I need this to be IT as in the END of all of “their” doings because I cannot take my experience here anymore. I absolutely cannot. Lack of sleep. Anger. Frustration. CANNOT TAKE THE ATTACKS. My personal struggle with anxiety and panic and mental fatigue. From where I live to just having to tug like hell on my dresser because it is clearly broken beyond repair now (can only repair these things so many times) to the rugs I have had to trim back because they are all shot and unraveling – every one of them – to my bath towel that is starting to unravel – they all are – and when I tried to buy a new set and put on a payment plan I was denied because I already have too much debt/too many payment plans – and my bed – omg I need a new mattress – and my girl needs a bigger bed – and a book case.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Talk about all coming crashing down at once now – these things saying, “i need” and me saying I CANNOT AFFORD IT AT THE MOMENT!
I JUST NEED LIFE AFFORDABLE AGAIN! And for SOMETHING to click for me that I’ve applied to, pursued. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! W T H?!?!?!?! For my GAWD on EVERYTHING now – mentally I am collapsing – the leak in my car is held off by waterproof f’ing tape. I know it could be worse – because I know others have it worse – but that way of thinking has ALWAYS felt so dismissive. And I also KNOW IT COULD BE BETTER and I am the type to ask why the cup is only half full and what needs to be done to fill it up and for me it’s MONEY.
So KP – drop the damn list – and get the $$ LIBERATION started! Because this long-time truther/citizen journalist/mama is absolutely DONE waiting. White flag waved – do not know what else to do anymore to help myself or change my experience. End of the line D O N E!!!
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