Category: Daily Notes

 

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This is one of my humanitarian project ideas.  I have been on the search for an authentic humanitarian organization for assistance in turning my idea into a reality.  I wish to share my vision with my readers.  It is time.

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Susie’s Place

A Sanctuary For Women and Children of Unsafe Living Situations

To begin with, let me tell you a bit about who I am and how I arrived at my business model. My name is Vicki, although I prefer to go by Victoria. I am the mother of a 6 year old and the wife of a man with chronic health issues. Like my friend Susie, I understand the situation of being bound by financial dependence. I am a very creative, bright woman who holds deep convictions about Love and Right Action. I have many ideas for a New Earth and this is just one of them I am presenting here.

I met my friend Susan, who I always called Susie, through an internet message board for women who deal with panic and agoraphobia. We continued an e-mail/regular mail and phone relationship for almost 20 years. We shared almost everything two women can share with one another. Living on different coasts, we never did meet in person, but that did not put a damper on the emotional bond we created.

Susie died last August just a few weeks of being diagnosed with cancer. She came from a violent background of abuse, starting in childhood and continuing through her first marriage (which ended in divorce) and ending in her last relationship, which was the most violent. Her last partner was physically, mentally and emotionally abusive, with the physical element growing in frequency towards the last few years of their relationship. She suffered from panic and agoraphobia, so working and supporting herself was a great challenge. I tried what I could to help her, giving her ideas for treatment, making money and the like. I offered up my home for her to stay in.  She had already phoned the local police and they failed to take the situation seriously.  Neighbors knew but did nothing.  Apparently that’s how they do it in certain areas of the country.  

I told her to call a shelter, which was met with resistance.  “I am too sick to work.  You know that!” she would insist. It was those words that started me thinking about how the system handles victims of domestic violence.

Throughout those years, I became more determined and incensed that there was not more help for women in these situations. A growing conviction of “DO SOMETHING” consumed me at times. My idea for a Women’s Sanctuary began to take root several years ago. However, it was her death that really woke up my inner “DO SOMETHING” warrior(ess).

While her death hit me very hard, devastated me actually, it was not really that much of a surprise she got cancer. After years of abuse, her beautiful heart/mind/body/soul could only take so much. She went quickly, within weeks. I have since felt her around me and feel she is at peace and really in her own deep way, wanted to leave this Earth. Not an easy thing for her friend left behind to process – especially since I am the type to think “if only I could have really DONE something for her!”

So her death got me to thinking about the kind of help the System offers women seeking to escape violent living situations. In a nutshell, it is grossly lacking. It stinks. It sucks. You are expected to get back on your feet quickly, get a job, be self-supporting. Be like the masses. The normal folks. What so many fail to realize is that when you have been abused, you are exhausted. You feel broken. You are deeply traumatized.  You have issues of trust and self-worth.

What these women need is a place to heal. A place where they can go and receive the unconditional help they so need. Without judgment. Without control. Without expectations.

My Business Model would consist of the following:

A place to stay for the woman and her children (if any) for as long as is needed.

A place where the woman is given the chance to truly heal by providing a variety of healing modalities, including but not limited to:

1) Counseling

2) Massage and other body work

3) Energy work

4) Trauma release therapy

5) Personal empowerment training

6) Personal coaching (to determine what she wants to do next with her life – then provide her the tools and resources to help her create her vision.)

7) Support group(s)

8) Healthy meals

9) Peaceful grounds – surrounded by nature

10) Private apartments

11) Exercise classes – yoga, martial arts, weight room

As you can see, a variety of services to help the woman heal – TRULY heal – mind, body and soul.

I believe every city, big and small, can benefit from such a model.

We owe it to the Susie’s of the world and their children to provide them with nothing less.

 

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I have a friend who has health issues (like who doesn’t these days, right?) who is also in need of housing.  Being on disability, combined with the (insane!) cost of rentals in the area, is making her choices very limited.  It aches my heart. I have intended myself to have the resources of a philanthropist for a long while now so that I can help people like my friend ~ and I am not giving up on that dream.  I would love nothing more right now, nothing more, than to write her a check and say “here you go ~ go get yourself stable!”  Whoever says “money can’t buy you happiness” does not understand the new age fluff behind those words.

