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This week I have attempted to listen to a couple of videos, one regarding past life regression and another with general information on ascension.  I had to stop though after the talk turned to our karmic and soul contracts we made before incarnating on this Earth.  The past life regressionist guided the listener to actually give thanks to the person(s) who caused you trauma, regardless of the trauma and regardless of your age, for we made an agreement w/this individual to experience this pain so that we could learn and grow.  I immediately stopped that video.

To begin with, the idea of contracts has never set well with me, in as much as I have tried to be open this way of thinking.  I have had far too many questions and not nearly enough answers.  Last year I came to the conclusion that, given the archon invasion and alteration of our species, it was THEY who created the system of mandatory reincarnation and contracts and this system was energetically imprinted into us.  My Higher Self tells me clearly Source would never put such stipulations on us.  We are here to experience and create and BE and while we each come here with our own sense of purpose, there are no rules attached to us.  Zero. Zip.  Nada.

I believe it is imperative, if this idea resonates, that we cancel out these agreements.  I have spoken of this previously.  I have spent some time this year releasing myself of these contracts.  This morning, I came up with some new things to add and changed it up a bit in how I expressed myself. I thought I would share what I said and how I said it.

To begin with, I centered myself and used some of my tools to ground myself and feel my Power.  Then I started down my bullet list of contracts I was canceling.

“In this now Moment, I now cancel and permanently destroy all contracts I made about a life of lack.

I now cancel and destroy all contracts I made about being a victim.

I now cancel and destroy all contracts I made about living in poverty.

About being raped and molested.

About being controlled and dominated by any and all people, beings and life situations.

About living with any sort of health issue.

About being used and lied to and manipulated.

About being abandoned and forgotten.

About living with agoraphobia and panic and anxiety and depression and claustrophobia.

On and on I went.

Then I closed it up with stating:  “I am a Sovereign Being.  I am owned by NO person, no entity, no being, no corporation, no government.  I own ME.  I am FREE.  I am Source.  These contracts have now been terminated and destroyed and this is noted in my Akashic records, which belong to ONLY Me and my Higher Self.  NO Being has access to them BUT me.”

And so it is.

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It is time to talk about Ascension and sex.

What are the first things that come to your mind when you think about sex?

Why did those images and/or thoughts enter?  How were they created?

Really think on that one.

Depending upon your conditioning and upbringing, sex is one of the most complicated, confusing, hush-hush of all topics.  And yet as we all know, it’s in our face constantly.  On one hand, we are told by the church not to talk about it until we’re married and on the other hand we have the rest of society pushing porn and eroticism and images of air-brushed lies in our face.  We then have the hollywood low vibes who give us their version (limited) view of sex.

If we’re lucky, we know deep within there is something more to this act.

Someone like, say, me!  lol

I say lucky because I do consider myself one of the rare ones who, at a young age (19), began thinking about the top of sex and how there was so much more to it.  I saw a scene from the movie Cocoon that showed one of the “alien” female beings share the lovemaking ways of her species with the human male character.  It was a mutual exchange of energy.

While it was limited in scope, it intrigued me.  I knew deep within that THIS was the real way to engage in sex.  THIS was what it once was and is supposed to be about.  I mentioned it here and there over the years, but never had any interest given back to me in exploring it.  So I chalked it up to another “I don’t belong here” moment.

Given the memories I have had about how life once was on Earth, during the time when we were truly Sovereign and Free, I have come to some conclusions about this sex topic.

*Much of what we see in society today about sex is dark, and at the very least, limited.  Porn.  Advice column’s on the topic.  Church doctrine on the topic.  Sex education in schools.  And humanity’s practice of it.

*Our thoughts on sex are also dark and limited.  Whenever we look at another and lust after them, that is a low vibe.  (Hang in there with me on this one.)  We objectify.  We expect.  We control and dominate.

This was not how we once were.  This darkness was bred into us by the smelly beings who conquered us and altered us.

