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2.28.24 ~ Check in/synch and domino finds……….

 

FEEEEEEEEEEEL meter:  8.9 out of 10 on the intense scale.  Anxiety – but don’t know if it’s all mine to be honest.  Kind of outside of that space – but still feeeeeeeeeeeeling it given my need to see/know (see below fmi on that).  Body needing to feel safe as that has been an experience that has been very much missing this go-around.  Loving self – upmost importance.

I have been seeing 11:44 again – daily.  Getting quite noticeable.  The urgency to just “get it done” is at a new level.  Saw this and absolutely align:

I just continue to peer in to get those markers to let me know where we are.  I know some – have walked away altogether and are just in let it go/trust.  I’m not like that (i’d sure like to be some days). I’ve always been the one who wants to see and know what’s going on (although from the back of the theatre with many empty seats around me as to be comfortable).

And with that said, here’s what I am seeing.  Hope everyone is as well as you can be.

Love,

V.

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preceded by a 1 hour……..

 

 

 

 

pre-compromise…??……….he knew……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

Current situation (1:23pm CMT too……)

 

 

interesting algo number end – 0311……just thinking 11.3…..

 

 

check this out:

 

son or sun – both?

 

 

 

 

 

how many of us were asking 2 years ago:  where did the flu go?  anyone see it?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i asked the question – and none of these people took the cv jab:

helpful tips to detox from radiation:

iodine (i have a variety i apply to my belly button)
chlorella
coconut oil
miso
beets
vit. c
ginger
fulvic acid

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2.27.24 ~ Checking in………..Finds

 

one of those days where i’m struggling to have the faith and keep going.  too tired to cuss at the moment too…….😜🙄😂  ….  feel like becoming a cicada for a while and just screaming into the darkness of the night for as long as i want because hey, i’m a cicada and if i say i identify as such, i’d better not get any resistance, right?  😜

praying for those being impacted by the wildfires atm in eastern texas.  enough already, right?

here’s what i’m seeing.

love,

v.

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and for those in the line of these tornado’s:

LIVE – Tornado Coverage With Storm Chasers On The Ground – Live Weather Channel…

 

 

Second Recall Attempt Launched Against California Governor Gavin Newsom (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

another sports profession being called out……..

Professional Bowler Arrested for Child Pornography During Bowling Tournament | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

WATCH: Senate Majority Leader Chuck Schumer Waves People’s Republic of China Flag at Manhattan Parade | The Gateway Pundit | by Cassandra MacDonald

 

Queensland Supreme Court Rules COVID Vaccine Mandates for Police and Paramedics Unlawful | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

TRUTH.  Ya’ll know I’ve been screamin’ about this in my own way for over two years.  I was about the only local warrior parent speaking truth about this while the rest cow-towed in fear to the fake narrative – not once stopping to think that perhaps the isolation tactics were far worse than the virus itself.

 

 

 

 

 

could be the last 4 years “never happened”………timeline pause………

 

 

 

Been through two………never saw anything like this………

 

controlled……..

 

 

Four 17 posts w/”standby”:

 

mic drop…….

 

 

 

 

 

Wildfires – in February??

Texas Wildfires Scorch Nearly 250,000 Acres—Here’s Where Evacuations Are In Effect (forbes.com)

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A few other finds – some personal sharing……..and a funny gematria: 2.26.24

 

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It’s interesting to me – ok it’s overwhelmingly sad and frustrating at times – when I have hit the point where everything within screams I. CANNOT. DO. THIS. ONE. MORE. MOMENT – and i do the walking and deep breathing and none of it really is working so i will reach out to someone and inevitably they are going through something similar atm.

i picked up a book on healing the brain.  lots of recipes for juicing – many of the foods i already do – cilantro, parsley, celery, berries – yummy!  got a smoothie already made to go along w/my soup for dinner.  anyway – it’s interesting because it seems for each book i’ve read over the years telling us what TO eat another “expert” comes along w/their “evidence” saying NOT to eat the particular foods this other book says TO eat.

maybe in the end – it’s all crap – because after all – this is “their” world –  “their” foods/air/water.

bless the food.  bless the water.  bless the space.

on and on and on until we no longer HAVE to.

you know?

think about it.

without any evil around, we won’t have to utilize these practices.  we’ll just be in the state of gratitude – which is also useful.  but i think i speak for all of us when i say we’re GJORT (taking some language lessons to keep my mind young) – GJORT with HAVING to cleanse things made dirty by others.

