LMH ~ Deconstructing The Construct Ep #64

 

this is an intense one.  real and raw.  confirmation from what Rose has said – we literally stand up in our bodies at the time of transition/event.  confirmation for what we are experiencing – this deep purging.  mental and emotional and physical.  difficult dream time experiences.  the astral has been closed (i felt/heard that this morning actually).  however we are still having dreamtime experiences – and if we are experiencing attacks, etc. that is because those entities are now in this realm.

all is being cleaned up.  this epstein stuff – the exposure – is difficult to grasp.  to view.  even if people don’t watch – we “feel” it energetically.  and i will be brutally honest – i have NO DESIRE to “feel” ANY of that filth. NONE.  what would be the purpose?  the point?  and yet – i am.  we are.

interesting theory about his arrest being the domino that brings it all down. destroys the entire game.  he is it – in her opinion – and i had that feeling last week too.  and yes he IS just a front.  he was used – funded by the controller’s.  totally align w/her insight on this entity.

the nagging cough – we had that earlier this year.  for weeks.  i felt it was part virus part purge.  makes me ask the question – is getting out of here THAT difficult?  are we THAT infected here (if we have to be purged before exit)?  the horror of that – the sadness that brings up.  i am so sorry we have all had this experience.

so even though we may not be in our “real” bodies – these bodies here have been infected with the matrix virus.  i know i need so much more time alone to process and feel and i am not getting this.  i am quite frustrated with this.  (here comes a reflection)…  i have been stating i am not able to make commitments right now.  i cannot guarantee i will do xyz on a particular date. ….i was working for a neighbor again today doing cleaning. body was hurting.  feeling quite “enslaved” – doing this type of work when i am so much more capable and worthy/deserving of getting paid in this manner doing WHAT I AM GOOD AT and what brings me JOY. i have struggled w/that throughout my adult experience (as i have shared here).  it’s an inner struggle – an inner battle.  pushing myself to hold gratitude for the opportunity to make money while that feeling within wants NEW and BETTER and FREEDOM.  perhaps it is time for me to allow myself to feel it all without force.  a walking paradox of complexity.  and finding peace in that.

last night i wept for the longing for purity – no surprise that is coming up given what is being revealed now.  the innocence.  and the vitality of youth.   linea spoke in her recent video of knowing we were never created originally to age – how that is all a program here in this pit.  i absolutely align completely with that.

anyway – i’m 25 minutes into this video – have about 15 more minutes to go.  if i have any more insight i will share.  love, v.

 

Published on Jul 23, 2019

Linea Faerylight Ginn ~ The event 2019. Unplug from construct nature to connect with human heart, NOW.

 

i deeply resonate w/this one…….ability to connect with nature, animals, etc. – just not happening – authentically that is……even trying out “new” things – just not happening for me……being here in fullness has become a force-fit experience….what i have been doing is focusing in on those beautiful moments of watching my daughter just being in that pure state of play – of childhood…….that is bringing me back to my Heart Center….

Published on Jul 22, 2019

Linea Faerylight Ginn ~ The event 2019. UPDATE. July 3th.

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ very much aligning…..which of course i have shared here – not aligning with much of day to day life – very sleepy….and yet that is not necessarily new so i can say – nothing new really – just these “ascension/transition” related experiences are increasing and lasting longer………and the synchro’s are really cranked up now for me…..like linea, i have been trying to connect with nature lately and it just isn’t happening…..as she said – i can seeeeee the beauty but that connection isn’t there….and music is the one thing that makes me feel alive….and indeed it can be very painful lately to hold all of these knowing’s and visions and rabbit hole finds – and still being here – that is a real challenge….i’ve been contemplating too as she has – her age (i’m early 50’s) and wondering if i live in this realm to old age – what do i do next?  and i just do not have an answer for that…..and good advice she gives on staying in the heart – and see and be the Love for self and all – esp. those that don’t align…….

Published on Jul 3, 2019

Some recent insights shared by Yellow Rose

 

once again i was nudged to check out the comments in her recent video as i would find something to share…….here you go (i continue to feel all get out – all will be given freedom – it will be a choice to take back that way of Being – may take “time” for some – i can see it being an adjustment for all of us – and yet i can also feel into this and see it will be like getting back on a bike we haven’t ridden in awhile – take the first pedal and off we go – can come back quickly)……..