I have had knowings come to me and have experienced flashbacks of what these beings did to us sexually.  They took the sexual act that we participated in at the time and gave us their way, through mind conditioning and genetic alteration.  They taught the men that females were to be dominated, including sexually.  They taught the men that women were objects, especially when it came to sex.  These dark beings used women for their breeding projects.  I recently had a flashback during a past life regression session of being an unwilling participant in that one. More later on that in another piece.

What’s interesting to me is that NONE of this has come as a surprise to me as I have known, since I “awoke” at 19, that we had it all wrong when it came to sex.  I am very sensitive to people’s energies and have been in tune with the men I have been with over the years and I have to say that in each case, I have sensed in all of them that they viewed me as an object, they expected me to participate in sex w/them and they felt they had that right.  I am not saying any of these men said those very words (well, one or two did), but it was there in their behaviors towards me when it came to sexual relating.  Sometimes subtle, sometimes not.

And then there is what we women have done.  We have continued the pattern by going along with these behaviors.  We tease.  We flirt.  We knowingly flaunt ourselves, parade ourselves, all for men’s “attention”.

In short, we – each of us – LIMIT our connection by playing these games of control and manipulation with our passive-aggressive behavior.

I deeply feel and believe that as we continue our awakening and ascension process, we MUST (and likely, hopefully, will naturally) take a different approach to sex.  We need to go within and remember, if we can, how things once were.  If remembering is not an option, we must be willing to explore sex in a new way.

From my memories and those deep cellular feelings within my body, I have come to believe that the sexual act was one of pure energy exchange. One of the visions I repeatedly have is of the two beings standing or lying together, their third eye chakra’s in alignment.  They bring up that energy within their bodies and share it with one another, controlling and guiding the energy, allowing it to go into the other in ways that are beautiful, sacred, and very mutually agreed upon.  Oh and of course very satisfying! Sometimes the sharing was exchanged between both individuals. Sometimes the energy was shared from one to another.

We once viewed sex as a very sacred act.  Period.  There were no expectations or demands.  We had deep reverence for the act as well as ourselves and one another.  We have lost that.  But I believe that all that was “lost” continues to awaken in each of us.

And it is my wish and intention for myself and others that we awaken to the wonders of sacred sex.  How it was – and how it can be again.

♥♥♥

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Once upon a time there was a civilization on a planet called Earth.  It was a very beautiful, peaceful civilization.  The people were healthy, happy, prosperous.  They had what many today would be called “super powers” but to the people of that time, such abilities were normal.  The skies were clear and blue, the clouds puffy white.  Water ways were pristine, providing clean drinking water for all.  People lived in small communities, grew their own foods and had clean means of powering their homes and their lives.  They spent their days doing whatever they felt called to do from their hearts, for themselves and for one another. They were truly Sovereign, Free people.

Yes, it was a beautiful place.  A beautiful time to be human.

That is until a group of ugly, wicked, greedy dark beings were repelled by how beautiful and peaceful these people were.  For you see, these beings had no connection to love or divinity or freedom or sovereignty.  They worshiped power and control.  Unsightly and ghastly to look at (they also produced a horrid smell), these beings invaded the planet Earth, and using their dark enchanting spells, took over and conquered the Sovereign ones.

Time passed.  Much much time.  At first the Sovereign ones resisted the way of life these dark beings insisted upon.  Money as a means to survive. Competition.  War.  Pollution.  Religion.  Government sponsored education.  Archaic forms of technology used to power and feed at the detriment of the Earth and all of her beautiful Life forms. Sadly, over time, the Sovereign ones evolved to a place where they accepted this way of being as simply how things were.  Slowly, memories of the past faded away.  And they became, simply, the walking dead.

Something happened though.  Call it a miracle.  Call it Divine Grace.  Call it Love.  Slowly, ever so slowly, a person here and there would begin to question his or her surroundings.  This person would begin to question their teachers in their schools.  He would begin to question the things being preached in church.  She would begin to question the phrase that “war is a necessary evil”.  He would begin to scrutinize the practices of government and law enforcement.

Both would begin to ask “why” – on everything.

Slowly, memories of a different way of life would begin to appear.  Call them visions.  Call them past-life recalls.  These people were awakening to how things once were.

And the dark wasn’t prepared for this.  So they tried to step up their game.

