8.29.23 ~ Finds – amping up and up and up

 

Seriously back and forth……….quickly atm…………kinda like a storm of some kind……..messy but truth is rising and rising.  NCSWIC.  P E R I O D.

Love,

V.

******

 

 

 

 

 

Hence “why the f we still here?  why this still going on?  let’s bring in the NEW already!  what we waiting for?  not these dolts!”

 

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cdc-now-refusing-new-covid-vaccine-adverse-event-reports-its-v-safe-program

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/energy/chevron-evacuates-gulf-mexico-oil-platforms-hurricane-idalia-approaches

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/covid-19/first-covid-deaths-were-fully-jabbed-australian-state-records-reveal

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/economics/desperate-attempt-boost-housing-china-cuts-mortgage-rates-first-time-2009

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/whistleblower-who-disclosed-myocarditis-spike-military-after-covid-vaccine-rollout-goes

 

About 100 up at midnight EST………

 

Florida Gas Stations Receive Contaminated Fuel Right Before Hurricane Idalia Makes Landfall

 

Why they do that?

Hawaii Cancels Siren and Emergency Alert System Test for September

 

JUST IN: House Republicans Launch Investigation Into Jack Smith’s Office Meeting with Biden White House Officials

 

“Monument”al………

Breaking: President Trump Will Hold Rally with ‘Monumental Leaders’ in South Dakota Next Week

 

More Layoffs Hit Fake News Washington Post

 

 

World News Report Today (no dates – and i don’t trust newsmax – but i do align w/the time frame – however i’ve had this particular time frame come up the last 5 dayem years………THIS IS ABSOLUTELY IT!!!)

The Joe Biden Watergate Tapes About To Be Realeased! Devastating!

******

 

 

Crazy Train has become a fast-moving steady train full of synchs ~ 8.27.23

 

The synchs today.

I woke up – shaking with anxiety – of the anticipation kind.  I heard 10.4.  Pretty sure I began feeling that one earlier this year – I remember Lisa Harrison saying the same.  Was this last year at this time?  What is time anyway now?

Then the numbers.  77 444 555 111 1111.

Girl and I went out on a hike.  Saw more #’s.  Came home.  Spouse tells me to “check this out” this being a video.

 

Word News Report Today……….10.4 friends  (2:20pm EST)

FEMA Announces Worldwide Alert Test For Octboer 4th 2023!

A synch?  Another “ok synch but not for now but for another time” b.s./so-done-doing-THAT?

Dunno.  It isn’t a coincidence of course.  Collective messages incoming for us all.  Question remains (word count is telling me I’m at 111 btw) – what. is. from. pure. and what is used by “them” to distract/loosh?  Personally – my “don’t trust” is telling me not to listen.  Turn off phones/tv/radio – go quiet.  IF it’s meant truly for us – we will get that info later.

THAT is where we are.  Back and forth until it’s nothing but forward.  And any talk about returning to normal is a NO.  Normal was when all were asleep (at varying levels of course) and “they” were engaged in their doings – hidden and also seen (for those awakening).  NO RETURNING TO NORMAL.  NEW. NEW. NEW.

Love,

V.

******

Ok – this is rather strange – as I saw a forecaster in our state say something that is unusual to hear – all of the good and even great news about the upcoming weather for the foreseeable future.  Extinguishing the fires.  More stable conditions.  It was just one of those things that stood out for me…..

 

 

Florida’s Surgeon General Urges Americans to Refuse to Follow New Mask Mandates

 

 

Well, I will say this – not sure it looks like JB but when I first saw this my initial reaction was “what’s up with the left side?”  Looks – different than the right……….could be lighting – or not………..(left side looks smoother)……..