 

YellowRoseforTexas
Time in ‘here’ is quite a bit faster than time outside. IE, they said we’d been under capture for less than 100 years, but outside we’d only been gone for (now) a little over 10 years. I feel really sad about my kids raised here with no life as well. They had said many were here, not for a ‘life’ but because they were sent in to help with the retrieval. Doesn’t really make me feel any better about the kids, but does help me gain balance when I wish for things that will never be, here. It did take time, to get us to this point. Time to wake people up. Time to get them out to make the connection with their primary care providers outside. All the while constantly picking bugs, and things off them, that were attacking while we waited for more people to wake up. Its been hard, not having peoples minds clear enough to grasp what I was talking about simply because their minds were hampered by the freq. attacks, scrambled by the devices used against them. And here we are, at the exit now. And upstairs, outside, its not been 10 years, its only been a couple of years if even that. There are no ‘do overs’. Its a one time shot. I feel bad for any that were left because they couldn’t or wouldn’t, wake up. Wouldn’t unplug. But Eve doesn’t want any more of her people suffering, so we are in fact now leaving.

Show less

Tonight’s Sky Captures ~ and a dream share

 

not only did we see some interesting clouds/skies – we noticed the oak tree across the street from us has a small cluster of bright red leaves that we never see until October.  and if you can see, the surrounding leaves look like they’re wilting.  and the big oak up the street – the tree i have once referred to as the “event” tree – its leaves are also looking wilted.  very peculiar times we are in….to quote john lennon:  most peculiar mama……

puffy white cloud with small rainbow “dash” off to the right:

 

 

and a couple of song titles that i was “nudged” to glance at earlier today – within about 30 minutes apart:

i remembered i wanted to include a dream i had last night.  it was one of those ones that seemed to go on and on – and my heart felt a combination of home/belonging and longing as i awoke.  new people.  i was SO CLOSE to connecting to them this time.  there was a bunch of wonderful trees – perfect temperature – sun light coming through the trees was healing and again – perfect.

love,

victoria

Linea Faerylight Ginn ~ The event 2019. Omg. Home energies es are here. 🌸

 

ok if i had listened to this yesterday or in days previous i would have said “nope –  not relating to this one” (as in this great energy and wanting to be among the people).  today?  i am in more alignment…i appreciate her information on sex too….i have read of many who have said they are remaining celibate until they are Home…..appreciate her comment on dates….and align w/the feeling we are in those end days…….i also align w/her experience of the ability to draw on the energies of Home are much easier now….i tune in frequently now – call upon those energies/Love – and having the positive results/experiences…….of which i share now and then here….an interesting space…..we are lonely……..it is painful…………we are DONE…..but we also know our return Home is close……..and yes – getting easier to notice the bots and the heart-centered beings……..as she said – not to judge – just to NOTICE – feel………..

i appreciate her comment on the bots – and had a big moment of validation when she spoke of seeing someone actually blip out – go blank – then come back again……i have had that with someone in my area and the first time i saw it – i was shocked – then saddened – then convinced of my thought that not all here are human………

the foods – the butter – yes!  my gosh i am having a love affair with butter now.  i’ve used it for years but now it’s like my body deeply craves it….almost erotically……lol……..i continue to eat fruit with every meal – mostly melons, pineapple, berries and grapes…….and a lot of root veggies now too – carrots, beets, potatoes – YUM!

******

Published on Jun 19, 2019

The Vision Alignment Project: A Vision for Good Money

 

i have been read for this kind of an experience for 30 years….

******

We see a world where we, the people, have evolved to the point where no one is deliberately taking advantage of another; where there is honor, accountability, clarity, and integrity demonstrated by those who maintain our systems of exchange; and where usury, interest, inflation, double-talk, and mismanagement have gone by the wayside because our society, and everyone in it, has seen through the schemes and scams of those who would make money off of money itself.

We see fair and equitable standards in place whereby anyone, be they individuals, institutions or communities, are free to set up their own systems of monetary exchange without repercussion from tyrants; and, within those systems of exchange, people are happy and thriving because no one is subtly stealing their energy, energy they may have worked very hard to accumulate.

We envision a world where the storage of money in banks is completely unnecessary, since all peoples are honest and doing unto others as they would have done unto themselves.

And ultimately. we see us as a world full of happy people who are so empowered that we are manifesting whatever we need in the moment directly from the Source of All That Is. In a world such as this there is no need for money, since love and trust have taken its place.

 
As you line up with this Vision, it becomes your Vision too! 
You can align with this Vision
by double-clicking the “YES!” Button below.

 

Clicking the YES Button will also show you the Total Alignments.

THE MORE PEOPLE WHO ALIGN WITH OUR VISIONS
THE QUICKER THEY WILL BECOME A REALITY FOR ALL OF US.
WE INTEND OVER THREE MILLION ALIGNMENTS!

FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD OF THE UNIVERSE,
MOTHER EARTH, OURSELVES AND EVERYONE EVERYWHERE

A beautiful response from Yellow Rose for Texas to a viewer on self-judgment

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ something told me to check out the comments section in her latest video (one month ago) – a nudge said i would find something helpful.  i did.  these words could have saved me a lot of money and wasted hours spent on counselor’s couches over the years.  lol  i remember once thinking “something else is putting these thoughts into my mind” – then heard self-judgment at holding such a thought.  any time ANY ONE says something along the lines that only WE are responsible for our suffering’s and trauma’s is also speaking a program.  YES we are powerful. we are Divine. Amazing.  but we’ve also been f’d with quite intensely.  we are seeing this horror movie come to an end.  

spot-on truth in her words – for me that is.

******

YellowRoseforTexas
Don’t feel you’re alone. The els and Nordics..nephilheim..they had tech and apps they would use that would push into the mind, all those negative thoughts. It goes on ceaselessly all day, all night. Sleep deprivation is a form of torture. They’re sadist and like driving people to suicide. In the past, suicide was high service to self and marked you as SET’s share of the division. In other words, if you killed yourself, they got to keep you. That’s the past consequences for suicide, its not there now, but they are still sadists. I don’t think you neglected your life. It was your job to go down those rabbit holes. Most are not here for a ‘learning lesson’ they are here because of the war. So when you hear in your head, “negative mental self judgement” noise…understand…that isn’t your ego, your id, speaking. It is in fact something targeting you with those thoughts to make you feel ‘low’. Low vibration is what they attempt to keep you at so you don’t raise up to the vibratory rate of the exit. They can make these thoughts sound like ‘your voice’…present it like its a daydream you came up with on your own…but its really not. One way to catch them out, is their lack of logic..doing or saying, something you know isn’t truth. They particularly want you to accept blame for something. IE you had fight with someone, or did something, and they’ll put in your head how you were bad to do or say that to someone. And you know for a fact, initially (before they create doubt), that you DIDN’T say or do anything bad, you were standing up for yourself or were in otherwise righteously angry over something. Or in example, you’re thinking about someone you know you love..then you’ll hear things of ‘whats wrong with that person’.. they’re lazy, they talk too much, they’re never there when you need them..negative thoughts. That’s an app usually..they are out of real people that used to do it for them. Most of their people are dead now. All the few people they have, have left, are the apps, and some tech. They used to ‘boo’ me, like at a bad movie and the crowd yells ‘boo’. This wasn’t something physically heard, but it had an emotional effect of making me feel like everything I did was wrong, not good work. Know this..every single action or word they take or make is all designed for the purpose of denying you the exit. If they cant get you to cop to a crime that they can point to and say you admitted to or did (which would force the Judgement against you to make you stay/not exit), then they attempt other things. So tell them they lost the war. Say it outloud (when you can). Make sure the “All” hear, that you renounced them for these things. And, on the bright side of things…these apps and other things are being killed off inside, pretty fast. It was always stated they’d never stop, we actually have to exit before it stops. Take heart, millions know how you feel. So do the people outside, ‘upstairs’. They feel sympathy for all of us.

Show less

Lisa Harrison ~ Deconstructing The Construct Ep #63

 

hmmm…..dreams are indeed interesting/new in the last week as i’ve said…i am going to share this as well – and i felt this before watching this update – i had a feeling the financial system was changing – in this now..had already changed energetically so we will see the playing out of this any day….as i wrote to one of you earlier tonight i was struggling energetically with the concept that money is still a part of our experience – the ability to align with it is seriously gone for me but here we still are with it….so interesting on that…..”you will experience the opposite of what you have experienced here.”  O M G!!!!  O M FRIGGING GOD!!  lol  earlier tonight in a text w/brother Rick he said Clair came through and said everything here has been the opposite of what is REAL (at Home)….and i had to laugh at that one as yearssss ago my mate and i came up w/the theory  (knowing) that this is opposite world.  have felt for some time that there will be a brief period of abundance before we transition…..and brother rick also shared something this week about the essence readers that HATJ speaks of – being ready to go……one last synchro w/this one: i had a challenging day today for a variety of reasons….and at one point i was sitting outside in the sun feeling into how my life experience will be different once i am free and liberated and restored and the first thing i felt was abundance and the chains of financial slavery being fully removed from my experience….so quite interesting i felt into all of this today just as lisa shares her feels on this as well….

******

Published on Jun 2, 2019