“Let’s douse ’em with heavy metals and call it geoengineering,” they said, laughing wickedly (yet with some fear behind that laugh).

“Yeah and let’s make up studies and say vaccines are good for you.  In fact the more the better!” they said, more laughter ensuing.

“I know, I know,” said one rather stupid one, “let’s make up something called herd immunity so that the stupid ones believe that it’s for the people’s GOOD that they get vaccinated!”  Oh, the dark wicked ones liked that one.  (And did you know that rather stupid one received a promotion for that term?)

Ah, but try as they might, the awakening only continued.  The Love within created a spark that spread like wild fire ~ a fire that become impossible to extinguish.

During this time of Transformation, there was a group of people known as the Rainbow Warrior Tribe who came on the scene.  They were intense, passionate, loving, truth-seeking people who, using their Violet Flame, shone the light of truth on all of the bullshit.  A force to be reckoned with, they did not follow the laws of pacifism.  They knew at times force is needed.  They knew being Loving does not always mean being gentle and soft.

The Rainbow Warrior’s were tired of watching the suffering.  They were tired of waiting for the dark to fall.  So they came up with a plan to put an end to the waiting.  Delay certainly did not fit into their vocabulary.

Gathering together throughout the earth, they formed circles around select trees and uniting together in their Powerful Spirit Mind’s and Soul Hearts, using their mighty Purple Flame Swords of Truth, they sent out a collective wave of energy that immediately destroyed all last elements of darkness, of lies, of controlling agenda’s and deception, freeing humanity of its enslavement for once and for all.

The awakening folks immediately felt this shift.  Even though the energy wave was felt by all, the unawakened ones took a bit of time to Remember. And slowly, with the help of the awakened ones, the masses removed their fear energies and began to share their authentic selves as their memories slowly returned.

Thus, a New Life was created on earth.

A New Age.  A Golden Age.

Memories restored, personal power’s remembered and reactivated, human kind united in the energy of Love to create, once again, Paradise on Earth.

Sweet Dreams Earth Humans.

(interested in joining the rainbow warrior tribe?  link on the “contact us” menu.)

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Let me get right to it.

Why won’t some of these healers in the ascension communities, the ones who sell healing products and provide spiritual services, often at prices only the elite or well-to-do folks can afford, reconsider their pricing structure?

Why not select say 5 people a month and provide those services for free?

Why not offer a sliding scale fee?  It isn’t as though everyone makes the same levels of income.  I’ve long been deeply bothered that I pay the same price for a gallon of milk as does some elite lawyer living in a mansion on top of the hill in a gated community.

SO WRONG.  So unevolved.  So contrary to any and all progressive movements I see going on in my community.

I get particularly perturbed when I see others share their services on youtube videos and the like and speak of the horrors of things like glysophate in the water and air, chemtrails in the water and air – essentially poisons being sprayed on us against our will and control – and say we need to give their products a chance if we wish to heal – or survive. If I had such a healing product I created or method that would help save the populace from such horrors, I would make DAMN sure my product reached as many people as possible – regardless of their ability to pay.  I would at the very least do as I mentioned above.  Do some pro bono and offer sliding scale fee or do a donation option.

Same if I had some magical energy ability to heal people.  I have asked for it.  Many times.

If I am granted this ability by my Higher Self, you can be sure I will make sure I heal as many people as possible.

Isn’t that what we are here for?  To help as many as possible with our gifts?

Why is it then ridiculous prices are charged?  I mean seriously – $125/hour?  $150/hour?  $300 for this product and that?

Don’t these folks know they drive away a lot of people – people who are every bit as worthy as healing as the more well-to-do folks they serve? ALL DUE TO MONEY.  Do they even care?  Do they even stop to think perhaps they could change the monetary charge – change it up a bit – to reach more folks?

 

I frankly expect more out of them.

We all should.

It’s time.

