Category: Daily Notes

 

After reading last night where lightworker’s are getting “distracted” (attacked), and after what happened today to myself and my child, I am seeing that it is not being fearful to be aware of such experiences.  While I continue to do energy work around “not in my reality/not in my world”, protecting myself before going out, I am seeing it is still necessary to stay alert and LISTEN to inner voice when it says “stay home” while still in this lower paradigm of lower parasitic idiots roaming around (for now).

I did not listen today.  I wanted to get out of the house.  Wanted to take my girl and go out in nature.  Do some meditations and just enjoy the scenery.  Of interest, on the way there, I had a sudden bout of stomach upset that forced me to turn around and go home.  It got better immediately so we went back out again.  Same thing happened.  I ignored it and kept going.

Sometimes the signals of the body are an alert to PAY ATTENTION.

So we head to a local walking/hiking/biking area.  We walk a ways, cross another road and head up another path.  As soon as we get to the top, my girl freezes and says “mom let’s go NOW”.  I look down the path and there’s a large dog – great dane.  Off leash.  No owner in sight.  It is staring us down.  No, I said to myself and outloud.  Great Dane’s are docile and gentle.  I call out for the owner and hear/see nothing.

I could feel the dog was trying to figure out what to do.  As I was sending it peace but also a sense of “I can be here too” it decided to run after us.

“RUN!” I told my girl who was already ahead of me running.  She clears it back across the street and is safe.  The dog is still chasing after me.  I’m running, yelling for the owner (and saying all sorts of beautiful words to accompany my yells), waving my water bottle at the dog.  I get to the end of the path – there are cars – I cannot cross just yet.  I turn around – the dog is still coming my way – slowly – barking – and I wave my bottle, yell at the dog.  I turn back around and see the cars have stopped – obviously seeing my predicament.  So I wave “thank you!” and jet on across the street.

It is at this time the owner calls for his dog.

My heart is pounding.  I am comforting my child.

I pull out my cell phone, yell at the owner who has casually decided to appear to stay put – I am calling the police.  He holds up his leash as if to show me “see I am leashing my dog” to which I yell “too late!  That dog is aggressive and should be on a leash at all times when in public!  I have a small child and she is traumatized because of your dog and I am too!”

The guy refused to comply with my wishes – which of course did not surprise me.  Irresponsible little coward.  No words from him either.  No apologies.  He just kept walking.  My call was answered – the guy had disappeared.  I reported it anyway and of course expected no results as I didn’t get a picture.  My phone is old and I have to go through 5 steps just to take a picture.  Given my hands were trembling strongly it is a miracle I was able to dial the police line.  And as I said to the woman on the phone who asked why I didn’t take a picture:  “getting myself and my child to safety across the street was my priority!”

Duh.

We then head to a park – a safe park – children only.  We see one of the neighbor children who ends up hitting my girl in the stomach.  I was like that’s ENOUGH!  No playing with her.  The dad handled it – sort of.  The child was allowed to stay and play and there was no apology.  I would have handled it differently.

I have had it with dark energies.  I have had it with bullies.  I have had it with this entire lower bullshit of this realm.  It cannot crash soon enough for me.  I am ready to feel SAFE when I take my child out.

For now, given what I have read, if you’re Light – if you are peaceful and trusting that is – of which both my girl and I are – you may be a target right now.  I am not feeding that crap by letting myself believe it as my reality – but I am also not going to be in denial that there is still floating shit around looking to create a little fear.

And I will be listening to my body and inner voice when it says STAY HOME.  Not out of fear – but out of higher reasoning.

As I comforted my girl I told her new realm will not have these experiences.  They are not welcome in our reality.  People of higher vibrational thinking and behaving do not allow their dogs to behave in such a manner.

Until we shift on outta this realm, I just don’t want to be around the masses.  Certainly not during these high energy times.  And as much as I do not want to say this, I can not only sense when something is “off” about an adult or an animal, I can also sense it in children.  Purity does not know age I have come to accept.

Be alert.  Be grounded.  Be in your truth.  The ride continues…

Victoria

 

 

I believe I shared awhile back how I had an experience at the kitchen table, where a buzz of energy starting at my spine traveled up my back, into the back of my neck, head and then out the top of my head.  I then felt this energy literally pulling me up and felt buzzing light wonderful all over.  I then heard/felt “this is how it happens.”

I believe I may have also shared a friend of mine’s wife had the same experience on the same day (I believe it was on the same day – certainly it was the same week).

Well these things often happen in 3’s for me.  I was looking through another blog earlier this evening and saw a comment from one of the owners of the site who said the following:  “But for the first time, last night one of us (me!) finally felt what it’s going to be like: it’s a PULLING UP, with major tingles.”

