Do I try and sell off some things so we can get the money we need for medical stuff and moving? (we have a coin collection we’re looking into selling – if anyone is into that let me know)
Our electric bill arrived. Did not see that coming. A first. Almost $300. It has been much colder than usual and we have to keep a heater running on our washing machine in the garage on freezing nights (which have been a lot – and unusual) so water doesn’t freeze up. The cost per day jumped almost $3/day since last year. Cable is up. Water is up $35. I don’t know how we’re going to keep doing this.
What do I trust?
WHO do I trust?
My own brain – mind – seems to be all over the place. Pretty numb – too much trauma – too many challenges and hits.
Taking care of practical things.
No one knows how long this plays out.
No one knows anything truly solid other than two situations are playing out and I keep pulling myself back in focused on the one feel and desire that never leaves me: EXIT.
But….. I am also focused on making a better life here now and get pretty disgusted when others say you can’t play the game in both timelines. It is absolutely possible and understandable that anyone who wants a new reality can also do all they need to do here to have a GOOD LIFE until.
So it can be hard to know how much an AI simulation can mess with us and implant things/thoughts we think and even perhaps feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel are our own but aren’t.
Discernment in full would be very welcomed now – more than it ever has.
Anyway, extra $$ help at this time is very much appreciated and needed.
I did not want to get out of bed today. I was so low – and so g.d. frustrated last night – all dayem night. But I rose up anyway – put on my special t-shirt of empowerment – released and shifted those feeeeeels and thoughts I didn’t want to have/carry atm – got some things done – girl and I took off for a hike/walk – on the way home heard one of my favorite songs that I had needed and requested to hear a couple of days ago. I hope it inspires YOU to keep going. If you’re awake, you’re a Radical. If you want NEW, you’re a Radical. WE ARE THE DREAMERS OF THE NEW. I love this song – I have always been a rebel – and always will be – no matter what calendar age “they” push on me.
President Trump Vs BIG PHARMA 2 – Clif High/X22 Report/AndWeKnow/Patel Patriot – A MrTruthBomb Film
In this video we look at President Trumps controversial Warp Speed and his public support of the globalist vaccines. LINK FOR PART 1: https://rumble.com/vqh6tg-president-trump-vs-big-pharma-from-pland
Either optics. Or the DS version/actor. Or he’s one of them and we gotta rise up NOW – fit healthy people especially men – and DO SOMETHING.
Trump dismissed the scale of injury and death which is 1 in 800 currently. Trump saying he saved 100's of millions and that injuries and death are a very low number which it isn't https://t.co/lx45eovsRv
VERY disappointed when I heard these reports. Hearing the interview for myself changed my mind. Great lesson in getting info from the source, not from 2ndhanders who paraphrase/spin to skew the narrative. He still walks a fine line because of normies, so I'm at peace with this 👇🏾 pic.twitter.com/6NsGFcDyQs
Best guess is if he didn’t push warp speed, the WEF would still have us in lockdown and have digital currency, ID and total control. This saved millions of lives. It’s a perspective to consider. 🇺🇸
Possibly………he rolled it out under experimental (op. warp speed) – which didn’t allow “them” to mandate it on everyone (and face “consequences” if refused)………who knows for sure, you know? DISCERNMENT
Yep, the optics view………We know in the past he has spoken out about the harm caused by vaccines (17 refers to how most – but not all – cause harm)….2014 or so on twitter…………
I think he speaks truth. But he words things in such a way that you have to THINK. The vax was already created and was coming regardless. He sped things up, saving millions of lives in lockdown damage- loss of income and livelihoods, depression, addictions, etc. Many lives saved.
This is such a powerful photo. was taken in April, 1945 by Major C Benjamin and shows a train of Jewish prisoners that had been intercepted by Allied Forces. This is the moment they learned that the train would not be heading to Auschwitz death Camp and they had been liberated. pic.twitter.com/b3be5Zsp9r
BREAKING REPORT: Secret Service NOW READY to provide NAMES TO CONGRESS of those who visited Biden's Wilmington Delaware home, despite initially claiming NO LOGS existed..
This is interesting – Dutch put out a really interesting live (and quiet) video showing D E W strikes………..the video has been removed………..i went to his twitter page – and it shows he has no videos/tweets/media…………which of course isn’t true………….the invisible war continues…………
I waste too much time paying bills. Invest far too much energy on wondering where the money will come from in order for me to Live the way I want and need. That has to stop. I am the Divine Female – and as the Divine, I cast out all evil acts and doers who require us to pay to live. IT ENDS TODAY.
