This is so good – so validating in ways. We are ALL feeling this sense of “shock” over this one issue right now….It brings up a lot of emotions, thoughts – all encompassed, for me that is, in this sense of loss…..and I appreciate him saying how frightened he is over this one issue. Ditto that.
I feel I spoke glibly on a status update from a few days ago about traveling without a ‘poison jab’.
I was coming from a kind of disbelief that what we are seeing worldwide is like a sci-fi movie meant to garner some kind of an emotional response, but falls short of feeling the deeper feelings of deep loss and sorrow that there is here to feel about these huge shifts underway in our collective consciousness.
I’m sorry that I spoke glibly when so many are feeling anxious about choices so grave.
But my deeper feeling is a grave concern and personal conviction that what we are in the midst of is something that is very frightening and dark. I feel that some kind of reassurance that many are seeking ‘that everything will be okay’ doesn’t come to terms with the gravity at hand and the choice of so many to accept the injection without feeling any of this. Framing it as a loving choice is transcendent and not grounded in what is here, unless of course that is what you truly believe it to be.
My belief is that we are already witnessing great loss and injury of life due to the experimental injections (I cannot call this a V.) on a scale only heretofore allowed in movies. I believe the scale on this is going to go exponential on this and soon more masses of people will be realizing this and reacting to it, in ways difficult to guess how it will all play out.
I will be the first to be relieved if I am overreacting or found to be fused to some part of me seeking apocalyptic escape from the mundanity of everyday life. I hope to god that I’m wrong. I’ve been known to overreact and to jump on conspiracy bandwagons in the past and to come up embarrassed in the process, and will be the first to admit that. I’ve also, however, called bullshit on my world around me very accurately and at great personal loss, and gone on to inhabit new ground of being that I don’t feel could have come to me any other way. Entering something new always calls on us to leave something old. I’m willing to risk being wrong in the desire for my next levels of growth.
I believe the polarity you and I are feeling now, all around us and even emerging between us as friends, families and couples is sacred and what we came here to be in, to respond to, to hone our sacred choices within, while feeling that all this polarity is ultimately returning to love at the same time eventually (in the truest sense of the word), but not before it has completed its drama and events with me. In that, I cannot skip over any of my calls to my personal choice, to wield the sword of my truth, cutting away what is not mine, opening portals to what is mine to learn, feel and grow within.
For me, the experimental inoculations and how we each see and relate to them doesn’t actually leave much room to be in any kind of healthy transaction together in relationship. This is a polarizing issue, because it is! In that unavoidable polarity, the question is how loving can we be? Polarity is meant to return us to love, not make asses of ourselves. Can we feel the deep losses that are before us now even before the mass loss of life that so many are feeling is only going to increase sharply? All relationships find their depth, intimacy and comfort zone around shared values resonance. Life itself has conspired and painted everyone of us into a corner of choice along with flying our truer colors on each ship of all of our relationships, and allowing the chips to fall where they may, trusting that love holds it all.
Realizing that you and a friend, or you and a family member may have exchanged all the gifts you were given to exchange with one another for now and coming to accept that, with deep sadness and tears at the same time, is the kind of growth phases we have before us now. If this virus is anything, it is a great death and rebirth that involves each of our personal individuations, while also realizing our oneness and shared wholeness. On a higher level, I can’t actually separate from anyone while I am completing relationships that don’t nourish or provide meaning and growth. The growth now is found in the separation. Love holds all the separations.
You may have in many ways up till now allowed yourself to be swayed by the prescriptions of others and fear of loss of self image before people that you don’t actually like all that much, resonate with or hold very dearly. You could change that, but only if you were choosing it from your own spine, and not borrowed from mine or anyone else’s around you.
My truth is that if you see it, if you want it, each of us can hold a very sacred role of service in this awakening, but only if you are prepared to lose many things that you’ve hung onto dearly up till now, including the nonchalance and absence of real choice and caretaking of others masquerading as kindness, as caring and ’unconditional love’, and all of that ultimately at the expense of real self love and care, and being used to cover over a subconscious personal death wish. I say that only because it also mirrors and describes me and my own ongoing journey.
If there was this kind of deeper resonance and humility brewing for you, I would be honoured to serve that and be around that.