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So there ya go.  Three of us that I know of have had this same experience.

I love it when things line up like this!  I no longer need validation but it sure is nice to experience at times like this.  Perhaps that is why I continue to feel “buckle up” cause we’re going for a “ride” of the bestest kind.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]

I have to pause and ponder though ~ what is this “it’s” experience.  Is it as some have said – the “event” occurs and we all literally rise up.  Is it what we experience when we traverse the space into the higher frequency dimension?  A mix of both?  Something else altogether?

I will chill with this one ~ let it swirl around and command an answer be forthcoming when all aligns for the answer.

 

In the middle of paying a bill to the debt criminals when I decided writing this was more important.

I awoke this morning with the strong urge to gather as many of us together energetically with the focus of putting an end to this matrix for good.  I read article after article, comment after comment of beautiful people waiting for this “end” this “shift” as though we have no control over it.

Nonsense!

WE ARE THE CREATOR!

We are the Creator’s!

Reality is more malleable than it has been in a very long time so come on. Join in with me!

Let us make this shift together now.  Let us call forth an end to the matrix grid energies now.  This is OUR reality.  OUR experience.  OUR realm.

THIS IS OUR LIFE!

What do we want?  Do we want to continue on with the way things are going – with this shift seemingly to take far too long for us?  Or do we want to LET GO NOW and intend the end to this control NOW.

I opt for NOW.

And I hope you will join me in this.  This is not just some piece I write up and move on to something else.  This feels like a MISSION.  A mission to be created NOW.  Not some day down the road.

If you are with me, let me know as I am going to be holding myself and all accountable with our words ~ which must be impeccable at this point.  Not to sound like a dictator.  We have had enough of that.  I am saying do not agree to something – do not agree to this unless it resonates deeply within your heart.

This doesn’t need to be complicated.  Just setting some times throughout the day for a few moments – pause – and say the words and feeeeel the impact of them.  Something like “All energies of control are removed NOW.”  or “The matrix grid as we understand it is OVER NOW.”  Or “I bring down the matrix grid NOW!”  Or “I am FREE NOW!”  Then visualize and feel your life being completely free – in paradise.  Please offer suggestions too.  This is not about my ego so I have NO attachment to how this is done and am COMPLETELY open to hearing your suggestions.

And I am just one person.  One powerful person of course – just as you all are.  Together we can bring down the matrix with our thoughts alone. Months ago I heard “we can bring this down in a nanosecond together”.

So then let’s stop talking about it and DO IT already!

Who is with me?

V.

~please share this with everyone on your social media pages and encourage them to share as well.  i want to make this global and i want to see it started/created asap.  

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On my walk this afternoon, I decided to stop in and see my tree.  Like yesterday, I had this feeling there was no need to walk over to her.  It wasn’t as though she was saying “go away” – but today, the experience was one of I no longer needed to receive messages or validation from her. I have “graduated” from that need.  The only Being – human or otherwise – that I need to seek guidance from is Me.

Interesting too as I am listening to the last few minutes of the Cosmic Awakening Show with Michelle Walling and her friend Sonya and they are speaking as to this phenomena.  After this last shift in late August (eclipse), we no longer need to search outside of ourselves for answers. Not that we no longer need one another.  It is now that we can find what we need for ourselves within.  Tune into that and follow what flows.

I blew my tree a kiss, gave her thanks and went on my way.

And so it is.

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Victoria

 

What the hell is going on?

What reality am I in?

Do I have ANY control in this experience?

People are incommunicado.

Feeling a huge disconnect from it all.

In a lot of back pain.

Homes that had sold in our area are now back on the market again suddenly.

Feels like another timeline was reinserted.

NO THANK YOU.

I do not consent.

I command to be out of this reality.

I command the veil drops now.  NOW.

I feel it.  I see it.  I experience it.

And SO IT IS.

And so it is.

 

 

That’s about the best description I can call today.  Interesting.  I am seeing how I can completely alter my reality by just changing my focus and inner dialogue.

I do sense great change “out there”.  A friend of mine has been saying to watch for system changes with the banks, stores, corporations and the like.  Glitches and the like.  I believe it!  Yesterday I placed a phone call to one such bank to clear up an issue and wow – for some reason – the csr says he could not get me to an associate.  I waited for over 10 minutes and was willing to wait longer.  He was very embarrassed, said this doesn’t normally happen, but I would have to call back (which I did not consent to doing, btw).

My mate went to the store today – a big ‘ole corporate owned store.  The items he picked out, well he ended up getting them for free.  Why? Apparently there was a HUGE system “change” leaving the clerks scrambling to figure it out.  Stuff was coming up in Spanish, not ringing up correctly.  This particular clerk was so frustrated she handed the items to my mate and said “forget it – they’re free.”