JANUARY 13, 2023 U.S. House of Representatives House Pro Forma Session The U.S. House is holding a brief session. No roll calls are expected to take place. The House will next return for legislative business on Tuesday, January 24th.
— Lightwithin ✝️🙏🏻🇺🇸🎀 Jn:14:21 seeking truth! (@kankaburbaley) January 13, 2023
You’ve expressed 100% what many anons struggle with every day. The movie was fun to watch at first but has gone on WAY too long for most of us. My health and finances are at a precipitous point and no amount of positive vibes is going to change that. We were promised a feast but have been living off of scraps. I’m not trying to be a blackpill, just stating facts.
Something tells me the original timeline for the plan was delayed somehow and we’re in overtime, where deltas, comms and booms no longer exist. I know I’m not alone feeling this way because AU seems to have less traffic and meaningful posts. We’ve been treading water for too long and it’s taken its toll on our enthusiasm. Real Raw News was one of the few sites I could go to for news that wasn’t scripted. But even stories there seem more like misinformation than truth.
“I’m sick to death of hearing things from uptight, short-sighted, narrow minded hypocrites.
Just give me some truth,
All I want is some truth.”
John Len
gaslighting has been my experience for about 50 years. i crave REAL and what is PURE and LOVE and SAFE. energetically done w/anything to the contrary. i could make a lot happen for my benefit with money.
the difficulty of a silent war is the silent wounds that go unnoticed in yourself. Trauma from years of gaslighting to your face and being the sane person in a room full of crazy people convinced they’re sane cannot be ignored.
Battle scars are real, even if there aren’t injured limbs. Don’t discount what’s called PTSD in veterans, and how it can manifest itself from psychological war.
Don’t ignore what you feel – we are all needed. Remember your value, ask for help when you need it, and don’t fear anything, because WE Win
Enough really is enough. Truly. Every sense of the word – enough. is. enough. I have a message. I hope you will join in me holding this intention.
This clown show in DC – these swamp creatures – passing their omnibus bill – gave themselves a nearly 5% raise. But they cut certain funds for the poor. They don’t care – I don’t expect them to. I don’t care if they are allegedly controlled now or not – this has gone on long enough and hearing T and friends and anyone else say to trust the plan while this world goes to sheot – those struggling the most to begin with – honestly why does it have to be this way? This plan is about exposure yes but it is also including immense amount of suffering and trauma – and pouring salt on wounds by saying “SEE HOW HORRIBLE THESE PEOPLE ARE?!” over. and. over. again. It isn’t all just a movie – there are millions of real people with real lives. One beautiful soul on Twitter lost his pizza restaurant back east somewhere (NY I believe) for serving pizza to unvaccinated customers.
REAL people with REAL lives. How many of them are really interested in this “movie”? They just want to be able to live freely. They want what was taken – stolen – returned. Whether that be health or business or finances or family and friends – or all of it. Doesn’t matter.
REAL PEOPLE.
REAL LIVES.
WE NEED TO SEE LOVE.
LOVE IN ACTION.
EVERYWHERE.
Nothing more nothing less.
So yeah – TIME’S UP plan.
We hear about responsibility – which is simply the ability to respond TO a particular situation, event, feeling, experience. Powering up to BE in that space of being able TO respond. I get that. We all do, don’t we? Some have it easier here, don’t they? Sometimes that ability is compromised due to outside influences – often out of ones control. The way I feeeeeeeeel and seeeeeeeee this is until ALL and I mean ALL who create so much of this unnecessary suffering via making and releasing poisons and toxins and pay to live systems of competition and survival of the fittest – well it just isn’t enough that I own and do me and you own and do you – but that those behind the scenes – human and non human alike – are held ACCOUNTABLE – THEN we can spend LESS time having to step up yet again and release another trauma or deal with another system-created moment of stress or trauma – big or small.
Let’s see what else I can find.
With love,
V.
******
Funny but I don’t see a thing about ending the funding for Ukraine (for starters)………..
BTW – haven’t seen this promise of “fauci files release” by twatter and musk….
Oh good gawd already………..
