Gratitude and growling and what is there really left to talk about?

 

 

I am a mix of internal stuff atm.  Gratitude for the connections I have made by starting this page.  I love those connections and those conversations.  I need them – that love.  It has kept me going.  Those times when this sim throws a punch my way……….like today…….got the electric bill…………it makes no sense.  (cannot logic away evil – e v e r)  Our usage is down but the amount of the bill went up $70.  WTF?!

Algo manipulation.

We did notice that a few months ago they stopped using the numbers they had used for as long as we can remember to determine rates.  Delivery fee used to be below $100.  Now it’s up by about $30.  “They” were given the go-ahead by the “state” to raise rates.  All of the utility companies were.  The local utility bill went up yet again (by about $25).

So what began as a state of gratitude was challenged by seeing bills arrive and wondering How long will this be allowed to continue?  You know?

We’re supposed to be using any extra money to eat now and pay for my mate’s medical treatments.  What kind of an awakening plan has this turned into?  Impinge the poor and disabled until they can’t take it?  Push all of us who are awake into moments of mental breakdowns?  Cause all I am talking to now are saying the same. thing.  We have reached a new level of DONENESS we never saw coming or thought possible.

Not to mention there ain’t nothing new left to talk about.  One of you wonderful Souls expressed that to me today and I am so. right. there. with. you.  What is there really left to talk about?  My mate often says “there’s nothing to talk about” in his grumbly done sorta way – and yet I fully agree.  It’s like I’ve run out of words – run out of my personal script.  It’s like this image below – reached that level of emptiness…..my script is the reel on the right (where I was)……….on the left it’s empty (that is where I am now)

I struggle now to share my own stuff here lately – and I know most of the time I’m just respinning what has already been shared hundreds of times before.  Even when I write personal notes to thank those of you who donate (which has really saved me!!) – I got nuthin’ left new to say.

Maybe I need a new language.  Like maybe we can make up words or something.  lol  I dunno.

The only answer I have – continue to feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel/hear – is ok if good is making it ez for us to fully get outta here – it’s going to leave us with SCREAMING to do so.

We are there me thinks/feels.

Well I was going to head out for a walk – but a storm is brewing – winds are up – and it’s dang cold – plus I was hit with this energy KABAM STOP NOW and just do YOU about 10 minutes ago.  4.1.23 – the new year – feeling absolutely finito.  A few finds below.

Love,

V.

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lions are back in my space again – saw this earlier:

 

puppies and dogs too……

 

red pandas too…….

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I see a masonic hand symbol on the left and a vice grip on the right over it…….

 

The damage done………….new tech – and/or somehow new bodies for us all……….

 

 

Manhattan DA Alvin Bragg Admits He Used Federal Dollars in Trump Investigation – Who Approved This?

 

this may be interesting to watch………….

Triggered Liberals Have Meltdown Over Marjorie Taylor Greene’s 60 Minutes Interview Set to Air Sunday

 

 

Wild Night Across US! Deadly Tornadoes Ravage Multiple States, Earthquake Rattles Southern California

 

 

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Woke up wondering about the victims of the tornado………

JFK Jr Fan @jfkjrfan
Something is not adding up for me around a stated death toll of 10 people with a system that produced at least dozens of deadly tornadoes but I have no choice but to leave it at that for now.
11:44 AM – Apr 01, 2023

 

Vicki Lord@Vlord
01 April, 02:37
In response JFK Jr Fan to his Publication
You too? This has had me ferhoodled all day. Seems very understated. 🤔
JFK Jr Fan@JFKJrFan
01 April, 04:56
In response Vicki Lord to her Publication
I had to look up ferhoodled and yes.
COMMANDER VALIANTTHOR@COMMANDERVALIANTTHOR
01 April, 12:17 (E)
In response JFK Jr Fan to his Publication
USING THE SWAG METHOD, IMHO, IT IS IN THE 1000’S.
JFK Jr Fan@JFKJrFan
01 April, 02:35
In response COMMANDER VALIANTTHOR to his Publication
That would make much more sense. I was up all night watching massive super cells drop F4’s and 5’s and the storm chasers had never seen anything like it nor had I. I don’t get it.
Net Nut@NetNut
01 April, 06:17
And We Know…
4.1.23: Trump Indictment update, A WEEK to REMEMBER, April Showers, PRAY!
https://rumble.com/v2fsfsg…
MB ~ they’re here………….en masse……….here for the finale…………..

Rare HUGE EMP ring detected above earth!

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.