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Well, how ya’ll doing today?  I had a very long night of essentially no sleep.  My mate, who has a chronic illness, was up very sick all night.  Not sure if it’s part of his illness or something separate.  With these things happening off and on for so many years, you get used to it.  Sort it. Likely just numb.  However, the lack of sleep is something I am particularly sensitive to.  It seems to allow all of my “stuff” to come up that much easier.  Therefore, I have been extra sensitive and quite emotional today. As it does on most days when I am occupied with tending to needs of a child and house and, depending on the day, mate, I tend to not pay attention to my inner chatter until meltdown.

I had one of those today.

Earlier in the day I read a piece online about how our Soul places us here (here meaning our current situation) in order to learn.  Try as we might to change our situation, we aren’t gonna budge until we get this often elusive “it”.

I read that and thought “WTF?”  Seriously – W T F.

Who is in charge?

My Higher Self?  Human me?

Aren’t we supposed to be working together as a TEAM?

Why do I read words that tell us we must surrender to Higher Self…release all of the ego stuff (which if I put together the pieces I have read on the the behaviors of the ego would mean 95% of our totality, give or take)…

…only to go on and read the next piece that tells us it is our Human Self that must make the choices, take the action.

So which is it?

Am I missing something?

So my Higher Self is ignoring MY WORDS then – MY INTENTIONS – ignoring the words I am sending It to create x y z because I need to learn yet another lesson?

I AM TIRED OF THIS CYCLE.

Is it possible I can beat it?  I’m pretty cunning when need be.

Is it possible it is just more duality-based matrix speak?

I had quite the conversation with my High Self earlier as a result.  Of course it was one-sided as I couldn’t hear a damn thing coming from her.

A pretty typical experience, especially lately.

Am I the only one not hearing this piece of us that is Eternal?

Later in the day, unable to keep my eyes open, I took a nap and awoke in distress.

It is difficult for me to form close emotional connections with people.  I always thought I knew why but today I received a deeper piece.  After only Source knows how many lifetimes I have been forced to experience in this dimension, I have lost many Souls.  I feel I have lost my Tribe of eons ago and keep encountering people who don’t resonate with me.  I get that.

It’s like a part of me knows if I allow myself to get close with someone, I know within upon my death or theirs, we will likely be separated and unable to see/reconnect for hundreds if not thousands earthly years…reincarnations.

So there is that part of me that says “don’t”.  Don’t connect.  Don’t bond. Don’t get close.  Which is likely why I have tended to settle for the superficial crap, being a magnet for people who won’t be reliable, who won’t really appreciate or value me.  And then yes, have wondered “why” when I experience abandonment.

Duh Victoria.

Only to repeat it again.

I must stop this trend.  And part of that includes grieving over the endless reincarnation cycle I was once trapped in.  But no longer.

Onto another subject.  I wonder how many of you have had this thought. There are some very beautiful, eloquent pieces on this Ascension process, some written by people who obviously have their stuff together.  They are far more balanced, healed and seemingly more ready to Ascend than me.

I have lately wondered why that is.  Have they had less reincarnation cycles?  Maybe they have had a better pick of families upon entering this realm (although I wonder as to the authenticity of that choice given it’s been part of a controlled system so do we really have much OF a choice as to what families we enter?  I’m rethinking that one as well but that is too much for my mind to handle at the moment.)  Perhaps this is their first incarnation cycle on earth and they have come here from another timeline or dimension to assist, a timeline/dimension that is much more evolved and peaceful, therefore they have far less earthly pain to release.

Or are they full of shit?  lol

You know what I mean.  The type who advertise on dating sites they want mates who have no baggage but end up having the biggest suitcase.

I really want to know.

Sigh…

I am the perpetual seeker, always wanting to know WHY on everything.

So how did I even start this piece?

I don’t know.  I always have some clever ending.  Today though, that’s just not happening.  Lack of sleep has done me in as has more stuff coming up for assessment, understanding, healing.

Time to go bond and play with the one little person who has my heart. For that, I am blessed!

My dear readers ~ I would like to make an appeal to you. I would like you to consider making a donation to show you support my work, by clicking on the donate link at the top of this piece.  I do this to share my passion of writing, sharing my truth while being a voice in the Ascension and Awakening Process as well as a means of making an income to support my family. You can also help by purchasing my book, Live To Impress Yourself ~ An Interactive Journal available by clicking here. Please visit me on facebook too!  I sincerely thank you for your support!)
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I had an interesting dream last night ~ one I believe was more than just a dream.  It coincides with a piece I wrote awhile back, about a blast of incoming energy as mentioned in the works of Dolores Cannon, producing the effect of immediate healing, allowing us to return to our Pure Selves again.

