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i was awake right around dawn.  as i returned to sleep, i intended to “go Home” for a visit.  actually it felt more like i was guided to allow the experience to go Home. i fell asleep almost immediately upon having that thought.  and this is what happened…..

the dream started off with a group of us on a bus.  it was a luxury bus.  i saw my husband, daughter and lisa harrison – a few others that felt familiar but i did not “know” who they were at the time.  we were nearing the end of the ride/trip and i walked up front to ask the driver about using the restroom.  i was surprised seeing the driver – she was beautiful – young, long thick coarse hair – big green eyes, slender nose – the way i would want to look if i could choose.  i had expected to see some grumpy old person – perhaps male – so seeing her was a nice surprise.  she smiled at me and gave me a look that radiated pure love and compassion.  “you don’t need to use the restroom on this bus,” she said.  i was not fully trusting of her words though (my ever present skepticism) so i headed back towards my seat and that is when i heard my girl say “here mama you can use one here” – as though i could manifest one on this particular bus just by calling for it – holding the intention.

so as i glance back to my seat the back door had opened and i saw the most beautiful forest and sunlight.  i could feel the air – it was PERFECT.  cool with the temp of the sun being perfect.  again – my version of perfection. the need to use the restroom had left.

as i stood there in a bit of wonder at what i was seeing – and saw a childhood friend motion me back – the dream switched and suddenly i am plopped down in the kitchen at the new house at Home.  it was HUGE – massive – wooden – very high ceilings.  i feel my child and hear her running around off to my left (saying things like “mama LOOK!”) – and in front of me my mate pops in – excited.  we’re both saying “We made it!  we made it!  we’re here we’re really here!”  and he looks different.  i knew it was him – but physically he was much younger, much shorter hair – face was a little different too – but i knew it was him.

so we go exploring in the house and i realized – i could change things at will if i wanted to.  and it was like the house continued to expand based on what i wanted it to look like.  instant manifestation.  and i could change it again or back to how it was if i wanted.  i was like a kid in a candy store.  lol

one really cool piece – as i was checking out the kitchen i noticed a refrig – and it looked far too small but something guided me to open it and as i did – it was HUGE inside – just like a scene out of one of the harry potter movies where the tents they camp in look normal on the outside but inside? massive and luxurious – created purely based on what they desired.

i then saw a family from my neighborhood here and was happy to see them – although they appeared to be going into their own experience – and i was not even fully sure they were in knowing of what had just transpired and what was happening.  and i also felt the lake close by.  brother rick has spoken of a lake in our area for over 2 years and i have yet to see it.  but last night – i knew it was there and i knew it was very close.

as i later felt into this experience, i realized the driver of the bus was big Me driving me and my personal experience Home.  it is very possible if not likely we all look different at Home – in our real bodies.

and that – was the experience.  tonight i am going to explore again the intel from David Cowan and his reflection on these “end times” – in particular the 2019 year/date he gave which he said marked the end of the experience here.  as most of you have probably figured out by now, i like to put together little pieces of this puzzle to form a bigger picture.  my mate is currently focused on (and being guided to) seeing the changes in our atmosphere – how it is literally being compressed which aligns w/his vision of the transition/end.  2 videos have already appeared again for him just this morning on this topic.

this is indeed happening – and as i have felt all along – it will be as gentle as can be.  no global cataclysmic events – that was all part of “their” end game here for us.  but that game was been given the big CANCEL CLEAR DELETE stamp long ago.

we’re getting outta here.

love,

victoria

i am starting to feel very off about something i see currently being shared – the idea that all is merging back into One.  i under and inner-stand that. what i don’t align with however is this idea that we all have to be on the same page.

really?

if this is about Freedom – which i feel it is – freedom from all controls – then doesn’t that include the right to have your OWN experience?  love is inclusive however that doesn’t include being forced into sharing the experience of another.

i continue to align with this very basic concept:  all merges back into One and in that ONE are a myriad of experiences.  spheres within one Sphere.  just as there is a vast difference in physical forms – there are differences in experiences.  in choices.  in our freedom TO choose whatever that experience is.

i do not align with nor consent having to wait because people refuse to awaken.  i also feeeeeeeeeeeel many of these “people” aren’t real in terms of humankind.  they are serving a purpose – to keep the construct going.

and these messages of “we have to wait for x y z” – yet again – feeeeel to me to be just more matrix programming – from the very controllers themselves who do not wish to give up control and be seen.

we have more than one plan playing out and yet all is connected.  this is how i see and feel it.  Trump is working with a myriad of people/being’s and has utilized off-world tech to ensure his/that particular plan goes off smoothly and is guaranteed a success.  to do that involved using this said tech that allowed for them to plan for every possible obstacle and outcome.  has Q ever said words like “we didn’t anticipate people would refuse to awaken?” of course not because they KNEW ahead of time.