Ok then that’s how things are supposed to be!

Is it the energiezzzzzz?  System changes already put in place, now coming online?  Both?

There is just a feeling of wonkiness in the air and certainly agitation collectively since the events in Las Vegas Sunday evening.  Trying not to get caught up in that drama – but the seeker of truth in me already knows the whole story is not being told.  I already listened to one video that clearly shows the sounds of two vastly different weapons being fired. Certainly there was more than one “shooter” and everything in me says this was staged (or allowed) to lower the energies, instill more fear and god knows what else is up these lying thieves sleeves.  Was the accused shooter a mind control individual?  Did he do this willingly?  Did he really even pull the trigger?  Who knows.  Questions, questions, questions ~ it is easy to get lost in them.  I’m too tired to dive much into this one.  I just know capturing the truth in these tragedies is akin to holding water in the hand.  No one “wins”.

What can people like you and I do?  Keep the vibe high…  Send out thoughts of peace and healing to all…

After such events, if you speak your thoughts and views on what you feel to be true, some will support what you say, others won’t.  Emotions run high at times like this and the energies of division come in strongly – again – which is exactly what the controllers want.

I will leave this with what I got from my sacred tree today.  I didn’t go up to her.  I didn’t feel the need.  I stood at the end of the gravel road, acknowledged her with my heart on my hand until I felt the connection with her.  We are all One.  And yet we are all each on our Individual Journey’s.  Specks of amazing Source Truth within each of us, experiencing life in these physical forms, gathering experiences and perceptions that shape Who We Are and Who We Are to continue to become.

And that’s ok.  As Tom Petty (et al) sang (had to include him in this one – may he continue to create beautiful music):  “Well it’s all right.  Remember to live and let live.  Well it’s all right.  The best you can do is forgive. …  Well it’s all right.  Even if the sun don’t shine.  Well it’s all right.  We’re going to the end of the line.”

 

Thought I would write while in the middle of an energy/schumann moment.

Currently couchin’ it.  Blissful, calm state today.

At the moment:  i do not wish to hear any voices.  no noise.  no other people’s energies – big or small.  mate and child are whispering making me want to scream on outta here into a true quiet zone.

Inside the cells are vibrating like mad.

Throat and voice are scratchy.  Things feel inflamed.

Chest/heart energies feeling quite heavy.  Feel like I am a tightly wound coil.  Will be stretching after I get the child bathed, snacked and in bed. Which by the way did I mention both of them are talking?  Whispers even. Don’t know what is more annoying when I want quiet – regular tones or whisper tones.

I came home from an after dinner talk with my girl and suddenly needed to sleep.  As in right here right now it’s coming and not gonna stop.  I crawled onto the couch, put some warm buddies on my body and zonked out.  Forty-five or so minutes later I am awake again, typing these words, feeling like a zombie.  With a very tense body that is screaming to be massaged.

Hands trembling.  Vibes on-going.  I love it.  I am doing well with these zappings.  That is until I suddenly need to sleep in absolute quiet.

Did I mention I need quiet??!!

During these high-energy moments (of which this is the new norm and will only continue in duration) this parent needs a volunteer babysitter.  A volunteer massage therapist.  And a volunteer cook.

Any volunteers?  lol

 

 

I have been having difficulty speaking lately.  And chewing.  It’s as though my mouth is not doing what my brain wants it to.  I am also becoming quite clumsy in a new way ~ dropping things especially.  And it isn’t like I don’t actually pick them up completely – I do.  At least I think I do.

We had some friends over today and as I was speaking, I suddenly felt like my mouth was not moving the way I wanted it to, I bumped into the garbage can and for a moment I thought “what the FLIP is happening to me??!!”

But I do know that answer.  And tonight I had this thought that the false parts of me are shutting down.  Maybe in some way we are all robots – energy “parts” in this matrix – and as this matrix grid is getting ready to shut off – we are experiencing our own change within.  The old programs changing to make way for the NEW.  In short: we are prepping to get our super powers returned (DNA upgrades).

As I heard on a video in the previous article I posted that speaks of we are now ready to head out of the matrix – we are literally headed upwards as we exit this realm which is the exact image I received from my sacred tree this week.  I could feel her trembling strongly like a rocket ready to be released – and could see her rising in an upwards movement as she prepared to “jet on outta here”.  To not only hear my mate had the same vision but to hear this and read this describe by another tonight has me shaking like crazy inside with anticipation.  I feel another doorway within my awakening has opened.  If ever there was a time to be in the Being of Allowing and Observing with the utmost compassion and gentleness with ourselves, it is NOW.

