Today’s Share ~ 6/7/19

 

Energetically, today was – new.  It’s late afternoon and I sit here – rather amazed – baffled – at how much I accomplished.  And I didn’t feel stressed or rushed.  I did more than I do on most days, too.  And these doing’s included things I enjoy, including playing the piano, which I will share my pieces later after I upload.

It’s as though I was in the Flow – but not just the Flow that we experience here.  I cannot describe this. It’s a subtle – but noticeable – shift.  Perhaps it’s due to my strong assertion last night and again this morning that I command Home Energies and Experiences Now.  And I found my center again after playing the piano and punching my bag.

Is this experience of “how did I do all of this and have so much ‘time’ left over for the rest of the day” permanent or just a preview?  I don’t know.  For now – I am grateful for it.  Thank You More Please!

Speaking of “Home” I am seeing this longing is particularly strong right now.  Are we getting more connected there and more disconnected here? That’s my feel.  When I attempt to tune in “there” I am feeling silence again after having some experiences where I felt more connections.  I attempt to pull my attention away and focus here and now – but that pull for Home never leaves and continues to come in waves.  It’s like sitting at a table of dishes and none of them are appealing to you – no matter how you make the effort to convince yourself to the contrary.  And you sense/feel and have had visions of another table of dishes that align completely with who you are. You want what resonates – at least the Freedom to sit at the dang table.

For now it continues to be as it is.

On to the last share.  Money.  I pause…laugh a bit.  It’s my least favorite topic imaginable to discuss.  (Ask my mate to confirm that statement.  ha!)  But it remains one of the most important factors of this experience.  I have mentioned we took another $ hit last month ($45) – that is permanent.  So as always, any and all donations help out greatly.  You can also help by ordering some of my rather awesome Tooth Powder or if you are using CBD Oil or considering using, I am an affiliate with a great company out of Portland, Oregon, SELECT.  I am also going to be signing up with another business whose products I use and value (a mineral make-up – Vegan – awesome product line and VERY economical).  I will link that once sign up (just discovered that late last night they offer an affiliate program).  Links to all are below.

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Much love,

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Today’s Energy captures and Photo captures

 

protons continue to spike quite intensely….and the MIMIC Array (Version 2) – is showing those white-out images again.  the first MIMIC (version 1) was essentially completely whited-out in February of this year after weeks of white-out images increasing.  after this occurred, they updated to a Version 2.  well as many say, no amount of system tech can stop nor hide what’s coming.  Source/Truth rolls that way.

i thought i would share a couple of pictures from my walk tonight.  the colors are so vibrant around here – our gardens doing amazing as i have mentioned.  i am noticing changing landscapes too.  i think i mentioned in our yard the dandelions disappeared and instead we have little white daisies.  i have wondered where the dandelions have gone.  tonight on our walk my girl and i noticed this small patch of moss that we love to walk on in our bare feet in the warmer weather.  we’ve done this for years.  tonight we noticed it is now covered in dandelions.  no joke.  program changes obviously.  question is – WHO changed that particular program?

my dreamstate experiences continue.  all new.  feeling movement – lots of changes.  last night i was in a restaurant-type environment.  subdued lighting.  i felt i was there waiting for something/someone to make an appearance.  i also remember i was drawn to focus on one being in particular – male – 40’s – kind of burly/bulky – unshaven – wearing a wool stocking cap.  he had his elbows on the table (the tables were wooden) and he was drinking a beverage, sitting by himself.  i felt i knew him but it was not yet time to talk with him so i observed for a brief time and the experience ended.  interesting to later hear from brother rick later in the day today and he said he too was in a restaurant last night waiting for someone to speak.

that is all for now.

love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Reflections ~ 5/17/19

 

Happy “Q” Quantum day!

I awoke this morning carrying the frustrations of yesterday only at a more intense level.  The desire was to jump out of my skin – at least out of my clothes- and just run….run until that energy was removed.  Released.

We had our daughter’s birthday celebration today – a house full of children. It can be easy to forget how sensitive we have become.  The most sensitive of the children became overwhelmed (including our girl) and tired so we wrapped things up early and I took the most “busy” children home, thus allowing the most sensitive time alone to play.  The old program of “now include all Victoria” kicked in but I ignored it and did what needed to be done for the ones obviously needing quiet.  Another program – include ALL. Inclusiveness – even when that means creating stress or harm for others. The whole “pick a side” – “black or white” – which I witness regularly on the left and right.  Life is a myriad of shades – and a paradox – and thus truth is found in every nook and cranny.

