Donations are down this month – I had intended they be elevated. For whatever reason there is a block around me – a heaviness – that I keep pushing through when it comes to money. It is certainly not coming from within – I’ve worked all year to clear that nonsense.
I’ve been asking some other “bigger boys” on stage for some help – promoting – that sort of thing. I either don’t hear back or they’re not interested.
I feel like others have been able to push through – but not everyone. I’m tired of false promises. I’m tired of feeling so g.d. alone here – asking for what I need where I am left crying while the world goes on. I’m really trying. I don’t think most know what I really battle with every day – how I push myself. How f’ing much I PUSH myself.
Today my heart is so f’ing heavy. My girl is quite apathetic now – today she said “mom stop having expectations of people – that way you won’t be disappointed. You just stop caring.” 😩😭 She recently wrote to a family member – 2 months ago – who when we spoke to this individual, she was so casual about it – “Oh I haven’t had time to write back” – no “thank you sweetie” – nothing like that – and this coming from someone who is retired and lives alone and is more or less homebound. Why did my girl write? Because she thought she would feel less lonely and it would give her something to do to occupy her time and mind. Straight from the heart. And this is the b.s. she gets. Very similar to the same level of b.s. I’ve received in unwanted advice. Heartless.
That is NOT what I am teaching her – but that is what she is seeing my experience to be this past year. Put out, put out – wall wall wall. But mama keeps putting out and trying and now she is saying “mom why bother just stop” (NOT HAPPENING). I point out the good – the helpers – the new people who have come into my life – but she knows it isn’t enough to make the changes I need to make. And I do as well.
So on this Christmas Eve – I pray for all of my intentions to finally burst forth. For good to enter and all that is not love to exit. For the Light to TRULY be the Way of not just my experience and my girl’s – but for everyone of us.
Flooding……………We have had over 2 months of near non-stop clouds, fog and/or rain – the number of sunny says has been almost non-existent – which is unheard of even here. The air is so moist – I’m seeing even new cars fogged up – all windows. A first. And the one-headlight oddity is still going on – saw two back-to-back tonight – Subaru’s – both of them newer models. I intend Sun each day. MUST HAVE SUN NOW.
This beautiful 200 year old desk And say chisel and hamer🤣 at least a little sense, you underestimate all the people of the world too much✅️ pic.twitter.com/NjPXwitWc4
Happy Winter Solstice for the northerners – happy Summer Solstice for the southerners, which btw thank you for allowing us to have the mechanical sun start heading our way again. 🥰😂😜
My site giving me issue w/embedding X links so doing it direct. Here is what I’m seeing today. Make sure to subscribe, share and donate what you can. Thank you!
Senator Ron Johnson is already in talks with RFK jr to release the redacted documents exposing Fauci and the Biden Admin. plan to cover up the fact the shot was causing heart damage in young people.
When all seems lost and you have not even a speck of faith left, the Universe opens doors that you have long called out to be open – commanded – and it is at that moment that you feel the “YES” moment.
I am holding out for that moment. It’s all I got. For now, I continue to do what I do – exploring a couple new ideas – asking for what I need – heart expanding on the occasions I am asked – catching myself when the lying words of doubt creep in – crying out “NOT TRUE” and replacing with what IS true. And in between, punching my bag, whacking things with my stick, talking with girlfriends, crying and cursing and asking “WTF UNIVERSE?! W H E N?” Because MY watch says NOW.
I’m noticing some very strange things related to car. One is this ongoing situation of seeing cars with just one headlight – mostly new or newer cars – but some older. It’s now just flat out bizarre. Then I am noticing how many cars – again new or newer and some older – who are having condensation build up on the inside of their cars. I don’t recall seeing that – but it has been unbeeeeeeeeeelievably damp the past couple of months. Our car is also having this build up – and it’s a first. Something is “in the air” here.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to show your support for my work by leaving a contribution of your choice and sharing. Drop me a note too if you would like.
