i realize that when i speak the way i’m about to, not all get it. and that’s ok because i know we’re all unique in our own way – and not everyone has the same experience or came from the same place nor came here in the same way or for the same reason.
but i gotta say – especially since the election here in the states – i am as untethered to this place as i have ever been. i’ve been spending time alone – quiet – trying to tether myself to SOMETHING.
and you know what?
it just ain’t happening.
i feel attached to NOTHING.
NADA.
zero zip N A D A.
directionless.
there’s this huge void of emptythat makes me question if i’m really human – if i’m just a program that is running down or something.
and it isn’t that i’m not motivated – i am – i am HUGELY in need of change and new – but other than this mental speak i continue to do i don’t know what to f’ing do.
i don’t much like that i feeeeeeeeeeeeel i am waiting on something outside of me to switch and change that catapults me forward.
i don’t like this at all.
it’s my life – I AM IN CHARGE.
ME
I am the driver.
I am in control.
So you could say going quiet within is annoying as hell for me atm.
So I distract.
I do crafts.
I eat.
I lift weights.
And eat again.
I go for walks.
Oooh is that a box of cookies I forgot about??
I play the piano and I sing f’ing kumbaya and dance to Linus and Lucy and Vince Guaraldi music.
And drink some tea and oooooh more cookies!
And sometimes I kick things and scream.
And eat again this time fruit because i need that balanced diet.
And cry.
And pray.
Sometimes plead.
Thoughts return to food….
Melted cheese – that sounds good!
And ask.
And eat another cookie.
And command.
But I.Am.Still.Here.
And I thank the Universe that during these times I come across others like me who are experiencing the same damn thing, which makes me step back and stop blaming myself for this struggle to create and get clarity and move mountains
While the media pushes some of “their” people into the next Trump Administration (like Marc Rubio as I shared last night), I had one of those inner people journalist/researcher moments today when I realized if I wanted to know the truth in terms of who he is picking, go to the source, in this case, Trump’s social media accounts. Here is his ongoing list of people.
(That said – how can we have a legitimate Presidency when we are still seeing actors?)
Other than that, sleep is weird, both my girl and I had future-type dreams that were a first (for each of us) – interesting too as we were doing things our current selves are saying “nope” to – but only because of that inner pain stuff. Future is looking quite Bright.
Hmmm – feel off about these two (actors) – but then again we still have Vance and Bobby K on stage. Interesting comparison to The Manhattan Project….Work will end by July 4, 2026…….
then this one came in the last hour. not liking this one…..and can we finally get rid of that word “homeland”? 🙄 note: DHS was created January 24, 2023 after 9/11 – in response TO the “attacks”.
UPDATED TRUMP APPOINTMENTS‼️
🟨 Susie Wiles – Chief Of Staff 🟨 Lee Zeldin – EPA 🟨 Elise Stefanik – U.N. Ambassador 🟨 Tom Homan – Border Czar 🟨 Stephen Miller – Deputy Chief Of Staff for Policy 🟨 Michael Waltz- National Security Adviser 🟨 Mike Huckabee – Ambassador to… pic.twitter.com/inFVAb4etH
MSM is using these leaks to sow distrust in the new Trump administration. Do not be fooled. Ask yourself if Trump is really trying to drain the swamp would he choose Marco Rubio? This is fake news. MAJORITY OF LEAKS SERVE TO THEIR BENEFIT. pic.twitter.com/HOFPy4KDCq
You have to have brass balls to be in the media spotlight knowing Donald Trump will release the Epstein Files. Do you know how many people you are about to see vacate their prime time slots between now and February 1st? https://t.co/hRa4XzEjGt
I could watch this a million times. A baby in the womb smiles at the sound of dad's voice during a 32 week ultrasound! Hard to believe there are people who believe this isn't life! pic.twitter.com/GbBTrUfP8X
The fact that it’s 11/11 seems to escape me today. The energy continues to feel lighter since last week. The emotional intensity on stage continues – something I’m not going to touch. My feel has always been, unless we’re dealing with obvious e v i l, all perspectives have the right to be heard.
Evil like what is referred to here:
🇷🇺 Russian President Putin says "for centuries, Western elites grew accustomed to filling their bellies with human flesh and their pockets with money."
He’s hitting ’em hard. Rather reminds me of the words John Kennedy said – how he would take out his father’s killers if he had to dismantle the entire DC establishment……..
BREAKING: Robert F. Kennedy Jr. reportedly plans to fire 600 employees at the National Institutes of Health. pic.twitter.com/asSLaq8sTF
On the fence about this one in terms of it still holding weight………Hopeful it does.