Vi giver ikke samtykke!

here are couple of extra goodies.  things are hitting the proverbial spinney object here in my state.  must be collective.  better be a sign of IT.

love,

v.

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“good friend planning on going” as he practically drools on himself w/that endless ice cream……….

i decided to gematria “ICE CREAM”:

Idiot

Actor

no joke! 😂

 

the reference to nisan 1, 5784 = jewish calendar – which is interesting as earlier today i heard “nissan” in my mind and thought it was referring to the car manufacturer……..

 

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Elvis, JD and MJ walk onto a stage together………..

 

#BELIKEEMMA

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my sense all along: this thing never legit passed………

Oregon’s drug recriminalization bill nears vote as debate rages – OPB

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2.25.24 ~ Finds…………

 

Trending

Matrix

28K posts

Surprise! Court Makes ‘Commonsense’ Ruling on Woke Critical Race Theory

 

BRAZIL AWAKENS: Hundreds of Thousands Congregate in São Paulo’s Streets To Join Bolsonaro in Largest Protest Since Elections (VIDEOS)

 

 

 

 

 

 

ooooooooooooh……………

 

Colombia to Start Exploration of Sunken San José Galleon, ‘the Biggest Treasure in the History of Humanity’

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/former-prime-minister-urges-israelis-besiege-knesset-oust-netanyahu

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cia-trust-safety-silicon-valley-us-intel-revolving-door-bigger-you-thought

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/commodities/oil-tanker-shortage-emerges-after-red-sea-crisis-disrupts-global-trade

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

Stealth Bomber Stage and Putin Green Light

 

there are 6….steal bomber’s fly undetected –

17 posts with STEALTH BOMBER

this one feeeeeeeeeeeels aligning:

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has an eclipsy feeeeeeeeel to it……..

 

 

just got this – in the end of The Last President – there is an explosion at the capital.  could that be a reference for The Event?

 

 

ever since i was a child……….

MrMBB333:

Do you ever feel like you are being WATCHED?!

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2.24.24 ~ An Amazing (and hopeful!) Dream Share and Some Finds…..

 

Talk about an experience!

I was on a movie set of some sort – a variety of stages – going from room to room literally telling people to “get ready!”  One of the scenes was an office environment – cubicles – two young asian males doing some computer work.  I walked over to the desk they were working, pulled open the big, deep drawer on the bottom, which held a variety of snacks, and told them to “get ready – here are your snacks – there’s plenty”.  They didn’t seem that interested, but they did look at the snacks I pointed out.  Then I left and headed off to my next place, which included choosing to walk past Grandpa Don’s old house, telling myself I didn’t need to go there, then into what looked like my house.  Some of my family was inside and on the front door hung a semi-automatic, unloaded, which seemed to be a sign of intimidation for anyone wishing to cause them harm.  I removed the gun, walked inside and there they sat, eyes wide as they looked at me.  I told them they didn’t need the gun, everything was fine and to get ready.

I was also seeing massive panels being moved around on the ceiling with geometric like images on them.  And on the ceiling flashed a variety of “baddies” – including the Gates – whom I heard someone (male voice) say were the first removed.  At that I told others in the room “that means they are gone and who you see now are just actors”.  Then I was off to another room.

The final scene contained just myself, my girl (as she is today) and young girl from our past whom we both bonded with – myself especially as a mama figure to her.  Today she’s a young adult, but in the experience she was as she was back when she used to visit regularly.  She wanted to come inside our home, but was timid, so I reassured her, lead her to the couch, and with my girl on the other side, we both comforted her until she relaxed, and opened back up to us again.