so why would off-world beings from an alleged “alliance” show surprise for how some are refusing to budge?  wouldn’t they have already SEEN this? aren’t they, after all, in the space of “no time” where ALL exists and ALL flows in the Now?

and all of this being said – wouldn’t there be help and/or the use of tech to help awaken those who aren’t able to for whatever reason?

whose plan is this?  don’t those of us who are awake (as much as we can be in this given frequency space) get to have a say?  play a role?  this is impacting ALL so ALL get to have a role.  perhaps that’s why the recent dreams i had of meetings i and others i saw who are in form here were saying “NO DEALS”.  and as type these words i feel this also includes “NO STALLING” esp. when this stalling is being used to protect the very ones who created this game.

am i missing something?  or am i on to something?  a bit of both?

i realize i don’t have the entire picture here and thus i go by my inner Truth Radar.  and she raises up immediately these days when i feel something that does not align with me.  and such messages as i share above are setting Her off – at the very least – giving me the opportunity to go within and feel this out instead of just taking someone else’s word and their request that we just trust THEM to carry this out.

trust us as we tell you “no you cannot have this experience quite yet”.

we have heard those words before haven’t we – from the very being’s who create and control this very system we are dismantling.

this leads me then – to conclude – that there WILL be what seems like, at first, a “split” when in truth it is still ALL transitioning away from this experience but for those not able to awaken or comfortable to the ideas of Freedom (full ability returned to create ones own experience without ANY power over) – will have that while the rest return to our Original Humankind Experience.

that feels more loving to me than allowing more struggle and suffer in order to bring all on board.  that “leftist” agenda of include all and force fit that if need be.

NO THANK YOU.

love,

victoria

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more of the same.

continuing to see more of the insanity – same story-lines – just recirculated…..

more people dying who “know too much” (again – why not assign them bodyguards??)……..we see no proof of swamp creature arrests (only to be told to trust the plan)….chemtrails continue….and now POTUS has agreed to make it easier for GMO’s to hit our shelves.  WTAF?!

i’m not saying change isn’t happening………everything in my body is saying this is happening far.  too.  slowly.  those of us who align with Home feel it and know it.

it’s like i’m on alternating timelines as well.  a nice, pure, beautiful one that aligns and resonates with me.  i see and feel the change……then BAM onto the other one that is showing signs of the same still going on and amping up……it feels heavy and stagnate and utterly oppressive……

is this the west and east scenarios?  is that possible?  perhaps i will ask rose her thoughts on this one.  i know the “the chaos continues until the end” and the “soon” narratives no longer feel right.

my sensitivities continue to heighten……..i can spot mutual “star seeds” quickly  now….it’s subtle but immediate……..certain foods continue to leave my diet……beans in particular lately……..fruit continues to be my staple food…….ground hamburger, chicken, eggs and butter for protein……..(no judgment from the vegan crowd – i give my body what it says it needs)………sensitivity to the environment in general – dust, pollen, temperatures…….my body craves and needs neutrality – extremes i can no longer do comfortably or at least as i once could…..

anxiety anyone???

yesterday i was like the being on the left……..mate returned from a doc visit with more tests needed and some rather discouraging results from recent tests…..and not like they can heal him of course…..so yeah – no one will be telling me to be “patient” anymore……we have been patient….most of his health issues – along with every one else here – were created by those who have controlled this perverse realm…i’ve known of real repressed cures for 20 some years……and currently available alt cures come at a cost that are not in our budget…most especially now given we have taken a near $200/month hit since january….i intend….release………..allow……….begin to receive.

then get hit.  and the cycle repeats.  no g.d. more.

the most powerful, the most bright, the most beautiful, the most all knowing and the most Pure get targeted the most here.  i hold absolutely NO doubts on that one now.  

NEVER once thought/felt this charade would still be playing out by summer……..and yet – here we are………..

my dreams continue to change……i am seeing more people from my “past” who have passed – having brief conversations with them….

so yes….the waiting “game”…..some don’t have that desire or ability…….the waving of the carrot – “look what’s coming” – needs to stop….the coded messages we are expected to figure out on our own…….i see how such a game would align with some…….but for myself and for others – i/we don’t play games……authenticity is what we want……..transparency……….i never consented to this system………i tried to make a life in it (by faking it – keeping real me quiet)….and i failed miserably lol (as compared to others who have had careers, homes, societal definition of “success”)……

so uh………ok………CAN WE GO HOME NOW?  curtain open…….event now. thank you.

love,

victoria

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