So….back to my point….as we are quite literally being moved and positioned in the right “position” TO make this exit – this literal exit – we will feel this in our bodies with symptoms such as loss of balance, clumsiness, coordination issues.  I am spilling water on myself at times. Having a hard time keeping tooth powder in my mouth.  As I said today, laughing, “it’s like I am turning into an infant in some ways!”

Go within as much as you can.  And buckle-up (words I have been hearing in my mind for awhile now – words also received from my sacred tree as well as words I saw tonight the video I linked).  I will share any insight I receive.

That is all for now.

Much love.  Compassion.  Acceptance.  Strength.  Wisdom.

Victoria

 

Ok, I have encountered three pieces today speaking of this experience going on at this moment – leftover lower density entities trying to create a little bit of havoc.  Nothing serious but enough to induce some moments of unnecessary fear in others.  When I first read such statements earlier in the day, I dismissed them.  Fear porn.

Well now I am “feeling” it may hold some truth.  And I say that not to instill fear – but to pass along an observation and a couple of experiences that have left me to think maybe there is some truth to the statements. I don’t really like writing up pieces like this – especially after I had such an awesome week overall.  But life in this dimension is a myriad of colors and experiences at the moment, although I continue to intend more of the beautiful, peaceful kind of both.

First experience came from a child who was playing with my girl.  He has exhibited some bully behaviors in the past, enough to warrant my mate and I to say until this behavior stops, no more play time.  After a time we were told the boy gets it, is sorry and the behavior has stopped.

Actions, not words, paint such a picture, although I remained hopeful on the words part.  Just two days ago he visited and the two kiddos played for awhile.  In time the kids, my mate and the child’s father were out back engaging in a variety of ball playing.  The kid wasn’t happy and was making it clear.  Inside I thought “oh no, not again…”  Moments later I hear yelling – from the same kid – and name calling – which he was aiming towards his dad.  Wow – a new level.  At this moment, my mate ended the playing and brought himself and our girl inside.  It was a warm day, the windows were open, so I could hear the ongoing battle.  I watched the child and his dad walk front to our sidewalk, the child continuing to yell, call names and now, hitting his dad.  Well that was enough for me.  I had to do something.  My mate said “stay out of it”.

“I can’t,” I said, walking outside.  I asked the father, who looked helpless, if I could say something to the child.  He smiled weakly and said “sure”.

So I told the child calmly but firmly I did not like how he was treating his dad.  His behavior was absolutely unacceptable.  He needed to show respect towards his dad and if he was going to insist on engaging in such behavior he was not welcome to play here.

Well that triggered such an intense reaction in this child, he screamed a rage I have never seen come out of a child.  I remained cool though and said “that is the consequence of your actions.”  The child turns around, still raging/screaming, and takes off for home, the dad following.

I had a moment, seeing this child’s behavior where I thought “I wonder if something acted out through him.”  Looking back since knowing this child throughout the past year, I can tell you that not ONCE have I felt fully comfortable around him.  In that spot in my core, something is “not right” with this child.  (And yes – he will not be playing here or anywhere with my child anymore.  That connection is over.)   I had someone say “some people are just born bad”.  I don’t like that thought but it isn’t the first time I have heard that opinion lately.

Earlier this evening, my girl and I head out on our walk.  As we walked down one of our normal streets, we saw a friend sitting out and next door, a couple I had not seen with a dog I had also not seen.  The dog was not on a leash, so I slowed down as did my child and I tuned in.  I didn’t sense anything unusual so I was quite surprised – and quite enraged – when the dog looked my way and immediately ran towards me, barking aggressively while lunging at me.  Thank goodness my child was already in the yard of our friend, so it was just me and the dog.  I made myself big, put up my leg and yelled “HEY!” – glanced over at the owner who just stood there watching.  “Control your damn dog!” I yelled.  So he calls the dog over.

No apology.  No “are you ok?”  Not from anyone, “friend” included.  (a term I use loosely at this point in my human experience)

I told my girl I was not comfortable staying and chatting so we turned around and went home – in the opposite direction.  This is the 4th time this has happened this year in our neighborhood.  I will now be bringing my billy club with me.  My mate has wanted me to but I have felt that would invite such a situation.  I walk confidently.  But apparently asshole-behavior is not quite done in this experience.

These energies are bringing up all sorts of behaviors in all lifeforms, two legged and four.  Are they acting alone or with the help of some straggling, dying parasitic entities who know their time is up and are clinging on, trying to keep as many people in fear as possible while they still have a breath to take?  I don’t know.

But I do know I’m not walking blindly anymore – metaphorically and literally.