Loy & Raland Brunson Brothers Brunson SCOTUS Case Information #SCOTUS under a Rule 11 situation can reevaluate a case even after the case has been DENIED publicly
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 11, 2024
JUST IN: 🇮🇩🇺🇸 Indonesian President Prabowo Subianto releases video of him having conversation with US President-elect Trump. pic.twitter.com/AD549USgdq
Sing and hum. Dance. Purifies your body and space.
Thank you those of you who donated to help with the water incident. It was an interesting way to start the day – walk down the hall – suddenly you’re walking in water – your mind still not awake going “WTF?!” It was a leaking hose from the water heating tank – and I mean it was dripping and spraying – so when I called, I asked if we could get someone out ASAP. It has a fix atm – may be permanent or temporary (new hose – a bit smaller than the original). Still waiting to hear back from the heating folks. Had to toss a bunch of kleenex, dry the drawer of blankets that got wet, dry the floor runner, run a heater on the closet floor and underneath the drawer. I had already cleaned out the closets this fall – all but this one. So there you go – it’s now clean. 🙄😂
Listening to some music, doing a little movement and dancing, ongoing focus of getting back into my body – in full – for probably the first time in my life.
Energy still feels oddly calm – today even more so. Wondering if it’s possible the worst is over. As I think I already shared here (I shared it somewhere), we’re so used to disappointment. Still – eyes open – well when you can. Who else wants to sleep a lot now?
Trumps Plan to Deploy the National Guard and Federal Assets to every Major City to Restore Law and Order — Allowing Citizens to SUE Local Officials for Damages Caused by their Policies, And Passing a Concealed Carry Reciprocity Legislation Allowing Gun Owners to Carry… pic.twitter.com/fEv1sRq4P1
BREAKING: Trump advisers are drawing up plans to carry out his mass deportation strategy, including considering a national emergency declaration that would allow the administration to repurpose military assets to detain and remove migrants, per WSJ.
I am very surprised that the Democrats, who fought a hard and valiant fight in the 2020 Presidential Election, raising a record amount of money, didn’t have lots of $’s left over. Now they are being squeezed by vendors and others. Whatever we can do to help them during this…
BREAKING: Robert F. Kennedy Jr. says the Trump administration will change the personnel of public health agencies on day one, and if ‘we can’t fire them, we can ship them to a new HHS headquarters in Guam.’
Everything has meaning with Trump. The vertical flag position on his face has intrigued me. "the U.S. Flag Code specifies that hanging the American flag vertically is the correct method when attaching to a rope." Rope = hangings? pic.twitter.com/ESDcLC0m2b
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 9, 2024
BREAKING: FEMA has fired the official who instructed relief workers to skip the homes of Trump supporters while providing hurricane aid in Florida.
Trumps Executive Plan to Financially Starve and Investigate Hospitals and Health Care Providers that Chemically, Physically, and Emotionally harm our Children
• Day 1, revoke Joe Biden’s policies on “gender affirming care” • New EO will cease all programs that promote the… pic.twitter.com/21k5DND2V7
What a strange day. Vibes out there are weird – very quiet – even with all of the crazy we see on the ‘net – I am not feeling that. At least not here. The feel, for me, is self-reflecting, self-love, self-comfort and self-care. Like rocking an infant in great need of soothing. I’m feeling so much in my heart in that regard.
Just a few finds – I’m more focused on self-care atm. Quite exhausted. And could be a wee bit of post-election withdrawal. 🙄😂
Trump has won 31 states representing 312 out of a total of 538 electoral votes, or 58%. The number 58 is deeply connected to Trump.
– Trump Tower has 58 stories – Mar-a-Lago has 58 bedrooms – Trump married Melania at 58 – Trackdown episode about Trump set in 1958 – Quantum Leap… pic.twitter.com/Ug3CGd2lzz
How would you feel about the 5G towers if you knew that these frequencies are used to READ YOUR MIND? How would you feel knoing that MikeFlynns very close associate builds them & that MikeFlynn coined the term 5GWarfare but while he told you all it stands for Fifth generation…
Chanting, singing. Breathing practices. Meditation. Dance. Yoga. Exercise. Play music. Listen to music. Pushups, pulling, pushing, lifting. EMDR. Brainspotting. Certain foods, vitamins, adaptogens. The co-regulation seems to be a fairly new practice, where you work with someone you trust who is grounded/regulated and using mirroring, breathing, and touch, we can regulate our nervous systems. Kind of like working with a child who is upset. It’s a beautiful practice and I am seeing a growing number of people talking about it. As my healer says, spend as much time as you can in the parasympathetic nervous system.