When I woke up, it was like being brought back to life from some drug-induced coma.  Major “cobwebs” in my mind’s eye – especially that 3rd eye area.

Very interesting – and very aligning with the song I’ve been hearing the past week – can’t you feel it growing day by day…..people getting ready for the news……….

Feeling as though time continues to change – feeeeeeeeeeeeels like speeding up but also feels like it’s simply chunks being removed in our normal day.  What was 24 hours to our experience is down to maybe 16 or so…??  I simply cannot get done what I used to.

It is as it is.

Here is what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share, donate what you can, leave a comment and follow me on one or more of the platforms below.  Thank you!  🙏💖

Love,

V.

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uh speaking of my dream i had of the geometric panels – check this out – SYNCH:

 

last 4 digits of this algo on this link are 1111:

 

 

Very big and very interesting……..Knock knock John – time to come back out on stage………?  Yes!

 

 

Sounds like CPAC was the place to be today……..

 

 

 

 

I was ready to do this 20 years ago…….

 

 

???

 

 

More outages…….

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/pharmacies-across-us-report-outages-after-cyberattack

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/men-banned-womens-sports-new-york-county-facilities

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/unprecedented-move-cbs-seizes-confidential-files-fired-reporter-investigating-hunter

 

 

here we go………this is what i was waiting for when i reshared that 5 month statement last night…………

 

 

 

 

No surprise here………

BREAKING: South Carolina Primary: President Trump Delivers Victory Speech After He CRUSHES Nikki Haley in Her Home State – Trump 61% – Haley 39%

 

Also of interest – her parents didn’t attend the Sundance Film Festival earlier this month where Malia was making her red carpet debut.  Wonder where they are………..

Barack Obama’s Oldest Daughter Malia Obama Ditches Last Name | The Gateway Pundit | by Anthony Scott

 

Aaaaaaaaaaaand another one falls over.  No boo boo’s sustained however.  🙄😂

WENT SIDEWAYS: Odysseus Lunar Lander Tipped Over on Touchdown and It’s Resting on Its Side – Intuitive Machine Says Spacecraft Is ‘Alive and Well’, Will Perform Missions

 

 

I’m going with Robin Williams……listen to the voice…….check out that hair……..lol

 

 

Texas AG Ken Paxton Says Biden ‘Clearly in Partnership’ with Human Trafficking Cartels (VIDEO)

 

 

WATCH: Angry French Farmers Invade Paris Agricultural Fair, Clash With Police, Chant for Macron To Resign

 

Several years ago I had a dream – I shared it here at the time – it was sunny and a box showed up out front that contained advanced tech phones.  My spouse had the same dream several weeks later.

 

 

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2.23.24 ~ Finds

 

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Seen in my city.  No, seriously.  😂🥰

 

 

Incoming Groundhog day scene.  Didn’t they do this like a year ago?

 

REVEALED: Ailing Justice Sonia Sotomayor Traveled with Medic, Needed “Medical Supplies” and “Medical Gear”

 

this has become like a really REALLY bad combination of a daytime soap opera scene and a front page enquirer story…..😂  (it would be fun to get paid to write the headlines for this movie)………..

LOVER BOY NATHAN WADE GOT GEO-TRACKED! Fani Willis and Lover Nathan Wade in Danger of Disqualification in Trump Case After Fresh Discovery of Cellphone Data Suggests They Lied Under Oath

 

 

I know this is all a movie/disclosure/show ’em and everything – but I just made a dinner of cheap frozen chicken tenders and french fries as it’s the end of the month and i too tired to do my usual meal from scratch while telling my fam to conserve the kleenex because i don’t get paid for another week and that box in the kitchen has to last another week.  So uh yeah………Give ’em money and catered food.  S E R I O U S L Y?  Fake or not – this is a smack in the face to this mama.  They want me to pay a personal visit and go female rambo on ’em?  😂😩😠  I WANT MY F’ING RESTITUTION!!!

