaving me shaking and sweating quite profusely (normally i glisten lol).  I resisted at first.  Did my best to stay neutral.  Munched on carrots, turned on the a/c.  Nothing was working.  So….I then finally just succumbed to it.  The defeat I felt after that was overwhelming at first.  It’s like working diligently with your entire mind heart and Soul on building your perfect dream home – listening to the advice of an alleged home builder expert – only to realize one day your foundation was all wrong and you would have to tear down the entire house and start again – only this time on your own.  And when you ask the “expert” what went wrong they simply shrug their shoulders and blow you off.

I spent many years after that asking “mental health experts” including those who used the phrase “trauma expert” in their bio asking what I did wrong.  Why did this panic episode return when I had already faced the fear.  Again, all I received was the “I don’t know” response.

It wasn’t until this past year I was told the following:  You did not include your body in this work.  The trauma energies are not stored in your mind – they are in your body.  To heal you must respect your body first and foremost – listen to it – it will guide you – then using your mind and somatic tools and cognitive talk can you release and heal it.  (relief – but frustration as it would have been nice to have been told that 25 f’ing years ago)

I am seeing what the experts in this field say is true:  The Brain Follows The Body.  When it comes to trauma – absofinglutely.  That cycle can be stopped – slowed down – once you are able to get yourself out of flood (or for me mostly it’s frozen).  It’s a process – and it’s a lot of f’ing work – made more challenging under certain conditions.

But it’s doable.  Possible.

And I am a possibility in bloom.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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I still try and trend things like #ENDTHEFINGMOVIE…..

 

 

On my quiet walk tonight – just me and my thoughts – I thought about this one – and other happenings – and go by what my heart speaks to me:  this reality being spoken of – the public arrests and all of that – the currencies – the maga stuff – none of it resonates with me.  I mean none. of. it.  And knowing I am not alone in this just tells me yet again that this creation on that part of the timeline isn’t for me.  My reality will be different.  Our reality will be different.  As always – I follow to see how close we are to the end of that “movie”.

 

 

 

 

It is absolutely absurd.  Nothing I consent to.  I am ready to have full control of my reality – and for it to happen quickly and easily.  The way I know it is supposed to.  (that’s why “they” throw traumatic situations at us – it creates a conflicting energetic situation in the human energy field – something “they” also know as well – oooooooooooh i am seeing it all now clearer and clearer)

 

 

Some useful/benefits us all in tangible way “goodies”, right?

 

 

 

Hitchcock is probably beyond saying “dang!  why didn’t i do a movie about this?”

 

 

i have a wooden thingie for drizzling – which i keep forgetting to use……..

 

and ladies and gentleman, here it is – again:

 

 

 

 

 

JUST IN: United Plane Engine Catches Fire Just Before Takeoff at Chicago’s O’Hare Airport (VIDEO)

 

Mike Tyson Suffers Medical Emergency on Plane Ahead of Jake Paul Fight

 

 

I actually lived in the same town he did for awhile.  My friends and I would ride past his house – hoping to stop him.  We never did.  He was one amazing center.  Loved it when the Blazers took the championship in 1977 – one of my best childhood memories.  I’ve spoken of it here before – the entire state went wild.  I remember going into town to get ice cream – people honking, hooting and hollering.  Warm and sunny.  Sweet memory.  See below for some fun highlights.

JUST IN: Legendary NBA Player Bill Walton Dead at 71

 

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Few finds………..5.26.24

 

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I’m pretty much left to looking like this after seeing some headlines on GP:

So I won’t be sharing.

 

 

latest:

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https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/bidens-320m-gaza-pier-has-detached-drifted-israeli-beach
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/trust-sciencethat-just-retracted-11000-peer-reviewed-papers
https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/gallant-rafah-vows-advance-deeper-despite-world-court-demand-ceasefire

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I love this kind of music – this is the version my mom has in her collection of 1950’s 45’s (my favorite, btw)…….it would be fun to be an evening DJ – play an eclectic variety of music from the 30’s through the 50’s……they just don’t make music like this anymore – time to bring some back……start having dances again too…….dancing always puts a smile on my face and heart.  #MakeDancingGreatAgain

1957 HITS ARCHIVE: Raunchy – Ernie Freeman – YouTube

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No-nonsense telling it about the current level of attacks

 

My day began by seeing the following – first thing on X:

Last night I went to bed – did my usual intention, body work, relaxing, etc.  Fell asleep fairly quickly and deeply.  But suddenly was woken up with a sharp jerk followed by a choking sensation and a powerful but quick vision of “something” (or plural) trying to place a metal cage/box over my head.  I shook it off – relaxed – and tried to return to sleep.  I couldn’t.  I started to shake with anxiety – again tried shaking it off doing my stuff.  Nothing was working permanently – when I would stop my “magic”, this unwanted anxiety would return.  Then the mental prodding began.  It felt like something was trying to squeeze my brain (total mind attack).  It didn’t hurt – but it was very uncomfortable.  For a few moments I thought I was going to lose it mentally, so I began to fight back, as allowing it to just be was absolutely not helping.  I remained firm and as detached as I could – but I suddenly knew I was in some sort of a personal, targeted battle.  I resisted the impinging thoughts that were being thrown into my beautiful mind (because they were absolutely not mine).  I finally began to call in Jesus.  Then Heaven.  Then Home.  Not a damn thing worked – not until I called in Mary after having this feeeeeeeeeel that this was an attack on me because I am Female and I needed a strong Female who “got it” and would come in and clear this unwanted sheot.

It worked.

So, seeing what Rose shared above was something I could resonate with – but didn’t want to.  For obvious reasons.

Then I spoke with a few others and saw others (all but one are female) saying the same – current attack going on – mind and/or heart.

I sent a message to Sister Deborah and she called me – both of us in absolute agreement on the following thoughts:  This is bullsheot and we’re f’ing done with these unwanted attacks.  It’s time to TALK about them – openly in that no-nonsense style I employ here.

It’s like walking down the street minding your own business having some unwanted parasite throw rocks at you or nasty words or taunts.  Fill in the blank.  You power up and do what you can.  Often when you reach out to others of like mind you’re told to power up or ignore it.  Or you’re told that it is your thoughts creating this and to choose a new thought.

Blah blah f’ing blah.

This. Is. War. On. Us.  PERIOD.  Our minds – consciousness – our Soul energies.  Who cares if once we get out it all feels like a f’ing dream – or IS a dream.  It’s still very. real. to. these. bodies here now – to our minds.

Conveniently, and likely by design by “them”, not everyone experiences these attacks – which makes it easy for those who don’t to toss out useful words of unwanted and pointless advice.  Matrix loves to make us look crazy.  Keeps “their” division going.  But if we’re truly on the conscious journey of awakening, that includes listening to everyone’s experience in it.  One vast consciousness experiencing many different realities inside this prison.

Sister D and I spoke about the why – why is this happening to us?  I mentioned part of a convo I had had with LH earlier today about all of this – where we both said we have had this ongoing sense that we are very special here – powerful – but something about being “special” – not in a “i am better than you” but just special – definitely different than the enemy.  It’s something that I have felt for awhile now – and she – LH – said she has had that experience/feel herself as well.  D and I agreed it’s time to stop discounting just how f’ing powerful and special we are.  This is WHO WE REALLY ARE.

I recall first hearing about mind control and targeted individuals about 20 years ago.  This is real sheot and, for me, it doesn’t matter where it originates from.  Inside.  Outside.  Technology.  Real organic entities hiding in one of the dimensions here or humans controlled by them.  Unless you’re living it, you can’t “get it”.  But you can try and show some understanding and compassion.  For inside this simulation, ANYTHING is possible.

If you’re having similar experiences, feel free to comment.  In the very end we each rescue ourselves – however – none of us get there alone.  And why should we even have to?

Love,

V.

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5.23.24 ~ Today’s finds/goodies ~ Checking in (that dang anomaly is back, btw)

 

Things feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that jab jab poke poke.  I see it coming in.  I feel it in my body.  Yesterday it was easier to just watch it happen – detach.  Today?  Lost my ability to do that for a few moments.  It. is. so. obvious. and. clear. to me now.  I SEE this.  I KNOW this.  Feeeeeeeeels like amping up – desire to hop outta my skin – fly – run – just GO.

Had some beautiful nature connections.  Saw several dragonfly’s – one that let us get right up next to it.  Also had a beautiful bluejay follow us for a bit. 🥰💖  Dear sister friend LH had a very aligning dream – group of women were rolling up the carpet on a movie set – actors still on stage – director angry at the women for their action.  Audience was mostly NPC’s and people sleeping.  Under the carpet?  Grass.  NEW.  I’m so down with rolling up the carpet and the entire movie stage at this point.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share, donate what you can and let me know how you’re doing.