The process that I live and lead is relentless in uncovering our innate fear of love and provides opportunities to initiate ourselves into deeper layers of returning to real love, real power and true embodiment of our sacred human selves, along with the deepest service to others but it is way too controversial and personally costly for even most spiritual and awakened people to embrace. You have to know you are done with many things to make room for the thing that life and love is giving you now.
Please forgive any edges you sense and feel coming from unhealed or unintegrated shadow in me or my own fear of love. None of us can escape this big amplifier we are entering. Everything is coming to the light. The ugliness contains the deepest beauty.
Judge Demands Ghislaine Maxwell Turn Over Records on Clinton Foundation Funding
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Anyone have Zoom and want to verify?
Two people we know who received the poke have either seen a health condition worsen or they have developed new health issues….And of course the poke has nothing to do with the health issues. That’s just a “coincidence”….
https://t.me/RealGenFlynn/272
It’s as though this was all planned out….(sarcasm of course)….
“Gosh. How did the Rockefeller Foundation, in their report 10 years ago, know exactly what would be happening today with the Pandemic?
The truth of OPERATION LOCKSTEP is reaching the masses.”
Order Of Alpha [Public Channel]
@OrderOfAlpha
Via. M. Patriot & TheSEdge
Weather wars…?
Is this why they say Trump is insulated? Looks like protection to me. This video was sometime in 2021.
W H A T
S T O R M??
YOULL FIND OUT!!
LFG !!!
Tonight at the end of T’s rally, as you know there were fireworks. I immediately felt there was something to those fireworks and so I checked out the 17 drops that included the term. Here is the one that felt significant to me at this time:
I’m reflecting now…..False flags – could that also reference the literal flags of the US – gold fringe, etc. – those have been “false flags”….And the fireworks going off now in FL – Q posts about Fireworks…..this one in particular….
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Dec 10, 2017 11:32:52 PM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqo ID: be6798 No. 70088
False flag(s).
POTUS 100% insulated.
Expect FIREWORKS.
JUSTICE.
Q
Justice is now happening? Then I see this – Scavino – posted at 10:32:
So I check out 17 drop 1032:
Think Navy Ship crashes.
Bigger than you know.
We ARE active.
Q
This then reminded me of this drop:
We will see…..
29/6/21 GEN FLYNN WAIT TILL THE 4TH OF JULY! I GOT A SURPRISE – YouTube
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Former Police Officer Recounts Witnessing ‘Industrialized’ Organ Harvesting in China
THIS DAY IN HISTORY
July 03, 1775
George Washington takes command of Continental Army
On July 3, 1775, George Washington rides out in front of the American troops gathered at Cambridge common in Massachusetts and draws his sword, formally taking command of the Continental Army. Washington, a prominent Virginia planter and veteran of the French and Indian War, had been appointed commander in chief by the Continental Congress two weeks before. In agreeing to serve the American colonies in their war for independence, he declined to accept payment for his services beyond reimbursement of future expenses.
This aligns with what I have been feeeeeling this week about why this is all “taking so long” – they are ensuring every last victim of trafficking is rescued and those tunnels, etc. destroyed so they can never again be used for evil purposes….
The last battles are the Hardest
..//The last 10_15% of the tunnels in U.S are the HARDEST battles..
Through Cali. Texas. Florida(water world) N.E U.S.(five finger sub/maglev lines)The mini tunnels through the N.E. Cities .NY. DC. Philadelphia. Montreal.. Finger lakes. Chicago.ect.
>MASSIVE mini tunnels linesSmall inner city Tunnels Lines (U-Ts)
NY:150
Boston:45
Hartford:50
Baltimore: 50
DC:70
Montreal: 60
>THEY ALL CONNECT to maglev &Sub tunnels
N.E. U.S is the oldest Trafficking tunnels since British control
+Queen, PHILLIPS, VATICAN.C_A.FBI
Thousands of soldiers lost since 2014_ Destruction of the Underground tunnels and bases
..
The last Tunnels are the Hardest
/) Trap’s///…. Thousands of children and adults in underground http://D.U.M.Bs lost. Dead.. [DS] EXPLOSIONS///
(TORNADOS IN THE LAST WEEK’S ARE COVER PATTERNS SILENCING THE BOOMS)
[DS] BOOMS
She better watch it as she just may be accused of engaging in critical thought…lol
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