 

 

I was today old……….how many of us have ripped those things apart just to open them?  lol

 

 

Hmmm…

Elon Musk’s Space X Dragon Docks With The International Space Station | The Gateway Pundit | by David Greyson

 

The title alone – I hear Twisted Sister “We’re Not Gonna Take It”:

Lahaina Fire Survivor Blasts Jeff Bezos and Oprah During Emergency Council Meeting: “Jeff Bezos, You Got What You Wanted. Oprah, You Got What You Wanted — F*** Us All Over” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

song is about “knocking the system collectively” – both sides of the political spectrum – “including the corporate owned politicians conservative polticans (sic) that were on stage that night”

‘Rich Men North of Richmond’ Singer Addresses Rumor He’s a Biden Supporter | The Gateway Pundit | by Richard Moorhead, The Western Journal

missing 2 i’s – gonna check the 17 posts as i keep sensing he’s part of the plan…….his songs seem to speak to the need for a new world (earth 2.0/etc.) AND for those of us longing to go Home………

ok – yup – as i thought – there are i’s in brackets – 8 of them.  here are the two i sense are most relevant:

4951

Nov 12, 2020 10:20:17 PM EST
Shall we play a game?
[N]othing [C]an [S]top [W]hat [I]s [C]oming NCSWIC https://www.cisa.gov/safecom/NCSWIC
Who stepped down today [forced]?
More coming? Why is this relevant?
How do you ‘show’ the public the truth?
How do you ‘safeguard’ US elections post-POTUS?
How do you ‘remove’ foreign interference and corruption and install US-owned voter ID law(s) and other safeguards?
It had to be this way.
Sometimes you must walk through the darkness before you see the light.
Q

753

Feb 13, 2018 2:56:38 AM EST
Think image drop.
Think OP.
Think United.
When does a bird sing?
Everything has meaning.
[I]
Q
Why did I just say “it’s the final curtain call”?
Remember this is the same guy who, a year or so ago, on the history channel, theorized we were in a simulation and we have a real body on the outside………….
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/do-plunging-retail-stocks-signal-us-consumer-finally-done
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/blackrock-faces-leftist-backlash-it-votes-fewer-esg-proposals
watched it live.  btw – #17 won…….
https://wltreport.com/2023/08/27/house-republican-introduces-bill-defund-fulton-countys-da/
first minute – inverted pentagram…….??
MrMBB333

Where did THAT come from!!

******

Saturday…………..8.26.23……….interesting find on indicting sitting and former presidents (never happened until this week btw)………

 

Image

Every where………..

 

Tuned out atm – listening to some classic/70’s music.  The energy changes so quickly now – just when I feel a lift – I feel one of “their” blowbacks.  I was down in wreck mode yesterday – today I feel better (and thank you from my entire heart for those of you who were there for me yesterday when I was in my messy “me me me” space).  The air is still crap but hey if I can find that good empowered space with where I am now – I can do anything which includes getting through this war/battle.  Imagine what we will all be doing when the war is over and we are free and in the space of Love and Love Only once again.  :::chills::: with those words.

Love,

Victoria

******

Solar Flare Causes Radio Blackout For All of North America and More Are Coming (msn.com)

 

NO.  ENOUGH.  ENOUGH.  ENOUGH.  NO. MORE.  Come on WH – come on US – let’s bring in RAIN to Maui.  Let it Rain.  Hey – remember when 17 said MAKE IT RAIN?  Was that a coded comm of OUR POWER?

Firefighters stop brush fire’s progress; Kaanapali neighborhood under evacuation order | Honolulu Star-Advertiser (staradvertiser.com)

 

Not vetted:

 

 

baby lions……..🥰

 

 

And it is quite boring here now.  More and more I can be found saying “I am looking for something NEW – that I haven’t seen/done before – but I don’t know exactly what it is.”

 

And “ENJOY THE SHOW”

 

 

Scavino shares and re-shares.  (17 posts from Jan 13 – which always felt significant to me)

 

 

 

Right about everything……….