THEY'VE RELEASED THE KRAKEN!!! The KRAKEN is a legendary sea monster of enormous size that first appeared off the coasts of Norway. Kraken was first described in the modern age at the turn 2023! 😉https://t.co/d0CWBXxdBy
How do we think our way out of a situation? Strategize. Logic.
Pause. Go quiet.
I’m doing it all. I don’t like much where my mind is going but since I don’t see “out there” changing for the good – this is coming down to survival of the fittest.
Unless I am able to find the right $$ producing situation for me – and there are restrictions applied to that that are non-negotiable for health reasons – we ain’t gonna make it here much longer in that regard. We won’t be able to go forward for long just in getting my spouse the ability to use this doctor to help him. Supplements are long and costly. Medical testing at $500-$600/a pop – most not covered by insurance (still trying to get final answers on that). Every visit to this doctor is out of pocket (already getting weary from telling others no he does not take insurance for obvious reasons). The clinic has membership options – requiring a monthly fee – which is the most affordable way to go – but you commit to 1 year and unless a financial miracle breaks through or hey the plan kicks in for us and at the very least prices return to the 1950’s level – we just don’t know what we’re going to do.
I’d really love for someone to just do a fundraiser for us. I don’t have the ability to do that atm for obvious and varying reasons.
Oh yes – I hear some asking – some who have asked – there is plenty of financial abilities within his family. PLENTY. But they won’t help. Last time his health was on the quick decline 10 years ago, after we plowed through almost $10k of our own savings, we did the fundraiser. Not one person in his family would distribute flyers (much less donate). That was when I emotionally checked out from those people. For my mate though – that was harder to do. Can’t get gold out of cold concrete.
We need gold.
Or silver.
Be wonderful if silver value skyrocketed to where it belongs – we’d be just fine then – at least for awhile.
I’m at a loss. My eyes twitching again. Having bowel issues. Anxiety and panic. Doing all the protocols….Powering up. Strong mind……those aren’t working other than getting me out of bed and giving me just enough energy to do the basics around here. Nope – the one thing that keeps showing up here for myself, my mate and yeah so many of us (and those WITH don’t want to discuss it – my experience): what solves this is money.
Cold. Hard. Cash.
It would be a LOT easier now if we didn’t have to worry about the transmitting issue. Now that we have validation from an actual awake medical professional right here in our area – yeah – we HAVE to be very cautious and alert to this. So it isn’t like I can just go get a normal out there job now without great risk to myself and my family and I am NOT about to f’ing do that. And I will say this: it is the f’ing graphene oxide and whatever else these IDIOTS put into themselves that is behind the amping up of my mate’s health issues. Think it’s a coincidence he began to decline again 6 months after these poison darts rolled out? Nope. Even I have lost weight without trying and in fact something I haven’t shared, I have had to add extra protein to my diet to try and put back on the extra weight. I’m still working on it – and from what I have heard we are not the only ones whose bodies have changed in the past year – either plumped up or shrunk. Graphene f’ing oxide people. Not ascension crap new agers like to spout.
I just can’t wrap my mind around any of this now. I lost it last night – again. I’m trying not to but everyone has a limit and I have absolutely without any hesitation know I have reached mine. So has he.
It is truly time for THIS. F’ing N O W!
or for this to happen HERE – do what these folks in Brazil are doing:
Waiting ~ and “time” ~ is NOT a luxury some can afford now.
Anxiety is borderline unbearable atm – panic filtering in. Using my tools and protocols – other day I was tapping everywhere. Yeah, VK was right – we are all under demonic attack. There is no other explanation – never has been and the validation I feel after a lifetime of knowing this is appreciated. Some things “out there” do not want us leaving or freed.
Fuch. That. WE ARE FREE. We are close to SOMETHING BIG.
We HAVE to be. Precipice – seriously.
A lot of blocks today in getting answers for my spouse – I am wondering quietly “is there a reason?” Higher Reason? Please jesus do not let this be another block or attack. You know? COME ON no MORE of that sheot!!! Cause this woman is seriously at the end of my ability to deal with anymore attacks or hits or unnecessary blocks plus low energies and drama.
THERE HAS TO BE A BETTER WAY. For all of us. Waiting has come and gone and ain’t an option now. He’s tapped. I’m tapped. We’re all tapped. Who here isn’t tapped? We ain’t got any local tappers still tapping much less wanting to tap w/us or for us.
HA! lol
It’s cray reality in full. Did I already say that?