I had a lot of thoughts go through my mind during the celebration – and in the downtime after.  I thought about the hours children spend in public schools each day – how draining that is for the most sensitive of them.  The programming of the left hemisphere while the rest of the Being is left to slowly close up until…..

I thought of the program of time the matrix creator’s placed here – which was interesting as earlier this evening I saw a social media MEME that said The Universe is in no hurry – no rush – and we must be patient.  That time thing, I thought.  The Universe – that Consciousness – does not experience time.  We in this prison however do, which is why we DO become impatient because it is UNNATURAL for our Creative Pure Being to HAVE to “be patient”.  That is not our natural program – but only one of the forced programs here.

Earlier in the day I had some moments of body weirdness – woozy/dizzy and some moments of inner body pains that were unusual.  The longing for Home was more intense today than it has been in months.

I dislike discussing money and continue to hope pay to live ends like yesterday – but we took another hit today.  One of our sources of income dropped by $45 – which is a lot to this family.  I was upset for just a few moments though.  It is as it is and not worth my time to stress.  Any of you wish to help out with that I would appreciate it!  And remember I also make/sell my own tooth powder (found under the products menu) and I am also a Select CBD Affiliate (hemp-derived CBD oils and other products) – link here.  And I still have a myriad of hand-crafted, beautiful Triskelion necklaces for sale.  Inquire here fmi.

I am still trying to figure out what is showing up on LASCO.  The cluster on the left is the Pleiades.  That object on the right though is still up to discussion.  It may be Mercury – however my research continues to show the next transit to be in November 11/12 of this year – and it shows up as a tiny black dot.  And if it IS on approach to the sun it is going very fast (and what are those lines coming through and out of it?)   When they do transit in May (for this century) it is between the dates of 7-10th. source

For now I am finding my center again after a wonderful but very exhausting day.

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Energies and a personal share

 

sometimes a picture best describes how one is experiencing a particular day. here is how i felt today:

at one point i had to ground and say “stay awake and stay in the body”….i had a couple of waves of something come over me….dizzy feel a couple of times….they kinda come in and go out these days….feeling like i was suddenly hmmm not able to walk straight?  yes – that is how i want to describe that…i keep thinking i should exercise but that feels like too much work….just moments ago i was looking over at my mate and he was patting his belly and i just knew he was thinking the same thing…i giggled as i watched him as i had just finished doing the same…..we are both just SPENT. P E R I O D.

did i mention i am also ravishingly hungry suddenly again?

i know i had other experiences but i cannot recall them….so i will pass along this personal share….it MAY line up with something the Cat’s had to say….or it may not….i share this with zero zip none nada attachment…

last week i had something come to me…..about this weekend…..our girl recently had a birthday and she is having the party this weekend….for some reason as i thought about this in the shower one evening i recalled the first “home” dream i had some 12 years ago – about 3 years before i was pregnant with our girl….in the experience i had a feeling we just arrived…as i have mentioned before, in the dream there was a group of kids i was feeding and one i knew was ours – a girl (who looked like our daughter now)….so i wondered why i had that recall and thought this weekend – her party – had something to do with the event….not that her party triggers anything of course – but that this could be a correlating event – something for me to put together WITH a mass transition/energy event….that’s what i thought at the time but didn’t want to share it because i have this ridiculous lingering #)$%! program about jinxing things if i share a hunch…….BLAH there finally said that out loud for the world to see perhaps now i can destroy it for good….

so reading the Cat’s latest about this weekend (the full moon is saturday the 18th)…i’m thinking perhaps there IS something to connect this upcoming birthday party and the event – or something associated WITH it….

so there you have it………i leave it here and walk away while saying “i own none of this material it just came to me from Source Me do with it what you will”……..lol

speaking of Source i awoke hearing “The Force is with you”……..cool huh? then thought the Force is a perfectly created word that combines Flow and Source.

The Force be with You all ~

Victoria

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Today’s Reflection: Energies. Site issues. Moments of humbleness…

 

Well the day began with the notification my site’s hosting service had been deactivated due to a violation of their terms of service.  The violation was due to loading speed, causing lag time on their servers, affecting other customers who share the server w/me.  I contacted my host – first via chat – and with their patient help, assisted this tech-challenged person with making some changes to the site to help increase the loading speed.  I was then told the admins had to verify what was done to fix the issue and thus reinstate my site which would take up to 48 hours.

