WOW!

I go nutso silly when the Universe speaks to me. She has been doing so in lightening speed the past few days – so much so I feel I need to carry around a recording device.

Given all of the intel and sources I follow, I have been hearing for a few months how our communications and thus our manifestations with the Universe are increasing in speed.

Here’s the examples of just the past few days:

A few mornings ago I woke up to the song “Jeremy” (pearl jam – awesome tune, btw) going through my mind. When this happens, I know it is my higher self with a message. So the past couple of days I keep hearing it, going back to that period in my life, trying to figure it out with my brain. (like that ever works!)

One line became prevalent yesterday: “lemon yellow sun”. So again, I tried figuring it out, realized I had no answers and just let it be. Until tonight. Watching a video on youtube – the caption “sun shaped like a lemon in Montana”. Well if you are close to me, you KNOW Montana triggers something in me and has for almost 20 years. Don’t know if I am “meant” to live there. Don’t know if it’s even about the particular place.  But what started as a song lead to a video which mentioned my magic word “Montana”.

The million dollar question?  What does it MEAN?

I don’t know.  (cue laughter)

I have had the issue of repeating numbers and what they mean come up several times today, including going over a paper a friend has written on the subject and having a video show up in my e-mail box on the subject.

I have had the issue of rh negative blood come up several times today, including seeing a link to a video on youtube which I just happened to save for later viewing 2 nights ago.  There are over 55,000 videos on the subject on youtube.  What are the odds that the same one came my way twice?

I awoke two mornings ago wanting to find a piece of paper that had an energy release exercise on it.  I found it strange, but also felt I needed to do it again.  Synchronicity was not finished as earlier this evening, as I shared, on a whim, this energy release technique I once did a couple of years ago I was asked me if I could pass it on.

I was thinking that as quickly as the Universe’s communications with me seems to be getting, it really isn’t that the Universe is communicating w/me faster. It is that this is how the Universe works in it’s natural state.

As I raise my vibes and as my body continues to adjust to the increasing frequencies, it is simply easier for me to receive this information.

It’s like I’ve tuned into the correct bandwidth.

And after decades of feeling more or less in between stations, where all I hear is mostly static with the occasional moments of clear music, it is indeed something to celebrate!  Thank you, more please, Wonderful Universe!

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I’ve been pondering “criticism” today.  In our western world we are taught to be tough in the face of criticism.  In fact we are even encouraged to know how to “take it”, as though knowing how to “take it” is a virtue.  To struggle with it or show emotional upset can be seen as a weakness that needs toughening up.

Well this woman disagrees.  Completely.

Inside I have NEVER ONCE been ok with criticism and even though I can show a different outer facade today – inside I simply hurt. It’s an energy that does not feel comfortable to me.  It doesn’t resonate with me.

And it never will.

And nor shall it should.

Holding a differing opinion is obviously a part of Life, here, there and everywhere.  We all have our own thoughts, beliefs and perceptions.

However when we step into the area of criticizing another person, we are infringing upon their personal space by imposing OUR will, which is not uplifting but instead, destructive in nature.

Let’s stop the criticizing.

Let’s be thoughtful of how we speak with one for whom we disagree.

Let’s instead present our idea, noticing our body language, noticing whether we wish to control the other person or simply share our particular perception on the issue of discussion.

And let us always remain open to the fact that this other person may just be mirroring an unrecognized Truth we hold within that has yet to be uncovered.

Then we can do away with criticism altogether and instead of feeling the need to “toughen up” ourselves and our children, we can instead just be Soft and Supportive – Flexible and Free – which is the natural state of Who We Are as Sovereign Beings.

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(This is not a political piece.  This is a piece focused on emotion, raising consciousness and healing.)

My fellow Goddesses~

I see you.

I hear you.

I feel you.

I see you standing up in solidarity to the misogynist machinations of the masculine patriarch that has kept you oppressed for eons.

I hear your cries of anger, of rage over the injustices you have all endured.

And I feel your anger and rage of your collective trauma’s.  The deep, abiding pain and the utter feeling of hopelessness and disappointment.

For I am you.

I too have been oppressed.

I have been held down because of my gender.

I have been told I cannot do this or that because I am female.

I have been told “you wouldn’t understand” because I am female.

I have been molested.  Raped.

I have been groped, been at the receiving end of unwanted cat calls, physically handled.

I have been told my body belongs to my husband.

I have been told not to touch myself “down there.”

I have been called a cunt.  A whore.  Slut.

I have been told I am being too sensitive as I cry righteous tears of anger and pain because a male just finished telling me how unworthy or stupid I am.

It ain’t easy being female, is it?

All of that being said, for all the expressed rage and anger that is coming out with these purposeful marches, unless coupled with thoughtful consciousness with the intention to heal, serves no purpose.

Am I saying not to express that rage?  That anger?

Absolutely not.

Get it out sister’s, I say.

However then we must remember what is underneath the anger and rage and be willing to show these emotions publicly as well.

The pain.

The disappointment.

That deep, deep, deep disappointment.

We must feel that.  We must allow ourselves to swim in it.  Let it wash over us as we release our individual and collective tears.

Then we must find forgiveness.

Forgiveness first and foremost for ourselves.

Forgiving ourselves for those times when we forgot our Divinity.

Forgiving ourselves for those times when we slipped into the role of the dominant masculine, becoming the very ones who oppressed us.

And lastly, forgiving the masculine itself.  Forgiving the men.

For our men are hurting too.  They are lost.  Confused.  They need us just as we need them.

For all of the injustice and control and domination and power plays they have injected into our lives, they too have been victims.  Just turn on any sitcom or commercial and you will see men being portrayed as helpless idiots, incapable of any deep, insightful behavior.  Go to a women’s gathering where it is not unusual to hear a variety of insults coming from the women aimed at their partners.  We slip into this lower-level of behavior because it has been done to us and we falsely believe it boosts our sense of self.

So in some ways, the system has painted us to become like them, and they, like us.  Both in ways that are utterly dis-empowering, for none of it is authentic.

But we can rise above that.

We have the chance to engage in a deeply spiritual, heart-felt, individual and collective cleanse in so long as we use conscious intention and thoughtfulness.

However, until and unless we are willing to go into our hearts and feel our pain and find forgiveness, we who are marching and protesting won’t be treated fairly nor will we be respected.  At least not in any authentic way.

So for my female Goddesses out there hitting the streets, please, I ask of you not to be influenced by media coverage or political pundit analysis, propaganda or hollywood elitism.  We have the chance to engage in a deeply spiritual, heart-felt, individual and collective cleanse in so long as we use conscious intention and thoughtfulness.  Let us rise above the destruction taking place on the streets and on our televisions.  Let us not cave to the divide and conquer agenda. And certainly let us not turn this into a situation of duality where our only agenda is to see the men as the enemy and we the victim’s.

For the system has made us all into victim’s, in one way or another.  Let us cry those tears of victim-hood and let us rise up, together, a create a new society where we ALL honor the Divinity within.

For in doing that, we will then again remember to honor the Divinity in others.

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