Today’s Reflections and last night’s movie synchronicities continued….and a dream share….

 

There were more synchro’s surrounding last night’s movie and the messages contained in it.  I’ll get right to it.

In the movie it was mentioned that the magnetosphere was gone.  This was due to this giant planet (which many call Nibiru today).  It was affecting our magnetic field, collapsing it.  This of course allows for energies to flow in in our experience TODAY (or shall I say in THIS movie).  In the end the two planets merge.

There was also the part of the movie that shows the net over this realm – and it was a near exact image as the net image I saw in a dream a few months ago.  I shared it here but for those who didn’t read it or recall, I was being guided to look up.  As I did, I saw water that was quite murky.  The water “fell away” and revealed a giant net that had octagonal-like links – all joining together. It looked like a commercial fishing net.  Below is a clip from the movie showing their representation of the Net that was over us:

Readers of this site know Yellow Rose for Texas calls this the “Ma Net” and she said back in February it was being removed.  In the movie it literally crashed to the ground.

Then we have the 2 recent videos I shared last night from Blue Koolaid and Jeff P showing in recent days – 2 separate days – what appears to be a crack in the matrix field.  And as I shared last night – one of the messages my friend Rick received from the beings present here now in the craft he has seen several nights in a row – they are waiting for the “egg to hatch”.  And he and I both thought at the time this was a reference to US being in the egg.

Always looking for “proof” – things I can SEE – to align w/the feeeeeels.

It is also interesting to note – in the past week or so – I have been quietly nudged to check out Jeff P on youtube.  My mate told me he had too.  We both (obviously) ignored that – it was so subtle for me.  Sometimes I wish my ME would “speak” louder.  Last night the video just showed up for us.  I guess when it is something we NEED to see, Flow finds a way.

In the movie, two worlds joined together – it was an END to Separation.

The movie also showed this realm we call Earth being nothing more than a Ship.  After we shut off the movie, we had the music channel playing as we spoke about the movie and all of the synchronicities.  I came out of the bathroom and something said “look at the tv”.  The name of the some playing?  “Spaceship Earth.”  Below is the photo I took:

Notice the purples??  I didn’t notice that last night – didn’t see it until I uploaded the pictures about 20 minutes ago.  Read further as I share my dream below as to why this was another possible synchronicity.

I was inside the house, looking west out the kitchen window.  It was right around sunset so I had the blinds open to watch the skies.  Suddenly it got very dark then I noticed these deep blue patches of clouds in the sky – almost black the color was so deep.  I then saw Light burst through the blue patches and the skies then turned a myriad of purples and golds – much like the image above.  

“It’s happening,” I announced feeling a mix of being very grounded/calm and excited.  We all walked outside.  People were everywhere – the ones I saw at first were excited.  Smiling.  And then something odd happened – with the people in the background.  I could see them for who they (seemingly) really are.  I don’t even care to share what I saw but I will because it felt important.  Many of the people were, well, their energy was filthy.  Sickly.  They began engaging in behaviors that me/ME finds dark and just yuck.  Kind of an “anything goes”.  Depravity.  That’s the word.  Depravity.  I deeply long for Pure and really carry that w/in me (which has numerous times been labeled as naive).  So I went inside – found my husband.  Others were trying to convince me he was one of them – but I found him – saw him for the Being he is within – saw his smile – then I took his hand – and said “nope.  THIS is who he really is.”  And I got everybody out of the house and off the property.  The last thing I recall is knowing ALL had changed and thought out loud:  “Ok.  Now what?”  Then the experience ended.

It just struck me – the background people.  Lisa Harrison and others speak of them.  Sometimes the term is shadow people.  I know some don’t like the concept that there are “fake” people here – projections – or whatever.  Holograms.  Clones.  I know many want to feel and think Source is in ALL.  ALL are pure – somewhere.  I want to feel that too.  I really do.  It doesn’t align with what my heart desires – and yet I also know that what the heart desires it not always what the heart experiences.  TRUTH is found in that gut area.  Both tools are necessary for figuring things out.  And I keep seeing references as well as seeing w/others around me and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling deep within that gut area that not all here are who we think.  Maybe it’s just some are more deeply programmed than others.  I am hesitant to share that as that doesn’t feel quite right either.

