Category: Daily Notes

Earlier today, as I stepped outside to enjoy a very rare treat of warm sunshine, I noticed the chemtrail thugs were at it again.

“You fuckers,” I mumbled.

Then I heard the words of others throughout my life, including some in the Ascension community:  “Language, Victoria.  Watch your language.”

Then I remembered the movie “Michael” with John Travolta, 1996.  He’s at the breakfast table, shoveling large piles of sugar-coated cereal in his mouth.  The newspaper people are asking him questions about his unusual behavior.  For an angel, shouldn’t he be clean.  Shouldn’t he have a halo. Shouldn’t we be hearing beautiful harp music around him.

Michael leans in, smiles and says, “I’m not that kind of angel.”

Well, I am not that kind of Lightworker either.

At least not all of the time.

I am the type to stir the pot of Truth with a beautiful chalice, pulling out all the dirt I can find, then pointing it out to people while saying “Lookit that crap! Do you see it?  Let’s get to work cleaning it up!”

I have a deep abiding Sense of Purpose to Help.  To help uncover Truth. To help share that Truth.  And to help ensure none of us are ever victimized again by those who have shielded us from the Truth.

Yes, there are different types of Lightworker’s.  I am one part fairy/angel of soft gentleness combined with one part kick-butt Rogue Warrior. Always coupled with a massive wall of compassion and humbleness.

Well, most always.

So when I see others who call themselves a Lightworker claim there is really only one real type, I say nonsense.

We come in a variety of packages.

All with the same purpose.

To spread Source Love.

To speak Truth.

Sometimes gentleness is called for.

Other times the Warrior needs to come in and clean house.

For you see, Love In Action looks different in all situations, especially in the world known as the Matrix.

For to break down such a system requires ALL types and beautiful varieties of Lightworkers.

Those who put sugar on their cereal.

And those who don’t.

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I just finished reading a piece by a writer/blogger in the Ascension community.  I like her writings and her words resonate with me.

Tonight though I got triggered.

Reading her words about what is important at this time, what we each need to be doing for ourselves is just a painful reminder that I am not getting what I need.

Sunshine and plentiful time alone with little or no outside stimuli.

How am I to do this when I live in the part of the country that has seen maybe a dozen days of sunshine since last October and being the mother of a small child and a disabled spouse who is home most of the time.

I wish to Goddess I could find a generous soul with a studio or cottage they don’t use that I could just go to for a few hours.  A day.  Overnight if I so choose.

I NEED MY OWN SPACE.  

I am very limited by funds right now, literally penny to penny while going into debt some months, which is partly why I started this blog and am pushing my book.

Today I cried over this.  Threw up my hands in a growling fit of angst. This ascension process has left me exhausted on its own.  Add to it ongoing financial stress as well as some health issues.  I am juggling so much right now ~ something has to give.  It’s a miracle I haven’t just collapsed or packed up in the middle of the night and just disappeared. Get in the car and just drive until I run out of gas, you know?

So a note to those who put out such pieces ~ it serves no purpose to tell others what they need to be doing at this time.  Not everyone lives alone. Some of us are parents.  Not everyone undergoing this process lives on lands that have sunshine year round (as does this person).  Rather tired of reading “this is what I’m doing so you need to be doing this too.”

I’m doing the best I can with my current situation.

Much of the time I’m pretty balanced and positive.

But I do have my moments.

And I have been having them this past week.

It all keeps coming back up for resolution.

And yet, I have none.

So I do what I always have done.

Continue on, intending a miracle or two, being in Gratitude, and wail on my punching bag during those “I AM NOT DOING THIS ANY LONGER” moments.

 

Are you feeling that growing internal empowerment people?

Are you feeling the growing need to go within for your answers, with the desire of seeking “out there” waning?  WE are our own channelers.

Are you feeling “enough is enough!”?

No more waiting.

No more being told to “be patient”.

No more being told those of us awakened/awakening need to wait for the masses to catch up.

That is matrix speak.  Another layer of the crashing archon energy grid which I’m pretty sure we’re all feeling.