 

From FB:

May be a black-and-white image of 2 people, the Oval Office and text that says 'SIR, PEOPLE ARE REQUESTING THAT YOU GET YOUR ASS BACK IN THAT WHITE HOUSE'

 

 

oh dear – many FF’s today………..some schools already saying in-person due to cv…………..ground hog day has run its course.

 

67……….l instead of p (lanky)……..

Donald J. Trump

@realDonaldTrump
·

I am pleased to report, for those that care, that I just won the Senior Club Championship (must be over 50 years old!) at Bedminster (Trump National Golf Club), shooting a round of 67. Now, some people will think that sounds low, but there is no hanky/lanky. Many people watch, plus I am surrounded by Secret Service Agents. Not much you can do even if you wanted to, and I don’t. For some reason, I am just a good golfer/athlete – I have won many Club Championships, and it is always a great honor!

3 17 posts with [P]………..sharing what feeeeeeeeeeels relevant:

714

Feb 10, 2018 5:46:19 AM EST
Mess with the best, die like the rest.
[2] highly classified clown ops exposed.
[44] remaining.
Wizards & Warlocks.
Save the best for last.
[P]
Q
well it was the (mug) SHOT heard around the world………

572

Jan 21, 2018 2:28:00 PM EST
THE SHOT HEARD AROUND THE WORLD.
THE GREAT AWAKENING.
A WEEK TO REMEMBER.
Q
add in this:
saw a video – think i shared it last night – the c.virus (aka the cold) manfactured/manipulated back in ’65……………it simply self-replicates when it runs out of people to impact (my words)…….
******

8.25.23 ~ Check in

 

what is wrong with this plan?  how is allowing all of these fires part of it?  oh that’s just how it is – blah blah – says those who are not experiencing smokey skies or old trauma coming up (from 2020) when seeing there is lightning around and here you go – here are 4 new fires close by even though we have lightning some years and NEVER HAVE THIS THREAT.

N E V E R.

but evil is just doing whatever it wants while we’re told to vibe high and focus on what we want.  try doing that when you are literally stuck inside due to unhealthy air quality plus heat – day after f’ing day with a break or two then it comes right back – on top of wondering how you’re going to pay to eat much longer plus having to live in a place that is toxic as hell.

someone explain to me just WTF i am supposed to do at this point?  because i am out of ideas out of answers.  the whole day today sucked no matter what i did.  started out by finding dog feces in our back yard (we don’t have a dog and our yard is secured).  not the first time but still not something you want to see.  then i come inside – my girl’s in her room upset.  our other (and last) guppy died.  we bought 2 about 5 weeks ago and both died weeks apart.  we had a nice aquarium complete with filter system.  ok, i thought, i am not going to let this get to me.  but it did.  i cried too.  made another grave next to the other little guppy.  we can’t have pets but fish are ok so after a few years i finally said ok you are old enough to get some fish.  so we went to the pet store and happily brought home two little guppies that she named and that we spoke and sang to daily.  seeing this happen – again – was just too much, you know – after everything this girl has been through the last 3 years – the ONE THING she wanted – a pet of her own – and now this?  then other things happened throughout the day and i reached my limit so when you reach your limit and you are female, sometimes you just need to go shopping.

so tonight my girl and i went clothes shopping.  it was – interesting.  first of all it seems that all of these stores are now spraying “disinfectant” concoctions at night.  second – this store – big ‘ole Ross that used to have a huge section of 20 plus dressing rooms has now closed that and they make you go up front to share two – yes TWO – f’ing dressing rooms.  and these don’t have the nice little gaps at the bottom or open tops.  nope these are tiny closets.  and there was a line.  i was already claustrophobia’d out the arse w/being stuck inside for yet another day – so i said “nope not happening”.

so what did we do?