Ready for IT. Ready for NEW. Done waiting. I want my restitution and millions in cash and gold and silver for all of the work I have done largely for free the past 6.5 years. I served ya plan. WE ALL DID. Now PAY UP.
pretty much what we’ve had – one party system of evil………but like i said – this guy and those like him have no survival worries so he’s golden…………couldn’t even find a way to get real help to people including the supporters of this “plan” who are suffering unnecessarily…………shame on them all for that.
that thing in the sky is full. most of our “full moon” cycles occur between sunset and sunrise. eye roll……..when is it going to work for us? who is controlling that system? ugh – i feeeeeeeeeeeel it – we’re all sensitive to it in this house and no one sleeps well when it’s doing its full thing in the nighttime sky. why can’t it be “full” and visible during the day – every cycle – so we can sleep/be left alone in the evening hours? asking for humanity.
and one last find – this is interesting – girl and i got out of the house, drove around and noticed most people still had holiday lights/decorations up – which i suddenly loved – and was surprised at the number of houses with trees still up. it’s still christmas, i thought. then as i’m scrolling through twitter, i see this:
😎⚡️ 🌎 🦅 Have a nice Christmas Eve this evening world. Treat everybody with heart and spirit. Manifest it.
Today is Christmas Eve, according to the Julian calendar, the one established by Julius Caesar, the Roman leader, before the Gregorian calendar became the standard we know today. A small but significant portion of the world’s Christians still follow that calendar, so they will celebrate Christmas tomorrow in countries like Ethiopia and Egypt and Moldova and Russia.
Ok – ready. Always ready. Always always R E A D Y. For we are TOTALLY SERIOUS ABSOLUTELY HERE. NOW. Let’s see some FIRE and BEAUTIFUL RESULTS to this WORK we have been doing for SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Orlando Brown is an actor that has been speaking out and exposing pedowood, especially Will Smith.
He was arrested. Here’s the video.
Notice something strange?
So another synch ~ i woke up this morning hearing that song “tonight i’m gonna party like it’s 1999″………also heard “final countdown” just suddenly pop up on the radio – the intro – then was gone………..
IN THE STORM NEWS PRESENTS: ‘WOKE: THE MOVIE’ 12/31
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Anger as EU project sees Police Scotland rebrand paedophiles as ‘Minor-Attracted People’ – Scottish Daily Express
The term – described as ‘deeply disturbing’ and ‘baloney’ – was included in the Chief Constable’s year-end report as part of an EU project to tackle child abuse and exploitation
as i was saying………….NO MORE HIDING PLACES LEFT……….
And a synch ~ woke up seeing 10:10 on the clock this morning. age-old number i first saw 25 years ago and felt it would be important in the future…… (why do i sense i already shared this??)
>>894110 MONEY. POWER. CONTROL. People are simply in the way. SLAVES. SHEEP. PAWNS. MASS EXT EVENTS DESIGNED TO DECREASE THREAT LEVEL OF POPULATION. GUN CONTROL. WARS [FAKE][TOP HAPPY][BACKEND DEAL]. ELECTION RIGGING. CONTROL. YOUR VOICE DOES NOT MATTER. PHARMA [CLAS-D] WATER AIR CHEMICALS PUSHED FOR HOME USE CLEANING [CANCER][BABY ON FLOOR-HANDS IN MOUTH – THE START]. VACCINES [NOT ALL]. TOBACCO. OPIOIDS. ULTIMATE WIN [DEATH + MONEY]. THE FED. ROTHSCHILD. ‘CONSPIRACY’ ‘CONSPIRACY’ ‘CONSPIRACY’ UK/GER [5 days].
Deeeeeeeeeeeeep breath. In to the count of 5, hold for 2, exhale for 8 – all through the nose. Stretching. Working my body with the band bar. Face yoga. Went to bed and was wired until sometime after 3am. Remembering a time when I was sole/souly focused on just myself – first and foremost – putting all chores aside if there was something I wanted to do just for myself.
Return to Self.
Here’s what I am seeing. Very little resonating. Seeing things like there is no evil – satan is inside all of us (ONLY via hijacked DNA – not my choice – evil is not the same as hidden/”dark”). People enjoying this “movie” (really??). There is so. much. guessing now – narratives all over the place. If ever we needed the FULL TRUTH (about WHO IS WHO and WHERE WE ARE and WHO WE ARE): IT. IS. NOW. Watch who you follow. QUESTION who you follow. Logic and heart are a powerful combo. And please remember to share and donate (below) to support my work. Thank you!