It is difficult when you SEE and KNOW to watch this play out….Even if you take breaks or even if you don’t participate at all – you still feeeeeeeeeeel it. Some moments – absolutely:
Joey doing another drive by drop to make you smile 😊
Usually, it’s because the body has gotten used to this way of existence – and the pain behind this behavior comes from not being seen and not having that pain acknowledged as a child so the body gets into a pattern of seeking what it needed so long ago. We have the power to heal and change/shift – give yourself what you didn’t receive.
a lot of truth in this. while others may have abused and harmed (and yes it would be awesome if the behavior was owned) WE still hold the power to heal and move beyond the trauma. https://t.co/UR2iZXy7J1
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 19, 2024
Still not passed………..
🚨 The following 38 Republicans voted against the House spending deal, which failed to pass as a result:
Aaron Bean Andy Biggs Josh Brecheen Tim Burchett Eric Burlison Kat Cammack Michael Cloud Andrew Clyde Eli Crane John Curtis Jeff Duncan Russ Fulcher Bob Good Paul Gosar Andy…
Even after it went from over 1500 pages down to 116 (below), majority of Dems saying no (because they aren’t getting their “special projects”) and only 38 Republicans voting no as well – many of whom are alleged to be real patriots. Something’s not adding up:
JUST IN:
The new slimmed down CR has failed the House Vote.
🚨 The following 38 Republicans voted against the House spending deal, which failed to pass as a result:
Aaron Bean Andy Biggs Josh Brecheen Tim Burchett Eric Burlison Kat Cammack Michael Cloud Andrew Clyde Eli Crane John Curtis Jeff Duncan Russ Fulcher Bob Good Paul Gosar Andy…
The new continuing resolution spending bill is 116 pages vs. the original 1,547 and here are some of the key changes:
-No pay raise for Congress -No transfer of the football stadium land -No Global Engagement Center extension -No section on “Pandemic Preparedness and Response”… pic.twitter.com/mwUx63sqlD
What does the U.S. Government use taxpayer dollars for?
-$6.9M studying ‘smart toilets’ that recognize the user’s ‘anal print’ -$2.3M for the NIH to inject dogs with cocaine – $118,000 to study if a metal replica robot of Marvel Comics’ Thanos could really snap his fingers -…
BREAKING: OMB has reportedly instructed agencies to begin communicating shutdown procedures to employees starting at 10 a.m. tomorrow, according to CBS’s @kristincbrown.
BREAKING: Rep. Tim Burchett to introduce legislation requiring every amendment to include the name of its sponsor, so the American people “know who to blame.”
My girl and I were walking past the local synagogue. We speculated when Hannukah was this year. I thought it was probably already over so we looked it up. It begins this year on December 25th and goes to January 2, 2025. Never known it to be this late so I looked into why.
“Why is Hanukkah so late in 2024? Hanukkah follows the Hebrew calendar, beginning on the 25th day of Kislev. In 2024, this date aligns with December 25 in the Gregorian calendar, making Hanukkah later than usual.”
Of note: “Hanukkah can occur as early as Thanksgiving or as late as Christmas. In 2027, the first night of Hanukkah will fall on Christmas Eve, as it did in 1978 and 2016.”
2016 – the year Trump won. Something? Nothing? Just one of those things I thought “hmmm”…
For the INFJ’s:
**Why INFJs Might Seem “Weird” to Others: A Look Inside Our Honeycomb Brains** If you’re an INFJ like me, you’ve probably noticed how others sometimes find us “weird” or hard to understand. And let’s be honest—our brains do work a little differently. I’ve come to describe my mind as an **abstract honeycomb**, and here’s why that metaphor fits so well:
1. **We Think in Patterns and Layers** INFJs are wired to see the big picture and connect the dots in ways others might not notice. Imagine a honeycomb, where every cell represents an idea or concept. For us, these ideas are all interconnected, forming intricate patterns that might feel abstract or “out there” to others. Sensors, who focus more on concrete details, often don’t see the connections we do—and that can make us seem confusing or even intimidating to them.