So there you go.  Synchro’s.  An interesting dream.

The reflection for the moment………the piece I posted earlier about the border wall and Trump’s recent announcement keeping it open and giving Mexico another year to basically get their sheot together.  Didn’t feel right with me at all.  As one of you so beautifully put it – it feels like another experience of having our personal space violated.  HUGELY.  And we have had ENOUGH of that, haven’t we?  This entire realm and its power over systems do exactly that.  UGH!

And yet….I kept having a little nudge within that said you know this is a game he is playing.  NOT ALL IS AT IT SEEMS.

I’m just not a good game player.  I CAN play if i need to – I was taught how to – and at times it has saved me.  Today?  I don’t want to play the game of deception. Not any more.  I want the truth.  The full truth.  Nothing BUT the truth.  Anything else is deception – and yet I also know deception is needed when engaging in war.  A hard pill to swallow but that’s what this is being carried out in this realm – war.  War is the result when people want their freedom and those doing the controlling refuse to give up power.  And it is not getting extinguished with love the way we wish it to be – that form of “Love for All” – be kind and respectful.  That is just part of what Love is I am seeing/feeling into.

Love is honest and protective and all sorts of things we may not want to see or be – and that’s ok.  You and I aren’t engaged in the physical/ground-troop level battle here in this realm.  Others are doing that.  Do I like it?  No. But at times it is necessary.  Some say we have been at war for eons.  We have.  And yet every single one of those damn wars at least in our known history HERE was based on LIES.  Revealing of truth?  Nope.  It was the SUPPRESSION of truth and freedom with the story-line of “we are fighting FOR truth and freedom”.  Nonsense.

Today is different.  I feel it.

We are still all a part of this experience – participating.  ALL IS BEING REVEALED – in every one of us.  And that cannot be stopped.

Truth is messy as it reveals itself.

Love in Action being the salve for the wounds that arise with the truth.

That is all for now.

Much love to each and every one of you ~

Victoria

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Breaking! Breaking! VIDEO: Orb shows up again – 3 nights in a row!

 

as promised here’s the video i received earlier tonight from brother Rick.  I’m including the updates below that i placed into my latest energy read piece from earlier today – just for those who didn’t read the updates (i included the updates below after i posted the energy read piece).  

some things to add:   after i saw this video i knew it wasn’t the same craft i saw. mine was clearly white and pulsated (the pulsing was similar to what you will see below).  rick asked if this was the same craft i had seen and he heard no – but that they were aware of me – and were aware of all.  they are waiting for the “egg to hatch”.  i asked rick if they were referring to the notion of the veil and he heard “no.  that is an illusion.”  that could just be another program.  it feels to me the reference to “egg to hatch” is for us to be fully awakened inside the pod we are in.  as rick pondered (correctly i feel) – we are inside the egg and when the dome cracks we see and get the All/Awe.  

it is my feel that the hatching is upon us given they obviously felt free to be here in this physical space now to observe.  when i saw the craft 10 years ago it made a quick appearance and then left as quickly (literally 1-2 minutes).  it was my feel at the time they were being monitored by forces of yuck and thus had to make this a quick trip.    

one last thought – their comment about the New to us is the New to them as well.  Universal clean-up.  the archonic/reptilian/whoever else that hijacked the realms have been removed – and as lisa harrison and yellow rose say, this little space in which we call “earth” is the last to experience the clean-up.  and that time is at hand.

we are good to go, aren’t we?

love,

victoria

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UPDATE:  I just heard from brother Rick.  He said that orb returned and he was not able to record it (his phone’s light kept coming on).  Claire had said it’s a Being of Light.  Tonight though he says he also saw something quite large and stationary in the sky the same time the Orb was appearing over his head.  I said if it’s from Home and/or a Portal, grab his dog and GO!  (then send me a msg)  I could say I’m kind of envious but that’s an understatement – I have been going outside at night lately wanting a Home visit again.  Meet and greet style.  Have some chocolate, fruit and tea.  I’m a great host. [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”]  In all seriousness though, this feels very beautiful to me…

