End of day…………I can’t even…………..

 

I ended today watching more Heartland.  Craving that sense of family and purity.  Today I saw some local kids and couldn’t tell who much less what they are.  It’s like they’re the walking dead.  It’s as though they’re trying to make themselves look as ugly and unkept as possible.  Are they trying to mimic those who don’t have homes – who haven’t bathed in weeks – and who go out of their way to find the most horrid of hair colors and most wrinkled clothes that are 3x too big?  I’ve never seen a teenage generation as the one “they” created now.  This isn’t about individuality – this is about a really sick perverse agenda to turn our children into zombies – in every way.  If people can’t see that – their eyes aren’t open – minds closed up – hearts not wanting or able to see.

I also see a huge rally of support for Planned Parenthood – people raising funds.  Gawd – don’t they know???  Do they not do research?  Are they so blind and so plugged in?  Are these the 4-6% who won’t see?  If so my gawd my city is full of them.  There are protests and rallies – women refusing to celebrate independence – but for all the wrong reasons considering WE HAVE NEVER BEEN FREE and in reality the 4th has been a joke on us all here in the states because “they” want us to buy their cr@p and get drunk and blow sheot up to make believe “oh we’re really free”.  Jesus – if we have to do this more than ONCE – we are not free.

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Not that I’m against a good fireworks display or celebrating with others – just the whole “you’re free because we’ve convinced you so well that you are – now go give us a bunch of your money and blow up some stuff” that is one of the biggest jokes and slaps in the face on us all – regardless of what line in the sand THEY created and called it a COUNTRY you reside in.

So at the end of this day – I just can’t.  Can’t find anything in which to align.  Not seeing this awakening – not at the level it should be by now.  And this plan playing out the way it was – being told “it had to be this way” – I’m not buying it.  Not totally and if it isn’t totally jiving with me – then I embrace that doubt – until I see otherwise.  So Happy day before the 4th ….  feels just like a joke.  Since 2018 I have thought “ok THIS 4th will be the last one under this old system”.  4 dayem years is a long time to have that kind of faith.  Most people wouldn’t give a marriage 4 years – waiting for the change the other partner promised would be coming.  So why the frig are people going along w/this plan – after all of these years – blindly – without question?  As I said – not finding much in which to align.

Perhaps if we had a sense of community here……….Yeah – that would be nice.  I would love to have just one of you nearby to hang with on tomorrow’s holiday and talk about Freedom.  REAL freedom.  For now – until it’s not – the community is with my mate, child and ya’ll.  For now it’s just ef it….

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Love,

V.

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

2 thoughts on “End of day…………I can’t even…………..”

  1. Preach! 🙌🏻 This is so important. 4 years this plan has been going – that’s the length of an administration! – and look around. How many more are “awake?” REALLY awake? Now, how many more are suffering? 🤦🏻‍♀️😖 How much more do we the innocent have to hurt and suffer before the guilty are publicly held responsible and punished?! I can’t even. 🤦🏻‍♀️

    Went to an early 4th get together yesterday with what I’d considered to be moderately awake family (T & 2nd Am supporting). Got very hurt by a lot of behaviors, felt blindsided and left shocked, but more than that – HEAVILY psychically attacked. Fell asleep mentally repeating “reverse the curse” and needed to, because without crying, my face (especially eyes) swelled up to the point I couldn’t recognize myself in the mirror, like I’d been deformed, and had a vicious migraine (that’s still going). So, today, I’m not celebrating – I’m in intense pain and feeling betrayed and attacked by people I trusted – and I feel like this is a microcosm of the macrocosm moment.

    All that to say, NO, I don’t blindly “trust the plan” – or the ones who try to shame us into that – anymore. I frankly think it’s foolish to do so. If the “plan” is real, it’s time for them to put up or shut up. NOW. Before they lose what goodwill they have left from us real creator beings who create “the show.”

  2. ” It’s as though they’re trying to make themselves look as ugly and unkept as possible. Are they trying to mimic those who don’t have homes – who haven’t bathed in weeks – and who go out of their way to find the most horrid of hair colors and most wrinkled clothes that are 3x too big? …”

    Reminds me of the comedy movie “Zoolander”. In fact, the more I think about it, the more I realize that it was a “Reveal” movie. The bad guy had Zoolander dress up in the most horrible garbagy clothes, wearing dark circles under his eyes. They called the whole line “Dereleict”. I kid you not. Sort of like “goth look meets homeless look”. Crazy!!

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