Category: The Matrix

 

editor’s note:  interesting info on the “coding” of this matrix – binary – 0’s and 1’s – only written w/E – an error code – that kept us trapped.  the E’s are being deleted – each piece of code.  she is saying it’s showing up in relationships – becoming much more authentic – heart-centered – in fact if not heart-centered, either being healed or severed.  i have noticed that with my mate and i, with any issues we have had. there is a new level of respect – very honest conversing – and indeed standing solid in truth and speaking it. it’s been a shift i have felt within – gradual and subtle but noticeable – at least for me.  

physical symptoms – the sleeping issue.  i can go pretty well most days but wow – when i need to sleep at times it is sudden and instant.  i am not having the other-worldly experience of suddenly being in another realm or seeing being’s that don’t appear human – or hearing being’s or noises in other realms.  instant manifestation?  not having that.  in fact i feel the opposite – to the point where as i have stated lately – i feel absolutely stuck. 

very interesting what came up in recent weeks w/her group – is a cleaning up of the guru’s – new age, shaman’s, voo doo/magic types.  in the last couple of weeks or so i have felt this sudden desire to see such energy gone and have been speaking about this elsewhere.  feeling myself release that energy w/in my own being too.  not only did i have the strong desire to begin speaking about this w/others, but i also noticed this sudden increase in such programming – new age thoughts, shamanic tools being used, etc – while also seeing some saying “OMG my shaman or yogi teacher has suddenly left me”.  it wasn’t a big huge experience for me but it was enough of one for me to notice and so i just knew – ok this programming is being challenged.  now i know why – the realms were getting cleared.  

she also has the imminent feeling – and that is a growing “feel” i am seeing even among some who have had projected dates of years in the future – as she has observed.  the event is the final wave that breaks the code – releases us from it.  

ok i continue to listen and am finding myself also resonating w/her perspective on this realm being a “dream within a dream within a dream” – which is why the plug can’t just be pulled.  i have really been going within on this concept lately – just on my own – in my own time/space – and have, for some time now, known this can’t just be a giant crash.  can’t just, as she said, pull the plug, for how deeeeeep within this program we have been – how deeply PROGRAMMED we have been.  each little layer getting removed – and wow – i am feeling there has been a LOT of layers in this construct – energetic.  i have actually felt those words – a dream within a dream within a dream – and i can see within my own life – my own awakening – which truly began in my mid 20’s.  i see how i pulled away from religion – got out of that program – only to get into the eastern religions – another program but still perhaps the next layer up – or down (who knows how this is all formatted)……then i got into the new age and was with that for years….then i decided to explore wiccan philosophy/practices…..eventually i came to the feeeeling of “love, freedom, source” – that’s all i needed for i stopped going outside for answers and found that within.  so many layers to remove – perhaps the idea of finding truth is really just about removing the layers and what we find IS simple – love.  freedom.  

this morning…..i had a visual this morning of one of those caps people wear when they’re undergoing an EEG.  now whether this is LITERALLY our experience or a metaphor for our experience – or a bit of both – i cannot say for sure.  but i did feel and see this morning how this construct has sent out energetic signals to each one of us that is connected to our minds.  makes sense doesn’t it?  (i am feeling and seeing more and more how this truly is a simulation – a computer-like construct – ALL OF IT – including us).  and my FEEEEEL was that wow ok if i can not only feel that but see it – that means we are about ready to get pulled out and fully awakened.  it means it IS getting deconstructed.  how it ends?  i don’t know – but i do feeeeel the closer we become the more i – we – will be able to see the answer to that – at least as clear of an answer as i/we can receive/feel.  

she also mentions the increasing experience of the sensation of falling.  she said backwards – for me i have had several experiences of suddenly falling forward – or down.   i had one at the stove last week.  she says perhaps practice runs?  

anyway – some interesting intel here – would have liked some more info and yet i have come to know i cannot go to ONE person for all of the answers.  i seek out there for some pieces of the puzzle and “take” what “fits” – the puzzle i am putting together for myself – which i feel is what this comes down to.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

victoria

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