Nonsense!  It was likely a Rockefeller or Royal who came up the phrase to quiet the masses they have controlled.

I know many of you can agree money has quite often ended up in the wrong hands, “wrong” because of the greed that has gone on among the elite for so very long.  There are plenty of resources ~ of all kinds ~ to ensure everyone has safe, secure housing, healthy food and water, education and healing.  You all know that.

I have followed a variety of intel for some time now.  We all know the phrase “use discernment”, which is important, and yet how many of us are just damn weary of using our discernment, either resonating with a message or not being sure about it only to have the info. turn out to be false.  This is why I always appreciate it when people do share their intel and it turns out to be false, they have a big enough heart and a small enough ego to admit they missed the mark.

We all want the Truth as to what’s going on behind the scenes in the world of money, politics, health and healing, disclosure, Ascension, the truth about Gaia and the Universe/Cosmos.  And knowing that Truth is every bit as much of a basic human right as are the issues mentioned above.  

Currently there is talk that the RV has already begun.  The restored U.S. Republic, already in progress.  Healing tech, about ready to be released. Pipe dreams?  Truth?  Who knows.

All I know is that the unnecessary suffering of far too many people has gone on long enough.  How many more people have to die or remain sick due to lack of accessing healing methods that work?  How many more people have to lose their homes?

We all deserve liberation.  Freedom.  Sovereignty.

Not some day.

Today.

 

I am copying dutchsinse who always greets his viewers on his youtube channel with similar words.  I find it sweet.

I have an idea to keep this site going.  If everyone who is a regular reader would commit to donating $1 – $5/month, I could keep this thing going. I am deeply appreciative of those who have donated and just as appreciative as those who regularly read and comment, both here and in private.

Thank you and blessings to each of you.

Victoria

 

I had another vision this morning as I held the moldavite stone.  I could feel myself going from this frequency upwards to the space where we don’t think with our brains but rather we BE and KNOW.  I was trying to think of an answer to something and I heard in that left ear “expand higher and Be and Feel within”.  So I did.  And wow ~ did I feel myself in a much lighter frequency.  Really peaceful.  Of course I got too excited over the experience I didn’t stay in it long enough to get the guidance I was seeking but oh well.  That is where we’re going.  The work lands straight on us to practice going there and staying (well with the help of the increasing energy fields coming at us).

Will be working on the Lemuria piece today.  In the meantime, here’s some cool old music to listen to.  I’m intending it to be played at the Reunion Celebration when this 3d gig is up.

 

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Well, what an interesting week this has been.  There have been some challenges for me, as I have shared.  And I am processing and dealing so that I may let go.  Today, over my left shoulder, I heard “it’s ok to love yourself and be gentle with yourself as you heal from this”.  I felt my Higher Self embrace me.  I immediately softened.

My internal dialogue, after I have been hurt, is something like this:  “Why did this happen?  I don’t understand!  Why?….Ok, why did you let this happen to you?  What’s wrong with you?”

Obviously none of that is helpful.  lol

So today, after I wailed on my punching bag, I took some deep breaths and went about making lunch for the family.  That is when I heard my Higher Self speak.

Healing from my pains must include being loving and gentle with myself. No exceptions. 

The challenges of this week surrounded boundaries.  And I had begun to backslide into self-blame (after I went through the anger stuff) on this issue until one of my awesome readers pointed out that there are people who will simply be unable to respect the boundaries of another, even when the individual has made their boundaries clear and solid and consistent.

I was very grateful for those words of Truth.  For this was most indeed my experience, overall, this past week.

And it was no coincidence these experiences cropped up in such a big way after the energies that began last weekend.  The dark is clinging onto all it can, likely finding pieces of our ego’s that are still in doubt and fear to grab onto and try and provide sustenance to those seeds of doubt.

See through the Illusion.

It’s all bullshit.

Make care-taking of YOU #1.

LOVE YOURSELF.

Be so Authentically Bright, others will either repel and run away or will be inspired.

Gaia is goin’ up.

And we are going up with Her.