i told my girl we were going to do what they do at Filene’s Basement – put on the clothes over our clothes we had on.  which is what we did at the back of the store where it was quiet.  then we went to check out – several clerks standing around – so i went to the two who were unmasked.  nope they weren’t open.  oh come on, i said, i do not want to go to that person.  oh yes i am mask-discriminatory now and i don’t f’ing care.  well that person was the only one whose register was open so i had no choice.

come home.  still smokey.  10pm – still need to keep the house shut.  no clue why the smoke is still here as we have a pretty strong wind outside coming from the direction where the air is good.  or better i should say.  and now guess what we get to deal with?  sheesha.  smoked in mass quantities by neighbors close by.  so gotta seal up the house extra tight now ‘lest we wish to smell that toxic crap too.

seriously folks – WTH IS HAPPENING??!!  where are we exactly and why the fuch is evil being allowed to poke and attack when i intend i am SAFE and PROTECTED AROUND THE CLOCK AND NEVER STOP?

but that’s the plan.  some are saying there is no plan – it’s just a free for all.  i can’t go into that even though that is what it is feeling like lately.  spoke with a local (newish) friend who shared her day – about the same as mine.

good doesn’t want civil war?  people have HAD. IT.  especially w/the fires – and not everyone have air conditioners or air filters….. seeing a lot of anger there – justified.  White Hats in control?  Time to prove it.  for now – eyes on – hose always on stand-by and suspicious of ANYONE we don’t recognize or know.

here are some finds.

love,

v.

******

this pretty much describes it….perhaps my feel that i would sleep more at the end was more about WANTING instead of needing……….

 

I feel this – actually “sensed” it earlier this week.  Now we are waiting to get out…………..right?  It feels absolutely horrid here now.

 

i could never bring myself to trust this guy……….

 

looks a wee bit different than T’s mug:

LAWFARE: Pastor Stephen Cliffgard Lee Turns Himself In At Fulton County Jail in Georgia RICO Case – Poses For Mugshot with Clerical Collar | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/putin-signs-law-forcing-wagner-fighters-swear-oath

 

i am trying to find something positive friends – i’m seeing more of the same or just flat out ugly evil………let’s see if San dropped……..nope – nothing there.

 

Laura’s View and Tarot Too

(Mug)shot Heard Round the World?

 

so this is how i am seeing things at this point – nothing new – absolutely positively NOTHING new just the same stuff being circulated only at a heightened level.  a lot of talk now about DO NOT COMPLY.  which i get – fully.  as ya’ll know i shared the hell we went through doing the DO NOT COMPLY.  where did it leave us?  trespassed out of stores.  verbally harassed and attacked.  followed in stores.  ALL WITHOUT RECOURSEALL WITHOUT PROTECTION.  police, attorneys – those assigned to PROTECT OUR RIGHTS were not there for us.  and when in an area that supports the mandates, etc. – you find yourself pretty alone.  so your choice becomes do i get banned from all stores and starve or do i feed myself and my family/child?  hmmm?  those pushing this like rabid rabbits – you. tell. me. what. i. am. supposed. to. do.  when all around you is protecting evil – with a few supporting you – my only answer now is buddy shopping.  if this happens i will only shop with a group of others like me.  i am NOT going through THAT again.  EVER.  made that promise to myself 2 years ago.  DONE DONE and DONE.  i will go live in my damn car in an area not doing this rather than being stuck here surrounded by beings who don’t know how to think for themselves and don’t care about freedom or personal rights.

ugh.  that’s all i can go into today.  tapped out atm.

tomorrow will be better.

love,

v.

******

8.24.23 ~ Finds and a share

 

Oh my – local talk radio guy is losing his mind with anger and rage over T posting bail and addressing the media.  Had to turn it down until the rant was over.  Something has to switch inside of these folks – something presented on the world stage that is UNDENIABLE and NOT CENSORED for them to See and it has to happen like tomorrow or next week.  Much longer and they are going to snap if they don’t see T behind bars.  Now the music has returned to nice mellow listening.

Aaahhh……….