2. **We Live in the Abstract and Logical at the Same Time** INFJs are unique in the way we use both our left and right brain simultaneously. While some people think step-by-step, we’re processing life on multiple levels—both abstractly and logically. For example, if we sense that a situation, like a fight, is about to erupt, our intuition and logic work together: we piece together subtle cues and say, “We should go.” Meanwhile, sensor types may see nothing wrong and dismiss the warning. By the time they realize there’s a problem, we’re already gone. This ability to anticipate can feel like a superpower, but it’s also a curse because many people ignore our warnings.
3. **Our Minds Reflect Neurodivergent Traits** Some INFJs (myself included) see traits in ourselves that overlap with neurodivergence, such as ADHD or autism spectrum tendencies. It makes me wonder: Are we part of a broader spectrum of rare minds, designed to see what others cannot? INFJs are already one of the rarest personality types, and combined with our abstract, pattern-driven thinking, it’s easy to feel like we’re among the “last of the ones who could see.” I often use the phrase, “For those who can see,” because that’s what it feels like to be an INFJ. We spot connections, truths, and patterns that others overlook. It’s a gift, but it can also make us feel isolated in a world where the majority doesn’t think this way.
4. **Energy and Focus Are Like Buzzing Bees** Our thought process isn’t linear. One moment, we’re hyperfocused on something fascinating, and the next, our attention has shifted to a completely different idea. It’s as if our minds are always buzzing, constantly building and refining ideas—just like bees working in a honeycomb. This can make us feel scattered, but it also allows us to explore ideas deeply and creatively.
5. **We’re Made for Depth, Not Small Talk** Let’s face it: surface-level conversations drain us. INFJs thrive on exploring deep topics and uncovering hidden truths. But for people who prefer practicality or action over reflection, this can feel unnecessary or even “weird.” That’s okay! Our gift is in understanding the deeper layers of life—something not everyone prioritizes.
6. **We’re Hard to Pin Down** Because we process so much internally, we can come across as mysterious or aloof. Others might think we’re being overly dramatic or reading too much into situations, but the truth is, we just see things in ways that go beyond the obvious. **Why Some Types Struggle to Understand Us** Sensors, who make up the majority of the population, often prefer clear, direct communication and practical solutions. INFJs, on the other hand, focus on meaning, intuition, and possibilities. This can create a natural disconnect. But it’s not about one way of thinking being better than another—it’s just *different.*
**Embracing Our “Weirdness”** Our honeycomb minds might feel complicated, but they’re also beautiful. We INFJs are the ones who see patterns, find connections, and dream of a better world. Instead of trying to fit into a world that doesn’t always get us, let’s embrace what makes us unique. After all, our “weirdness” is what makes us who we are. So the next time someone calls you “too deep” or “hard to understand,” just smile. Your honeycomb brain is a gift—and the right people will see its beauty. Fellow INFJs, does this description resonate with you? How do you explain your unique way of thinking to others? Share your thoughts!
Weird day – feels different than yesterday (which felt lighter). Today is just – strange. Woke up feeling that sense of “it’s ‘their’ day'” – which I take it as part of the back and forth/moves counter-moves. I usually only feel such things right as I wake up and tune in. Then I focus on making the day go according to MY intentions/desires.
Here’s what I’m seeing going on out on the world stage. Remember to donate and share. TY.
People call me "NostraThomas" for accurately predicting @SpeakerJohnson would use the Christmas recess to force a massive spending bill through Congress.
