Category: Daily Notes

 

The two of us are talking about our individual visions we each experienced yesterday about “where” we are “going”.  We both fully completely feel at this point that Gaia is being elevated in frequency as well as being moved physically. She is being moved and we are all invited/welcome to go with her.  Things are speeding up – as the frequencies become less and less dense.  It’s like a rocket lifting off and Gaia is the rocket being lifted out of this dense energy well.  Spiraling up through the dimensions.  Each layer gets less dense – and also stronger and lighter (light meaning higher frequency).  This will continue until we literally are transported through this portal we both saw yesterday in our own experiences.  The entire planet leaves this region of density and when that happens THAT is when some sort of an energy grid literally seals off this dimension so that NO planet or NO life form has to experience this density again – certainly not against their/its Divine Will.

After that, I believe that is when we will be seeing a Whole New Reality. And each of us will be residing where we most match in our frequencies which of course are based on our Highest Selves and the type of reality we wish to exist in.  That is why some insist we will remain on earth.  Others a new earth.  And others a whole other planet in another galaxy.

Isn’t it possible all of us are in truth in making these statements?

Let’s not argue on this one any longer.  Let us support one another by not judging others for their views on what is really going on and what it is they desire to experience.

Let us wish one another well.

In short – let’s accept one another as any brother and sister of Love does.

(i just had a vision of a t-shirt that says “keep your nose out of my ascension journey”)  Hmmm…

Love to you all ~ whatever your journey and story is!

Victoria

 

Oh boy – so many amazing things today where do I begin??

Listening to Michelle Walling’s video with Allison Coe the other night, Michelle spoke about an unbelievable amount of magic and instant manifestation among other things happened to her quickly over a period of just one week – leading her to KNOW she was transitioning to New Earth.

Hearing those words sparked something within me.  Let me share with you another true story (only this one doesn’t involve the silly 3d world systems).

The day started out with me trembling in bed.  I was feeling so much anxiety – but didn’t feel fear.  Just anxiety.  If that makes sense.  I didn’t want to get out of bed either – even though I was feeling claustrophobic. Again, an experience in paradox but that is the state of mind and body I was in.  I was also full of doubt.  Money.  Was I going to find someone to help me with my site.  Those were the two big ones.  Right next to those thoughts was the doubt I at times experience that I am going through this phenomena called “ascension” and is this new earth experience I have been having visions and dreams of for almost 20 years really just another illusion?  A lie?

Ugh.  Not a happy experience I was creating for myself.

So….I get up and going.  Got nothing in the shower so I sang to myself to find some motivation.  Ran some errands.  Unlike me as of late, I was in no mood to see anyone I knew and socialize.  Which of course is what happened.  lol  A local farmer whom I adore walked up to me at the local store.  He’s one of these awakened individuals who could be resting on his laurels and enjoy retirement that way.  Or he could be like many his age and hold no concern for the planet or humanity.  Not this dude.  He heads a couple of awesome local organizations and is passionate about small organic farming and healthy living/eating.  I have so much respect for him.

We spoke of one of his latest projects and other tidbits.  That lifted my mood a bit and helped re-inspire me that I too can (and do) make a difference.  I just have this feeling/calling to do more.

After we arrived home and began the process of putting the groceries away, I heard the noise of thumping bass.  Loudly.  It is a noise we rarely hear in our neighborhood – I can actually say we never hear it.  Certainly not longer than a few seconds which is a good thing as my body cannot tolerate that frequency and hearing it makes me want to hit someone – namely the one blasting it.  Today the noise continued.  As my mate began to comment how long the assaulting noise was going on, I suddenly stood up tall, put out my right hand and announced loudly to no one in particular “NOT in my world!”  (thank you deborah for that one)

The thumping IMMEDIATELY STOPPED.  And I mean IMMEDIATELY.

My mate looks at me – eyes wide – huge smile on his face – and gives me a high five.  Way to go Goddess!  Instant manifestation, I thought, recalling Michelle Walling’s words.  Maybe this WILL become my reality.

After the groceries were put away and lunch made, we did some yard work and gardening.  I had not planned on doing any of this and I found myself feeling as though I was at the beck and call of my family.  The claustrophobia sensation kicked in.  I was not enjoying what I was doing and suddenly knew I needed to do something different.