In the words of Rodney King – can’t we all get along?

Apparently not until the whole truth and nothing but the truth is everywhere.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

******

 

 

Very close to what I saw only the background was black and included golden swirls/light all around.  I made the request for an artist to come up with that and share it.  If that happens, I’ll share it here.

 

Oh wow – apparently that was the official one.  lol  (his first tweet since 1.6.21).

 

 

Picture

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

BOOM(erang)………

Trump Indictments Are Unconstitutional Due to Double Jeopardy, Have No Merit (theleadingreport.com)

 

 

MUST READ: The Entire Trump Investigation by Fani Willis Started after Raffensperger’s Aide Jordan Fuchs Lied About President’s Phone Call to Far-Left WaPo – Then Deleted the Recording – It Was Later Discovered in Her Trash Folder

 

 

No.

 

FREE

 

yeah – this really is indeed a “thing”………..

 

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/goldman-asks-what-if-powell-surprises-tomorrow-we-see-30-45-market-probability

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/netanyahu-forbids-israeli-defense-chief-meeting-biden-officials-during-us-trip

 

another piece:

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/double-jeopardy

 

I wondered as well about all that blue………….only it wasn’t his usual midnight blue – light and lighter blue……..I took it as dark to lighter to Light…….but as Laura said could be due to the fires in maui and the color blue (although my strong feel is most of that is disinfo to make truthers look stupid)…….Good read.

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

Was the Blue Tie a Coded Communication?

 

 

San Tarot….(speaking of watching a show)……..Justice card coming in again – balance being restored.  We are there.  Justice is a much stronger energy than any fear.  Being pulled out of a dream too soon.  Rushing to see the end of the show.  Fear you may miss it or not get there in time.  Sun setting.  Ends with the show starting.  You get your wish in seeing the show – skipping Home afterwards w/the piece of the experience.  You are going to go Home and create something on your own.  Getting clear on what we desire  

Virgo – Can’t believe your eyes.

******

 

8.23.23 ~ Additional finds

 

 

Interesting – he was aligned w/the Sun card – which is how I’ve often seen him in the dream state and the myriad of dreams I have had of him.  A glow around him – sunlight often shining on him.

Compare and Contrast (Before They Air): Trump with Tucker Vs. Republican Debate

 

SCHUMANN:

 

 

 

 

 

Remember – I thought the same thing (about T being up all night tonight from the 17 drops):

Picture

 

 

 

Friends help one another……….

 

Come on enough is ENOUGH……..

 

it started at 8:55pm – T said it started at 9PM……..5 minute difference……..5:5 in the air………..

17 post 55:

5502-Nov-2017 11:44:21 AM PDT
Anonymous4ch/pol
Look to Twitter:
Exactly this: “My fellow Americans, the Storm is upon us…….”
God bless.

 

Although – seeing this again – yes – that is when the storm began – at least in the states:  1.6.21:

 

 

Although he did say this……….I missed this part:

 

And missed this timestamp:

 

 

Interesting as it aligns with my previous piece – something T said in it about running 2016 which was 2015………..

 

 

anyone else thinking of It’s A Wonderful Life where Brother Billy is telling Potter “you just can’t keep the Bailey’s down”……….

Trump Girl @DownSouthScotMichelle
24 August, 01:18

PANIC!

Fox News ordered security to block Don Jr and Kim Guilfoyle from the post-debate spin room when they attempted to enter after the debate tonight.

https://x.com/jackposobiec…

 

 

BRICS Summit, Day 2: Leaders Agree With Xi on Group Expansion – Modi Proposes Space Consortium as Lunar Mission Lands on the Moon – Conspiracies Abound Over the Death of Wagner’s Prigozhin in a Plane Crash

 

‘Biden’s Open Border Policies Are Inhumane’ – South Dakota Governor Kristi Noem to Deploy National Guard to Southern Border (VIDEO)

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/macleod-global-bank-credit-crisis