After claiming he would not, Johnson is embracing a D.C. tradition that's nearly as old as decorating Christmas trees. pic.twitter.com/TRd1ZiCXtc
🚨James O’Keefe issues dark warning to the Deep State that he has cameras EVERYWHERE ahead of the new Trump admin:
“Let’s say you’ve targeted someone for their politics… that’s illegal. If you’re one of the bad guys… you’re going to meet with one of my undercover people” pic.twitter.com/SUGxi3D5tE
for the advanced truther/non: "you're next up buddy". keep your friends close. enemies closer. https://t.co/xEybUqDyjW
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 18, 2024
Whoa…
Tucker Carlson says at Every Major Construction Site in the United States, you will find Child Prostitutes — Homan says we have to save these women and children
“If you go to any construction site, if they’re building a data center, or a mall… I know because I know a… pic.twitter.com/ZgRdUxeGU9
Tom Homan gets emotional during his new Tucker Carlson interview
“Over half a million children trafficked into this country”
“I've talked to little girls as young as 9, they were r*ped multiple times by members of the cartel. Grown men, crawled upon this little girl, took… pic.twitter.com/wNOcg96vFm
NC Coast – space wars? Something’s in the air causing electrical anomalies…
For hours there has been lightning in the exact same location every 10-20 seconds…there is lightning nowhere else in the sky. pic.twitter.com/uResonhnYF
Newburgh, New York Walmart has all their lights flashing. This has been happening all over the country, it also just happened at Asheville, North Carolina airport
Is this due to the “Drones/ Orbs?” Are they testing our infrastructure for some upcoming event?
I am feeling that block in seeing my future – ongoing – SOMETHING is going on………..although my sense in what she saw is a future version of herself on that new timeline – where we all return to where ALL of our parts belong (for lack of a better way of explaining it) – and who knows who we really are as. that. person. My girl has been having dreams of her future self – and seeing me as well – all US but, well, New. New people. New place. Just – New (and beautifully happy).
It feeeeeeeeeeeels like humanity is trying to get as much drone coverage as they can. It’s like someone let loose millions of hundred-dollar bills, tossing them out of planes, where it’s first come to get (and see) then throwing the finds on tik tok, youtube, etc. And I get people want to figure it out. I’m not playing that game. I’m watching. Because those “in the know” – KNOW – obviously – and I am not much for things like this which for me feels like “let’s see how much attention we can get from them”. V no play that game.
Whatever it is, they are, at some point it will be revealed. IN FULL. (Allegedlyitbetterberevealed). For now, it’s drip drip drip a little bit here and a little bit there but noooooooooooot going to let you see it all in full just yet. 🙄 As we know, George News did say “WATCH NEW JERSEY” years back on telegram.
I went in search of some in awakening community who take more of the spiritual perspective – which I still appreciate – but overall what I saw was more of the same with the “almost there” and “more purging” and “more upgrades” – and is it possible that while these approaches are helpful as we awaken – no. one. can accurately give dates or know for sure what is going on. I still see this as one massive universal clean-up of evil controlling deceptive AI’s, beings and otherwise… and anything that put the blinders over our eyes – whether that has been through frequencies, codes, ways of living/being, toxins and poisons etc. – and as such there is technology being used that far surpasses what any of us can even consider – AND as such is using strategic planning and operations which means no dates and the end result is OUR FREEDOM. So, no worries in terms of “am i doing it right? am i doing enough?” And no pressure on “I have to do THIS now”. Just my feeeeeeeeeeeeels.
For now, here’s what I’m seeing on da big stage. Please remember to donate whatever you can and share. TY! (oh and btw – my fbook account has been restored. they said surprise surprise your account does not violate our community standards. 🙄😂 duh!)
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 18, 2024
yeah, about that “nothing’s going to happen very quickly” part………….oh we WANT QUICK. you’re dayem right we want QUICK.