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I will be working on a new piece this week on Lemuria.  I had another experience last night while I slept ~ this time I left my body and traveled back to that particular time period and saw myself.  I received such profound information, I know it is meant to be shared with those of us who resonate with this “Lemuria Is Calling” experience.  It was a very moving experience.  Anyway, look for it this week sometime.  

 

I had an experience last night with a neighbor, for whom in many ways has felt like family to us since we moved in.  However, this past year he has shown his dark side with me and I made the decision today to pull back and away.  It is more important than ever, at least for me, to protect my personal space, which means I am not interacting with any person unless I have to and if I choose to, only if they are of my vibe tribe.

On one occasion last summer I was showing him a chemtrail, which he insisted was a normal jet contrail.  I attempted to explain my point of view and he turned hostile and told me flat out I was wrong and when it was shown how I and others are wrong on this issue, we will owe him an apology.  I shook my head and said “no it is folks like you who will owe us an apology.”

During the election, he was a staunch Hillary supporter.  He knew my thoughts on her and on Trump and on the whole swamp that is DC politics.  I finally told him the conversation was not open for further discussion.  Put my foot down.  Was not going to partake of his grilling. One afternoon, as I headed out for a walk, he stopped me and while we exchanged the normal neighborly pleasantries, he laughed and said “ok so WHO are you voting for again?”  I said “knock it off – you know I’m not going there” and as I turned to walk away he says “if I held a gun to your head and you had to make a choice, who would you vote for?”  Wow!  I spun around and said “Fuck you.  That is a horrible thing to say to me.  I would never say something like that to you.”  He smiled and said quietly, “I know.”  I put up my hand and walked away.

A few days ago he made reference to my cooking (of which I have cooked for him on several occasions as he is elderly and widowed) and it was not a compliment.  Later in the evening he came to apologize.  I said “thank you for that.”  But then he ruins it by saying “You seem to know how to take it.”

I know how to TAKE IT??!!

WHAT??!!

The urge to punch him right in the face was overwhelming.

Take it?

I HAVE TAKEN IT MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE CYCLE!

I told him not to mistake my passivity in the face of such encounters as a sign of knowing how to “take it”.

He is not going to be receiving anymore of my home-cooked meals.

And next asshole response, if there is one, I will not be holding back on my gut instincts.

Where do these people come from?  A fucking hole in the ground? I seriously do not resonate nor understand such behavior.  Soulless perhaps?  So controlled by the dark they cannot see light?  I am fucking fed up with getting attacked.  FED UP.  I can stand up for myself now but I SHOULD NOT FUCKING HAVE TO.  God damnit.  Be kind.  Be thoughtful.

As “time” continues on, I withdraw further from the fray of society. Unless I vibe with another, I prefer solitude.  Nature.  My mate and child.

And this little virtual world here.

Speaking of, any one of you care to swap homes w/my neighbor?  Or move into the vacant house a block away?

This emotionally void town could sure use some more Light.

 

 

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Good evening folks~

Going to type this one up quickly as I am semi-cognizant.

I felt something in me shift today.  It was subtle but noticeable.  It’s almost as though a bag of fear left me.  This came a couple of hours after I received a message in my message place (in or near water).  I suddenly could “see” my people, who are currently in the higher dimensions, those people I shared a life with where I came from before I set out on this mission lifetimes ago.  I heard and felt I did indeed choose to be a part of Earth’s Liberation.  I could have chosen to be a part of this mission in a higher dimensional plane, but instead wanted to be here on Earth, the “ground crew”, carrying out the mission.  I can see my feisty self saying “Those bastards took us out.  No way am I going to miss out on being in on that gig to help reclaim what was and is rightfully ours right at ground level!”

I knew I was part of the original higher dimensional human tribes on this planet.  I knew this was a risk and there was no guarantee as to how many lifetimes I would participate in in this lower dimensional reality until the Liberation.  We continued to return here, knowing about the reincarnation grid of the matrix and the controls put in place, but we did so in order to keep the planet and well, the human race, from becoming completely “deadened”.  Little sparks of Truth, if you will.

Am I making any sense?  It came to me so fast, I was recording myself and talking very quickly and animated.

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