UPDATE 2:  Just learned this is the THIRD NIGHT in a row he has seen this.  He also described the larger object – as big, round and pulsating – exactly and I mean EXACTLY as was the craft I saw 10 years ago.  He has sent me a video of it and I am still waiting to receive it (my email sometimes takes awhile before a sent one arrives so I will post as soon as I receive it).  I told him to talk to it – ask questions.  In my experience I communicated w/it telepathically (well they sent me the messages – I was too stunned to think to ask questions).  Anyway  he wrote back and had this to say:  “Just asked if they were from home, they answered the new is now our home as is yours.  Why are you in the same spot every night?  We are monitoring and observing.  Why is your ship pulsing?  It is alive and has a pulse as do you.”  need to tend to my little one – will link the video and more conversation about it later.

Some of Today’s Headlines ~ 3/14/19

 

passing along some headlines that stood out to me today….not that into the show….thinking/feeling that is because the groundwork being laid out now is going to be in its own realm that i and many of us will not be a part of….i could be wrong but i am going with my ongoing feeling on this one….i sense the split taking place more and more…exit stage east for Home, please.  i will say this – with a big smile – facebook and apple are not having “good” days….

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https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/top-execs-flee-facebook-chief-product-officer-whatsapp-ceo-both-quit-stock-tumbles

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/something-was-extraordinarily-wrong-doomed-boeing-swung-and-down-hundreds-feet

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/tipster-behind-college-admission-scam-revealed-mickelson-admits-he-used-service

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-13/college-admissions-scandal-perfect-example-how-deeply-corrupt-america-has-become

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/senate-votes-59-41-reject-trump-border-emergency

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/bomb-cyclone-denotes-over-70-million-hurricane-winds-batter-central-us

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/facebook-blames-massive-outage-server-configuration-change

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/nasa-warns-hurricane-forecasts-may-revert-1970-accuracy-due-5g-conflict

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/admission-scandal-fallout-usc-ucla-other-hit-first-class-action-lawsuit

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Schumann wave of last night – and my strange experience – plus POTUS/FLOTUS dream….OH MY!

 

That interesting wave pattern on the Schumann I shared late last night continued for awhile.  After I linked that and went to bed, I had the most bizarre experience within my body (mind included).  I’ve never had anything like it and it went on for about 30 minutes (until I finally fell asleep).  As I lay down, I began to feel something pulling on and within and around me.  I have tried to come up with words and all I can say to describe it is it felt as though parts of me were merging together.  I say that because I had a growing sense of “EVERYTHING feels foreign to me”.  I have had those moments here and there but NOTHING like this.  It was intense – borderline overwhelming.  The human me now – with memories of this experience in this dimension – knew who I was and who my family/friends are – so THAT didn’t feel foreign.  However, another version of me came through and THAT is the element of me that felt the “this feels very foreign” experience.  I hope that makes sense.  It was beyond bizarre and I lay there trying to figure out just what the “f” was happening to me.  I knew enough to just allow it but I gotta say the anxiety I felt was powerful.  It felt like it was a part OF me but also separate.

So I lay there and shook for what felt like a very long time – unable to fall asleep – wondering if I would wake up feeling the same.  I am relieved to say I feel “normal”.

So something indeed happened and as I said my best guess is more fractalized me’s merged.  And it is no coincidence this happened during that strange wave pattern on the schumann (see below).

I then went on to have a very long dream about Trump and Melania.  I was first speaking with Trump – he was visiting some school.  I spoke with him about the tech.  I was pleading with him in a way – speaking purely from my heart.  He listened and exhibited both deep compassion/understanding but also reservation.  The feeling I received from him was more than anything else he wants us all liberated and there was timing involved in order to do so.  In short – he understood and validated my desire and had to also remain grounded/firm in sticking with the plan as to not ruin the roll out/release.  I thanked him then walked around some more, stopping at a table where Melania was sitting.

