I have had one of those days where nothing aligns – not fully that is. The spiritual war and the waiting for things to shift so we can (fill in the blank) weighs on us in this house. Each day I make the attempt to remember to speak words of how we are doing our best….how amazing we all are….how we are protected and guided….and how the change we seek is coming – the intentions we hold are manifesting…..
But some days – some moments – none of these words are soothing or enough. When our girl just won’t listen or do chores without being told repeatedly or when she can’t find any other children to play with and when the friends she REALLY wants to play with still aren’t being allowed to play WITH her because the virus fear is still rampant in this city even after most received the j (and then there’s that issue with the shedding going on that has created another level of stress for us all)….and when papa bear falls or has to catch himself on something because his ability to walk is a huge challenge not just due to physical but cognitive issues and pain levels are just too much for him to take at times….and when mama bear’s mind blips out and she can’t remember a dayem thing or can’t keep up with all of the things she hash to do and suddenly she has to run to the bathroom, close the door and cry because her exhaustion level with it ALL comes crashing down and she just wants a real friend to hold her as she just lets it all go……well no one in this house is thriving in the way he/she seeks/desires/NEEDS….and today I had a moment of E N O U G H!
So I reached out on an alleged spiritual awakening group in search of some mama’s who could relate to my challenges I face and received mostly (useless) advice when I was looking for love and support – and I even had some questioning of my situation (words of judgment as to how I could actually be having this particular struggle as one individual’s own adult children didn’t struggle in the same way).
Fuck this, I thought – left the conversation, unfollowed the group. New Age Spiritual b.s. in my face. No thank you! Done with fakery. I need some love and authenticity.
Then I see this and say “THIS is the answer”. This is how it’s done when someone is needing some Love and Attention.
Hold Space. Ask what is needed. Words so often just get in the way.
So simple. Together we rise. Together, we heal. I really wish humanity would get this one right.
Love,
Victoria
I hear you Victoria..I’m right there with you along with all the others who hear your call ! 💖💖