The time has come for us to Rise Up and RECLAIM OUR SOVEREIGNTY.

Now.  Not when someone tells us to.

We are the Creators of our Individual AND Collective reality and experience, right?

So let’s take back our Power.

I Reclaim the following (please add your own and share!):

*The rightful return of ALL of my memories

*The rightful return of all of my multi-dimensional selves

*The rightful return of all information from my akashic records (deeply disturbs me there are some who claim only THEY have such access to our personal records)

*The rightful return of my entire Energy and Etheric Bodies

*The rightful return of ALL of the powers and uses of our latent DNA which was STOLEN from us

*The TRUTH on our history, on where we are, who we are, what time period we are in as well as who exactly have kept us controlled:  TOTAL DISCLOSURE of ALL Truths

*The removal of ALL true genetic junk that was never a part of our original physical make-up to begin with

*The right to Self-Govern

*The rightful return of all the resources and wealth that have been stolen from us

*The rightful return of all life-supporting technology that can and does heal us, heal Gaia and make our lives easier and simpler

*The return of My Sovereign place/space on this earth, which includes the following:

1. Clean, pure water
2. Safe, secure housing
3. Clean, pure, abundant food
4. TRUE education
5. Absolute Freedom

All provided simply because We Are Sovereign Beings.

I am more than willing to help make this happen and be a part of this, in ensuring we each have a full return to Love, Health, Full Awareness, Truth and Sovereignty.

 

 

 

 

 

Hello beautiful people~

Enough of you have written me asking to subscribe to newsletters or an e-mail group or site updates ~ enough that I have concluded I should do something to make your experience of coming here easier.  I have decided to create an e-mail subscribe list to notify you when there are new posts.

I am not tech savvy so I will have to do some research as to how to do this. So until then, I ask for your patience as I figure this stuff out.

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Blessings and all the good things~

Victoria

My Powerful Creator Readers/Tribe~

We all want New Earth.  Like, NOW!

Right?

So let’s intend her.

Let’s imagine what we want her to Be.

Let’s imagine things we wish to see in our new Reality.

I’ll start.  Feel free to add your own.

*Healing Technology that heals us completely, whatever the issue/disease, restoring us to Wholeness.

*Food replicators.

*Flying ships.

*The return of our inherent, rightful gifts which include telepathy, teleportation, instant manifestation, the ability to heal ourselves and control our bodies.  The full return of our DNA.

*The TRUTH.  Fill in the blank.  Truth about everything that has been hidden from us.

*NO MONEY.  No banks.  No government.  No controls.

*Freedom for ALL.  TRUE freedom.  (And living in Alignment with True Freedom – we won’t need the items mentioned above.)

*Sovereignty for ALL.

*A variety of housing options, again available for ALL.  For myself and my family I have repeatedly seen a big wooden structure.

*Tech to provide any needed healing for Gaia.  (I am rethinking this ~ meaning I believe lower dimensional Earth is going to need the healing and Higher Dimensional Earth is already pristine.  Where we “go” is a matter of creating our timeline based on Who We Are/What We Desire and Intend.)

Visually, the colors are brighter.  More expansive.  The waterways are brilliant.  There is a shimmer to everything.  We can see the Aura Fields of all life.

Basically, New Earth is Earth and all of her life forms healed, restored, free.

What do you see?

I don’t know about you, but I am weary with reading these pieces on “Service To Self/Service To Others” ~ as though we have to pick a side. Pick side A (sts) and you are gonna stay stuck in neverland.  But pick side B (sto) and you get to land beautifully in nirvana.  (The Zeta’s were famous spreading this information, which is why I only followed them for 1 week.)

All of this sounds of duality and I’m not buying it.

I’m certainly not feeling it.

Remember the analogy of the mother helping herself first to her oxygen mask so that she can best assist her child?

Same thing applies here my tribe.

In order to authentically serve others, we MUST first not only know how to serve ourselves, we must love doing so.  And be ok with that!

Mama’s can attest to this.  How many of us have burned out because we have not been caring for ourselves in the ways we need due to the caregiving we provide for our children and families?