Her energy was amazing – A M A Z I N G.  Pure.  Grace.  Powerful in a very non-threatening/non-intimating way.  The epitomy of the goddess energy. She invited me to sit down and asked to see my hand.  She smiled the whole time – gently and just as gently she took my hand and palm up, analyzed it. She pointed to my life line and said this:  “See that life line?  Very long and very powerful.  You are a very powerful Being.  Embrace that.”  I thanked her and knew it was time to leave – even though I could have been around her energy forever.  I woke up and could feel the experience.  I felt into my own longing to be around other women who carry that same energy as well as my own deep longing to have that unconditionally loving mother/goddess energy for that little girl within.

I’ve got the power – a phrase that began going through my mind in recent days.  I do.  And I long to share it and have the experience shared back. Mutually wonderful.

I am still waiting on this promised bottle of CBD oil.  The woman did not write back and I have contacted her again to see what’s up with no response. I am out of the bottle I purchased back in early February and this month am not able to afford to buy another.  If you wish to help contribute to that, please follow the paypal link below.  Or if you are interested in one of the Triskelion necklaces, let me know.  I am also including a few sample photos. The metals used are silver, brass and copper – the necklace mediums are chain, cording, fabric tubing and ribbon.  Sizes range from 16-24″ with the average being 18″.  Pricing is $30 for the chains, $25 for the rest.  I was gifted over 50 so there is a very good selection/variety.

 

Much love to you all.

Victoria

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Update on Protecting yourself from Smart Meter and other “dirty” fields

 

The other night I shared a video by Dustin Nemos showing the benefits of Shungite and its use in protecting against smart meter, wifi and other types of radiation.  I came across the video below and as you will see, this claim is highly dubious if not outright false.  I have contacted a woman who sells shungite and other crystals, sent her the video below and asked if she has done similar testing on her products as well as her thoughts on the video.  If there is one thing that immediately gets me it is deception – but then again many if not most of you already know that after having visited this site for some time.  So when I discover something I have shared may have been false (FAKE) information/news, I will tell you about it so you can make the best choice for yourself.

The second video below is another channel I found.  He speaks of the smart meters and how even the mesh covers – even the Faraday type covers – do not protect you from the dirty electrical fields that zap into your home via the wiring. !! (i did not know about that)  He links a company that has filters and other products to help protect yourself and your home from these fields.  Here is the link for that site: https://greenwavefilters.com/partners/278/

It’s so fucking insane to me and a cause I continue to follow (getting them outlawed AND getting REAL Clean Tech released)…

Love and perfect health to you all, as always,

Victoria

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Published on Aug 17, 2017

Today’s Reflection ~ Freedom. Free Will.

 

i thought i would start this piece while i am on hold with my insurance provider.  of course they spoke of the importance of getting the flu shot so you can protect yourself.  oh stfu, i responded to obviously blank air.

system insanity.  that has been allowed to exist in this free will realm.

i had a hugely challenging night last night energetically.  i didn’t think it possible that i could go to another level of inner frustration – the inner ME screaming to get out of this realm and the frequencies that support it.  my dream experiences last night – frustration.  closed doors.  turned backs.  it didn’t take me long to say “i’m out” and i left the experience.  at one point i awoke releasing a low, moaning guttural type of sound/feeling.  my child climbed into bed with me earlier and she too was having similar experiences in dream state.  my mate awoke with the same feeling.  new level of frustration.  and checking my e-mail and phone i happened to hear from several of you who were expressing the same/similar experience.

we had snow last night – not much – but enough that perhaps there could be some sledding on some of the nearby hills.  so my mate took our girl and her friend and headed out.  they couldn’t find anything suitable and each new road or direction LITERALLY ended in a dead end.  i intended for them to have a wonderful time and visualized my girl and her friend sledding down a hill.  while they were gone i did a few chores and some energy clearing – making the space nice energetically.