 

Japan’s Fukushima nuclear plant begins releasing radioactive wastewater into sea – MarketWatch

 

ANTARCTICA:

I’ve spent 40 years in Antarctic research. Right now it’s facing a climate emergency so we must not put vital science on ice | Dana M Bergstrom for the Conversation | The Guardian

 

Video: Antarctic Ice Mass Loss 2002-2023 – Climate Change: Vital Signs of the Planet (nasa.gov)

 

Opinion: Visit to Israel reveals country at a crossroad – Daily Press

 

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T comms gleaned from his interview with Tucker Carlson ~ 8.23.23

 

i wanted to watch this earlier and thus get this info out a few hours ago – but my schedule did not allow for it.  dinner.  dishes.  laundry.  child.  spouse (whose health is worsening in terms of mobility and pain so he just can’t do what he usually does and has to move slowly now).  not griping – but yes i am.  lol  no seriously – i know other sites get stuff out quickly and fast but they simply don’t have the same responsibilities or parameters so i get it out when i can.  there are some interesting things in this one.  please remember to share, comment and donate what you can.  thank you to those of you who have donated and for whom i have yet to get back to.  you have helped ensure we eat!  love, victoria

***

Here are some comms/highlights that I feel are pertinent and of interest:

“I Am The President” – at the 7:54 mark  (17 post:  SEC_TEST)

His hair is white.

He was positive – greatly – towards Horowitz and less so with Durham (re: their info/reports).

“These are sick people.  They hate our country.”  (many as we know 17 drops with this reference – 40 to be exact)

“I ran in 2016 which was 15.”  8:55 mark.  (is he telling us with the timeline adjusting that’s been going on we are not in 2023?  if we’ve been altering it since – we could be further into our current calendar date/future……….)

10:10:  “I don’t think he’s going to make it to the gate.”  (referring to JB- 17 post 1010 ends with ENOUGH IS ENOUGH – 4.4.2018)

JB “walking on toothpicks”

References to the #2 and 9 (3x w/the #9).

Several references to the beach.

Newsom has a “big load on his shoulders”.

“Somebody else has to be running the government.”  (ours he was referring to)

“He came from a different planet” (referring to Chris Wallace).

“The people get it” (what’s happening to our country).

“He’s compromised.”  (JB)

“We have a manchurian candidate.”  (JB)

He spoke quite a bit about the Panama Canal (which interestingly enough news came out yesterday ships are backed up due to “drought” – water drain, anyone?  Watch The Water?)

President Xi – “he’ll get out”

10-17%

Pence “human conveyor belt”

He didn’t want to do a Thomas Jefferson who said “we will keep the votes of the great state of Georgia.”

“She’s getting killed” referring to DA from Fulton County, GA.

“Her voice was very different” referring to his talk with HRC on election night when she called to concede.

149 (17 post 149 from 11.12.17 shows the american flag w/the file name Freedom.png below it)

This is the most interesting one of all to me.  He says, around the 27:58 mark, “Most states have a lot of water.  You know it comes out of heaven and goes where it goes into the oceans” etc…………Firmament comm.  Waters above (which I have felt for a long time now that watch the water also refers to where we are and what’s above us).

It ends with Tucker asking him about civil – will there be one.  All T would say was there is a lot of love and unity but also a lot of hatred toward the evil that has been here – and a level of passion he’s never seen before.  Combine that and that is a “bad combo” he and Tucker both said.

******

 

 

 

Where are we again?? The upcoming Annular Eclipse……. A personal connection………and a gematria

 

I’m a little bit at a loss for words at the moment (of course I did just announce to the family that I was out of speaking words for the day – as well as listening to them).

Anyway………..so remember way back – long time readers – August 2017 where my area was in the totality pathway of the Solar Eclipse?  At the time it was the 2nd time in under 40 years that this area was in the path of totality – which was unheard of at the time as my research shows this phenomenon happens every 100 years or so.  I also was unable to get any answers – including the local physicists and astronomy clubs.