Love,

V.

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Speaking of the amping up feeeeeeel:

 

Dutch getting his share of “them”……..

 

That tells me western WH are in control of this one – interesting date:

UK Prime Minister Calls New General Election For July 4 (msn.com)

 

 

frequency tech at work………….for it appears in the exact same location each time it appears (every 2-3 weeks)…………

Which is why we women were rolling up that dayem carpet:

 

LIVE STREAM VIDEO: TRUMP LOVES NEW YORK – Speaks in The Bronx, New York City to THOUSANDS in a VERY Mixed Crowd of Supporters -120,000 Watching on RSBN

 

Soros-Backed Media Matters Lays Off a Dozen Employees as Staffers Blame ‘Far-Right Billionaires’

 

It’s Like Déjà Vu: Germany Vows to Arrest Israel Prime Minister Netanyahu on ICC Orders

 

Shower portal today – felt it’s all an illusion.  Dream.  Once we fully wake up – that’s how we will look at this experience.

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/putins-purge-another-top-russian-general-arrested-bribery-charges

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/last-hope-against-biden-bucks-house-passes-bill-blocking-fed-issuing-cbdc

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/crypto/sec-approves-spot-ether-etfs-major-crypto-victory

 

Hundreds evacuated due to concerning quakes in Italy-Xinhua (news.cn)

ROME, May 22 (Xinhua) — The Phlegraean Fields near Naples continued to be shaken by tremors on Wednesday, prompting worries that a major earthquake in the densely populated area could be on the way.

As of mid-day Wednesday local time, 46 families were evacuated from 27 buildings declared unsafe in the wake of more than 200 quakes and aftershocks.

 

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5.22.24 ~ Finds ~ Brief Reflecting

 

May be an image of text that says 'When you stand up in front of the whole world unafraid to express your truth, you clear an easier path for others to do the same. Stacie.Martin O'

Learning new about healing – big ones:  interrupt the story telling and go into the body.  And two, when a painful feeling comes up and begins to take over, stop and bless and accept the feeling.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Feeeeeeeeels like a lull atm.  Please remember to share, leave a donation of your choice and let me know how you’re doing.

Love,

V.

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Another County in Oregon Has Just Approved the Measure to Secede From the State and Join ‘Greater Idaho’

 

Critical Safety Alert: 300 Boeing Jets Flown by United and American Airlines Have Potential to Explode Mid-Air Due to Fatal Fault

 

DEI stuff……..

OMG: BREAKING: O’Keefe Media Group Drops Undercover Video of DEI Conspiracy in US Air Force

 

South Carolina Governor Signs Bill Banning Sex Changes for Minors

 

Congress to Subpoena Jen Psaki for False Claims in Her Book and Role in Catastrophic Afghanistan Withdrawal Resulting in Deaths of 13 American Heroes

 

JUST IN: Ohio Secretary of State Threatens to Exclude Biden from Ballot if DNC Fails to Comply with State Nomination Laws

 

 

 

FIREWORKS (17 posts)

 

 

 

 

 

CITI:

 

 

 

Ryan Hall Ya’ll (let’s soothe these frequencies):

These Next Storms Look Even Bigger…

 

Whoa………MrMBB333 (btw – it’s almost 10pm here and there was this bright light blue glow due north here – up high – small area too.  lasted about 15 minutes or so.  sunset time here is 8:36pm………been weird here – very cold – unreal amount of winds – daily)

Woman describes eerie overnight sky as looking like it was “ALIVE”!

 

Today’s internet gift:

 

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Another one exits the stage ~ K. Schwab. Is the “PAUSE” finally over??

 

May be an image of Indian paintbrush and nature

Love to find a place like this and just stay awhile……….

 

One of those “names i will not say” has been publicly removed.  Woke up wondering who the first (public) arrest will be to trigger this “mass pop awakening” we are still unbelievably waiting on.  Bibi?  Perhaps?

Those “porn” bots and other AI nonsense are really at it lately on X – especially today.  I shared a “contrary” POV and was immediately sent 4 such things.  Others are having the same experience.

Energetically – the pressure I am feeling – intense.