and then learned the entire trip was essentially a waste of gas and the ensuing frustration came.

if our experience here is UP then LET.  US.  LEAVE.  i don’t consent to this crap for one more second.

i know many of you are fed up and DONE as well.  we know what freedom is.  we KNOW we desire to create FREELY.  we KNOW we wish to be the one operating the vehicle – us (us/US – human us and higher self US) and NO ONE ELSE.  religions and new age types tell us to surrender to God/Higher Power to soothe us in those moments.  we hear the blah blah blah “you have control of your life.  take control!” but then moments later we hear the blah blah blah of “the only thing you can control is your reaction.”  we have blah blah blah of “there is no right or wrong.  all just IS.”  UGH!

who is steering these vessels here?

the truth of that is withheld here to keep the experience of free will going. and free will is literally allowing ALL experiences to be brought forth.  that’s why we have power over games and manipulations and deception.  we have enslavement.  we have pay to live.  we have transhumanism.  we have this insane speak and pressure to ALLOW for ALL to exist ~ even if that ALL happens to be harming and abusing and destroying others.

Freedom however is the right to create as one wishes.  and when we are in that space we don’t seek to take that right away from another.  that means no more power over games.  i’ve said this all before.  perhaps i keep saying it because i WANT THAT EXPERIENCE AGAIN.  i don’t consent to this one. why i chose to come here i am yet to be fully clear on that – if i even did make the fully conscious choice to do so i have decided different – and even at that, i have doubt.  i likely got trapped here after the takeover.   nowhere does free will align with me.  freedom?  in every cell of my being.

i’m beginning to feel as well that i am part of the original Human species experience.  i’m feeling many of us were – those who long for home.  new subscribers don’t know this but you will never hear me say you chose this experience – suck it up.  you’re here to do the work now get busy.  this is all about YOU and your perception.  what i do say is how do you feel and what aligns with you and what do YOU wish to experience?  in other words – i support YOUR right to FREEDOM.  i do my best to keep all power-over games away from this space.

for now – while i am in this space – i have reached out to a new healer (trauma focused) to see if she can provide me some relief from this panic/claustrophobic experience.  i’ve been at this (finding relief/healing) with this one experience for 25 years.  i recently went on some homeopathic pills and CBD oil for relief.  nope.  the whole tapping and exposing myself works – temporarily.  i don’t get it other than deep within i KNOW i am trapped here and HAVE been and the entire experience won’t leave until i am free.  and i don’t like that one bit – so i continue to make new roads when i can to create a NEW experience – right within here (touching my heart) utilizing tools of within and “out there”.

for now i am roaring like a caged lion wanting OUT.  NEW.  NOW.  intending. letting go.  allowing.  it simply feels like N O T H I N G is helping/working right now – but i continue on seeking and trying new avenues in whatever way i can given the limitations of here.

oh did i mention the boredom experience?  yeah that too.  but i will talk about that later – unless i don’t – which i probably won’t because what purpose does it serve?

this is just day of UGH so ending here…

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ What now? And other things….

 

It’s 4:44pm as I begin this one…  Today as I have gone about my stuff (or doing’s as I sometimes say) – I have wondered “what now”?  What do I do now?  From here until that moment we feel/see coming, what do I do?

Going onward, I am also pondering how this will transpire.  Many questions I am exploring.  Do we stay in these vessels?  Do some stay in their current vessel while some go on to new (REAL) human vessels?

Does it happen in an instant?

How much of our memory of this do we retain?  I would think that would be a choice given the whole freedom thing.

And what about those around us?  I don’t “see” most people around me staying in my experience.  Do they forget about us?  If not, they would question “hey where did these people go?”

The trolls keep on a’trollin….I don’t even know if they are anything more than AI at this point.  There was one who did the usual low-vibe/fear-based attack towards something I said on a forum.  Completely unnecessary. Completely unhelpful.  At first I thought hey, not cool.  Why you doing that?  Then I saw them saying the same words to others who hold the same or similar mind-set as do I.