Illegal Immigrants in Massachusetts Dine From “Home-Style Italian” Caterer After $10 Million No-Bid Contract

 

Didn’t those F-16’s have issues?  Is this going to be used to show the public those issues?

World War III Watch: US and NATO Give Ukraine permission to Use F-16 Jets to Launch Attacks Inside Russia

 

Chicago Board of Education Votes Unanimously to Remove Resource Officers from City Schools

 

 

Or 500 monkey’s……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

when you think about it – logically – taking down such a massive enterprise and keeping it hidden from the populace for whom the majority have no real clue how deep the rabbit holes go – of course it would have to be over before it began.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fake, fake, and fake.  Movie, movie, movie.  Game, game, video game.  But the war to enable us to get out = very. real.

 

MrMBB333:

 

Victoria (capture today – one object is lens flare (upper right), the other one right below – not lens flare – i zoomed in on my phone):

 

 

Thankfully, with age, you really don’t care as much about what others may or may not think……….

How to Turn Off Racing Emotions and Fall Asleep, According to a Sleep Psychologist (highlysensitiverefuge.com)

 

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2.22.24 ~ Trip 2 Finds and a Reflection/Share

 

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princes too……….

 

so i’ve been “hearing” a new song when i wake up the past week – a song that although i like, i don’t hear it – not one of “my songs”.  but it’s come to me and it feeeeeeeeeeeels like it has a message:  Listen To The Music – Doobie Brothers.  These lines in particular stand out:

Don’t you feel it growing day by day?  (y e s)
People gettin’ ready for the news
Some are happy some are sad
Whoa, we gotta let the music play, mmm-hmm
What the people need is a way to make ’em smile
It ain’t so hard to do if you know how
Gotta get a message get it on through…
Like a lazy flowing river
Surrounding castles in the sky
And the crowd is growing bigger
Listening for the happy sounds and I have to let them fly…
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That “castles in the sky” in particular – and that’s how the experience began for me – hearing those words – which was aligning with the song T/Scavino shared in a video – Glory of Love.  “Take me to your castle far away”.  That had me thinking of castles – and the sky – then the DB song showed up the next morning.
Anyway – just sharing.  Something is growing – those opening lines – I feel it.  We all do.  And something about the eclipse – the comet – others referring to it as The Big Event.  And as we know for years so many of us have felt an event coming – some have a clear vision of what it is – some a bit of a vision – others just a knowing that SOME Big Event is coming.  Waxing and waning – for me – that energy – been going through that cycle every March/May timeline beginning in 2018.  I feel it again.  Let’s make this year it already!  🙄😩
Geesh!
In all SERIOUSNESS.  🥴
We are being guided to watch the skies……….
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
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https://www.zerohedge.com/political/lara-trump-vows-largest-ever-legal-ballot-harvesting-operation-if-elected-rnc-co-chair

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/cre-investor-4bln-portfolio-tells-team-stop-all-nyc-real-estate-underwriting

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Outages – allegedly we had 2 big X  class flares fire off last night – however – nothing is showing up on the KP or the Schumann………something else up…….

 

 

 

 

what he said:

 

and remember this?

 

 

 

MrMBB333 has a series of shorts showing sky phenomena – including something people were seeing with their naked eye.

MrMBB333 – YouTube

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2.18.24 ~ Checking in with reflecting and a few finds

 

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I read something online – someone I follow – that has me deeply. triggered. today.  I don’t know how to let it go or shake it, tbh.  I see the above – it means something – giving me the power – ultimately – and I also know where I am now – more or less – and how things work.  This woman was saying she just doesn’t have it in her to take all of the help that’s being offered her – she’s energetically spent and done – however, help has come her way – help which includes promotion and means to make money – as well as people in her comment section saying they are sending her money because she’s a spiritual warrior in this battle (which she is – but also has sensitivities that make being “out there” in battle very challenging some ways – which I understand)….. And yet she is in need – great need – her tribe stepped in to help in the ways she needed.

