My girl wanted to share with me her feeling on this pain/sadness I (and as it looks like – many of us awakened ones) are feeling. The dimensionals don’t feel sadness – not in the way we do – so they can take anger and change it to sadness – as I wrote one of you – kind of like alchemy perhaps. She felt her pain was from them.
I couldn’t disagree – and found her share very wise/insightful and absolutely possible.
I still feel – for me though – that much of this pain if not most of it is coming from deep within me. Now it is possible they are using that inner longing I hold for Home/Elsewhere against me at the moment – amplifying that experience. So I don’t want to get lost or dwell in that pain. I want to channel it.
Now and then I will get this nudge and reflect – does it matter now where I came from? Isn’t it more important to focus on and KNOW and BE who I am today?
I still want the Truth – but there is obviously a blanket/veil placed over us/around us – in some way – still – and I don’t know how to fight that – remove it – destroy it. Ignorance ain’t bliss – for me – even though now and then I CAN understand that choice (the Cypher affect, as I call it – from The Matrix).
One of you mentioned something in the comments that I found interesting – very interesting – the desire to get on the bike and ride and ride and ride until you are outta here. I continue to work with a woman doing trauma release – and one of my big “things” I have carried with me throughout my life – is the desire to run or ride my bike – fast – as fast as I can – until I am Free. Outta their grasp. Outta their experience. Original hijack energy is what I have concluded. We have been working with that – releasing some of that energy – but the desire to get outta here remains. If I could throw a lasso up to the top of this matrix and pull it all down I would. Perhaps a collective “LET US OUT LET US FREE” chant is now in order. All of us – together – as long as it takes. For I KNOW we the collective have passed the DONE WAITING line. I ain’t holding it. I am crossing it.
Love,
Victoria
FYI
This is one of the most in depth reports I’ve seen on the V the government is pushing.
Sherri Tenpenny “EXPLAINS HOW THE DEPOPULATION mRNA VACCINES WILL START WORKING IN 3-6 MONTHS” [2021-07-07] (VIDEO)
https://www.bitchute.com/video/thgHE7VUsDrn/
my god…..(love her work)