Hmm, I thought.  Why wasn’t I notified of this?  This is a money-generating site and having it down was something that, well, scared me (more on that later).  So I phoned them up after the chat and spoke to another awesome CSR who agreed – I should have been notified of this issue so we could work together to resolve it rather than just shut down my site and leave me in the dark.  So I got that taken care of and now I am up and running again – with a lot of plugins being removed.  Next step will be to see the cost of working with a sister agency of my hosting service where people much more skilled than I can help me determine the best plug-ins to use, themes, security, etc. For now all appears ok.

This brought up issues of fear for me, as I said.  I feel there were a couple of influences at play.  One the matrix poking me.  Love doesn’t “poke”.  Love presents – without judgment – and always with the assistance to help.  I also feel this poke also included a tap from higher self that said “let it go and trust in ME”.  No surprise I also have been having repeated dream themes the last week.  Many fears arising now.  I’m seeing the need to face them as they are without judgment – and love every one of them.  Do the best I can in this environment – in this realm – these frequencies and mostly with the deception.

All those aspects of me.  The wounded child.  The wounded ego.  Limited programming – limited in that I am ALSO so many other characters of Greatness.  Beauty.  Love.

And all of the challenging personality behaviors and beliefs/thoughts/stories that come up with them.

How I dealt with the website issue was another good indicator of my need to allow.  Trust.  Release.  And respond (w/o the drama of reacting which is exactly what the matrix wants and which is also why those old programs hooked into us poke).  I missed that mark for a little bit – until I hit it by simply responding and letting what will be – BE.

I know what to do.  I just have to WANT to motivate myself TO do the “doing”.  Make sense?

Take a breath.  Step back.  RELAX.

So I spent time reflecting on this as I waited for the site to come back up – which was not a guarantee.  I found that peace in all of it.  Small – but it was there.  A start.

In my experience of being humbled by seeing me – I bring out my Greatness.

So onto these energies…..Something is up and it isn’t just the protons and isn’t just the plasma density and speed(which you will see below).  I was tuning in as I watered out front earlier.  Our ground looks as though we are in mid summer.  Dry, cracked – deprived of moisture.  We just came out of a long cool, wet winter so this makes no “sense” to the logic.  What I felt was this is proof we have been moved – this realm in which we reside.  Or it could be a result from the chem’ing – creating an effect of dehydration for nature.  That also brings about a sense of perplexity for me as just a few weeks ago I could smell mold/mildew which thrives in damp environments. Now the smell seems to have disappeared.  How could this switch happen so quickly?  Other than we have been moved closer to the exit – again – recently.

That could explain that ring around the sun which some are now also agreeing with my feel – at least aligning with it – that this looks like a stargate.  Yellow Rose has been saying we get pulled out of this realm then the sun goes NOVA.  And that perfectly aligned ring indeed looks like a stargate.  So I am staying with this perception/feel for now.  And perhaps as well these pokes can be used in a way to strengthen us to respond to the pokes – so we leave the old drama behind.  I had the visual of a strainer – the “good” stuff makes it through – the residue gets left behind.  What is no longer needed.

I’m ready for that.  I’m sure you are too.

Love,

Victoria

 

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Today’s Experiences/Reflection and some energy reads

 

today was…..strange.  feeling not altogether “here” but in a new way.  i absolutely did not want to get out of bed so getting myself up and out i was quite crabby.  i was able to get myself going albeit it not up to par.  then around 2:30pm (pacific time) i was hit with a very strong wave of nausea and weird head/dizzy thing.  at first i thought it was just something going on with me until i learned moments later my mate experienced the exact same thing.

an hour or so later, i was outside doing some gardening.  mate and child were gone so i was able to hear myself think.  i felt guided to fast/go easy this week to allow for an easier acclimation to the huge, massive energies i was feeling were incoming.  no proof – just a feel.

so interestingly enough, doing some research later on, i see that the Cats were saying the same thing in their latest.  i will link that next.

the sun gave out a huge burst – according to BPEarthwatch, it hit the earth within 8 seconds.  amazingly fast.  the protons have a spike like i haven’t seen before – off the charts.  a rise in the electrons.  lasco c2 and c3 are back online (you will see the blast leaving the sun and some big ‘ole tube-shape craft).  and the lattice pattern is back on the schumann.  sharing some images below.

i slept hard for about 20 minutes before dinner tonight.  normally don’t crash out that early but i did.  still feel the intense need to sleep so an early night for me.  my body is needing to stretch and elongate – which i did earlier in the day.  just feeling the need to baby myself.  something is going on – a “something” i haven’t felt for quite some time.

i will leave it at that.  let me know how you’re all doing at this moment.

love,

victoria

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Schumann ~ strange ongoing lattice pattern ~ and why are the LASCO ‘scopes offline?