Love,
V.
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For those of us for whom “pay to live” and this entire prison matrix ealm does not serve – honestly – where do we go? And what exactly do we do (other than what we have already been doing for months – for years – decades). I feel like a bird inside of a cage screaming and kicking on the door to be released. This is not just about who we are internally – it is also commanding and NEEDING (help!) in bringing IN NEW or getting out INTO the New.
I don’t know ~ I still hear in my mind that the states are not the focus ~ such a trial could go on for weeks and months allowing for even more “hell on earth” and we have ALL had enough of THAT ~ plus “we have it all” ~ plus the chaos such an event would create amongst the MAGA crowd who does not follow 17….If such an event happens it would have to be quick – as in days – and the MSM WOULD spin it – by only covering what they want to be viewed – seriously………..LOGIC………..something bigger is coming that supersedes all of this insane twisted stewpid kabuki theatre……..
Elon changed his following account – again – from 153 to 155:
Well, actually, none of us are from this place………..
Yes. The whole family is. They are incarnated angelics here to help raise the collective frequency to transition us into the Future. Same as Tesla, Jules Verne, Gustav Eiffel, Mary Baker Eddy, etc. pic.twitter.com/Uyno3Yo2vI
How the FBI & intelligence community discredited factual information about Hunter Biden’s foreign business dealings both after and *before* The New York Post revealed the contents of his laptop on October 14, 2020
This is why this sloooooooow “reveal” or whatever it is makes me cringe inside……….again “this is about the children” is hard to see/view/accept/believe………….
Still pretty rough. I’ve been sleeping and resting a lot the past 2 days. Lots of things being pushed to the surface to heal.
“Out there” – I am seeing car accidents and fatalities every. day. now. on the major highways & freeways. It is mind boggling – even though it shouldn’t be – but still – wow. Some like to say this is how the person/soul chose to depart. Who can say that with any real knowing? How do any of us know it isn’t just plain evil trying to keep at it as long as it can? And how many received the thing? Who knows other than the person/Soul. This whole process now feels messy and unpredictable with moments of quiet calm and healing in between. It’s war here until it isn’t – with the end RESULT being (a return to) Divine. Freedom. At least that is my focus/desire.
Here’s what has entered my space today ~that I feeeeel like sharing that is. The unfolding and back and forth drama continues – just not interested in it – honestly – no matter the purpose now.
Love,
Victoria
******
SEN. MIKE LEE PROPOSES BILL TO BAN INTERNET PORN IN U.S.
Ok, really – like enough is enough ok we get it evil is everywhere this is INSANE and will only lead to innocent freedom souls to suffer even more seriously WHYYYYYY is this even part of this movie/experience???
New Zealand Intelligence booklets have been released telling the public that if they suspect their friends or family are opposing government policies, including COVID measures, they should be reported as they are a terrorist. Rumble share: https://t.co/SjuCPqL0H5pic.twitter.com/sPx1tqYYGK
Her legacy is beautiful. sigh (a challenge for me atm) My words to her: tears flow. i am grieving…with the rest of you. fly free home annie (let us know u busted outta this dmn matrix ok?) .thank you for your support and friendship. i will see you on the other side….😭🙏💥✨🌈
“IT’S FOR THE CHILDREN”
we are told.
The children who had NO CHOICE in the poison jab or the mask wearing or being denied visits w/grandparents.
The children who had NO CHOICE when governments and evil twats cancelled their activities.
The children who had NO CHOICE when programmed parents with the cognitive reasoning of a turd on the ground said “NO” to playing together.
And yet – this plan is overwhelmingly “FOR THE CHILDREN”.
JESUS DON’T DO THIS SHEOT.
AND NEITHER DO WE.
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Another tidbit ~
“NEVER INTERFERE WITH THE ENEMY WHILE HE’S IN THE PROCESS OF DESTROYING HIMSELF”
we are told.
What about when the enemy is just giving itself little pin pricks taking f’ing far too long to allegedly “destroying itself” while CHILDREN are dying…..suffering………getting PROGRAMMED by E V I L.
Define “destroying”.
JESUS DON’T DO THIS SHEOT.
JESUS CASTS OUT EVIL.
P E R I O D.
IT IS FOR THE CHILDREN. EVERY LAST DANG ONE OF THEM.