Pretty much every. thing. I. have. been. seeking and asking. for. in. very. specific. terms.  Seems the more I request – the more disconnected I feel – and experience.  I mean yes – I receive support here.  Thank you so much to those who do support my work.  You have allowed me to provide food for my family.  I value each of you for your generosity and support.  That said, I’m under no illusion that many who come here are quiet – take the information – and leave nothing behind – not even a share.  I see the numbers.

But this woman – fellow spiritual warrior – has that love come her way but she doesn’t want to accept it.

Where am I?  lol  Seriously – What kind of a reality is this place where something like this would happen?  Inverted and twisted leaving me with my head spinning, my heart aching – and my mind screaming with this rage.  Yeah, as my spouse is telling me – the matrix is attacking you – knows how to poke – knows your triggers – just breath and let it go.

Yes.  My trigger.  But – I also pause and consider.  Is it only the matrix doing this or am I also being guided to see something that still needs healed?  I like to think my highest guidance wants me to heal and is far more brilliant than some AI program.  And perhaps this warrior soul above is also being guided to heal something in her that rejects love.

My wounds – getting triggered.  The need to feel safe and be seen.  My love languages.  To know I matter.  Tonight I asked myself – do I really love myself.  Do I really know what love really is?  What does it feel like – how do I carry it – how do I live it – be it – allow for it.  I came up with something – over the following 2 hours or so after reading the original post that got me so worked up:  We Grow With Love.  We Grow In Love.  and We Grow Because OF Love.

Nothing more.

I am a work in progress.

Something switched in the last 48 hours.

It’s become more – what is it – unfamiliar.

More – intolerable?

The energy of ugh is constant – even if pushed away or quiet – it’s still there.  Something’s up – something’s amping up.  Feeeeeeeeeeeeeels.

Panic and anxiety have been a challenge.

Things I normally do w/o issue – there is the anxiety popping in to say knock knock -helloooooooooo.

I push it back.

I say, “nope – not today – not me – that’s the old me”.

It’s a continuous battle now.  For me.  For others too I see.

Trying to be the strong one – the one who says WE GOT THIS.  Come on tribe – hang in there with me – keep going.

But man – jesus – today – I want to hide in my room and just stay there until this passes.  Have a few meltdowns.  Eat some chocolate.

And then take the Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep mudder flipping fracking frooking twit twat breathe and move. on.

Had a couple of quiet “knowing’s” earlier when I was having some moments of clarity – HA lol – Assange is the original Anon and Jesus – the original Neo.  I already had felt that about Jesus a few years ago (or whatever his name was or who he – maybe even she – was) – but today got clearer.  It’s the anti-virus to the matrix simulation – spreading throughout – touching our hearts – reminding us of who we really are and that this place – the frequency here – the systems – aren’t us.  Hence the term “worship jesus” really means take the proverbial red pill and be the cure for the virus here.  Crash the system.  (evil of course hijacked that by inserting fear programs – making it about worship and sin and if you don’t you get to hang out for eternity in dat der lake o fire)

Because God loves you so.  🙄😂

Thank you, Carlin, for putting that one inside this place – allowing millions of us to see the hypocrisy of religion.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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mebbe………..i can see that……………still feeeeeeeeeeeeels unpleasant when i struggle to figure out how to buy my girl spring/summer clothes……….that $400 amount has to be for the entire year……….

 

 

EXCLUSIVE: Pentagon Forces Army Reserve Troops in Midwest to Conduct Mock Exercise with Gov. Abbott’s “Drowning Migrants in the Rio Grande” and Texas Soldier Shooting Swimming Migrants Yelling “America First“ — A Violation of HATCH Act

 

we’ll see how this works out………..when i see such things, after i push through the “this will only hurt the real people – the evil twats can get on their jets and go to one of their other homes” – i also remember T telling big retailers to stock up for 3 months………if this ain’t part of the plan and will produce good – this, well, any plan don’t want to further piss of the populace at this point.  we’re all on edge……..seeing some love this move – wanting horror on nyc……..that ain’t beneficial – horrible way to talk…….