So we have this Annual Eclipse coming up on October 14.  Turns out – we’re in the path of totality for this one as well.  What are the odds?  Different timeline?  Mandela effect as well?  I remember looking into this particular event months ago and don’t recall reading we’re in the path again.

Who knows.

What I DO know is a few weeks ago I had the nudge to change my web browser image to this.  Check it out (turns out this was from the Annular Eclipse from May 2012):  2012 eh?  hmmm…………

Visual search query image

 

 

During an annular solar eclipse, the apparent size of the Moon’s disk is slightly smaller than the apparent size of the Sun’s disk. Therefore, only the outer edge of the Sun remains visible and the Sun appears as a brilliant ring if you are inside the path of annular solar eclipse. This is an otherworldly sight often called a “ring of fire”.

The path of annularity across the United States. This map available in two sizes at https://www.greatamericaneclipse.com/maps-and-posters/2023map

 

Ring of Fire.  Should I gematria that?  (107 in simple gematria – a number i’ve been seeing again lately including today and yesterday)

Solar Flare

Warp Speed

Free At Last

Anmarie Uber (remember her??  that’s odd – although i guess in the simulation we’re all known)

Tataria

Day of the End

Star Sign

******

 

 

 

Reflecting and a few finds ~ 8.17.23

 

I saw the most beautiful post shared by a mama of a young child.  She shared the pain with her words of the lifelong feeling of not receiving the love she needed.  She shared the words of solicitation/advice she had received over the years – to get over it, grow up, move on – none of these words of course is effective.  So now – her healing – has slowly transpired as she gives her little one the love she didn’t receive herself.  And she remembers to tend to her own needs.  That is what a loving parent does – shows the child the importance of self care while providing the same for the child.

I loved these words best:  “I’m never surprised by how much a child wants and loves their mother.”  Absolutely.  Sometimes it’s a challenge to step up to that plate – sometimes I just can’t do it – but it has never. once. surprised. me.

I’ve been told over the years I coddle my girl too much –  or am too protective (throw her to the wolves – see if she sinks or swims) – co-slept/nursed “too long” – every one of those words stings and at times sparks a rage in me – but I have remained true to my heart which tells me when my child needs something from me whether it be my words my time or silence or a hug or just basic help – it is my purpose to give those moments to her.  That is how we heal this “lack of mama love” by giving to our children what we didn’t receive.  Children are children.  They aren’t little adults.  It’s insulting to my senses and heart when I see/hear these words.

So…..I’m far from perfect – my healing is a work-in-progress.  I have fallen and gotten back up again.  It is true – if we are conscientious parents – we heal as we raise our children.  The opportunity is always there.  Those little people trigger us – bringing up all of our sheot for sure.  Sometimes I am not aware of this – but then – seeing the words today of this beautiful mama – I see and remember.

Love is all there is – indeed all that matters.  As she said:  “I’ve come to just accept this as the most basic and vital of human needs. To be fed, loved, accepted, nourished, held, embraced, comforted and on and on.”

Absolutely perfectly stated.

It is long past time for us to return to that space – that “timeline”.  I’ve had enough f’ing trauma and pain.  Today I had something happened that brought up a wound/trauma from when I was 10.  Just one little otherwise insignificant happening had me right back there – in tears – lots of tears too.  But I took it – used it for healing instead of saying “ef this matrix for poking me”.  I released pain and tears that I had kept bottled up for decades.

There was an interesting program on talk radio – elders of many tribes coming together with a statement – saying we are in the last hour of our experience here – and to let go of everything and everyone.  And given what I’m seeing being shared – I agree.

Here are a few finds.