On the heirarchy of the feeeels – it’s higher than being numb/frozen/detached.
It feels very quiet – almost too quiet. There are people who are very upset -so much so they are shaving their heads. Some on social media saying if you voted for Trump, unfriend me while ranting about the need for unity. Some women also saying they are getting their tubes tied (including seeing a local say the same – young woman). I don’t know where this is going – just know something feels both calm (as in everything will be ok) and a bit ominous (as in I don’t quite know when that solid calm experience comes in and stays). The radio people are also very upset.
I feel things happen quickly now.
I remember Lisa Harrison saying we return home during the time of year everyone celebrates – she also said she felt we had about 4-6 weeks of $$ freedom/abundance – just to know what that feels like. No one knows for sure of course -but these two statements of hers have stayed with me – and returned again yesterday in my feeeeeeeeeeels.
Praying for all to remain calm, centered and in the heart. Now more than ever. And maybe this really is THE CALM b4………..
Massachusetts governor @maura_healey, a Democrat, said her state would absolutely not comply with any federal policies to remove illegal foreign nationals. Read: https://t.co/aNi1zDgL2q
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RFK Jr just started ‘Policies for the People’
“It is a direct line to Team Trump where Americans can go and propose certain policies that they think would be beneficial to the American people… pic.twitter.com/GCdIvVmoeF
F’ery abounds – as does that sketchy vibe. And some humor. You will see it all and more below. Thank you for your support. Please remember to share and leave a financial contribution for my work. Let’s get that number back up to where it has been. Thank you!
yeah – my girl noticed that – we spent some time to see if this was protocol (alleged "former" first ladies using luggage with the prez seal) https://t.co/O0v6bb266n
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 5, 2024
Now this is very interesting – Elon shared this last night. I missed this part – went and gave it another look – it’s real:
Note at the :24 second mark, the voice in the background saying:
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 5, 2024
There’s Elvis again (from last night – last rally – “Elvis” has left the building………..) – Singing Suspicious Minds – interesting song too about being caught in a trap……….
4:50amEDT—Trump Force One is en route from Michigan to Florida now, with some Elvis…
Ok so here’s more sleuthing/feeeeeeeeeeeeels – most of this I’ve shared – but just getting more clear and convinced……..Trump has been telling us he’s leaving the stage. He was the master of ceremonies – the great actor – calling out everyone who needed to be seen. I still sense this makes way for John to be the new prez for those having that upcoming experience. When Trump spoke of 4 years from now, another candidate, there may be 200 people at the rally. My sense of that is once this split happens, those still not seeing go to the cleaned up version – and in another 4 years – there will just be a small number of people still “here” – still waking up. Think about it – as I’ve been saying for so long – for most of us it’s taken years to wake up – and so while it is not fair or just to expect us to wait even longer than we have – those still not seeing will have that chance. If our consciousness can be removed and placed elsewhere – done by “evil” doers – then GOOD can do the same and use it to awaken those still not seeing. Trump goes home with us – those left behind either have no memory of him and have another person as their prez – John perhaps or perhaps even an actor version of KH who is controlled and does things right. Remember this is about saving the MIND – the Consciousness. Just some feeeeeeeeeels…
And then there’s this beauty – with today’s delta (7 years). I had forgotten about this one and the “elections don’t matter after this stage”. Remember T telling us in recent weeks we wouldn’t have to vote again?
And that's what we have been doing we've already gone back that's part of this bizarre experience we've been in and now we catapult Back to the Future in a Flash https://t.co/v8vai7OnwB
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 5, 2024
🚨🇺🇸🇮🇱 "ISRAEL is LOSING, UKRAINE has LOST & TRUMP will WIN" | Episode 22
Jackson Hinkle's FULL INTERVIEW with Former CIA Analyst Larry Johnson discussing the likelihood of a US civil war, why ISRAEL is DOOMED & why the media won't shut up about North Koreans in Ukraine. pic.twitter.com/5IPRf7YPfe
Daylight savings time – a silly little thing – messes with the sleep cycle – makes people extra cranky. I don’t participate and as many of you know haven’t for many years – schedule all things around the time difference.
To those of you doing intentions on my behalf – thank you btw! – please add in the financial abundance one. Income is down about $300 and that is a lot – at least to someone like myself. Some day this changes for us all. Some are doing quite well in this regard – too many aren’t. And that dayem squirrel dude and whoever/whatever he is – has raised several thousand dollars. And I research and share truth and write about it here and have my income drop?