Here’s what I’m seeing thus far.  Please help me out by supporting my work – donate what you can and share share share.  TY!  🙏💖

Love,

V.

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50 years of hell – kapoof!

Davos forum founder Klaus Schwab to stand down after more than five decades (msn.com)

 

“PAUSE” comms-T share on Truthsocial:

 

btw – X is down atm (6:40pm PST) – oh wait now it’s back up………..weird day……..

Downdetector

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m telling you – the further along this timeline/journey of seeing – the less I want to talk.  Truth.  T to ruth.

 

 

real?  or robotic?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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5.20.24 ~ Checking in…………Finds

 

New numbers are around.  Reflecting on the possibility (that keeps coming into my space) of going back on your particular timeline, removing those things that you don’t want and keeping those that you do.  ….  Anything’s possible.

Had a healing/counseling session today.  Before I began going into a guided meditation, I wanted to see her cat.  She has two and sometimes they just “show up”.  There is a deep knowing/psychic/spiritual energy to cats as I feel – and hers definitely have that purpose.  Anyway, so as I closed my eyes and went within, I called out for the cat to show up if she wanted and at that very second, I heard this very loud screeching, over and over.  It was her cat – wanting into the room.  She laughed and said to just ignore it, to which I said “no please let her in.  I just called out for her to come and join in.”

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So wild and perfect.

Here’s what is going on out on the world stage.  Energy feels different today.  I can’t explain it either.  Intending New and for more and more, increasing support of that New to make it easier and easier to truly create what we want – without a n y blocks as that ain’t real creating.

Please remember to share and donate whatever you can.  🙏

Love,

V.

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Not convinced it’s T……….But rather – John………(see below)

 

the infamous John Kennedy hand position:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

OBVIOUS movie scene……….

BREAKING: CAITLIN CLARK INJURED – After UConn Sends Out Bruiser to Take Her Down and She Hurts Her Ankle – UNREAL! …Update: Clark Returns and Scores 17 Points

 

Netanyahu Strikes Back: Israel’s PM Denounces International Criminal Court After Warrants Filed Against Him and Defense Minister Gallant

 

Int’l Criminal Court Seeks Arrest Warrants for Netanyahu, Gallant & Hamas Leaders for War Crimes

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/elon-musk-says-starship-megarocket-launch-weeks

 

i sometimes wonder if these labels are really just describing our REAL selves – our REAL frequency – which does not mix well here.  anyone else able to read through this at lightning fast speed?

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5.19.24 ~ Few end of day finds

 

World stage is getting hot.  17 said on this date four years ago it’s a marathon not a sprint.  Marathon has to be over.  Don’t know anyone who ain’t exhausted – water and popcorn no longer sufficing.  Here’s a bit of what I’m seeing.  Please like, share and leave a donation of your choosing.  Thank you!

Love,

V.

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KEEP OUT OF REACH OF CHILDREN (but feel free to take it home and feed it to them)………

 

hmmm……….not vetted………

 

 

Personal experience atm as well:

 

 

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5.15.24 ~ Riders on the Storm is what We are (and where we are)

 

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I laugh.

Why?

Couple of years back, I thought we already went through the storm.  I’m thinking it’s been one long-ass storm that keeps on going until it is over and we are (FINALLY) FREE.  Some feel it – others don’t (doesn’t mean it ain’t happening for those who do feel it – and wow am I seeing some stories of trauma’s most people wouldn’t survive).

Today it went up a notch.  Skies were covered w/their trails – literally from horizon to horizon.  New level (at least not seen in a long time).  For me, after a reprieve yesterday, today went whammo.  I felt it come in last night.  Was singing a song – changed the lyrics – feeling light and empowered – fantastic actually – when suddenly felt contrary energy push in – or try to.  Had some physical unwanted happenings an hour or so later.  Challenging night sleep.  Unwanted dreams for my little one requiring my attention and comfort – PROTECTION.  Woke up shaking with anxiety – all sorts of unwanted thoughts – pokes – feeling it in my 3rd eye (really been getting pushed in that area).  Got notice of an accident at my go-to store.  (anyone notice an uptick again in strange, violent car accidents?  4 fatalities here in the area in the last 5 days)  A car literally plowed through the glass windows, wiping out two cash registers – including the one we were just using 12 hours prior.  Angels and Home and Divine/God/Jesus protected everyone – no one is hurt – store is structurally sound and safe to reopen tomorrow.  And yeah, it added some unwanted stress for a bit as it is the go-to place for prices, quality (organic) and for my nervous system, environment.  But i told myself everything would be ok (sometimes have to do that over and over)  Rode down there this afternoon – still don’t know how on earth someone could have had that much speed given the layout of the parking lot.  Did some processing work with my healer today – all of that trauma is “right there” at the surface now – body is saying GET THIS OUT OF ME.  Like ALL of it – all parasitic unwanted crap.