Time to change all of this “service to others first” dialogue.

Yes.  It really is ok to be of service to yourself ~ first and foremost.  To me, this means you love yourself so authentically and purely and beautifully that when you interact with me, I know I am going to be getting the Real Deal with you.

And the goddess is not into artificial ANYTHING.  (Seriously.  Check my kitchen cupboards.)

Love yourselves first.

For when we are truly grounded in and with Who We Are, when we are in those moments where we have taken such loving care of ourselves, we naturally wish to share that energy with others.  

It’s that simple.

Release the duality.

Cease to believe you have to pick a side.

None of that feels like Ascension to me.

It’s about returning to Love.

For Self.

AND…what then naturally follows…

for others.

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Something’s up.

 

I want to know where the Sun is.

Other parts of the country are seeing it and yet out west, we are lucky to see it 2-3x/month.

Well it is winter, the unawakened ones in my life tell me.

And yet, never have I recalled a winter where we didn’t get a week here and there throughout where we DO get our Sun.

This winter?

She is really missing.

And my body is feeling it.

Our Sun is a food source to our bodies.  Yes, bodies plural.  Energy. Physical.  Mental.  Spiritual.  Astral.  All of those “parts” of me NEED the sun.

And the dark agenda minions are blocking her with their weather manipulation insanity because not only do they know the necessity of our Sun, they also know she is part of the Ascension process.

When we DO have sun, I feel so much better.  While not a requirement to my ongoing ascension process, it makes it much easier and thus quicker for me to release, ground and vibe up when I have access to our Sun.

So what do I do about it?

Seriously.  I want to know.  I need my sun.  As the picture I linked in my previous post shows, the Sun is food source to us, and this becomes more important and imperative the higher we vibe.

I have a couple of choices here.

1. Move.  (any ideas folks on places that are affordable, small/rural and near mountains/trees?)
2. Learn some Native Magic to clear out the endless cloud coverage.

Something needs to give.  Soon.  For as fast as my body is changing, the less I seem to need food, the more I need my Sun.

 

Aye aye aye, thought the goddess as she attempted to drag her lovely self out of her comfy bed.  When will these ascension symptoms end?

Feeling a chill go through her, she wrapped herself in a blanket and headed out to the kitchen.  Peering into the refrigerator, nothing looked appealing.

NOTHING.

Placing a pot of water on the stove for some tea, she suddenly felt warm. Then nauseous.

“Friggin’ crap,” she mutters, sitting down.  Panic set in, causing her to think “oh great now panic TOO?”

How are you all feeling?

Aside from the symptoms I mentioned above, the nausea/gastro distress, the hot/cold stuff and the panic, a fairly new symptom ~ one that has increased this week ~ is a lack of appetite.  Not only that, I keep losing interest in foods this reality has to offer.

After I pulled myself together, did some purging and grounding, I headed out to pick up some groceries.  As I walked through the aisles and reached for the food items, every single time I grabbed an item I would think “Nope.  Doesn’t interest me.”

A ha.  A challenge, I thought.  So I set out to find something that actually did resonate with me.

Guess what?  I couldn’t find a thing in the store that was appealing to my body.

Not even chocolate.

I repeat.  Not even chocolate. 

A first.

What I do in these situations, when I find myself still being a part of this vibrational frequency and not finding anything that resonates, I reached out to my Higher Self and Mentors.  “Ok my warrior team.  Help me out here.  Is it really possible I am headed to a space where I will no longer eat?  Give me some advice please.”

I came home, went about my day and wow ~ beautiful Synchronicity was forthcoming.

1. I had the thought that I need to get away from 3d eating schedules.  Let go of the thoughts you have surrounding food.  We really often do eat out of habit instead of tuning in and seeing what our body really needs.  Good insight, I thought.  Thank you!
2. Then….I saw this image on my facebook feed.  Pretty darn cool, huh?

Acceptance.  The journey is all about acceptance of Me.

Ascension is an individual journey which has a Collective result.

It is as simple as that.

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