What did I want to do?

Go for a walk.

So finishing up the gardening project with my girl, I said mama was headed out for a walk.  She begged me to go until I finally said “Ok.  But when I go for my walks, I walk fast.  And I do not talk.  And I listen to music.”  Of course she claimed she would be JUST FINE with me doing this.  I already knew differently but instead of telling her she had to stay home, decided she needed to learn for herself how she would indeed NOT be “just fine”.

Ten minutes into the walk she’s whining that I’m going too fast and she doesn’t like I am not listening to her.  I said it was time to take her home. She didn’t argue.

So having to interrupt my usual route (which annoyed me), I took her home, bid her and my mate good-bye and took off.  The claustrophobic feeling overcame me again.  Finally able to hear my own thoughts, they were screaming quite loudly in my mind.

I cannot live this way one more second.  I need help.  I need a new direction.  A doorway to open.  I was DONE trying to find someone to help me with this site.  Just DONE with it all.  I needed positive change.  Now.

I commanded the Universe and Highest Self to BRING ME WHAT I NEEDED NOW THIS INSTANT.

Miraculously, this just flowed out of me and I completely let it go.  Calm and a quiet mind immediately followed.  I rounded the corner and taking off down a new road, I glance up and notice a man I have been seeing lately.  I had seen him several times – in a cluster you might say – a few years back.  Then the encounters stopped.  We never spoke past a greeting. I always liked his energy though.  Very positive and up – very confident with himself – which such energy has often intimidated me as that is a state of mind that has not come naturally for me.  I have had to really work on it and I am the first to admit if there’s an easy way to do something, I’m takin’ the easy way – which often means I have let myself go into the self-doubt and depression option.

I walked up to him and we greeted one another and this time we began to talk.  I told him how I had to get out of the house for some “me” time.  He nodded, understanding then proceeds to ask me the most amazing question – what else did I do to bring me passion?  

Normally such a question would stump me at first.  People don’t ask such questions of one another – even though I LONG to have conversations like that.  Today though I had no hesitation.

So I happily and easily I shared with him about writing music, playing piano and guitar, writing and this site.  It was almost as if I stepped outside of myself and witnessed the pure confident Me.  In that moment I knew Who I Was and how gifted and amazing I really am.

Now here is where the “instant manifestation” experience comes in (#2 for the day):  Guess who used to mentor men and women in marketing their businesses?

Yeah.

And guess who offered to help me with this site?

Yeah baby!

I had tears in my eyes and I asked him if he believed in synchronicity.  I can’t remember his answer fully as I was in a state of high flying disbelief and bliss – but I know he said something to the positive.  I shared what I had just put out to the Universe and wow – it only took half a block walking to be created.

We left our conversation with the promise of a get-together to talk more, or as he said “you talk and I will listen”.  Another huge wow! for me.  I am not used to that experience (unless I am paying someone…lol).

As I walked away, walls of emotion overcame me.  My sacred tree was not far away.  I suddenly needed her.  So I walked quickly and half ran up the gravel road where she sits in her majestic beauty.  I ran up to her and fell right into her strength.  The tears came and wow – they did not let up.  I must have clung to her for over 5 minutes, sobbing all over her.  “It’s ok. You just let yourself go, girl,” I heard.

In time, I wiped my eyes and headed home.  Refreshed.

Has there always been such magic in the air?  Is this the result of the schumann frequencies and what is being called “outside of our galaxy” pulse waves of energies allowing for the end of the illusions of separation and the return of Full Oneness?

I know the answer.  And in another moment of paradox, I also don’t need the validation this time.

We are magic.  You.  Me.

It has always been in the air.

I think, at least for me, I have just forgotten to claim it as my Divine Right to experience.

The day ended with another object just mysteriously disappearing.  This time it was something that belongs to my mate.  We have begun making a list of such experiences.

That is all for now.

Much love.  Much bubbles of happy.  And much in the way of moments ~ new moments ~ new ways of Being and Living and Doing where we are fully engaged in what brings us passion.