Healing.

As others with whom I speak with – all saying the same thing – we done with rabbit holing.  Searching.  Learning.  We need healing – more than anything – we need healing.

For now – we are riders on the storm.  Unwanted riders.

NEW is what I continue to focus on – return to.  Trying to get to the Neo level where nothing touches me – working with the nervous system.  It has a different agenda than the mind which is why I’ve finally learned to listen to it and my body and not over-talk it with a new narrative when it is telling me in all its wisdom not to neglect it – to listen love release and work with the mind on that new narrative.  Body and mind – together – to Heal.  Properly.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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one solution – don’t go down the holes anymore.  surface skim and observe.  we know enough.

 

uh, ya think?

 

 

Texas A&M Galveston to close for days after barge slammed into bridge to island (yahoo.com)

 

 

I see the date – June 27th – and I think NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO – make it stop just make. it. S T O P.  I’m in reserves now – as are many of us.  Most of us.

CNN Debate Moderators Named for Trump-Biden Matchup

 

apparently he qualified:

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/make-my-day-pal-biden-wants-june-september-debates-refuses-debate-commission-dates

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/mississippi-passes-law-banning-trans-friendly-bathroom-policies-public-schools

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/us-suspends-ecohealth-funding-over-wuhan-lab-compliance

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/guns-butter-putin-explains-reason-behind-major-cabinet-shake

 

End War Now.  Finish it up.

 

i’ll take my millions in restitution – build what i need while this place still spins – until the go signal is given………..

 

seen that boomerang for awhile now – it’s lost its appeal for most of us…….

 

that’s as much scrolling i can do on that site – the headlines are at a new level of repulsion.  not going there.  that’s “their” territory – movie or not.

 

 

 

Old news – and yet years later what do we actually DO?  Doesn’t it take all of us or most of us DOING something?  Trafficking comes in many forms here……those who still say freedom is a state of mind…….ya, uh, NOT…….

 

ok – break time – ending on a good note.  (no pun intended)  why is it the 70’s music like this was the best?  felt so pure – still does.  summer breeze – take me away…………

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5.14.24 ~ Finds and a Dream share

 

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it was brief – the dream.  i was walking through rooms and came upon one that had a huge swimming pool.  near it sat Trump – on “trial” – talking.  i saw people in the pool – some struggling, some watching T (it was about 50/50) – i observed, said “this isn’t for me” and kept walking, out of the “scene”.  aligns with how i feel.

here’s what i am seeing.

love,

v.

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HUGE! White House Admits the Biden-Led Witch Hunt Trial Against Trump is “Related to 2024 Elections” (VIDEO)

 

 

uh yeah – this should pop open a few eyes among the sleepers  🙄😂

IN HELL? Charles III Unveils Creepy First Oil Portrait of Him as King – And People Are Freaking Out

 

and in more royal news:

Harry and Meghan’s Charity Declared ‘Delinquent’ in California, Must Stop Spending and Fundraising Immediately

 

Northern Offensive: Russian Troops Enter Volchansk – Kharkov City Almost in Artillery Range – Kiev Doesn’t Have Any More Reserves Available (VIDEOS)

 

portal shutdown………..

Surprise: Bizarre NYC-Dublin Portal Shuts Down Thanks to OnlyFans Model Exposing Herself Along With Other Shocking Incidents (VIDEO)

 

and some other headlines i had to quickly scroll by – and take a pause to cleanse my energy (not joking)……….🥴😫

 

 

 

 

 

Again?!  aw, shucks!

 

 

more incoming, eh?

 

 

trending:

 

An ending scene (rocks):

 

 

HAARP, yes – but don’t we think “good” is in control of all of that?  at least overall?  good intel at the end – HCC hearing……….disclosure……..

 

 

Russia may disregard international law and environment to get Antarctica’s oil | Watch (msn.com)

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