 

Both Lasco 2 and 3 are offline – only showing images from 4/25 and 4/26. Strange…..  i read where a huge CME was incoming so perhaps that’s the reason??  feeling something in the air….interesting that Linea’s latest video – she is playing that song by phil collins and many are saying they feel it too – and the song is the event song for them (it had been on my mind 2-3 weeks ago nearly around the clock – finally cleared it)….

The latest LASCO C3 image

LASCO C2 Coronagraph Image

Schumann – notice the pattern (perfectly spaced horizontal lines)?

USAF Plane w/call sign “MOVEQ45”

 

interesting, eh? [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]  it is a USAF DC10 – Military.  cannot locate the date…

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Julian Assange Arrested ~ On 4/11 ~ INFORMATION DAY ~ Articles, Photos plus a Qanon Drop

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ lots of good info to share on this.  back in the day, you would call 411 for information.  who was arrested today?  julian assange – the holder of ALL OF THE INFORMATION.  and you will notice he was holding the book by Gore Vidal – american author who wrote about america’s REAL history – going back to Lincoln.  below are the most pertinent tidbits i have seen.  thank you to ALL of the awesome truth seeking ANON’S who have gathered this and shared.  we are now in the final stage of the plan.  i also had an insight last night about Devin Nunes turning over of 8 people to Barr for criminal investigation.  who has been talking about the 8 Angry Democrats for months?  Trump.  J.A. – Justice Arrives.  I feel the gate/dam released some much needed water (energy) today.  Let it flow to freedom……….

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SOURCE.

WikiLeaks Founder Charged in Computer Hacking Conspiracy

Julian P. Assange, 47, the founder of WikiLeaks, was arrested today in the United Kingdom pursuant to the U.S./UK Extradition Treaty, in connection with a federal charge of conspiracy to commit computer intrusion for agreeing to break a password to a classified U.S. government computer.

According to court documents unsealed today, the charge relates to Assange’s alleged role in one of the largest compromises of classified information in the history of the United States.

The indictment alleges that in March 2010, Assange engaged in a conspiracy with Chelsea Manning, a former intelligence analyst in the U.S. Army, to assist Manning in cracking a password stored on U.S. Department of Defense computers connected to the Secret Internet Protocol Network (SIPRNet), a U.S. government network used for classified documents and communications.  Manning, who had access to the computers in connection with her duties as an intelligence analyst, was using the computers to download classified records to transmit to WikiLeaks.  Cracking the password would have allowed Manning to log on to the computers under a username that did not belong to her.  Such a deceptive measure would have made it more difficult for investigators to determine the source of the illegal disclosures.

During the conspiracy, Manning and Assange engaged in real-time discussions regarding Manning’s transmission of classified records to Assange.  The discussions also reflect Assange actively encouraging Manning to provide more information.  During an exchange, Manning told Assange that “after this upload, that’s all I really have got left.”  To which Assange replied, “curious eyes never run dry in my experience.”

Assange is charged with conspiracy to commit computer intrusion and is presumed innocent unless and until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt.  He faces a maximum penalty of five years in prison if convicted.  Actual sentences for federal crimes are typically less than the maximum penalties.  A federal district court judge will determine any sentence after taking into account the U.S. Sentencing Guidelines and other statutory factors.

Assistant Attorney General for National Security John C. Demers, U.S. Attorney G. Zachary Terwilliger for the Eastern District of Virginia and Assistant Director in Charge Nancy McNamara of the FBI’s Washington Field Office made the announcement after the charges were unsealed.  First Assistant U.S. Attorney Tracy Doherty-McCormick, Assistant U.S. Attorneys Kellen S. Dwyer, Thomas W. Traxler and Gordon D. Kromberg, and Trial Attorneys Matthew R. Walczewski and Nicholas O. Hunter of the Justice Department’s National Security Division are prosecuting the case.