REPORT: Trucking Company Cancels Shipments to New York City on Monday (VIDEO)

 

Who writes these headlines?

Rep. Andy Ogles (R-TN) Requests Formal Inquiry into Intelligence committee Chair Mike Turner (R-OH) for “Reckless Disregard” in Sounding Alarm on “Serious National Security Threat” in Attempt to Interfere with FISA Reform Legislation and Ensure Funding for Ukraine

 

Interesting hand shake.  Tells me who is in control……..

Hungarian Prime Minister Viktor Orbán Endorses Trump: “It is Time for Another Make America Great Again” (VIDEO)

 

“No Lives Were Saved” by the COVID-19 Vaccine Injections Says Scientist Denis Rancourt – VIDEO

 

George Santos Files Lawsuit Against Jimmy Kimmel for ‘Fraudulent’ Use of Cameo Videos

 

Top Border Patrol Doctor Allegedly Pressured Staff to Order “Fentanyl Lollipops” for UN General Assembly, Whistleblower Claims

 

well this may bring down the things disguised as food industry……

Four Out of Five Americans Test Positive for ‘Emerging Contaminant’ Found in Popular Cereal Brands: Study | The Gateway Pundit | by Jack Davis, The Western Journal

 

 

we will know in the next 48 hours or so………

 

 

the feeeeeeeeeeeeeeels:

 

this actually gave me some relief – the anxiety has really been unusual the past week or so…….

 

 

 

word salad……….

 

yes yes yes…….

 

 

interesting…….

 

 

from 1988 to 1955 – 33 years…….

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2.15.24 ~ Finds out there in matrixland and some reflecting

 

 

Vibe. Is. INTENSE.

So current feeeeeeeeeeeeels – that are growing – that this really is an illusion – and I mean a dreamworld – real Amazing in Full me outside – somewhere.  That separation is sooooooooo thin now – I can almost “hear” the experience on the outside.  I can call in energy when needed – and can feel that immediately (which wow – today – even though I slept pretty good – feels like I need a wall to hold me up).  More things being energetically removed from my experience – that ongoing need to be in my own space with total. quiet…….  The ability to have conversations with anyone for more than a moment or two that aren’t in my frequency or of like mind or whatever you want to call it – I can’t do it – and it isn’t that I think I’m better than or know more (or even know less) – it’s an ENERGY – and when it’s right and when it clicks and is in alignment that energy builds.  If the energy is not in alignment – it’s a drain – sometimes lately I notice I can’t even look at the person beyond a glance.

Delicate process underway.  I feel it.  I know it.  And it’s as uncomfortable as h e l l now – this being forced into this space that doesn’t align – it’s a full on “force-fit” now.  I feel it.  And yeah – I don’t like it one f’ing bit – no matter what I tell myself – inner me KNOWS.  The metaphor I use is being told you love a particular food when you know you don’t.

You just KNOW.

When this moment happens – we all get moved/shifted – immediate – literally in a flash – we all go but we don’t all go to the same place.  I don’t know how I know this but I know to trust it as it is a knowing that has never left me and only grown.  We didn’t all come from the same place.  We are still at various levels of awakening.  If we had to wait for everyone to get to that level of awakening many of us are – it would take decades and obviously we don’t have that kind of time.  So at that moment some go on to another copy benign sim of this place – where they will likely forget those like us – temporarily – and they will continue on w/their awakening – in a place where there are not the controls or deception.  We?  We go Home – back where we belong.  Even at that – that looks different.  Called different names.  But still the same concept.

“Their” reincarnation agenda is kaput – no more trap the soul and send it back – even though obviously babies are still being born – pretty sure it’s done organically naturally and by choice now.

My feeeeeeeeeeeels.  The need to stay home lately – INTENSE.  How about ya’ll?

Here’s what I’m seeing atm out on the stage in matrix dream world.

Love,

V.

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I didn’t feel afraid.  Did you?

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Timely………..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Still – gotta take into account incomes over there (something I don’t know about)……….