R E A L L Y?!
I’ve also been censored during this time on f.b. and x – f.b. actually telling me “it looks like you’re trying to get likes on your post” which they say violates community standards. But – isn’t that what social media is about? Share information to get likes. ??
I command the energies of love and truth be in charge here. Time to take down this corrupt ugly controlling toxic narcissistic matrix “thing”.
One of my long time friends/subscribers/supporters of my work has a daughter who wrote a book, which you can check out here. I love the price too. 🥰 She’s struggling as well currently with the making money thing. Here’s a synopsis:
This book is for those on the quest of optimal health, inspired living, and who know that health and healing are our birthright. Simple daily practices to transform our lives into a beautiful practice of self-care.
Then I have my friend Kimberly who makes beautiful jewelry and could also use some $love$.
Let’s show the world with our dollars (or pennies lol) that we support those who share Truth, whose focus is on positively changing and enhancing our personal experience, and who LONG for a new better fair beautiful world for us all.
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11.3…..11.4….then we shut it down, never to happen again. Remember he’s been saying you will never have to vote again after this? The last time? NCSWIC I was really feeling that NEW today – closer – waxes in and out – but today the build up to that moment is quite intense in my body.
My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country… pic.twitter.com/nkn1t9J1lt
This is a really. good. comm/sleuthing (also need to add the Fox news host, when he mentions Martial Law – and all that other fun stuff – he hands it off to Kennedy)………….
MOAR comms abt FOX saying last night … 💥"Declaring MARTIAL LAW" 💥
The guy in the suit is named KENNEDY & the other guy's name is LINCOLN=1⃣1⃣3⃣ MARTIAL LAW
So this squirrel owner is a big social media influencer. I didn’t know that until today because that stuff is simply not on my radar. And more than an influencer – but a rather creepy one? This is what I saw today.
You get to this page by following the link he has on his verified X account. I vetted. :::shudder::: (unable to share the tweet link here – so had to take a screenshot)
And not only that – the account is protected. Verified his account is legit.
The first two are the original, the new ones in the interview, the double/clones. Compare and look closely. it's mot even the same guy. The handlers are gone. pic.twitter.com/HXSsHU4TmE
Feeeeeeeeeels – T has just been the master of ceremonies here……….Once everyone realizes – on both sides – it’s ALL been a movie with actors – that would unify.
BREAKING: Robert F. Kennedy Jr. says that a Trump White House would advise all U.S. water systems to remove fluoride from public water on January 20 if the former president is elected.
Think it’s a acoincidence that peanut the squirrel was killed?
Carter was, aside from being the US President in the 70’s, was best known as being a Peanut Farmer.
It's back channel comms. I'll show more Connections. The PEANUT got EXECUTED Carter the PEANUT Farmer pic with the Clan. Connecting yet? pic.twitter.com/qE3pg6qpqW
Pretty much………..Hence the term QUESTION ANYTHING “they” put in our faces. They want attention – loosh.
You remember that one time an OnlyFans pron star with a pet squirrel teamed up with TMZ to gain media attention and be a weapon of distraction? pic.twitter.com/jNvP39MJYZ
Now here’s where I came in today – pointing out how people go nuts (excuse the pun) over the (alleged) death of a tree rat – playing on people’s emotions – when that energy could be much better directed at helping, you know, HUMANS. The victims of recent weather disasters many still w/o power, etc. Homeless families. Victims of d.violence. Just another day in the matrix but OMG A SQUIRREL (allegedly) GETS KILLED LET’S FREAK OUT AND THROW MONEY AT THE ALREADY WEALTHY SOCIAL MEDIA INFLUENCER because the news told me to. I kind of no longer care much how I sound here – given my own situation – and how I have tried and continue to try – to get help with promoting and support (and might I add I am not a perv) – like FOR REALS – and this whatever he is with the help of the media gets all of this sudden attention. This wreaks of f a k e. I’m like this at this point – priorities SO out of whack here:
I don’t know about this guy but I do know the affiliation with Mr. Breast is a definite red flag for me:
Just to save face w/the animal lovers – which I am one – and often prefer their company because they understand Love – I just feel there’s a hierarchy and if we ain’t focused on helping children and mama’s and homeless folks first and foremost we got some work to do:
Putting things together after seeing and engaging and hearing from others………
We seem to be on our own timeline – our own experience – viewing all that is happening from our perspective. Even though I own that I voted – I don’t see the point in it – and at the time I did I felt nothing. My brain tried to convince myself otherwise – saying this is a vote to say NO to evil. But ANY system of government is just power over and control – cleaned up version or not – it’s still all b.s. that doesn’t align with me.
