Fake moon….fake christmas…….a synch…….a few finds

 

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synch:  Africa is back again in my space this week………..LMH said in 2018 (?) there was something about Home and Africa………likely the origins of humanity (our version today)…….?  something more there too – likely being guided to keep. focused. on. Original and Home…………went out on some errands – yeah there was “it” coming in a bit – kept my focus – returned home – Toto’s “Africa” came on the radio – sat inside the car and just listened and felt.  last night – radio song came on after i intended for a go-to song:  We’re Not Gonna Take It (we. are. there. now. in that energy)

today has sucked.  let’s just say it was a score 1 for the matrix – v got her arse handed to her throughout the day.  i rise back up – but for now – i ain’t into fighting back or resisting -i’m into chillin’ relaxin’ being left alone from stewpid talk and drama.  there were people EVERYWHERE – far more than normal – (simulation at work) and this time of year it is usually pretty quiet.  on a bike ride – could not believe the amount of traffic – even daughter was commenting on it.  at the bank – 45 minute wait (normally 10 minutes is a wait).  got attacked twice by a swarm of honey bees – yes normally peaceful honey bees came at me – once at home and at the park where i was getting into a very nice quiet space when suddenly 3 cars pulled up right next to where i was sitting including a loud work truck and at that exact moment another cluster of bees get in my space – from no bees to a cluster of them.  so i did what i felt i had to do – i walked away, found a big arse stick on the ground and began tossing it all around – throwing it – until that old stick was busted up into a few pieces – then i sat down and cried.  felt some release – a bit of relief – rode home to the house full of perfumed dryer sheets because neighbors are doing their thang.  had to shut up the house – on this beautiful day – blast air cleaners – spray my essential oils.  more sinus triggering cr@p when i was already inflamed battling that sheot from the chemtrails “they” have been spraying on us this week.  cough cough going through ricola drops like candy.

jesus – did i say today sucked?  i’m gonna be honest – this whole WEEK has f’ing S U C K E D.  i resisted but today?  i’m giving in and owning how the DONE part of me is feeling and what she is thinking.  <insert a ton of swear words>

manifesting feels impossible atm – i feel this heavy ugly sick force blowing back against me.  and i tried ignoring it to rising above it to pushing it back but it is still there.  kinda hard to do anything when you feel as though your Soul has been under attack the last several days as well.

if i were in my True Power – i wouldn’t be having these experiences.  these blow backs.  these attacks.

none of us would.

E V E R.

P E R I O D.

when this war ends is anyone’s guess.

sign was down at the park – again – so moved it to a spot i could pound it all the way into the ground.  it ain’t going anywhere now.

so………here are some crazy woo woo fake but true stuff.  love, v.

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saw this:

 

then this stuff…he also tweeted out 1234……..go-to end-game number (for me)………

 

 

 

 

About 300 up now atm (5:30pm EST)………stateside…….

DONE IN 30

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.