This would be SO HUGE ‼️ Donald Trump hints at the removal of pesticides coming in America
“Very serious discussions about certain things — Pesticides, you know Europe doesn't use pesticides, and yet they have a better mortality rate than we do — We spend billion and billions of… pic.twitter.com/PNcI3Xlk8D
modern day public system modeled after the Prussian model – which gave them enough education to be a good worker but not enough to encourage true free(dom) thought. https://t.co/xUs6pwRG3U
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 18, 2024
I remember Michael Moore’s Fahrenheit 911 – he spoke to one of the members of congress who said, “you don’t really think we read these bills do you?” My opinion since is ‘nothing passes unless read’. If you agree, give a thumbs up.
nice diet coke reference…………(wth does it even mean and who actually drinks it – for reals?) https://t.co/cmSG4orDGS
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 18, 2024
i don't care what anyone says – AI has no place with humans because not one person can guarantee with 100% certainty that it will not become self-aware and take over. pretty sure we've already had that experience. perhaps we are having it. https://t.co/qEtOQbIg8M
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 17, 2024
They turn “5” in 3 days. Feeeeeeeeeeeels 5:5………
⭐ There’s no such thing as a day without space operations.
A lot of peeps challenging him on the “there are no AI’s in congress” comment….
"There are no AI's in congress"………….lol what about masked reptilians? he didn't give that description…. https://t.co/3GcgFsYnSL
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 17, 2024
CONFRONTED: Henry Appel, National Security Council advisor, is confronted by James O'Keefe after being caught on hidden camera spilling the "Tea" about @POTUS saying "He [Biden] Can't Say a Sentence."
I had a few things I wanted to put together and share – perhaps another time. Simply too tired tonight. The “drone” stuff continues. Who knows. Movie scenes? Show and tell? Objects coming out of the ocean with such advanced technology our own military is not equipped to handle (see below)? “Them” coming up in a [controlled] manner? My biggest sense in all of this is it IS controlled (also referenced below). To point out the inadequacies in our military? To show us the type of tech that we have really had access to? Some say it’s all distraction. I say otherwise. There’s a purpose to this SKY EVENT. And my feel is – it involves both sides. Which is why it’s so g.d. difficult to figure things out.
Can I possibly ask any further questions?
Yes?
I could – but I’m not going to. Zzzzzzzzzz. Mental fatigue. Anyone else?
Remember to donate and share to support my work and keep me motivated and going. TY!
Then – there is this – my sense as mentioned above – both sides of agenda’s being brought to the forefront:
FAA Administrator Michael Whitaker Announces Resignation FAA Administrator Michael Whitaker will resign effective January 20, 2025, after serving just over a year in the role.
I posed the question today: Have any of us seen proof of Trump actually EATING McDonald’s burgers and fries? There are photos but is there anyone who has SEEN him actually eat it? Like a live video? Still awaiting actual proof.
This kind-hearted rescuer visits the dog he saved in its forever home every year, and their bond couldn’t be more pure.. ❤️ pic.twitter.com/MAH5acHWP0
BREAKING: Biden allegedly bribed with hundreds of thousands of dollars funneled through his brother, Jimmy Biden, for pardons by the “Mississippi Mafia,” per Paul Sperry. pic.twitter.com/ZnPtZn5PLT
And of course, the animals. I was greeted this morning by a neighbor’s toddler, who was interested in pointing out all of the cool things she was looking at as well as dancing along with me. 🥰
I played around with Grok for a few minutes last night – overall staying away from that – but asked it to draw me. Compared to the last image, this one is much more accurate energetically.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to donate what you can and share. Thank you!
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 12, 2024
Interesting it’s signed The WH – White Hats most likely – which is interesting given the ongoing sky event happenings which I feel is Space Force………..
BREAKING: For the first time in U.S. history, a Nativity scene, along with prayer, Christmas carols, and a Scripture reading of the birth of Jesus, was held at the U.S. Capitol. pic.twitter.com/37mzBL4Xgl
Scavino posted a picture of Trump on the cover of Time magazine from December 19, 2016. The delta between his post and the date on the cover = 2914 days. Q2914 includes, “"Time to start looking at the other side where real crimes were committed." – POTUS”
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 12, 2024
JUST IN: 🇺🇸🇺🇦 US President-elect Trump tells Ukrainian President Zelensky that he doesn't support Ukraine's membership in NATO. pic.twitter.com/FQIsCCrYGa