The extradition will be handled by the Department of Justice’s Office of International Affairs.

An indictment contains allegations that a defendant has committed a crime.  Every defendant is presumed to be innocent until and unless proven guilty in court.

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Here’s Why the Book Julian Assange Was Holding When He Was Arrested is Vitally Important

As he was dragged from the embassy in handcuffs, Julian Assange managed to grab a very important book.

On Thursday, several men in black suits, surrounded by a dozen cops, raided the Ecuadorian embassy in London and kidnapped Julian Assange. Moments later, the Department of Justice released a statement charging Assange with computer hacking “conspiracy” for allegedly working with US Army soldier at the time, Chelsea Manning. Assange was in handcuffs when he was brought out and as he was being dragged from the embassy, he managed to grab the book, Gore Vidal: History of the National Security State. As he was shoved into the van, Assange held the book facing forward so that it could be seen by the camera.

For those who may not know, Gore Vidal was an American author who has studied the actual history of the United States—not the propagandistic chest pumping horse manure taught in schools—but the very real, violent and corrupt history of the United States government.

Vidal was born inside this system, educated in expensive private schools in Washington DC and grew up, quite literally, surrounded by the elite. His father was a high ranking official in the Franklin Roosevelt administration and his grandfather was US senator Thomas Pryor Gore (D-Oklahoma). He was incredibly smart and would eventually become a best-selling author.

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DEMS who demanded his arrest:

SOURCE.

 

INFO on the Qclock and today’s arrest:

And lastly, today’s Q drop:

If we are merely a LARP asking questions on the Chans, why are we being attacked daily by some of the world’s biggest media co’s, social media co’s deliberately applying censorship/banning, shills paid/inserted to disrupt (media matters), blue checkmark coordinated attacks, etc.?
All for a ‘conspiracy’ on the Chans?
All for a ‘LARP‘?
Why is there a constant flow of disinformation being pushed re: Q?
Example:
Disinformation push re: Mueller is a white hat.
FAKE & FALSE narrative.
Think BLOCKADE.
When you can’t attack the information directly, you attack the source, if that fails, you ‘create false misleading information’ to discredit knowing ‘select’ ‘unaware’ followers would not take the time to self-corroborate the claims (same vehicle/tactics used by FAKE NEWS media).
Logical thinking always wins.
Nothing can stop what is coming.
As the target(s) turn to the other side, the attacks will intensify.
We have the source.
Q
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Personal Experience and insight on these energies

 

anyone who has been reading this site for awhile knows i have had an ever-growing need for solitude.  the past 2 days it is off the charts.  i don’t even want to be touched or hugged – until i have been able to find time alone for a bit to breathe and reflect – cry – hit a pillow if necessary.  it is THAT intense right now.  emotions range from bliss – calm – to anger and moments of rage.  this has happened before but it seems to have “sped” up.

i am feeling my body detox – helping her along – but i am feeling perhaps part of this is of her own doing.  the need for sleep is off the charts right now.  12 hours of sleep plus a nap.  as i said to my mate if i had no responsibilities right now i’d just be sleeping.  and oddly enough, eating chocolate pudding and watermelon.  crazy craving, isn’t it?  lol

the demands of life have me screaming inside.  i need to live in an area where i can find space in nature WITHOUT ANYONE ELSE AROUND. needing to be with just me.  outside noise and/or distraction are like the proverbial nail on the chalkboard for me at times.  hearing my mate and child (and even myself) cough and sneeze – which has been ongoing in this house for over 3 weeks – OMG!!  PURE HEALTH NOW!!  the experience for me now – when i am clear on what i want to do/create – i want to have that experience NOW.  i no longer want to have to do the 3d “work at it” or “wait”.  anyone else having that?

i saw the schumann today and cringed.  that black line is there again.  why? what is the cause?  all we can do is speculate – regardless of what anyone claims to know – none of us do know.  sharing that below.  another note on the schumann – it seems to me i am seeing layers.  i see the background then i see a new layer on top.  i’ve been seeing that for awhile now.  both seeing it and then within i feel it at the same time.  rather strange…

so as i said a day or two ago – i am the power.  it’s bringing along and merging my Power with this very very tired physical vessel including her very fatigued mind that is the challenge these days.

that and creating that much needed Q U I E T.

love,

victoria

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