got no shares today as i ain’t caring about a thing playing out.
aside from my tribe here and a few in which i comm w/regularly (who feel the same): humanity by and large disgusts me now.
i see so many who think they’re awake but they talk about god and resurrection and lessons and are enjoying all of this.
my family and i are suffering here. BIG TIME.
we have NO connections.
no friends.
we lost all of that – slow drip – over the past few years.
those god believing types can answer me this: isn’t god supposed to open a window when a door (or doors) are shut?
hmmm??
we are alone.
completely and utterly alone.
and anyone saying “you’re never alone” don’t and won’t understand that physical isolation is painful and no amount of prayers or blah blah help.
provides NO comfort for me in the way i need.
other than for one damn brief moment.
but then the convo is over or exchange is over and i’m back to the same damn space: trapped in my home having to navigate life much differently now because vaxxed assholes are being allowed to roam wherever they want shedding their toxic “field” all over the place.
What About US?!
seriously – what about us? is my family not important? what about my child? this is about the children? like fuch it is. my child lost her friends due to this bullshit that is STILL BEING PUSHED. (oooh but people are waking up. riiiiiight. and i got a chunk of lush land in siberia to sell ya). she lost her favorite activity for the same damn reason.
what is it i need?
FRIENDS FOR MY GIRL.
FRIENDS FOR MYSELF.
FRIENDS FOR MY MATE.
FREEDOM.
A NEW HOME.
A MORE RURAL COMMUNITY WITH LIKE MINDED UNJABBED PEOPLE.
AND THE MONEY TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
i intend this DAILY.
NIGHTLY.
IN THE MORNING.
ALL THROUGHOUT THE DAY.
i try and connect w/others who want/need the same.
NOTHING HAPPENS.
NOTHING MOVES.
i let it go – then start it back up again.
i feel forgotten.
i see my family and feeeeeeeeeel they too have been forgotten.
we are nobody here in the area in which i live.
so why do we have to stick around and be forced to be a part of this damn “movie” or whatever it actually is – i have no explanation for it.
and WHY OUR DESIRED EXPERIENCE HAS NOT YET BEEN SHOWN –
no. explanation.
where the fuch is this god and jesus person? hmm?? anyone??
anyone who tells me to be patient these days – i let them know they can share that “unwanted advice” (which is thoughtless and fatuous) with my child. look her in the eye and tell her that and see how it works out for ya. she’s quite adept at telling us and others “how it is”.
as is her mama.
There’s a quote – something like, I don’t need a god who lets a child go hungry today, and promises a heaven tomorrow. 😥💖 Your post is profoundly insightful and demands an answer to that most important question – if God isn’t there when we need him, WHY do we need him?! We don’t. At least that’s the conclusion I’ve finally come to. Any deity, force, group or otherwise that could yank us out of here and hasn’t already, is highly suspect if not outright malevolent, and does NOT deserve our trust, patience, or the benefit of the doubt. Same goes for any alleged “plan” that saves some at the terrible cost of countless others who are innocent. If “the plan” is real (and that’s a big IF), the amount of collateral damage is staggering. We don’t need this suffering, we don’t deserve it, and an entire generation of damaged children certainly didn’t deserve this. So, it begs the question – why is this what we see? Where is the NEW we’ve been tirelessly working to manifest for decades? WHERE?
You’re asking all the right questions, Sis. Keep on asking. Much love to you. 💕
yes – that is the ONE THING that gets me more than anything: all of the children said to be rescued underground – what about those above ground? the suicides. the anxiety and mental anguish of the past 2 years. the lost friendships and activities. the masking of our children and the children being forced to take the jab. UNLESS there was protection in place for the jab as in placebo’s for the children – i absolutely do not consent nor respect any plan that would allow this to take place. pretty sure there is no “god” – just energy – a consciousness – in which is a part of each of us. other than that maybe some galactic type of energetic encyclopedia that retains everything that ever was and is – past present and future. and aside from that teachers and healers who came to this place – those we call jesus, mohammad, etc. (pretty sure same person – each religion claiming as their own). the only difference between them and us – they somehow escaped the mind wipe – which means they likely time travelled in or similar.