They do because they can.  Here that is.

I was feeling that one heavily last night.  I was lamenting to my mate and giving him a visual.  I have seen myself as this Being who just wants to play in my sandbox – make whatever creations I want in that box – and be left alone to Be.  If someone else is nearby doing the same, have at it.  Have fun.  Just stay OUT of my box, you know?  And my experience in this particular cycle has been full of big ‘ole poops who come into my box without asking and throw their sand in my space, on my body, etc. (metaphorically speaking here of course)

Who does that?

As I lamented to brother Rick awhile ago (I’m into using this term today apparently), “robots, robots everywhere.”  My girl and I were out on a walk. Most everyone around here knows my girl has dog trauma after the numerous attacks she and I went through all last year.  It was unreal.  So today, being it’s a beautiful day, we went for a walk around the ‘hood.  We arrive at a housing area where there were 3 people we knew – and all 3 had dogs.  Two of the dogs were getting out of control.  As I approached the group of people to say “hello” one of the dogs went full on nutso – lunging towards one of the other dogs (who was more or less sitting there observing).  I was suddenly in between these two dogs – and not one of the adults seemed to notice what was going on for they let the dogs continue w/their posturing while they gabbed away.  My girl had by now taken off, understandably, so I announced I was “out of this land of insane stupidity” and walked away. Not very loving but in that moment I wasn’t feeling the “love for all” but instead the “you all know my girl has dog issues and you let this situation happen?  DO YOU NOT THINK?”  I located my girl and we headed home.  She even commented on how “invisible” we seemed to be.

Invisible, yes.  A life long experience for me – one that has indeed grown the more I awaken and question.

We also heard of a situation here with the local school.  Apparently there was a mix-up with a bus or some such thing and frightened children came home quite late – no word from the school.  My girl witnessed one of her friends get off the school bus, in tears.

We see the breaking down of ALL continue.  And yet I wonder – if there IS going to be some split – will the ALL really break down?  The questions of what’s going on and how it will all manifest continue….

Aside from my little girl here inside these walls, my saving grace is music. Home continues to speak to me through music.  As I drove home I suddenly recalled the dream I had of Michael Jackson 2 nights ago.  As I thought that I turn on the radio and there’s a Michael Jackson song on the radio.  Not one of my favorites so I turn to another station.  Yep.  Another MJ song was playing.  My mate gets into the car an hour later, turns on the radio and there’s another MJ song playing.  Earlier today I was drawn again to look at the television music station.  Below are the captures.

Physically, I continue to have facial tics.  The fatigue from yesterday is gone. I have been awakening with left foot pain.  Just the left.  Mate too.  No explanation (for me that is).  For him –  he broke his left foot so that could explain the experience from his perspective.  It COULD be the “empathic illness” experience that I realize I may very well allow myself to experience. I cancel that program!

One last insight.  I awoke with the thought “50 ways to leave the matrix” (parody of “50 ways to leave your lover”).

Awaken your brain, Jane.

Question the game, Blaine.

ou don’t need to be in fear, Dear….just get yourself free.

Step on the Q train….you don’t need to explain yourself…

Just go in your heart space and get yourself Free.

And so it is.

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Societal Programming, Mental “illness”, and whatever else I may happen to venture off into

 

i am reflecting on the programming i continue to see.  it is so intentional and as i keep seeing, effective.  i feel those who are so deep in it really haven’t a conscious concept of the program.  i have seen far too many people in my life whom i care about all but come unglued – and quickly – at the mention of the word “trump”.  the programming is so deep they aren’t even conscious of their sudden outburst – of their trigger.  is he in the room?  has he done anything to them personally?  i can understand having dislike for a political figure.  but what we see today is over the top.

i have made the choice that i will no longer engage in any political speak with one who holds the “disdain” energy.  i will no longer attempt to share sources of mine – even if asked.  i have done that numerous times and have yet had someone actually take appropriate time to do effective reading/researching.  so….the hand-holding is over.  i had no one hold my hand.  i simply searched because within my inner self guided me to do so.