And that will be enough.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]

Victoria

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Thank you as always for supporting me, my work and my vision.

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I am asking all of you to please put out healing energies/vibes of love and strength to Robin, who I was just informed is in the hospital.  She had a very strong rash show up on her face and neck overnight.  I also ask for focused thoughts of protection and clearing as well.  See her Being Well.

It is done.

Thank you!

Victoria

 

the following is a true story.  lol

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I phoned our Department of Motor Vehicles today to check on the status of our vehicle registration.  We submitted the paperwork 3 weeks ago and have yet to receive those ridiculous stickers that somehow give us permission from the STATE to allow us to drive.  Wow.  Whose arse do I get to kiss.

The WORKER looked up our information and it showed no new updates. He informed me “these things are taking 3 weeks now to process”.  I said in the past this was never more than a 7-10 day process.

“We are backlogged,” he said.

“You needed to include that in the paperwork you sent to us in the mail,” I said.

Silence.

“Hello?  Are you still there?”  I asked.

“Yes,”.

No further response.

“Are you a person or a computer?” I asked.

Silence.

“Since you won’t respond to my statement, how about you answer this one.  Given it has been close to 3 weeks since submitting the paperwork, what happens if the registration expires and the stickers have not arrived?”

“You will have to get a trip permit,” he said.

“But how will I get to the DMV then to get the trip permit if it becomes illegal to drive?  We only have the one car.” I said.

Silence.

“Wow, you aren’t allowed to speak much are you?” I asked.  “Ok, so if it expires, I will just play this phone call for the officer then if I am pulled over as a result of your red tape.”

“Ma’am, you will not be allowed to drive your car if the stickers do not arrive in time,” he said.

I had had it.

“Listen up you sleeping douche bag, I am not a corporation.  I am not dead at sea.  And the state does not own me.  I am a living being.  Now it is MY turn to go silent.”  Disconnected the phone.

And you bet I will drive MY car.  Freely.

The way we ALL have the right to do.

‘Nuff said.

 

 

I’m noticing a quickening within me.  Very little “outside” of me is resonating.  I am quickly and easily releasing my usual “go to” websites I visit.  If something does resonate, I share it.  So please know even though I am sharing the works of others, this is often because I have either weeded through a TON of other material that didn’t fit with me or (the method I prefer) a resonating piece will just fall into my lap.

Also having to release some situations and am noticing some people just fading from view while others are strongly in my physical space, which is what happened with a neighbor last week whom I was seeing daily – numerous times.  After I offered up a kind word to her, pure from my heart, and silently wished her well, I have not seen her.  Of note – another neighbor – the one I saw in my dream of the flash event – I have been seeing him almost daily now.  Today, 3x alone.  I feel no need to talk with him other than to just acknowledge him – something I had stopped doing a couple of years back.  Now though I smile and say “hello” and now I a receiving a “hello” back.  Not a smile – but hey, a hello is a step ahead of what I used to receive:  nothing.  lol  Something is up with that and I await the Universe to show me just what it is.

This is all just a trip to me.  A mind-blowing trip.  Apparently that’s the point, right?  Open up my mind to the point where I don’t “think things through/figure it out” because it isn’t to be done this way.  It is just to be EXPERIENCED.

People, ebbing and flowing in and out of my life.  I am having a strongly, quickly growing trust in my Highest Self and Universe to just allow this to fold out.  When I get caught up in the stresses of 3D experiences/living, something within tells me to let it go – all of that “stuff” is coming to a close.  My “job” is to ALLOW and BE.

Like my tree…

 

I finally found a picture of this beauty so now I can share the story along with the real picture.

I went on a walk alone today and decided to stop off and see my tree friend.  It’s been awhile since I visited.  I walk up to her, greet her hello and put both hands on her bark ~ just like I always do.

After a few minutes I began to feel this very intense buzzing.  I then “saw” in my minds eye this corkscrew-like spiral above her, spinning clockwise, and knew she was headed towards it.  At first I thought it was like a wormhole – some sort of an energy portal.  All I knew was she was going through it and we with her.  The intensity of this was powerful and I could feel my entire body buzzing.  I kept thinking there was a message in there and as I was about ready to let this thought go, something told me to “remove your right hand”.  My right hand has always been the giving hand, my left hand, the receiving hand, in terms of energy.  I hesitated as I had not received this guidance in the past but decided to listen anyway.