 

 

 

 

ANTARCTICA – remembering when Heather Ann Tucci said when Antarctica is front and center – we’re at the end.  Years ago.  We are finally there.  Can have many purposes – for me it’s just getting Antarctica out in the public eye because it is KEY to this place – getting in AND out.  Trigger that cellular memory………

Still trending – number going up……..

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2.13.24 ~ Finds

 

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I know it’s tough now.  R E A L L Y tough.  I know the urge to run away – hide in the blankies – just tune out the world – FOR GOOD – is so strong.  I know the heaviness just to get out of bed and do this dayem groundhog day b.s.  I know the let down when you try something different and new – feel empowered to do so – only to have the newness wear off – quickly – leaving you back to “ok, now what?”  I know the feeling of needing PDQ and only seeing or being offered ABC when that is simply absolutely positively not what you need.  I know the feeling of fear that creeps in – when you wonder how much longer you can hold out financially alone.  I know when that ugh when it wakes you in the middle of the night – leaving your heart pounding.  I know the anger and frustration when you intend for what you truly want and power up and intend protection – over and over and over again – and see those intention get smacked around or even denied or destroyed only to have to pick it all up and keep going.  And I absolutely GET the weary voice that says “I honestly do not know how much longer I can. do. this.”  I’ve heard it in my own head, felt it in my heart too many times and heard it in the voices and words of many of you.

Challenging day – one of those where I was pushed thiiiiiiiiiiiis close to the edge – wondering how much more of this I can endure. Fought off a 15 minute panic attack tonight at the store – while in line.  I came thiiiiiiiiiis close to screaming.  Usually I can push through those things w/o anyone noticing.  Tonight – it showed.  PTSD is so challenging at times.  Sometimes you just have to ride it out.  And I realized – for as weak as I feel at times – those times I feel I’m nothing much more than a 5 year old child inside of this woman’s body – the fact that I can endure what I have – that I can stand in line and suddenly hit with a panic attack – when many if not most people would run out and catch their breath – the fact that I can be in that situation and hold the line – shows how f’ing powerful I really am.

Or just flat out ridiculous.  🙄😜

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V.

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I don’t know what the flip he’s talking about as I remain off of the political bandwagon – but that last part about MAGA staying home – plus the 2.22 number interesting……..

 

there was that woman who said her antarctica cruise had been cancelled suddenly (shared it here in recent days):

 

 

BREAKING UPDATE: DHS Secretary Alejandro Mayorkas Impeached by US House in 214-213 Vote!

 

 

CBS News Reporter Catherine Herridge, Who is Critical of Biden Regime, Among 800 Laid Off in Paramount Global’s Cost-Cutting Sweep

 

In Major Blow to Joe Biden, House Speaker Johnson Won’t Put Senate Aid Bill on Floor

 

 

with REAL healing – not the nightmare toxic b.s. offered today:

 

 

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in today’s uh duh uh duh uh………..people are suffering – so many are homeless – so many are hungry – so many have horrible health issues so many are barely holding on by the tiniest of threads – just ENOUGH (and see above).  HEY HEAVEN HEY JESUS HEY GOD WE COULD USE SOME MIRACLES AND HELP INSIDE HERE OK??!!!

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cia-had-foreign-allies-spy-trump-team-triggering-russia-collusion-hoax-sources-say

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/over-70-service-members-say-they-felt-coerced-taking-covid-19-vaccine-survey

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/hezbollah-chief-threatens-further-displacement-northern-israel-residents-france

 

 

as someone who knew people who lived in Gaza – lovliest people/neighbors you’d ever want to meet – they been doing this kind of sheot for over 20 years……..

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/israel-blocks-flour-bibi-promised-biden-would-enter-gaza-latest-growing-rift

 

 

that’s why i encourage handwritten letters in this house…….today’s teachers – it’s all about typing and linking via google docs……….i still insist on handwritten papers when i’m in charge………..

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/study-finds-handwriting-increases-brain-connectivity

 

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