well definitely in the collective is a need to share our stories – seeing that – and then there is the ongoing purging and showing our hidden inner “stuff”. our triggers. our trauma’s. i am seeing this in myself, in my mate, my child and a small group of people in my experience. i am grateful we KNOW what’s going on. i cannot imagine going through this not having a concept or a feeling as to what’s happening because i am continuing to see those not “awake” screaming as they are challenged to expand. today i had a social media friend flip. she had posted a Trump article and was attacking him – falling for the headline. so i read it. it was clear she had not read the article in its entirety as had neither of her like-minded friends. so i asked if anyone read the entire article – if they had they would have seen the headline was false – at the very least misleading. i got back online hours later and noticed a lot of comments on my original comment. wow. lol talk about hysteria.
as i continue to listen to lisa and devin’s video (almost done listening) – aligning with the perception that our triggers are now immediately seen. what is triggering me currently most intensely – is remembering my deep discomfort with conflict. with poking – especially when witnessing it go back and forth. it is a useful reminder for myself to remember when i engage in the same – and how that energy is and has been felt by others. geesh – what a waste of my energy to have participated in that game.
perhaps some are comfortable when witnessing that. i am not one of them. usually i have remained quiet and silent but now i am speaking out and requesting the participants work it out or just walk away. two “readings” i have had in recent years had the theme that i have a disdain for conflict and an innate desire to mediate conflict to create peace. aligns completely – and is also why i studied conflict resolution as well as explored being a mediator for awhile.
protons continue to spike – quite jarring. the schumann has “come online” again in recent days. rest. sleep. purge. observe. we ARE merging – and it does “feel” as though the biggest ME is saying “make room – toss out all that doesn’t come from the truth of your heart – all of the ‘stuff’ gathered/collected here is coming out whether you do it on your own or i do it for you.” not to control – not to power over – but to allow for the merge to Be. as i just heard – we ARE the ones we have been waiting for – for it is US at Home pulling us back for the grandest reunion/homecoming.
love,
v.