So I removed my right hand, felt a rather relieving/energy release of “thank you” before immediately hearing “galactic central”.

Hmmm.  Is that where we are going?  I don’t really speak much of this here, but I have felt more than once we are being moved.

Feeling there was no more energy exchange forthcoming and having the definitive feel my tree’s focus was on passing through this energy portal – that and nothing else – I thought back to my previous visit where she essentially had told me good-bye.  Interesting as well was this palpable feeling that she was preparing to jet – at any moment.

Now if this isn’t interesting enough by itself, after I had been home for awhile, my mate told me he had a vision while I was gone.  Here in his words is what he saw:

“I was looking at the earth in front of the sun.  The earth started to vibrate quicker and quicker and stretched out to an egg shape.  It then suddenly went into the center of the sun.”  

Earth, going through a gateway (and he felt the gateway was shut after we passed through, never to be opened again – a one-way trip).  In alignment with the image I saw of the tree – and us – going through an energy portal, spiraling clockwise.

So there you have it.  For now I feel as though I am simply a passenger along for this ride where all I know to do is release what doesn’t feel right/well to me and allow for this experience to continue along to its destiny.  And then another experience will be forthcoming.

Much love to you all.  And stay buckled up (grounded).  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]

Victoria

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Your support of my work is, as always, gratefully and greatly appreciated. Thank you for helping me remember my humbleness and inner voice.

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Today has a certain feel to it ~ one of neutrality – and as though we are in a brief limbo period.  What is coming next, I have no real feel for at the moment.  Just enjoying a bit of inner AND outer calm.  I seem to feel the energies and emotions of not just my own stuff and those in my household but the world at large so perhaps I have just naturally detached from whatever chaos may be flowing “out there”.  Oh well… It feels rather nice to feel detached and in just my own space.

I had a nice experience at the store today.  There was a man in front of me in line.  Business attire.  He pulls out his wallet and as I hear the velcro rip open, I had this sudden urge to put my arm around him and say “doesn’t this feel like a game to you?  Are you ready to stop playing?”  Not to be arrogant – not at all.  This came from my heart.  I simply want ALL of us to be liberated from every single control, seen and unseen.  I want us all free.  We are such a beautiful, wonderful species ~ especially when we are in our full heart-spaced selves.  I can see that.

Instead I just sent him this heart-space feeling of “I see you.  We are all One.”  Then I began to look at the other people in the other lines and saw the beauty in every one of them and had that sense of knowing – we are all One.  And how we have forgotten that.  I love those moments of seeing others for who they really are behind the roles

How funny it is when you think about it.  We each play our particular roles, whatever those are and forget the main reason we are here: connection.  Heart-space connection.  I am grateful I had another such connection today ~ even if it was only seemingly one way and without words exchanged.  After the filth I purged earlier in the day (the core ugh issue/thought I have held about myself for who knows how many lifetimes), I was grateful I was able to bounce back to Who I Am so quickly.  Today what motivated me was that much louder/easier to hear inner voice that speaks with such a solid energy field – it feels my body is too small to contain it at times – and she reminded me ANY such belief in such an illusion only feeds the very energies and entities I seek to dissolve/transform.  Looking at myself in the mirror, I simply said “no” – and meant it.  Completely.  Moments later, I was able to feel beyond the lie and into my heart.

Also had 3 beautiful moments, over the course of the afternoon, here at home, when I was quietly guided to look at the title of the songs on my music channel we have on each day in the background.  Song #1:  Star Seed.  Song #2:  One Step Closer.  Song #3:  17 Seconds To Anywhere (my go-to title on time-traveling)

That is all for now.

 

Anyone else have this random thought and feeling, which now feels more intense, that we need to just sleep our way into the event/the shift (meaning just sleep as much as you feel called to which for me right now feels almost constantly)?  Obviously for practical purposes this is not possible for many of not most, but darn if I don’t have that desire.  Off to zzzzzz right now.  So tired at this moment I will likely not remember typing this.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”]