In this dream, I was looking up my street to the south.  The skies were amazing.  There was a very bright glowing light and I could see dimensional planets and objects everywhere.  Neighbors were walking out into the street, some smiling, some in amazement.  The change within and without them was palpable.  I was particular drawn to two such neighbors, a daddy and his little boy.  This family has other kids, but these two were in my dream, likely because they are so much alike and about as asleep/detached emotionally as one can be.  We’ve all been there so that isn’t to judge (much – I ain’t perfect). As such, I have given up smiling much less acknowledging them, which has been disappointing of course, for me.

In the dream though, the little boy walked over to my child, smiled a beautiful smile and began playing with her ~ a first.  The dad walked down the driveway towards me, smiling.  A first (yes – I’ve never seen him smile – certainly not at me).  But there he was – beautiful smile on his face.  That part of him that had been asleep had awakened – as though it had simply melted away.

I stood there, surprised, not knowing what to do.  I observed then tuned into how I felt.  That and the objects I was seeing in the sky told me we had experienced The Shift.  The Event.

The false matrix grid had collapsed fully and we were seeing Truth – of where we are and who we are.

It was…Beautiful.

No need to pretend.

No need to wear the masks.

Is it possible energy can do this??

Yes, I believe it is.  All life IS energy after all and if we can vibe low, we can vibe high, right?

And that is what I experienced.  The Highest Vibrational frequency we have experienced in eons, suddenly running through all Life.

And if it can happen to the two individuals in my dream (who I happened to see outside today on an earlier walk), I have hope for us ALL to transform.

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(My dear readers ~ I would like to make an appeal to you. I would like you to consider making a donation to show you support my work, by clicking on the donate link at the top of this piece.  I do this to share my passion of writing, sharing my truth while being a voice in the Ascension and Awakening Process as well as a means of making an income to support my family. You can also help by purchasing my book, Live To Impress Yourself ~ An Interactive Journal available by clicking here. Please visit me on facebook too!  I sincerely thank you for your support!)
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With all of the questions I have had lately and the doubts as to whether I am transforming or dying, as what always happens, I return to the place of trusting and letting go.

The scene from Finding Nemo comes to mind to best describe this.  The character’s Dory and Marlin have summoned a whale to help them travel to Sydney, which is where Nemo, Marlin’s lost son, is said to be.  (For those not familiar with the film, I’m talking about fish here – not humans – but the lesson still applies.)  Dory is the trusting one, Marlin the skeptical one.

Inside the whale, Marlin is freaking out while Dory continues to communicate with the whale.  After awhile, the whale rises up, causing Marlin and Dory to hold on tight to its tongue.  Dory has announced they have arrived and the whale needs them to let go of the tongue and drop down, enabling them to be released out through the spout.  Marlin at first is refusing.

Finally he says “How do you know something bad isn’t going to happen!?”

Dory pauses and says, “I don’t!”

This was a choice – a pivotal moment – we have all experienced.  Do they trust and let go?  They have been guided and protected all this way, have come so far, do they trust the whale is part of that journey and let go and just DO or do they cling on and do nothing, thus destroying any chance of finding Nemo.

Well they let go and are released out the whale’s spout – into the harbor in Sydney – exactly where they needed to go and asked of the whale to take them.

Celebration ensued for a few moments, accompanied by a huge change in Marlin’s character.  He relaxed.  Became more empowered.  More of his Authentic Self.

He had been guided along the way to find his son.  He intended and focused on this one goal.

And he reached a moment of potential danger, even possible death.  He could no longer control the situation, so he chose to let go, surrender, trust.

I see this transformation and ascension process in the same way.  How do we know this isn’t some massive experiment?

How do we know something bad isn’t going to happen?

We don’t!