Love,

Victoria

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as i said – suddenly in japan………..simulation……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

so can’t we use the same rhetoric “they” threw at us w/the patriot act?  if you ain’t got nothing to hide, you ain’t got nothing to fear………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

yeah – suddenly “elon” is in  Japan today………saw that (btw at 5pm EST there are 343 up)………..

 

 

 

 

I think this is the [P]……….from the 17 posts…..

 

https://www.marketwatch.com/story/mortgage-rates-could-hit-8-economists-say-citing-a-worrying-sign-not-seen-since-the-great-recession-edf2b4a4?mod=home-page

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/how-far-west-are-brics

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/hunter-biden-ccd-call-between-then-vp-joe-and-former-ukraine-president

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/woke-hawaiian-official-stalled-release-revered-water-until-it-was-too-late-save-maui

 

 

Powder Keg Europe: Poland, Lithuania and Latvia To Shut NATO Borders With Belarus – Increasingly Militarized Poland Says Lukashenko Will Try To Disrupt Its Elections

 

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8.16.23 ~ Finds, check in and goodies………..

 

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aaahhh…………..my vision of peace, perfection and Home

 

I’ve been keeping a lot bottled up recently in an attempt to create the kind of personal space I want.  Now I am wondering if I forgot to include something in this process.  Does deep breathing really soothe inner words needing to be expressed?  The paradox of wanting to express truth when it’s in the face of adversaries who won’t want to hear it and who may turn it back on you in an attack is something I contemplate at this time.  Is the expression worth the (possible – likely) blowback?  If not – how to deal with those words and energies behind them needing to be expressed.  Aaahhh – cooler weather please and thank you so physical outdoor activities can resume.  Great way to move some of that energy.

Moving on to another issue on my mind atm.

Ya’ll can help me prove to this reality that what I do is important – it is needed and it matters.  My days of being questioned and criticized, dismissed, discounted for what I do are over for me.  Please help and share the ever loving love out of my work.  That’s what a tribe does – stands solidly and surrounds the one doing the speaking up and out – what I do for anyone doing the same.  Thank you.  🙏

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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Antarctica:

“Uncharted Territory” – Exceptionally Low Antarctic Sea Ice Observed by NASA (scitechdaily.com)

Antarctica has a lot less sea ice than usual. That’s bad news for all of us | WUSF Public Media

 

 

 

 

17 posts w/the word tomorrow (33 of them)  #38 is standing out – it mentions increased military movement which has been happening the past few weeks – also mentioned the calm before the storm……..

 

JR says it – we’re at the precipice – and justice and the NCSWIC has to come fast – swiftly – quickly – with exact precision.

 

And all of this on National Roller Coaster Day

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August 16

About 100 up atm (midnight EST) – about 8 hours ago there was about 300 up…….(state side)

 

i like that GEORGE retweeted this one (i dropped it here last night too):

 

 

 

 

 

I did indeed hear christmas songs in my mind last night……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

know it’s total b.s. – but i will say that where i live has far too many people……..for my own comfort…………each person can have 100 acres………more suitable to the necessary peace of the heart mind and soul than the energy of cities and subarbs……….give me a sleepy little town with some local agriculture and access to a beach and i will be just fine.

 

 

she’s trending on twitter too, btw……..i noticed the news spelling it with just one “L” and thought of 17 post about declass (below for someone else who had the same feel and shared the post/s):

 

 

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/argentinas-leading-presidential-candidate-vow-shut-down-thieving-central-bank

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/zero-applicants-zero-prospects-entire-police-force-quits-minnesota-town

 

 

San Tarot……Solitude………intuition………joy held up….however….sit in solitude to receive the clarity……….or not…….lol  happy accident………….wish granted……….my feel?  intuition comes in moments of solitude – happy accident is the lucky break……….something coming in “accidentally”……Be Open To Happy Surprises……then we do the happy dance, right?  🥰 Transformation (in process)………..”in the blink of an eye”………her words – interesting given how often i have used that phrase over the years here……..

Gemini – Happy dance!

 

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