i came into this realm questioning everything i was told and experienced. some people don’t.  i ask “why?”  what makes it possible for some to question and others either have no interest at all in knowing the truth (i have people in my life like that) or will be open to exploring only a little bit here and there – just not too far outside of the main narratives.  it has to be programming.  expand too far and the programming pulls one back to the story of lies – just like a rubber-band.  unless you have the tenacity and the drive and come from your heart and care MORE for the Truth than you do about what others think of you – you remain stuck in the program(s).  today as i reflect on this i also am feeling some sadness as well as a knowing that to expand the grand awakening, at this point, for the masses, it is going to take a HUGE event that they both experience within and that they SEE – an experience that is UNDENIABLE and over-rides ANY and ALL programs.

The Solar Flash Event.  that is what is going to “save” every one of us in its own way.  accompanied by the truth of ALL that has been hidden to be felt and SEEN.

people i read in certain groups are afraid the truth will get squashed – but i know there is sooooo much more going on than we see.  it is truly a multi-level/cosmic/dimensional exposure and cleaning up.  ALL WILL SEE.  here in this realm or outside.

moving on….lol

i just learned the schumann spiked for 24 hours total.  no coincidence there. a sneak preview of what’s to come?  i would love to fly in more of those bubbles of bliss.  never seen anything like what i saw yesterday – and would love to have more of the same.

i was also contemplating mental “illness” today.  i remember reading in my 20’s one of M. Scott Peck’s books – pretty sure it was in The Road Less Traveled (my first awakening book) – where he said addictions were a spiritual crisis.  connection with Source was not being felt/experienced so the person substitutes that connection with drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling, etc.  spiritual crisis.  i feel spiritual crisis is also behind most of these mental “illnesses” psychiatrists, psychologists and others in the field like to label.  the majority of us have some sort of mental angst – depression, anxiety, panic, disassociation, etc.  pretty guaranteed – comes w/the experience of being in this experience.

how can we define illness?  for me any illness is something out of alignment.  and we know this entire realm was designed to keep us out of alignment – with Source.  with our True Selves.  with Love.  Truth.

and now i pause – i don’t feel i need to go further with this.  this is matrix 101 stuff.  the basics.  we may not know exactly (yet) where we are – but we know what we are experiencing here – what we have been experiencing.  we know the agenda.

and we know the agenda is crumbling.  it is ending.

we are awakening.  and we are exiting.

the solar flash is what fully awakens every one of us.  awakens as in we get released from all controls.  what else will do it?  the programming as i said above is so locked in with some it is going to take that something HUGE to pull all up and out.  ascension = release from bondage.  and i feel – this time i am feeling at a deeper level than i have in the past – i feel it is coming.  very very soon.  very very very soon.

i did forget to mention physical symptoms i’ve been having lately in lisa harrison’s outline last night…..hands not working so well…..cells shaking especially in my legs – then my legs getting really tight – the muscles (that happens after i’ve gone to bed)…..feeling unbelievably COLD as in BONE cold to then really warm (within maybe an hour or less)….i have literally stood in the shower a few times with the water blasted on hot – shivering……unable to heat up my body……lately it’s been my eyes – sudden blurry vision like something is in them but i don’t feel anything so i rub my eyes and blink a few times….and the sleep patterns…..and the heart blips….and this feeling like i’m frigging autistic – overwhelmed so easily….thriving in quiet environments….and this growing energy within feeling like i could run for miles – that restlessness feeling that has returned…..i read some say they are feeling a bit manic – good word lately….appetite?  it waxes and wanes in some extremes now….eating much more fruit and am into eating a lot of greens now too (after having no interest in greens for a time)….not so much meat as in previous days….smoothies….kambucha has become a staple…dark chocolate and an occasional sweet treat like a cookie or donut….so you can see some supposed “taboo’s” but i put more trust in my body speak than i do in the food nazi’s.

i will close this one up by saying i feel each of us are rather pulling back in our shells now….not to hide but to reflect – rest – perhaps even prepare….just a feeling i am having about the collective experience.  of course this could also be my own projecting – but i am both sensing and seeing this in others who are anticipating our full awakening and exit.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Another Timeline Intrusion but the Love Train is still coming…

 

After yesterday’s noticeable shift “up” – expansive feelings – I went to bed last night feeling well.  But then I felt something – felt pulled back and old stuff began to come up.  Not doing this, I thought as I did deep breathing and went to sleep.