That’s when we pause, breath and see that yes, in spite of the bad ugly dark agenda’s still playing out, there HAS been a guiding Hand in all of this, for those of us on this journey.  We have all had those moments of help, right?  Moments where we are guided to read something or moments where someone helps us with a long standing issue or someone tells us of this or that, putting us in a new direction, a new focus.

And my experience says those moments happen after my human self has pitched a major fit (or fits) and exhausted, I surrender.  I trust.  I let go.

And Magic happens.

I get reminded again that I am not alone.

None of us are.

For in spite of the bad and scary and dark, there is something more Powerful.

And that is Love.

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(My dear readers ~ I would like to make an appeal to you. I would like you to consider making a donation to show you support my work, by clicking on the donate link at the top of this piece.  I do this to share my passion of writing, sharing my truth while being a voice in the Ascension and Awakening Process as well as a means of making an income to support my family. You can also help by purchasing my book, Live To Impress Yourself ~ An Interactive Journal available by clicking here. Please visit me on facebook too!  I sincerely thank you for your support!)
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I had a most powerful experience a few moments ago.  It put together the information from my previous piece, which includes the meditation I did with nature and Gaia to bring out the sun again as well as the Anastasia book reference I made.

I decided to return to reading the Anastasia book (which is book 1 in the series).  Anastasia is based on a real experience a Russian man had in the Siberian taiga in 1995 over a period of 3 days with a woman who called herself Anastasia.  She speaks of the darkness and the fall of humankind and the return of the light.  Topics include child rearing, education, ufo’s and sex.  It is very enlightening and very much in alignment with what I speak of and desire.  In this particular section I was just reading, Anastasia is speaking of our interaction with plants and nature.  She herself has the ability to “see” others who are working with plants and nature and is able to send a message to assist the person at the time in a way that I can only describe as life altering and healing for the individual. She then speaks to how plants react to humans, with love or hate.

Upon reading this last part, I burst into tears.  I think of how I speak so much of returning to nature when I have neglected the nature that is around me and within my own home.  I spend far more time vacuuming the floors than I do in tending to my plants – these living creatures – these beautiful life forms.  I water them (forget to do that at times).  But that’s about it.  Sometimes I will speak to them but for the most part, they are a very neglected roommate.  I have long known this.

But tonight was different.  Something in me shifted.  I suddenly knew something changed in me as I stood at my window earlier in the day and did my meditation to intend the sun.  I didn’t speak of this earlier in my piece because it had not yet sunk in, but now it has.  When I did this meditation, at first it started off as a request for sun that would benefit me.  But something spoke to me – almost energetically “grabbing/stopping” me and had me instead focus on the needs of Gaia and the plant and animal kingdom.  Suddenly I was not “me” focused. Again a first for I have intended the sun numerous times in the past (usually with little or no success – perhaps now I know why).  I was focused on the needs of all life in my immediate area and by surrendering my own individual and ego needs, something automatically and easily guided me to tune into the needs of Gaia.  And I felt an energy coming from Gaia that I have never felt before.  It was as though I could be lifted off of my feet by it.

Something influenced me during those moments.  It wasn’t my Higher Self.  No, this was something else.

Perhaps, as I wept, it was another individual – someone like Anastasia herself – who tuned into what I was focusing on and guided me in a new direction.

Whatever “it” was, I am extremely grateful for this change of heart and mind.  I now see AND feel how I have separated myself from Nature.

I see now how I have affected her with my moods and words.

I see the neglect I have created.

I take a step back and look at myself and hear the words I have been speaking so much lately about Gaia and Goddess Sophia.  I see how I have been just feeling the “words” instead of the Life Force of these “words”.

And I see the connection I have to all of Her – if only I tune in and make the connection about Gaia and her beautiful life species instead of just me.

It is time to walk my talk.

Yes, I long to live in a much more rural area.  Rows of trees nestling the back of my property and home.

But until I create that living situation, I see how I can still have my connection with nature, both inside and outside of my home.  The intelligence and beautiful energy of these life forms are waiting for me as they have been all along.  Patiently.  Waiting for this human to wake up fully ~ to remember and feel fully she is not the only one around.

Such humbleness is a beautiful and welcomed moment.

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