briefly – i felt as though i was not all “here”…..it went beyond tired…..it was as though a small piece of me was here and the rest someplace else……..my mate had the same experience a couple of days ago……while both of us (and many of you) have had the experience of not being altogether “here” – for the two of us, on these separate days, the experience took on a much more palpable feel. it was very difficult for me to ground myself fully today. even with two rest periods – nothing worked. i still feel “out there”.
was it due to the protons? i’m not so sure on that. hesitant.
before i share those reads i wanted to share a dream i had last night. actually i had a few dreams – in each one there were new people and new scenes. they didn’t feel “right” so i observed and got out of most – with the exception of the last one where i hung around simply because it was “new”. (something to clean up in my mind and heart – the desperation…that creates an energy they feed on)….before i pulled myself out, i wanted to see who was watching me. i’ve been feeling the pull lately to know who is watching me. it has been said by yellow rose that each of us is assigned a “watcher” upon entering here. i have yet to feel “off” or “wrong” about this so i have remained neutral on the possibility. so in the dream experience, as i asked to see, i looked up and into what looked like a snow globe. on the other side of the apparent glass was a different environment. i saw a being look down at me – tall – skinny – and had eyes similar to those characters in the movie “they live”. i said “yeah i see you – you really are hideous” – then got out.
now for those who remember – or don’t know – the star of that movie – rowdy roddy piper (wrestler turned hollywood actor) tweeted before his death a few tidbits about this movie. below are the tweet images:
and here’s a little tidbit about me – i used to watch rowdy roddy on portland saturday night wrestling. i was often babysitting. i also had a friend whose mother worked for the tv station and it was then that i learned it was all staged. he was one heck of an entertainer – keeping this young teenage girl occupied on otherwise lonely late saturday evenings.
now that i got offtrack with a trip down memory lane, i will leave you w/some of today’s electron proton unreal whappa-doo’s.
love,
valiant verbose victoria (alter ego if i were a wrestler)
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