I had a dream.  I was leaving a restaurant – a tiny little Italian type – with my mate.  Or what looked like my mate.  I say that because suddenly he began to run and only said “run” to me.  He didn’t stop to see if I was following and he didn’t grab my hand and pull me along – which is what the REAL him would do if faced with any sort of danger.  At first I just observed and almost laughed.  Why was he running?  And in circles too?  There was nothing to fear, I said.  He then pointed at a woman driving a truck – traveling slowly past us – obviously looking for something/someone.  Ah, I thought.  Maybe that’s what he’s running from.  I began to follow him then and hid behind some trash cans.  It was then that I saw another vehicle – a dirty van – pull up, stop and a load of men piled out carrying guns.  Traffickers, I thought – after their food source – humans.  I realized I couldn’t out run them so I decided to confront them.  I stood up and one of them walked over to me holding a gun.  I looked at the gun and realized “that damn thing it just a child’s cap gun”.  I  knew it couldn’t hurt me so I did what NO ONE is supposed to do if faced with having to grab a gun – I grabbed it by the barrel and as I did, the barrel flopped down and I saw nothing but a roll of caps.  I eyed the gun holder who just stood there with a “woops what do I do now” look and behind him, saw other men who had large shot guns.  As I looked at them I said “you’re going to have to kill me then because I am not going with you.”  I then took off running – up a small hill – and into a fairly big street.  I saw cars off to the distance and was able to get them to come my way immediately.  I flagged them down – standing right in the middle of the road.  Several stopped and as I began to explain what had happened, the dream ended.  As it did, I saw one of the males with a gun in the background of the people – trying to blend in.

I woke up and my first thought was DAMN they are at it again with their injection of low vibe crap.  I felt no fear – just anger.  That righteous “NO” kind of anger.  NOT.  ON.  MY.  TIMELINE.  NOT.  IN.  MY.  EXPERIENCE.

Then I saw the schumann and saw that solid black line:

So I explored this one further.  Felt into it.  What can I do to end my participation in such experiences?  KNOW it is ALL AN ILLUSION.  That message was so profound – and deep – and saturated my entire being with this calm absolute knowing.

I don’t need to participate in any such dreams.  It started out with me just observing and knowing there was nothing to fear.  But I let myself get drawn in – a moment of weakness – and they used someone who looked like my mate to get to me.  I let that diversion impact me so that I continued to let myself play in their little movie.

It’s all a movie.  And I do not have to participate in any “role” in which I do not wish.

So as I took on this new approach, I got into my water portal and felt “get ready vicki” and heard the song by Rod Stewart and Jeff Beck (well their version of it): “People Get Ready”…

People get ready
There’s a train a-coming
You don’t need no baggage
You just get on board
All you need is faith
To hear the diesels humming
Don’t need no ticket
You just thank Source of all (I added the source of all)

I then heard “Love Train” where everyone gets on board.  No money needed. Just bring your Love.  It reminded me of the dream I had late last fall where I was standing in front of a seemingly never-ending train – happily – pure contentment.  People were happy.  It was time.  I had chosen that timeline (while I watched a variety of others head downhill into a large library for more 3D like experience and then walked away to board the train).

If this really is a simulation and this really is a movie we DO have power. Feed LOVE to fear.  Object to any and all that seeks to harm.  Remain solid in Who You Are.  Who You KNOW you are.  Until I get access to codes to bring down this low frequency false all grid, that’s all I have to pass along today. I’m getting ready – as I heard and as I feel.

Love,

Victoria

 

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