Manifesting seems to be hit or miss with many of us struggling a lot atm. I have either have power or not – which means I have the ability to control my weather around here – we were supposed to ahve had sun and dry starting yesterday – which I intended and gave my energetic consent to – but what do we have instead? Pouring rain showers and 50 degrees. “They” keep pushing the sunshine out into the future.
I seriously need some answers. I either create my reality or I don’t. There is no gray here. For anytime you say you create your own reality EXCEPT or BUT….that says our ability TO create is seriously compromised here. Oh yes – there is a way to manifest in this reality – but that information is part of the secret club.
I’ve been scripting/intending for months and have seen only maybe just a weeeee bit of movement with personal agenda’s – my ability to manifest $$ has been in the toilet – funds down – costs up – daughter needing things that I simply can’t afford at this moment. I need glasses and some other things that insurance doesn’t cover. I never joined their club – hence, well, there ya go.
That said – I KEEP GOING – all of us – KEEP GOING. Keep at it. If it takes 10 years or 10 minutes to build that house (metaphor for experience), then keep. at. it. And support one another. Help out. Whenever two or more are gathered in the energy of Love – magic happens easier. P E R I O D.
For me it’s exposure/promotion and money atm. Share my work. Donate whatever you can. Simple and doable for anyone with employment and the time and heart to do so. Please add to my energy of expanded finances, new opportunities to increase finances and new home. My body is desperate for this – my heart cries daily now – for my girl – who is as desperately wanting to live someplace safer and small and quiet – where we can go wherever we want without having to worry about drug addicts and half naked men walking around town relieving themselves, yelling – not to mention safe places to go hike without worrying if my car will be broken into. She is every. bit. as DONE as is her mama here. This challenge to find affordable housing and increase my income is really pushing me to the edge.
We want that new reality? Be AS IF we are in it. As much as we/you/I can. Even if “they” compromised that ability and made it hard as hell to always be IN THAT SPACE – because if enough of us were to be in that space and stay in that space – we could have changed this entire reality.
Or so I say. Hard to play a game when you don’t remember how to play it and it was f’d over hugely by invisible parasites.
Ok – so diving in – I keep seeing the same repeating narratives – doesn’t matter what side. And that song – proud to be an american – OMG if I have to hear that song ONE MORE SECOND I’m gonna burst a plethora of nasty sounds. lol Quick – new song time new song time. Hey – I have one – heard it today – a favorite because it’s jazz and no singing. Plus it gives me visions of dancing little birds and puppies.
Well this is new. Boarding going up in front of a restaurant – sandbags too……down by the Washington Post and White House……….Flood/storm incoming? Weather shows clear and warm (70’s)………Eisenhower Executive Office Building……..President staff is located there……….
Well there ya go – I manifested this…………Possible he was showing us the authentic election results (69.420% for T)……….PLG………TTravel………someone knows what’s going on……..
there's that 69 and 4.20 i was looking for – he mentioned this a few years ago. https://t.co/H9ay3XYg5S
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 1, 2024
there's always a story to tell – bottom line – this "reality" and all its offered "systems" do not support who we all TRULY are – regardless of the time period. if we return to a 50's type experience, then mama's will demand a paycheck too. https://t.co/IQEUlmZzpy
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 1, 2024
Snoop Dogg will definitely be making the headlines soon. I remember when Dr. Dre left Death Row and S. Dogg stayed like a house dog because he wanted to be the star. But he couldn't as long as T. Shakur was there because T. Shakur was dropping more music in higher volume.
BREAKING: FEMA Whistleblower Goes Public, Reveals Agency’s Focus on “DEI Initiatives” Over Disaster Response: “There Are Higher Priorities Given to Different Racial Groups”
“The number one goal of FEMA is to instill equity in emergency management. It's not to save lives. It's… pic.twitter.com/1zASlE2FXI
1) not her bio dad as we know. 2) does "she" look like a "he"? scarf conveniently over the neck area….and that jawline…… https://t.co/R4DYdkQp49
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 1, 2024
F’ery? Who knows – as usual there are conflicting reports……..I’ve seen a car caused the explosion – then read someone say there is some park underneath that caught fire. Who knows………
People reflecting on what next Tuesday brings – will the people tolerate another steal? All saying “NO” – of course – but the real question should be ok – what does everyone DO if it’s another repeat?
